Shadow's Depression....(VRChat)

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Shadow's Depression in VRChat! Even Featuring characters such as Sonic, Shadow, Knuckles, Rouge, Eggman, Tails, Maria and Amy! So if you want to see videos starring, Knuckles, Rouge, Amy, Tails, Sonic.EXE, Shadow.EXE, Eggman, Metal Sonic, Mephiles, Silver, Blaze, Infinite, Female Sonic also known as Sonica and Female Shadow also known as Shadina then make sure you leave a comment! ENJOY!!
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@ShadowTheHedgehogYT 5 месяцев назад

So.....how was the video? ;)

@nxalatibila9119 5 месяцев назад

Sure thing chief but can seelkadoom the hedgehog that's a combination of yours and sonic's DNA he sometimes call himself a god but can he be in edge a time tho

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

Maybe it's because you let your emotions and trauma get to you just because another Maria comes from a different timeline you don't have to act that way around her Shadow she's still the same Maria same emotions same feelings same memory but you let your emotions and your anger get the best of you you could have talked things out with her explain to her how but you chose to laugh out loud like you always do instead of confronting her she missed you

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

@@nxalatibila9119Shadow doesn't have to listen to the subconscious of his shadow is his own person he's been trying to feel happiness for a long time I mean Maria was one thing in his past that caused him to become a villain but after being with Sonic and the rest of them he finally realized that he has a chance at happiness if he learns to let people in his life but instead he chose to discard it and he always lashes out without thinking about it

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

@@kbwhI don't mean to sound mean or anything but Shadow has done this multiple times in the past I mean he just lashes out without thinking about it and he doesn't understand that his actions don't come with consequences that he could lose everyone who ever loves and cares about him even his kind of new best friend sonic he had a chance to make things right with Maria and he just lashed out like he always does not thinking about her feelings in the matter she may be a hedgehog now but that doesn't mean that they can be friends again

@gabrielmoreau96 5 месяцев назад

It was awesome Julz. I love how serious and emotional you can get. Seeing some inner conflict is really heart wrenching and I love how we get to learn the motives of Shadow and why he acts the way he does.

@QueenA.G. 5 месяцев назад

Dang this legit makes suddenly makes everything Shadow ever did make more sense!! He’s still troubled and he never knew it! The scariest thing is that (to me) he’s in the mental loop of knowing he has people around him but still feels alone and put up this act of being a jerk, a simp, a loser that “lost his coolness” to hide how he truly feels

@deathangellovexx3317 4 месяца назад

Wow

@JollyNator 4 месяца назад

That's deep

@jaidentavira4062 5 месяцев назад

This is a prime example of how a person can be broken. Shadow has consistently put up the tough guy facade simply because he is afraid of getting to attached to someone. He has fallen into absolute madness and sorrow because he refused to try and fix his own life. Because of everything he does and how he treats others he has now made everyone hate him. Literally being labeled as a disgrace to every shadow in the multiverse, losing his Allie’s, having an android being better than him and has never gone through the suffering of his female counterpart went through. It’s finally broken him and now it seems like a exe is going to take advantage of him.

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

I take some time for shout out to fully understand but I think he's finally starting to grasp on what he's done in his life he's turned everyone away he always kept going after women and all that kind of stuff but now he's finally starting to understand why he's always been so alone it's because he's afraid to let everyone in his life he had so many friends who cared about him but ever since deviantART he was a changed person but now he's finally understanding what he's done wrong and he can make up for it

@BandanaDeeFan28 5 месяцев назад

@@treveonbell3520yep, this might be a hint for his character growth

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

@@BandanaDeeFan28 I agree but now we got another problem apparently Sonic.exe is behind all of this and just a few days ago he targeted silver on when he was going up against that possessed Amy but that wasn't Amy that was a boom boom in disguise and apparently on Blaze and Amy came to his rescue but he managed to get hurt when he was trying to protect Blaze from sonic.exe

@BandanaDeeFan28 5 месяцев назад

@@treveonbell3520on top of that he's targeting shadow at the worst possible state, and it looks like he has a new form. Hopefully Shads can handle himself.

