Thanks so much for watching and for all the lovely comments!! I want to add one more thing: the examples I used for how negative core beliefs start are both bad-parent-based, but I wanna emphasise and add that negative core beliefs can come from anywhere (school, friends, even good parents). Sorry for any confusion!! Love you all xxx
Mine come from school and an abusive relationship but I still could relate to most of yours. I guess some of those are a bit universal. Makes us feel even more silly for believing them and thinking it's just us who are like this. While so many people we see as inspiring and wonderful might feel same thibgs we discredit ourselves with... Ahh
Clinical psychologist here. Big same 🙃 He breaks down the unhelpful stories aka fake news aka maladaptive core beliefs. Catch it, check it, change it. And mindful hypnosis helps with self saboteurs too!
Yeah! This was my first impression too, and frankly, I don't know why I clicked to watch. Call it destiny. A cheeky tattooed pierced boldie in a room decorated for/by a four-year-old? I'll be damned. And this is a third video in a row, and I nod and nod as I watch.
10 years in therapy, 60k in pshychiatrist and I found my answers here in 10 minutes, this comes to show how much others really want to help you or help themselves. This is why now when I want to know something I go to the people who have the life experience, not a school degree.
Therapy doesn’t help. It validates- it helps soothe maybe in the first session but they don’t teach developing a better life- very frustrating and is why people lose hope.
true. the drugs helped to stabilize my chemical unbalance , but theres no pill for the soul, only Jesus heals, comforts, saves and teaches you how to live a richer life . ☺@@SS-in1ts
@@SS-in1ts This is my experience as well. I won't say that therapy doesn't help, but the constant repetition of what was wrong was more harmful than healing in my opinion. It is just helpful for validation, but not helpful for releasing
I HATE how much a struggle with this. 10 years of therapy on and off and I think you may have just helped more with this than any of them have. Thank you
I just realised this is the reason why I don't journal, I don't start all the projects I have thought about, I only buy art materials but don't actually use them. I and everyone will know I have a big, ugly, wobbly head. 🤷♀️
I am grateful for this video. Dysfunctional parents are really not a joke. Many humans make very poor choices due to a Dysfunctional childhood. This does not excuse negative behavior, we are all in control of our own lives, however events can add up to a mountain and not a molehill. I laughed, I cried, I learned a little about myself. EXCELLENT!
Professional self saboteur here, this is so on point. Wish I had realized all of this much sooner, before I had built up and wrecked my life multiple times but at 43 I’m finally getting it. It’s never too late.
Hello, after 2 years, can you update on your journey please ? I hope you did not give up on self love and self care, but please, if you answer, be as honest as possible. I would appreciate it a lot if you took the time to do so, if you don’t want to, I’ll completely understand.
"These are awful things to say to anybody, and yet we say them to ourselves everyday. If you were somebody that you loved, you'd take yourself out to dinner, pump your body with sunshine instead of drugs, and forgive yourself for all your mistakes." I want to frame this.
i have self sabotaged my whole life, but it all came to a head in September last year when i left everything i knew and loved (my fiance, my job, my home) to move to Adelaide and start anew. i literally didnt believe i deserved the happiness and stability that was occurring. i'm now back with my partner and trying to fix the damages that i've done.
I selfsabotaged a relationship and an internship, I can’t fix it and I know I hurt him even if now he has forgotten me. I don’t know what I want to do now that I destroy all the things and people I care about. I’m self sabotaging my friendships now… I know all of this comes from my childhood but I’m completely lost 😅
6:16 i just wanted to give you a gigantic hug. For you, and for me… Thank you for all that you do. You really are putting some warmth back into people’s hearts (mine included) 🥺💛
I've been to a few therapies and I know my issues inside out, but this is maybe the first time ever I've come across actual practical advice on how to address the ongoing voice of my inner critic AND how to change the narrative. Thank you so much. I only wish I'd stumbled upon this sooner.
I know! I'm so tired of those videos that are like "take deep breaths, meditate, drink more water, etc. etc and yOu wiLl be hAppY!" Instead, these videos are so genuine and actually engage you in the healing process instead of just telling you what to do.
