She medically died after a self-hanging 

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I am not afraid of death - i just don't want it to hurt or take a long time.

This video was an amazing and eye opening one for me. I’m happy she was able to find her path in life and helping others along the way. Brutal honesty and authenticity here!!!

That was profound when you said we think everyone else is going to die but not us! 😳

She’s so inspirational 🥹🙏🏼❤️ love her work she does now. What a beautiful gift to give others in the end. This is her calling and why she is still here and able to function on the level she does now.

I think you don't realize how much your podcast has help me with all of your guests, but specially with this one! Im an old mom and i hate hate to think here I have a beautiful little family but this "dark thoughts" follow me all of the time! And this specific one, has open my eyes to know that there is help and i hope one day i get to be BFF with death!! Lol. Thank you BOTH!! 👋😊🙏✌️

So happy to see the growth of your channel!!!!

I really appreciate these stories and the work you’re doing! Sending love and peace to all! I do have a suggestion of placing a trigger warning at the beginning of these videos. ❤

Try Jesus he gives you peace in a storm

A lot of the problem is in modern society were brought up to run away from death and we really need to turn around, facing and run towards it. It’s the second most important moment in your life and the first is being born and it’s just a transformation process. I don’t understand why everybody’s so scared of it. What would terrify me is living forever in this human suit. I understand not wanting to have a painful death or some thing similar but it’s gonna happen no matter what when it dies and when mine comes my last breath, I’m gonna give it to that he deserves it more than I do.

I don’t think I’m in “denial” or “shocked” when it comes to death. I know it’s inevitable. We are all going to die. The thing that scares me is the HOW. Am I going to die comfortably in my sleep as an old lady? Or am I going to pass away suddenly from a heart attack? Car wreck? So many scenarios pop into my head. I also just turned 29, but I’ve battled with death and fearing it since I was a kid. I remember I’d get so anxious and start crying and it just felt like this impending doom because I knew one day I was going to die.

Did you see heaven or hell when you died or you just felt peace?

What the enemy intended for evil God turned into good!

This is the first academic death experience i have heard & it was completely over my head & completely over my pay grade . Kay i wish nothing but the best for you and your future .

Since she and I are on the same page with spirituality, I’m gunna go ahead and say it (just my opinion)… This entire story was pre-destined just like mine was (and everyone’s is). Some people never get on their path, which is fine because we have many lives to get it right, but this woman was not only supposed to become a death doula, but she needed those suicidal experiences to get her here. Without them, she’d be following a totally different path today. This is why she couldn’t successfully end her life after trying SO many times. Meanwhile, some others do not experience that level of resistance. She is an old soul. These types select very challenging paths so they can transmute the pain into healing for others (after they heal themselves). Really cool story. Thank you for sharing ❤

That was an incredible medical team!

It would really help if you could tell me how much did it hurt when you hanged yourself and for how long did you feel the pain before you fell unconscious?

At The 2:40 mark there was an orb on the left side of the screen by her head shooting downward. I do t know this girl or how she feels now,but I think people feel suicidal and actually want to die there is more at play in a spiritual level than we think. I just hope she’s still doesn’t feel this way but if she does and orbs are flying around it could be a sign. It if she doesn’t then hopefully it’s just her guardian angel protecting her.

I've tried to hang myself also multiple times. That feeling of just not wanting to be here anymore and done trying to wake up to a better tomorrow I've been there. Went to a psychiatrist got prescribed Xanax bars and would get 21 a month and one night kissed my daughter goodnight and my ex went to the store to get a bottle of wine and the second she left it was like something changed in my head. A wave of depression came over me. We already had a bottle of wine in the fridge and I was like welp I don't wanna do this sober. So I chugged a bottle of wine and then took my belt and put it through the lock for our closet door that was at the top and then put on some music from my phone and did it. Everything slowly started going dark, the pressure of feeling the tightness from the belt not letting up. And then my ex came in and got me down, and then I ended up sleeping out on the couch and that's all I thought about was I just wanted to finish this. And she took my belt so I couldn't use that anymore so I remembered that I had my bottle of Xanax and I remembered we had a mason jar full of apple pie moonshine store bought. And I was just thinking if I'm gonna do this I'm gonna do it right so I poured it out in my hand and started downing them with moonshine and then finished that too. And I'm not really a drinker, the moonshine was suppose to be for Christmas coming up. But with in like 5 mins or so I was out and I remember waking up the next day... Like wtf howwww like it's something I think about all the time, I weighted around 130ish at that time and then went to the drs a couple years later and told me I have marfans disease it's a connective tissue disease and told me people with that has a really really fast metabolism and I believe that played a huge part in why I'm still here... And from marfans disease it gave me restrictive lung disease to where I'm on supplimental oxygen and an aortic root aneurysm in my heart. Sometimes I feel like life isn't real, at least from what I went through. I always used to pray to God when I was younger to just take me cause of how depressed I was. But instead he's like "how about, I see your depression and raise you marfans disease" I'm only 31, and Mike Tyson once said, "being favored by God means you're also being favored by the devil, he's coming for you too but who side are you gonna stay on, you stay with the person who brought you here, you go home with the guy who brought you to the dance, remember God loves you but so does he, it's a war"

Yes, we all die physically but we can live eternally when we put our faith completely in Jesus Christ and there are no strings attached anymore (like there were when salvation was only offered to Jews and Greeks) - and our gospel of salvation is the free gift of Ephesians 2:8&9 KJV.