@BigRob-uh2bp 5 месяцев назад

I feel Sorry for you shadow. But your not alone. You have Sonic, Tails, Knuckles, Rouge, Amy, Everyone out there that you know, cares about you. So don’t push yourself to the point that all your blaming is yourself. Happy Belated birthday Shadow. Feel better soon

@shadic1988 5 месяцев назад

So much to take in. Like Shadow's motives for why he wanted Rouge or anyone. Shadow beating himself over failing to reconcile with Maria, and the conversation with the inner demon is just wonderful!

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

That is not the real Shadow that's his old subconscious that was inside of him talking to him and he's finally trying to get him to understand that if he keeps this up he's going to end up pushing everyone who ever love and care about him away and now he wants to finally make things right by stop being a simp and trying to become a better person

@user-qe4uc6wn3j 5 месяцев назад

I fell super bad about you shadow. 😢😢 Hopefully you will have your happiness in the future, even your depression hits very hard. ❤ I KNEW IT. SONIC.EXE IS BEHIND IS

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

Oh my gosh, of course Sonic.exe was behind this! he created that illusion just to make Shadow feel guilty and depressed about himself man is there no end to his evil Sonic.exe has to find a way to get destroyed once and for all I mean he's going after those who he hates the most Sonic Shadow silver and who knows Sonic might be his next target.

@user-qe4uc6wn3j 5 месяцев назад

I agree, because sonic.exe was the one who created Sonica and Shadina, so he deserves to die

@Starrmonster02 5 месяцев назад

@@treveonbell3520I agree I think sonic is on his next list because first it was silver and now it was shadow I’m pretty sure the next one is sonic 😰 HERES A LITTLE MESSAGE SONIC EXE LEAVE AND STOP TORTURING MY BOYS ALONE!!😡

@classicsonic15sb 5 месяцев назад

Shadow's depression keeps getting worse in VRChat. Can't wait to see what happens.

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

I just hope that shadow can finally make things right with everybody especially Marisa the hedgehog

@grizzlycharizard0017 4 месяца назад

Don't blame him, Vr chat is full of cursed shit lmao.

@valerydarkstar 5 месяцев назад

This video hit me hard. As a person dealing with depression I know what Shadow is going through and the constant need to fill the emptiness of loneliness as he does with Rouge, Blaze or even Amy.I hope he can find his happiness. I wanna hug him EXCELLENT VIDEO. 👏👏👏

@Starrmonster02 5 месяцев назад

Me too I also wanna hug him

@valerydarkstar 5 месяцев назад

@@Starrmonster02 let's hug Shadow

@Starrmonster02 5 месяцев назад

@@valerydarkstar YESS!!🖤🖤🖤🖤🫂🫂🫂here you go shadow some love and hugs from me your not alone in this

@MovieSonicYT 5 месяцев назад

I am glad I could help out with this video! I love the character development and the interactions with his inner self. The set up is amazing!

@ShadowTheHedgehogYT 5 месяцев назад

Thanks for your help!

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

@@ShadowTheHedgehogYTI feel so sorry for you about everything that happened in the past but you have to learn to let the past go and make room for new memories Shadow you are not a bad person you may have been a simp but even simps can change their ways all you have to do is talk to the people who you wronged and make things right even your best friend will forgive you Sonic has always been by your side and stuck by your side as a friend like a brother and you even make things right with him

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

@@ShadowTheHedgehogYTso he finally understands all the wrong things he's done and this is his chance to finally make up for them to become a better person I mean he can still be an edgy hedgehog but he has to do it in a way that doesn't make him seem like a villain I mean the first thing he can do is apologize to the girl that who he thought was dead but now is a hedgehog and then go around and make things right with all the others