I am an HSP (a highly sensitive person). It's second nature to me to read even the smallest expressions of those around me. As a child I was around my parents the most. Both my parents have always treated me like an adult. Almost all my life I've been dependable, and solved my problems on my own. So they never really had to be parents to a "child" even though I was one. My dad is a good person, he just didn't know how to be a parent. He is a highly critical person. When I was younger he'd treat me like one of his employees or as someone other his child. He would expect perfection and the clarity of thought from me that even most adults don't have. "I couldn't make mistakes or he wouldn't like me. I'm not a capable person. I'm lazy. I not smart." "I'm not smart." His critical comments that were aimed at making me better were really what was holding me back all my life. After seeing your video I can tell that these thoughts were just the "child" mirror that I saw myself through. I was almost afraid of being around my dad for fear that he's gonna hurt my self worth. I knew that even as a kid. As I grew bigger I was less afraid and more avoidant. I've always been a good student but I never felt that I deserved that. I never felt like I deserved the good things that I worked really hard for. Because my mind had become a critic like my father. Because no one had complimented me as a child. We used to live in a joint family with two of my cousin brothers being raised with me. They weren't any good at studies (but they had their own talents). So it was like they needed more encouragement. And everyone just kind of assumed that I didn't need encouragement and that I could be treated as an adult. Fast forward 10 years throughout which I had a very poor sense of identity. I didn't even know that I was introverted. I didn't know my likes and dislikes. I had always sort of accommodated myself to take what was leftover. Or like what everyone else at home liked. I always thought in terms of others. And generally didn't even know that I was miserable. When I turned 18, things started to change when I decided to move to another city for college. I decided to prove to myself that I am capable, I'm not lazy, I am among the smartest people I know, and I can make mistakes. It was a horrible year. I was constantly conflicted between reality and the image that I had of myself. And then covid happened so I moved back home. That's when I realised that I like living alone. And I like to be by myself. I need people but very few and far between. This was a life changing realisation. I stopped putting pressure on myself to socialize. I realised that I'm a people pleaser with no boundaries. I learnt to build boundaries. I learnt to be firm. I learnt that if I don't treat myself with respect, no else will. So I told my parents about my introversion. And they were surprised because I talk a lot to my mom. But then they started to see that I really was an introvert. And they changed their behaviour so as to not push me to meet people all the time. They started giving me more alone time. I also learnt how to deal with the fact that my dad is a critic. I sat him down once and told him about how I felt when he criticised me. That took so much courage. And since then we've had a better relationship. Now I'm in a healthier mindset than before. I am trying to learn that I deserve all the goods things that come to my in life. Even though I self sabotage all the time. I had actually started healing myself before I saw this AMAZING video. But seeing this has given me so much more clarity. And has made my struggle so real. I accepted a long time ago that I have the tendency to self sabotage, I didn't how to stop it. Now I know. Thank you.
Thanks for sharing your story! My father is similar. I'm glad you're doing better and building yourself up and growing in confidence. You truly deserve it, we all do!
Beautifully articulated. It felt like someone was narrating my story and am happy for you that you made such a massive change and at such a better place than before. Once again thanks coz I couldn't possibly describe how much it helped me🍁
"I always thought in terms of others" - that hit so hard. I relate to your story so much. Thank you so much for sharing! I'm so glad you're healing through all of that. It takes a lot of strength and determination it to do so. I hope you're doing well!
Thanks Khushi for sharing your story, I can totally relate to this. Except in my case it was my mother who was extremely critical and constantly shifting the goalpost to bigger & bigger achievements. The part about being in conflict with the real amazing capable self & distorted reality hit really hard for me. Takes a lot of courage to share your story with vulnerability in detail. Thank you, hope you're healing & accepting your real self more every day
I use to feel like I had a drill sergeant in my head, and it hated my ever-loving guts. Nothing I did was good enough and I was nothing but lazy, selfish, and unreliable. I started applying step 5 four years ago, and it has literally changed my life. Instead of a drill sergeant, I have a coach/cheerleader egging me on: challenging my assumptions, encouraging me to try new things, and daring me to push my limits. I started college a decade after graduating high school, and now I'm in my Junior year of college, studying computer science, with a 3.75 gpa. I am nothing like the person I thought I was.
Congratulations! It's awesome that you made the transition. I'm an old guy and have to say, you all are very lucky for the internet so that you can understand this stuff. I underwent significant narcissistic abuse from childhood forward and could not fully understand it until reading/watching testimonials of others few years ago. It's still impossible to explain to anyone whose not been through it, but it's helped me a lot just to know where all the 'crazy' came from. Don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous, I'm happy for you and that the vicious circle might finally get short circuited. Peace and love to you.