You’re amazing, god gave you a purpose because he knew you’re are special to him ❤

Thank you for telling your story

You may have been learning how to care for others through your own experiences❤❤❤

It's your purpose to be a death duola

“Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.” Or, as the ESV puts it, “Do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell.” The same teaching is found in Luke 12:4-5. If Jesus was hated, His followers will be, too. People label Christians today as hateful, bigoted, rigid, and more for their stance on cultural issues that touch morality. And the gospel itself is offensive and foolish to some (1 Corinthians 1:18-21; Galatians 5:11). This helps us embrace Jesus’ command not to fear those who can kill the body.

It's odd how many people go through this in the buffalo area during the preteens and teenage years. I'm not sure if you were in that area at the time but that's the area I grew up in.

You don't look or sound like someone who was ever suicidal

I just used an extension cord. I suppose it’s pretty common to come back.

Why would you want to rid the world of such a beautiful person?

I want to die by overdose. But only when i know im about to go. So like, if im old and know im about to die i wanna OD after saying my goodbyes.

The Lord has a purpose for you!❤

I really think that if you had a blissful EOL experience that you hear a lot, you wouldn’t have come back.

Amazing. In Europe once you are hospitalized based on trying suicide, you better completed it, there is so job, no friends no nothing left after. Its sad but very true, you just wish for years you did it because you have NO OPTIONS and death is was better than that kind of life...but hopefully in more developed countries with right support you can turn your life around...here once you try you better be sucessful

I need all of you to look at this understand this. I go with a group of people to methadone clinic a lot of these people have died and been resuscitated at least once up too many times because the fentanyl in my area. Some people even with three or four or six norkan shots some people still are not being able to be resuscitated on he's a super opiates that have been being brought in her straight to the China to the Mexico crossy open border here in United States. I myself have studied the Paranormal my whole life I was an atheist and I moved into a house with people used to do devil worship and me and my family found that you don't have to believe anything, because evil don't need you to believe and it can believe in you just fine. And that was hell it was so hard to get rid of that evil. Some people that whole lives are Kirsten haunted by demons evil spirits to pick up in odd places. When you cross over to the other side you will see where you're at there sometimes you see it looking differently eventually you'll end up there in a black void is huge black avoid you're going to notice that first you going to nurse first you can see 360° around you in front and back of you decides you all at once your vision is permanently change like that. You get downloads an automatic information from God apparently, you'll see religious figures that you probably didn't think we're alive but that's the Fifth Dimension so things are very different there and yes Jesus is there and yes he is a huge amount of power I mean I didn't really believe the stuff but look at there is happening everybody seen it thousands of people all right. You get a huge of information and knowledge about people just as soon as you look at them ass like you get a download there's so many weird things there. And there's a scientist guy he's kind of author named Billy Carson he just the other day said there are up to eleven Dimensions that keep the universe from collapsing in on itself and he said it in the next Dimension there's no time and space, this is what people who've been resuscitated from Death often say that there are no regular time or space over there it's completely different. Then the visual thing that they can see completely around them. They know everything about everybody soon as they look at him like you can see people's past and future and stuff cuz over there the past and the future and present are all happening at once I don't know how to explain that I can barely understand that but that's what people say about the next Dimension and as also what people say about and when you die you leave your body you end up going over there first with the call the void which is a huge black space but mostly the light comes to you only cuz we can't understand what we're looking at but because these things can they're made out of energy the next Dimension is like a concentrated energy beings and apparently some of these people come and go visit a monsters that people see with red glowing eyes or whatever color glowing eyes eyes that don't reflect electrical Lowell people seen Bigfoot all these abominable monsters that's real that's people seeing multi-dimensional beings and like I said we cannot understand the structure of what they look like so typically we see whatever horofix thing that amalgam eyes is from their looks or whatever they they make themselves look like he's eating beans are called shapeshifters are dead people are the exact same cuz if shifted over to that size side of the dimension hello to come back and forth and interact with us or interact with our house or a property do a little pocket Dimension that they make trying to live on away from their families go staying around and try to stick around for the families who live in a certain place 10 and become vampire can start feeding off energy from living people they start to change and become a negative Spirit overtime basically, like a human demon sometimes. Most human souls are just creepy from demons give you a stream feeling of Doom and horror that is just a special thing for them and then there are different that you might or might not even notice. So many beans do come and take people it said that the greys and lie these other aliens are not actually solid beings neither are there UFO's that's why the UFOs have been seen changing size or exploding into pieces and then reassembling down the road just doing all sorts of weird things that we cannot understand that's because these things come from a completely different dimension than us we would have no idea what the hell we're looking at if we could actually see them the way they are it's so bizarre sometimes people see these monsters and it looks so extremely bizarre that it makes people go insane

do you know how much time passed until ur mom found you pls?

she has such a pretty smile. why would you want to die.... let me tell you

Did you have a near death experience

its hard to die.... its also hard to listen to pople

kids are killing themsleves now too....... red flag

Is "plant medicine" cannabis?

I really dont wnat this comment to reach her, but I think thats what I was missing. Being lethal to myself, not seeking pain is not going to work, I need to try everytime everything I can when no one will be able to save me. I'll do hanging first cuz its the closest. And it worked for her so might aswell.

Your poor parents😞

Anyone else feel annoyed that she still might not be taking this shit serious?

your lying

At The 2:40 mark there was an orb on the left side of the screen by her head shooting downward. I do t know this girl or how she feels now,but I think people feel suicidal and actually want to die there is more at play in a spiritual level than we think. I just hope she’s still doesn’t feel this way but if she does and orbs are flying around it could be a sign. It if she doesn’t then hopefully it’s just her guardian angel protecting her.