@amandaann1284 5 месяцев назад

It was very very great and I really liked it and yeah it was one of the best videos you've made but can you do another Sonic's pizza video where you unlock like every character

@Starrmonster02 5 месяцев назад

@@treveonbell3520I agree with you shadow your not a bad guy stop blaming yourself you tried you’re best to help her just stop blaming yourself

@AchristosStudios 5 месяцев назад

“SHADOWS DEPRESSION” BEST TITLE EVER 😭 But fr, this is good! It’s such an interesting way to off the year, these thoughts and feelings are so genuine to shadows character. It’s such a change to the shadow we’re used to on this channel! And the editing is amazing! Keep up the great work!

@damienbanuelos3430 5 месяцев назад

Don't worry. Shadow the hedgehog. We are here for you as your fans 😁😁😁😁

@acth490 5 месяцев назад

I love the character growth for Shadow. He's dealing with his inner thoughts and even himself.

@bluebellacookies 5 месяцев назад

Wow this video hits very close to me. Shadow's going through so much and no one even realizies it. So much inner conflicts with the self, saying that Shadow will always be miserable and such. It'll be ok Shadow, you'll find your peace someday. Overall I do love how the video turned out. Awesome work Julz. Keep going!

@ShaneDouglas713 5 месяцев назад

4:02 That's the same thing the same thing the symbiote said to Peter in Spectacular Spider-Man...

@thelunarlunatic9681 5 месяцев назад

Yup.

@shaunathenicehedgehog6740 5 месяцев назад

*I Can Tell Shadow The Hedgehog Is Going To Be Depressed.*

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

I don't like to see Shadow any more depressed than you do but if you have an excellent causing problems and creating these stupid illusions to make people feel guilty about themselves it makes sense why he would be behind this evil scheme he's trying to go after those to make them suffer with that being Sonic Shadow and silver

@phantom_woods 5 месяцев назад

Jeezzzz....shadow's depression keeps getting worse and worse...day by day :((....i feel so badddd

@anferneerayhenderson 5 месяцев назад

You do it shadow, You're the ultimate lifeform, Just keep on going, never give up, Shadow cares about maria robotnik so much, Because he really miss her so much, One day Shadow will be really happy, Keep Fighting it.

@gabrielmoreau96 5 месяцев назад

Dang this video really hit hard. I feel so bad for Shadow. Just when I thought the last video was emotional, this truly hit in the feels. Awesome job Julz! Can't wait for Shadow meets Sonic.EYX.

@ShadowTheHedgehogYT 5 месяцев назад

Thank you!

@gabrielmoreau96 5 месяцев назад

@@ShadowTheHedgehogYTYou're welcome man!

@Moviesonic_GLG 5 месяцев назад

@@ShadowTheHedgehogYTwill simp Amy aka your Amy will be in this movie or speedy blue/darkbox Amy

@georgenorman9095 5 месяцев назад

@@ShadowTheHedgehogYT Hi, big fan and whatever! Hope to see the sequel to the rest of this series.

@totaleclipse2172 5 месяцев назад

I feel so bad for Shadow I hope he knows we all support him

@chrisdash5917 5 месяцев назад

The Ultimate Depression 🖤❤️

@harmony_112 5 месяцев назад

Dang this video hit hard poor shadow 😭

@pummitus8115 5 месяцев назад

this gives a whole new meaning for "i am all of me" for sure. i personally like deep stuff like this, keep up the good work! greetings from Finland.