I cried when I heard your 'list'. I cried for the child that had to bear all that horror and abuse. Then, I realised that I was crying, not only for that little boy, but also for the little girl that I had been.
you're not alone Zoe Hope and I'm sending that little girl you once were a big hug and congratulating the adult you are for having the courage to admit this! 💕💕
This video helped me realize why I procrastinate so much. I was writing the list of positive experience with the negative feelings and noticed that it all revolved around my confidence in the work that I do and then it hit me hard. I always start to procrastinate when I am about to finish something that I am working on and always either don’t finish or finish WAY after the deadline. I always thought of myself as lazy... But the reason I do that is because I am so freaking terrified that the work that I am doing is shit and nobody is going to like it and then that makes me want to give up. 🤯🤯🤯 I have never realized that until now! You are truly amazing. Thank you so much for these videos! ❤️
Hi, you've expressed very well how I've felt for the bulk of my life. Last year I hit Sixty and I'm actually getting my shit together, now I'm sixty-one and even though being through covid I'm remaining positive and on track to build on what I've already learned. Your best piece is #5 treat yourself as someone you love, which I now do in abundance;-) Cheers, dude...
Recently told a friend “yea I get paid to draw pictures and I was even able to buy a house on my income alone but if any legit artists saw my stuff or heard of my job they’d think it was trash.” And maybe they would but maybe they’re assholes and maybe it’s ok to be proud of myself
Kevin, that house represents your talent and hard work. No one is going to pay you enough to buy a house if you weren't talented. You need to recognize who you are as an artist and a person. That recognition in yourself will give you the confidence in your work and in other areas of your life. It certainly doesn't mean you will turn into an arrogant dick. While it is nice to get compliments from others, those don't mean much in comparison to what you think of yourself as both an artist and a person. Continued success to you Kevin.
You laid out plainly what I have discussed with a talk therapist AND a shrink ad nauseum for DECADES. Thank you. Your clarity is profound. I get more out of meditation, breathwork, and RU-vid content than I ever did from paid professionals. Maybe it’s really down to timing. Those professionals really did help me with a lot of important growth. This was the one thing neither could adequately address. I appreciate you.
I sorta came from an opposite situation where I was labeled as a "gifted child" and I have extremely supportive parents, but they were really trying to keep me from feeling like a failure on those few times I slipped up when I was young. And as an adult I really struggle with feeling like a failure because I'm not where I want to be or even completely on the right track. And I worry because I've put my happiness on trying to get the right job, and that I won't let myself be happy until I achieve that, and that if I do get that job, I worry that I won't feel like it's enough.
OMG same! I was also labelled a "gifted child" and my parents, my family and my teachers had very high expectations from me. Now I can't stand failure. I quit as soon as I find a task difficult. I tend to link my worth to my job and how well I do it. So I'm constantly anxious and unsatisfied, especially for the things that relate to jobs and career. I am working on that but it's very difficult.
I cried from the start to the end of this video. The way you discuss about these painful themes really show up how deep you're going to fight, manage and understand them. Thanks for this amazing content!
Just found the channel. I turned 30 in January I’ve spent my 20s in self sabotage,addiction etc. it’s great not to feel alone in my “late start” good stuff bro
I love how you get into the psychology of beliefs built as a childhood. Mental health unfortunately is not taught in schools 😳 I can definitely relate with the cycle of self sabotage. I have been trying to get my art career going for 4 years and I have definitely found I am my biggest enemy. I have found way too often I progress or reach a goal I find a reason or let others around me that are negative bring me down. Thanks for posting this and reminding me Im not alone on this.
Man, imagine if it were though.... mental health would be a fantastic thing to teach from a young age I totally feel you with trying to get an art career going. I’ve been renting a studio for over a year now and I’ve made like 5 small artworks and sold none of them 😬 I hate that I’ve wasted so much money on rent but I can’t think about it. I just have to move forward and try to be a little creative every day
@@ohrats731 I definitely think the benefit of teaching mental health would solve a lot of problems we have in society! That’s awful to put work in and not sell any work! I found selling traditional art is especially tricky and that’s why many sell art through galleries. If you don’t mint me asking how do you get exposure for your art?
