This is coldest piece of music I've ever heard. To me it feels like the incurable chills of a high fever. Every musical turn feels like pulling a cold blanket over yourself, only to lose more heat to it. There's just no comfort here.
it may sound like that but if you watched the series you would hear it differently. it's really about infinite solitude with no hope of change whatsoever.. the song expresses it so well. it is dreamy, the song but reality isn't..
I almost died awhile ago, this song reminds of what I felt like back then. Loneliness and despair but with a bit of relief that's it's almost all over.
people often wonder what near-suicide thinking would feel like. I say... ...it's hopeful hopelessness. SEL is one of the only sources of media that has caused me to relive my experiences with my life-ending thoughts. Not many things make my mind slip back down so easily. It's almost... horrifying... before you fret - I've taken care of my experiments loooooong ago. I will live my life out the rest of the way. I have ways to ensure I never get close to attempting a premature ending.
You can probably find it in some music blog if you search on google. That's how I found it. If not, then you can probably torrent it somewhere. Sorry for the late response, don't really check for comments a lot.
If I might ask, where did you get this sound track? Is there a place i can download it? I love the music for this anime so much! If you can help I would be grateful! Thank you, VyseTheLegendary