@KingD29868 5 месяцев назад

Shadow even though you lost Maria in the past you not alone you have so many friends that been with you for all these years they been there by your side even when your feeling down they’re not just your friends Shadow they’re your family and families are always there for each other your not alone Shadow your never alone your always have family and friends that will be their with you in the past in the present and in the future and hey Maria she there Shadow she always there in your heart and she will never leave you Shadow we will never leave you your our friend.❤

@JadeTheMobianCatYT 5 месяцев назад

Me : Shadow Don't Cry I'm Still Here It's Me! Jade! ❤ Stop Crying! Awesome ❤❤❤❤❤❤

@KawaiiCthulhUwU 5 месяцев назад

Ngl this tugged on my heartstrings 😭😭

@SonicSelect1991 5 месяцев назад

Dude, this hit so hard for me. Shadow the Hedgehog is by far my favorite character of all time, and to see even him beating himself up over feeling lost and alone is just heartbreaking. Super amazing video Julz! I really love how you made this video, and I can’t wait to see what you’ve got for 2024!

@SilentDProductions 5 месяцев назад

I gotta say that this video did hit home IRL with some folks I know personally that went through this....minus the EXE part of course. Inner conflicts, trying to make things right, feeling alone....it's a lot to take in. Still though, awesome job on the video, Julz & I'll see you on the next video.

@ShadowTheHedgehogYT 5 месяцев назад

Thanks man! Means a lot

@SilentDProductions 5 месяцев назад

@@ShadowTheHedgehogYT Anytime 👍🏿👍🏿

@marietwobears1502 5 месяцев назад

@@ShadowTheHedgehogYT How were you feeling today, Fleetway Super Shadow?

@Eduardoquiroz3203 5 месяцев назад

Shadow this is going to be an awesome video ❤️🖤

@Eduardoquiroz3203 5 месяцев назад

I put red and black heart emojis to show that your my most favorite sonic the hedgehog character

@Eduardoquiroz3203 5 месяцев назад

Don’t feel depressed shadow you’ve got all of us and me and we’re all going to help you ❤️🖤

@Yoyo_2007 5 месяцев назад

Your not alone shadow you have your friends that care about you no matter what

@ShadowtheSonicfan 5 месяцев назад

HUH my good...deep bro, deep. And also it was amazing, good job bud!! Keep it up man. Can't wait for the next one! I am wondering what's that damned exe gonn do. One day, I'll be as cool as you.

@troypowell7933 5 месяцев назад

This looks so amazing it like watching a movie and poor shadow i hope he find a way back to the light and face his past ❤❤

@larrsstine-updegraff6796 5 месяцев назад

Speak of the Exe Devil wouldn't be surprised if he possessed Shadow for his twisted plan for total Chaos.

@RedTheDragonYT 5 месяцев назад

Dont Be Sad ❤ Maria Is Always Watch Over You! ❤ i Love U Shadow! Your the Best RU-vidr❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

Shadow understand that he can still be happy if he learns to let people in his life try to become friends but he let his edginess and emotional feelings get the better of him all the time without thinking about it I understand that he wants to feel happiness but lashing out at others screaming is never an okay thing to do Shadow has a chance to make things right if he just talking out with her she may not be the same humanoid Maria that he wants new but she's new and improved and maybe they can even form a strong bond together like they yous to

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

I don't know much about the subconscious of his but that's his old edgy evil self talking to him I mean Shadow can find so much happiness if he learns to let people in his life he's had problems with relationships in the past but that shouldn't stop him from finding true happiness again I mean Sonic even stands by his side as a friend and kind of like a brother even though he won't admit it but Sonic does genuinely care about his best friend and not only that but there are others who also care about him he just chose not to believe it

@treveonbell3520 5 месяцев назад

So he's finally getting it he finally understands that if he keeps up this persona then he's doomed to fail at finding true happiness inside and I think that if he spends more time around Sonic and Amy and the others maybe he can finally make up for all the wrong things he's done I mean he can still be an edgy hedgehog but he also has to change his persona he has to find a way to bring people into his life and learn to make things right

@fatalwaffle1715 5 месяцев назад

Depression is not easy to recover from.