I feel both of these comments! I have been making art for two years on the side and still really struggle to make sales sometimes because I tell myself that nobody looks at my Instagram so why bother! What Struthless is talking about is a form of schema therapy which not many psychologists know about, but if they do it’s incredibly valuable. I am going through it with my psych and it’s taking ages but I am making slow progress. I just need to keep reminding myself to just create and I will find my tribe through the process
@@STICKYArt oh I never saw a notification for your reply but I got a random “someone liked your comment” notification and here I am again lol The problem with me not selling my art is really like 99% that I don’t feel like it’s worth selling. I don’t put it out there because I haven’t finished it and I don’t finish it because it’s not good and blah blah lol. Definitely a case of self-sabotage 😅
@@ohrats731 I do the same with mine... I asked myself" are you afraid to fail or are you afraid you'll succeed"?.. I was blessed with many talents . And have sold many things, but I under sell myself..
I started watching this while fighting the responsibility to start the day with so much anxiety and dread, and wow I’m speechless.. you literally turned my day around. If I heard one of your videos every morning I would love it! You should consider doing a podcast! Thanks for your work! Lots of love! ❤️✌️
Your content is way more insightful and uplifting than all the sessions I had with my therapist and self help books I've read. I'm entering a new chapter in my life and your videos really help me go through it, with a better mindset.
This guy has helped me more than my therapist... absolutely love your style - makes your videos super relatable and, importantly, actionable. Keep it up man!
"If you were somebody that you love, you'd take yourself out for dinner, pump your body with sunshine instead of drugs and forgive yourself for all your mistakes".
Yet another amazing video. That last tip really struck a cord with me. Treat yourself as you would treat someone else. Something so simple and logical, yet it never occurred to me... as a person who constantly beats myself up, hearing my oldest child talk negatively about themselves is absolutely heart-wrenching. My response has always been, "Don't you dare talk about yourself that way. I would never let anyone talk badly about you, and you are no exception." Now, if only I could take my own advice.
Isn’t it frustrating how much easier it is to be kind to other people? I’ve always been called the “painfully positive” person in the lives of those around me, and yet for a long time, nobody knew how I was sadly feeling. Thank you for sharing how you personally work to combat these feelings of self sabotage and negativity. Your personal journey in any number of ways, is very inspiring. Even though we’re complete strangers, I’m very proud of you. Thank you for putting more good into the world just by being yourself.
Your comment really hit me hard. I'm also the "extremely positive" person in my friend group and just 2 days ago I missed an online meetup for the 3rd time. I was late because I was helping an older neighbor sort out some finances. But actually, I was unhappy and insecure about the meetup. Pretty sure the topic will come around to some things I don't want to talk about ("Hey how's your life going now?", etc) so I found a reason to 'miss' the meeting. So I basically...stood up 6 other busy adults who love me and were likely to want to hear good news about my life but the stress of *knowing* that meant that I chose to just...not do it. Wasn't until this vid that I really understood what I'd done, and what I'd been doing all my life. Something makes me unhappy or uncomfortable and I screw up so that I can avoid it, no matter what that screw up ends up being. In my case, it runs the gamut from "Oh I was late to work (promotion meeting) because I stopped to help a stray and take it to the shelter but now I have dog hairs all on my suit so I needed to go back home and change." all the way to "I have a thing to do in the morning bright and early but I find myself on RU-vid at 4am watching a random recommend of Struthless' vid about self-sabotage...oh...OH!! I see it now" 💡😲 It IS easier to be kind to other people, and In my case, a part of that was that I could use "helping others" as my excuse for blowing up my own life. And now I need to go to bed cuz I have to wake up in 4 hours 😣
@@cuterpooter Firstly, I hope you’re doing alright and are getting sleep tonight. Going about life on such little sleep makes the stress and anxiety so much worse, at least for me. :( I completely understand you, but please know that your friends love you and won’t fault you for your struggle. I know that I certainly wouldn’t! You sound like an awesome person, so I hope that you can treat yourself with as much attentiveness and kindness as you obviously do others.
Oh same :c. I might not be considered positive but very rational, people come to me with important decisions, personal conflicts, mediating etc. Because I can look objectively and make sound judgement that will maximise happiness of everyone involved. Yet I make most dumbass self sabotaging decisions when it comes to my own life, ruin my relationships because I'm terrified of them getting even better. Man... It's... Almost hilarious.
