I am so thankful you are finding a peace within your core beliefs , something that resonates deeply inside of you, like you stated the God of this age, evolved and relavant certainly yearning to be known by you. I too struggled with reconciling my fundamentalism "you are not of this world" and how we are suppose to separate from it.Yeah, healthy and connected indeed beautiful view of the world (I which we live in). Thank you for your wisdom and openness to God s love in and through others. You have really worked hard to dig deep and hold onto to the love of God, and let go of the overwhelming judgment taught to keep us "obedient" ,,,. Grace if enough and God is enough and like my pastor says We are the Church, Be the Church, Seth is church ,,. And you're so healthy, I thank God for your journey. You didn't let go of your Daddy's hand on that walk, you tugged his hand , begged him to go with you,,,. Looked deeply in his eyes and your tears and please Daddy wasn't enough to dissuade his own insecurities of what "others" would think of him. Too bad he missed experiencing your journey and your courage. I pray someday he too will find the courage" to worship in Spirit and truth" as you have. Until then ask for our loving creator to continue recreating in us clean sprints to love the unlovable and live in our truth. Blessed are you my brother for you know love and have not become hateful.
Great video! Oh man, you really helped me tease out a lot about Christianity. I like what you had to say about belief-based disconnection, which can be isolating, and how you moved through it. Very beautiful, near poetic - "how can I say I'm loved, if I cannot receive love"! You hit the nail on the head. Woohoo for transformations of body, mind, and spirit.
I was in hiding for a few months as i was figuring out this polyamory thing. Its good to hear from you. I really enjoyed your video a few months back on your spiritual changes during transition. I hope to hear more :)