@winterice2022 5 месяцев назад

shadow are you okay? I hope you'll recover from this

@DavidGibsonTV 5 месяцев назад

A Vrchat Video?! Let's goooo! Editors Note: Hey Dude. Sorry that u were down Lately. Hope you are ok

@BandanaDeeFan28 5 месяцев назад

This arc is very intriguing dude, I already can't wait for the next episode

@BautistaRodriguez-st3ki 5 месяцев назад

Shadow meets Sonic eyx

@Blitz_Blazer 5 месяцев назад

75 Shadow:i can relate to you, apart from the Rouge thing, i suffer from depression a bit, and it gets worse but also better over time

@gamerdedsd 5 месяцев назад

All jokes aside are you depressed because depression is the bad feeling sre you in live ok ?

@ShadowTheHedgehogYT 5 месяцев назад

I'm alright man! This is all just for the story lol

@DixieTheHedgehog 5 месяцев назад

Dang cliff hanger lol great job can’t wait for part two

@Rainii_Cloud-- 5 месяцев назад

_tbh this man's channel is the best_ ⭐️👍

@EduardoGarcia-mc3dh 5 месяцев назад

😢😢😢 You’re Not Alone Shadow And Maria Wants You To Be Happy 🦔🖤🖤🖤🖤. And EXE Is Watching You Be Careful

@HunterzKar98 5 месяцев назад

Connection all emoties is cool. I hope feel better

@Darkversion2356 5 месяцев назад

Dang, shadow, u may act like a simp and do stupid shit but at least your owning up to your mistake, that's a good thing, plus u have friends shadow.

@superluigiodyssey1337 5 месяцев назад

So, hype for eyx

@treythornton19 5 месяцев назад

This is amazing video, and it’s not Shadow’s vault. Great video my dude! 👏🏽✨

@Starrmonster02 5 месяцев назад

I know that’s what I’m saying it’s not his fault shadow needs to stop blaming himself

@antoniothehedgehog6098 5 месяцев назад

Oh no Shadow's Depression is getting worse

@Starrmonster02 5 месяцев назад

I know right I just wanna be with him and comfort him

@PrincessNikea 5 месяцев назад

I feel really bad for you Shadow

@ShaneDouglas713 5 месяцев назад

This was deep...very deep...😮

@Comictale9001 4 месяца назад

I purposely didn’t watch the 3 videos bc I wanted to wait till the arc ended but now? I saw the thumbnail and I couldn’t resist! This is really deep and unexpected, I can’t wait to see what happens next. I hope shadow can confront himself.

@Moonlight-ve 5 месяцев назад

This video covered alot and the reason for shadow “simping” deep down he was just lonely and needed someone to make him finally happy know Julz I have some ideas u can use for the next chapter of this arc for example after shadow breaks down more a knock was in his door shadow doesn’t respond and continues having a metal breakdown u can make any character come out the door but when the character comes in add dialogue that fits them and tried to confront shadow but shadow snaps later on and goes on one a rampage or two just let every thing he wanted to say out (use my ideas if u want)

@sophiadilts2297 5 месяцев назад

That could an interesting idea. There should be a video where sonic notices shadow hasn't come out of his house for a while and goes to check on him and then tries to comfort him

@Moonlight-ve 5 месяцев назад

@@sophiadilts2297 Fr thanks for the compliment

@dragonmasterjoe724 5 месяцев назад

Omg I can’t believe I found this channel again, it’s been years since I last watched you and it’s SO good to be able to again, I also see your smoker voice hasn’t changed 😂

@curtissmith222 5 месяцев назад

Hey Shadow! You're a great RU-vidr! Have a great day!

@stevenphillips8366 5 месяцев назад

I can’t believe Sonic.Exe did that to him this is so messed up

@Yani_X_EXTREME 5 месяцев назад

This is gonna be awesome video

@ZacoIsWacko 5 месяцев назад

This is gonna be peak

@user-vf1ch5qh1g 5 месяцев назад

Someone's finally come to their senses.