@@Noelciaaa Well, we all make mistakes, but that doesn’t mean that you’re a dumbass. Far from it. I get you, having the potential for something to be better also leaves us open for even greater potential for disappointment. Be patient with yourself, though. There’s no timeline you need to follow. You will grow, and see that you are deserving of those incredible relationships, regardless of what type they are. You’ll see that you can be rational with yourself, just as you have so many others in your life, all the while being kind and loving to yourself. :) One day at a time, Kat. I believe in you.
You literally just did CBT over the internet. Only recently found your channel, and instantly am enamored with it. Real talk, straight facts. Cheers man.
Hot damn, this is some great advice. I'm broadly aware of my negative self-sabotaging thinking, but I have a lot of trouble with knowing what's real. Structuring things like this and writing them down is something I'll try. I probably give way too much focus towards the negative evidence, and if I were to transcribe all of that onto paper, I'd just be writing down the same sentence thousands of times. Writing it down once will help me see it for what it is - a possibility, but just one of them.
While I was watching this I started to feel sick, it's like my inner negative self is feeling attacked and wanted to fight back. I also felt like I wanted to cry, like I know I have to deal with this and I know I can but the fight back is really hard. I wish there was an easy way to do this but this video is a great start and thank you for sharing it.
I know this is corny af but I literally started crying when you said that those things are far too cruel to be said to anyone, let alone ourselves. Sometimes, our view of ourselves is so distorted that we lose touch with the idea that we deserve affirmation from our own selves. Thank you for this video, it comes at the right time. I will try your strategy and hopefully, it will help free me a bit
Relate to this a heap. Noticed that around 9 months is my cutoff time for jobs too. I find after about 9 months at a place, I've learnt the majority of things I need to know to do the job to the best of my abilities, I've got to know my colleagues as much as I'd care to, and the job & workplace becomes stale and boring. I would usually quit at around this time to pursue something new and exciting, but in the instances where I've stuck at it and tried to ignore the yearning for something different, it's taken me to pretty dark places. Fortunately now I've managed to get into a position where I work for myself, so there is no limitations to what I can learn or do, and I have no colleagues so I don't get driven insane by the same conversations about the weather. There are obviously cons to this new work life, but I definitely am a lot happier overall.
this is so inspiring to see you work for yourself now! I really relate with what you said that after 9 months you feel like you can do the job well and it gets boring.
Six months used to be my limit.. my last job was almost 3 years before I hit the (very low) ceiling due to office politics *cough*auspost bullshit*cough* Cracked the shits, told my manager i needed a couple of days for a mental health break and jumped on seek to see what was out there in the middle of a pandemic and recession. Stumbled across a software startup that needed a new hire in a hugely variable role - put in the application on a whim and I've been there for three months now and have only scratched the surface of things to do, policies to refine, training procedures that my manager and I are continually improving and a whole new industry that I'm only now starting to understand. Boredom for people with ADHD is the equivalent of kryptonite for superman. Sure, I work a lot harder and more hours now but I have the satisfaction of knowing what I do is making an impact- I'm not a number, I'm one of 5 employees and my hard work has been rewarded with a 3.5% raise after I'd finished 2 months (of my 6 month probationary period) with the business.
Sammmeee I might be the queen of self-sabotage. I've had so many opportunities to be some kind of success that I let fall through because I am constantly at odds with myself and often too weak to push down the negative energy. I quit my well paying job to move to Japan to do what all who knows. You boosted me a bunch when I was making videos again, but I've given up because I don't know how to manage my time and energy with all the things I want to do... so many things. But I really want to try doing this because I really need to make sure to remind myself that I'm not a terrible person. Not really. Even if I think I am sometimes.
Thank you, man! This video hit uncomfortably close to home personally, and I just wanted to tell you how much it helped me to start thinking about some of my own shit. And also that it is very generous of you for being so open and humble with your own process. But more than that, this video was just a master class in communication! You managed to unpack several complex psychosocial behaviours, and give practical advice on how to identify and try and change them, all in under 11 minutes! So, thanks for making the video! I'm pretty new to your stuff. You used to draw Simpsons-characters but now you are an Oz Tony Robbins? You seem like an amazing weirdo and a cool human, keep practicing that self-love. You deserve it.
aaaa thank you, timing couldn't be more perfect. I'm today years old (almost 29) when I realized that my childhood wasn't as good as I always wanted to think. Many of my insecurities come from there and I spoke to my brother how I've wanted to publish my comics and art for almost 10 years but I leave everything unfinished and think that there is no point to continue bc I'm not good enough, though I somehow know it's not true. F THIS, time to finish what I've started. Thank you!
Please, do it! The world needs you, we need your comics, we need your talent, dont keep it for yourself... Give it a try, share it, there is nothing to lose... Trust me! Have a great day! July :)))
"You believe you don't deserve success." That is the exact sentence that hit home, and it shattered me into a crying heap that I was not expecting 2 seconds before. Why the f*ck are so bloody right about one o the core believes of my world and why the f*ck did I have to find this out by a youtube video. And why do I relate to such a deep level.
Each time when I lose weight I tended to think “I don’t deserve it” and start eating junk food and stop workout hard. And.. when I gained weight I will eat healthy and workout. The loop never ends..
The part at the end about treating yourself with the same kindness you would remind me of something a friend once told me. He made the screen saver on his phone a picture of himself at 5 years old. He said it was to remind himself to be kind to his inner child.
Your comment on not telling a kid that their good school work is a fluke hit me deep as that's pretty much exactly what I was told when I was small - either a fluke or that it was because I'd gotten help on homework. It really messed with my head.
thank you. i never understood why i find it so satisfying to fuck everything up for myself. quitting jobs, revenge trades, being hostile, destroying my stuff. have been like that all my life, and i have a hard time seeing it come to an end
I really needed to hear this message today my life is going better in my artistic fields than it ever has before and I’m freaking out and scared that I might actually start succeeding thank you for everything you do you genuinely help people I am 1
You are more relatable than you think & it’s perfectly normal to give yourself a corny compliment. If everyone really sat down & took their thoughts out of their heads onto paper & started to tackle the lies that they’ve been told & believe, they could crack that shell open just a bit, to start being free in a new life of their actual truth. Your drawings are AMAZING but your talks are a breakthrough for a lot of your viewers. You are appreciated & are here to break out of your shell to help others do the same. Nobody wants to have claustrophobia of the mind anymore! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
sometimes I call myself names and my partner says to me “Hey! Don’t say that about the person I love!” It really helps 😊👍 Thanks struthless. This is all good advice
I say the same to my girlfriend cause she's terrible for beating herself up. But then I can in the same breath be incredibly cruel to myself. It's tough, I get you.
I agree - my husband always says he's useless and it hurts me every time he says it, because he's saying it to the person I love. But I also insult myself for things I can't control too, which he tries to help me with.
It’s been 22 freaking painful years of me trying to understand and some how explain to people around me why I ruin my own life. But I never ever had an answer. I just did and when my loved ones would ask why I could only reply with I don’t really know. I have been searching for my why for sooooo long I got tired. Thank you so much!! It feels as if a light bulb just turned on and I could finally see. I’ll practice every suggestion and hopefully will get out of this rut. I have been drowning and suffocating for too long. You have no idea what your video just did for me I’m grateful and glad that I found this. Side note: love your sense of humour 👌
For someone that’s been brought up where my own family members constantly insults and looks down on my artwork which caused me to stop drawing for two years, this video definitely helps a lot to keep me inspired ! I just started getting back to animating and art recently so this keeps me motivated ~ thanks a lot!
That’s it! Keep going! It’s so hard to get rid of those voices. I’m an artist too and I really understand what a huge role other people and self perception plays in the creative process. It’s very hard to unlearn, but you’re not alone!
Link this video every time someone says “just love yourself” because everyone struggles with that and this actually tells you HOW unlike every other fit girl insta post I’ve seen talking about self love.
I have a suspicion that those "fit girl insta posts" aren't really meant to be _helpful_ inasmuch, and are more of a self-promotion thing than a resource for the bedeviled. But this person seems to have helping as their first priority, even when it comes with risk (like being vulnerable). The vulnerability someone shows can be a good indicator of their intentions, I think.
I feel like once I stopped being cynical in my mind, I started building a better world in my mind. Thanks for sharing this, Struthless. You're a winner in my book.