@ezrx.sku11z 5 месяцев назад

Ngl I should have expected this

@ayaankapadia3054 5 месяцев назад

Love these videos

@ninjalord99901 5 месяцев назад

THAT WAS AWSOME

@danielanjos1986 4 месяца назад

Shadow evangelion episode is real,man this is good.

@deathangellovexx3317 4 месяца назад

Shadow got to fight them demons within

@raymondchapa2039 5 месяцев назад

Poor shadow from his depressed

@aliciagonzalez2238 5 месяцев назад

I can't wait to see meet sonic.EYX I been waiting for this one

@DanaTheDarknessDragonQueen 5 месяцев назад

Great video shadow

@gachakatteratewow123 5 месяцев назад

Poor shadow but good video bdw this is my fist comment on this channel 😅

@Sonicfan19914 4 месяца назад

I like it I like how a shadow can really bring out his senses and I really liked the poster or the title thumbnail of the next video that’s gonna come up soon

@Red_Hood99 5 месяцев назад

Ok the video is really good

@1lyshirai 5 месяцев назад

Wow this was amazing

@SegaSonicBlueJustice456 4 месяца назад

Awesome video

@Mandykeepness 5 месяцев назад

This was an awesome vr chat video

@harpreetheera9815 2 месяца назад

His sadness hits hard

@yuukithehedgehog 5 месяцев назад

This is just like what happened in spectacular Spiderman with the symbiote

@user-uc1vs7ko2f 5 месяцев назад

This gonna nice video

@RioJacobs40716 5 месяцев назад

Oh my god your first everything was now first arrived checking out everything is now normal

@loiiysailor1177 5 месяцев назад

that's deep I feel bad for Shadow

@amfilohijemaric3049 5 месяцев назад

You are cooooool👍

@Queenofbats_ofc 5 месяцев назад

Cool!

@skullboy7632 5 месяцев назад

Omg you have not done a vrchat in a while 😄😄😄😁😁😄😁😄😁😄😄😄😄😁😁

@deiongreenaway9751 4 месяца назад

Ia fine and good plus I love it

@northdistrictfanschannel439 4 месяца назад

Awesome Shadow

@rosskerr1439 Месяц назад

2:43 “Ooh, a clone of myself!”

@JesstheHedgehog 5 месяцев назад

Hey Shadow its been awhile and I understand the feeling of being alone like my character that I based on myself always doing things alone and having no one to talk to well, however this is going to turn out the 1 thing you gotta do is face your fears head on no matter how scared you are and if we ever meet up in vr chat I'd be happy to call you my friend in character or possibly an ally of sorts if its okay with you, and I might make a script about it keep ip the amazing work.

@annaschuster9811 5 месяцев назад

hugs shadow*

@codyjohnston8701 5 месяцев назад

I'm looking forward to the continuation it looks like it's going to be Ultimate

@dzs7213 4 месяца назад

Im your biggest fan i love you and the vid is good

@RetroYuuki 5 месяцев назад

This will be interesting

@Aydenmzgaming 5 месяцев назад

First vr chat video in months these vids brought me here and its like they are gone

@anerilystejeda7469 5 месяцев назад

it was the coolest video ever

@Kylestankennyandericchannel 5 месяцев назад

I love it

@mariasanchez4725 2 месяца назад

Great and awesome 😎

@BigJayGamerCity 5 месяцев назад

Hey Shadow this Its Almost my Birthday 🎂 🎉🍨🎁💟💝🥳

@ShadowTheHedgehogYT 5 месяцев назад

Happy Birthday!

@katrinacannavino655 4 месяца назад

Shadow, it’s-it’s okay, buddy. Calm down. Nothing is wrong with you, pal. You’re just sad. It’s normal. Maria will always be there for you. And so will I.

@blazingeagle9452 5 месяцев назад

Shadow I know what you're going though. When I lost someone close to me, I was scared of letting anyone in. And I thought I would never be at happy again ,but I was given a chance to be happy and I took it. I know it will be hard, but don't give up on the hope of being happy with someone.