This is a f***ing bullseye for me .. thank you so much for sharing your story and how you identified the self sabotage beliefs and how to walk through the river to the other side .. much gratitude 🙏🏻
Dude I gotta say you have the best blend of compassion, cornyness and self awareness in these types of videos on serious topics. I learn something in every single one. And thanks for helping break the stigma that guys can't have feelings or if he does it means he's weak. It takes a lot of strength to honest to yourself. Hope you're keeping well in these crazy times ❤
The timing of this video being released two days before my last mental breakdown (yesterday) is honestly very appreciated. I'm a writer and I've been struggling with self-sabotage for years. The issue is not helped by the fact I'm considered a genius and so people expect outstanding performances for me in a vast area of fields. Yesterday, I received excellent news about one of my projects: I'm to be published by a French publisher for the first time in a few months. I should be over the moon, but it's just... not it. I feel like I'm late (even though I'm only 23) and like I don't deserve it/won't be able to do the work asked of me. I feel like the big book series I'm planning on starting in November won't work out because I'll quit, and this is the project of my life. So thank you. With the stuff you said in your video, I might be able to break the cycle.
Ah I relate to this so much. Recently I was offered my dream project but instead of making me proud, happy and excited, it made me stressed and anxious because I didn't feel ready or worthy or like I was able to create the work.
Making a book and honestly, same, sometimes I'd think its not worth making it because no one will bother buying it, and perhaps that's true, but not because its not worth it, you are lucky lots of stuff in the art world is VERY underrated. After watching this vid I thought, what if one person ONE buys it and helps them? it'd be all worth it
I am watching this video as I was having a panick attack and feeling frustrated about not being able to take on an job opportunity because I don’t feel enough for it. It was reliving to know that I am not the only one that has gone trough this, and helped me feel less weirded out about why I self sabotage myself
I struggle a lot with this too. This is gonna sound really odd, but when I'm having a particularly difficult time, a coping method I use is imagining holding myself as a baby. It's so much easier to break negative thought patterns when envisioning your child self, vulnerable and deserving of kindness and love. You recognise you would never speak to this child the way you speak to yourself, yet that child is you. Take care of yourselves, everyone
Never watched your videos before but just came across this and at such an ironic time! Being put back on a new medication and told I should try therapy again.... nothing being explained etc but this video is literally way better than doctors and therapists! Providing help for all us with too much anxiety to face people / just want to try ‘self help’. If I could throw billions of likes and support on this video I would!! Also had to replay a few parts for a laugh at how true! Especially around 10 mins in. Best thing I’ve watched on RU-vid ever tbh! Rate you.
God, I cried so hard, as hard as I relate myself with what you share in this video. Thank you so much for letting me know there’s someone out there that faces the similar situation. Thank you.
I'd like to add, its not just that weirdos need weirdos, its also that when these weirdos have the courage to be vulnerable and honest about their issues it gives: 1. others the courage to face their own issues 2. its put in a language they can understand 3. gives them a sense of connection (its not only me dealing with this sh*t) 4. creates respect for the their fellow weirdo talking about their issues... and you, struthless, are one I have come to respect for your bravery and wisdom... I hope you believe all the good things said about you in these comments :)
My favourite part is when the bald tattood guy on the internet looks menacingly at the camera from under his hat, while telling me to love myself and take myself out to dinner
I often figure out what's wrong with me and as a result, always end up searching it on yt to find videos about it.. lo and behold, Campbell always has me covered. Thanks dude :)
Your content is some of the most honest, kind, interesting, relatable, vulnerable and authentic that I’ve encountered on the internet in a very long time. Cheers, man, keep it up.
Pfff i needed this... i always catch my self in a big sabotaging pattern from my self and it just woke me up like this is the last time i will see this happen
Thank you very much to share this. Yesterday i went to the edges of wanting to end my life. I always have the same problems for many years. Recently I work really hard and long hours to achieve my goals, when I am really focused on my tasks and working efficiently and my mum will turn angry and yell at me for no reason and she try to blame me for not doing the things I choose to neglect. And she argued her suggestions and her blame benefits me. So I choose to say to myself and I deserve a punishment for not able to make every thing perfectly at the same time so I choose not sleep and work whole night to punish myself i feel like her humiliation tears me off. And I hate myself for not being able to do more and more
Wow, I was just chastising myself this morning for having made absolutely no progress on my project. I mean, this is a really important project for me, and I have done NOTHING! And this video just popped right up when I came to RU-vid as if the universe was screaming at me to hurry up and get busy! Thanks, Struthless!
I watch these videos with no expectation of relating. When he said "when somebody pays attention to you, they're just being nice." I felt that. I can't trust anyone because of how I feel. Whenever people compliments my work, I think they're just being nice and actually don't want to hurt my feelings and my work is actually bad. It's a horrible feeling. I feel my progress and hard work is just luck and one day that luck is going to run out and people will just say that was expected of me. Failure.
