one thing about this style of art is the song doesn't really make us sad, what makes us sad is the memories we regain and what we imagine as we are listening.
a few years ago, i came VERY close to losing my dad. like so close that i still cry till this day about what would've happened if he didn't take himself to the hospital that morning. doctors stay he wouldn't have woken up to see the next day, and during those long weeks he had to stay there under a deep sleep, i listened to one of shiloh's songs everyday (i know you so well) and in my head his songs just became very sad to me and i never wanted to even see his name because it reminded me of yk.. but i came across this playlist a little bit ago and realized how his songs are not sad at all and it was just me and the energy that was around me at the time. his music is actually more calming and soothing rather than sad if you ask me. i come back to this video often and each time i do it helps me let go of that memory of me mindlessly crying and replaying one of his songs over and over in my room and out of my mind. he has great music and im glad i realized that soon enough.
Me alegro mucho por ti y tu querido padre hermano, les deseo infinitas bendiciones y que Jehova siempre les de una muy larga vida en salud y abundante agrado hacia Dios, Amen. 😇😇🙏🙏😇😇🥰🥰💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
Me and my cousin were both 24, grew up as brothers since we was babies, same class in primary and secondary school and went same college together. Passed away this month. Was my best friend, no one closer and now he’s gone….. I like tho listen to this and just reminisce on our times together fr, I carry our memories together alone now. Miss you brother.
I recently broke up with a wonderful boy and I loved them with all of my heart, I feel like a burden after all of this and I can't stop listening to music like this. I find it calming to me... I don't believe in love at this point. If I had been a bit more careful I probably would of never been in this situation I hate myself for this.. I should of been better I AM such a useless person and don't deserve a place on this earth.
I dont know who you are, or what you have been through, but lemme tell you about me a bit, I went into foster care as a toddler, and bounced from house to house for years, i know how it feels to be neglected, not to feel like i dont belong here, but it will get better, give it time, in my lowest time, i found my forever family and now i am adopted and i just celebrated 7 years being with them. so no matter what you go through, just keep in mind, it does get better.
Ты меня не любишь, не жалеешь, Ты беспощадно и холодна Когда я не хотел отношений Передо мной явилась ты Как мимолётное виденье Как гений чистой красоты
This reminds me of when I was in year 5 because I was obsessed with Shiloh these songs don’t even make me sad they just remind me of loads of things I usto like in year 5 lol proper nostalgia
Ayo tbh, 2021 I use to listen to shiloh's songs for comforting reasons, cus it's always me. But I'm here yet again, cus 'till now It still my fault. Nothing has change.
I love peaceful songs because it makes me feel u stressed and it calms me down after I get rejected by a girl that was my best friend but she didn't know I liked her so I asked her out she said no
I sit in my room, as I hear the laughter of people and the kids play outside of my room, listening to these songs to remind me of the painful truth. No matter how much I enjoy the company of these people, I still feel somewhat alone and empty. My heart feels as if its being pricked my needles, messaging my crush to see if shes available to talk to as we havent said anything after sometime. Sitting in the dark of my room, I enjoy being alone listening to these melodies that tug at my heart yet the loneliness that is so unwanted creeps itself along the melodies. My mind tells me I am fine, that I can keep going without shedding any tears or being frustrated in life but why does my heart tell me to let the tears fall? The weakness and venerability that breaking down signifies scares me to my core, it feels so hard to cry without feeling so weak and lost in life that in fact I question what am I supposed to do in this life of mine? I understand I shouldnt throw it away carelessly and choose the easy way out but I think I may have also lost the reason as to why I try to live my life to the fullest. Im sorry my lovely heart but I shall listen to the mind as of this moment, the tears I shall have to hold as my heard breaks in this loneliness during this time of the year. Christmas is almost upon us and it is supposed to be the happiest time of the year, but the thought of enjoying Christmas only occurs when I think of her. It is very foolish I know, I wanna drown in tears, I wanna break down and cry to let my emotions up that are bottled up. Im sorry buddy but I cant, you have to be strong, no one will bother to help nor will they even notice your suffering. Suck it up kid, I know how much you yearn for someone to make your loneliness go away, but you have to wake up to reality. No one will save you, it is you against the world, just keep smiling and youll be fine. Such is the way of the world, it has never been sunshine and rainbows, no one cares if you are alone. Help yourself up, for that is the only legitimate thing you can do in such situations that require assistance from another person. Too bad, asking for help for what? Just give me time and I will be fine, its just a phase out of the many. I just want someone to talk to and be with as of right now, I can hear them singing songs, my family enjoying their time but why do I just feel like staying in the shadows listening to them instead of joining them? Thanks for entertaining me, I hope I didnt ruin your day. I just feel alone and I needed somewhere to let out some emotion
Im a very broken individual who's been through more loss and pain than ANYONE should ever have to go through at my age, Whether it be heartbreak or everyone that truly mattered to me die/kill themselves unexpectedly like my one and only brother/best friend for example. And the worst of all.... my inner self hatred & doubt that has made me a master of self sabatouge, intenionally stopping just short of the finish line my entire life, feeling that I don't deserve anything good in my life due to my mistakes. Ive tried so many ways to fix my self perception for the better but i always end up blowing it off because in my head I alwas think, (You can't pollish a turd) Why put the effort into fixing something thats not worth fixing. I hate myself not my circumstances. My point is, Music like this is essential for people like me. Or I'd just be another Joclyn Florres.... R.I.P Big brother, I'll miss you always.
I felt this deeply. You are not alone. Sometimes I just want to straddle hug someone and ugly cry for an hour while listening to music like this. Love yourself
It's really hard to navigate life when you're experiencing such negative thoughts or deep self hatred, since you have no way of emotionally connecting with how other people look at you, you only get to see how you view yourself. So then you experience those feelings again and again. I think going outside, being in nature, being around people whose company you enjoy, hobbies and meditation are some ways to forget about these feelings. Even if it's only temporary, that's okay, because everything is temporary, even if it doesn't seem like it now. The past and future are all created by your mind in the present. Only the present is what's real. If you can even forget about your troubles for an hour, you succeeded. Will that make all your problems go away? Of course not, but you got to succeed a little bit in the present, and that's worth something. Besides, it means it can happen again. And again. I know I said you only exist in your mind, but for what it's worth, as a total stranger, I don't think you should feel the way you do about yourself. You're worthy of love, even if you don't know it yet. I believe so. I hope you will soon. Good luck.
and to think that when I was little I enjoyed hugging, kissing, caressing and thinking about people you thought were your friends, instead now I just look at them with contempt and hatred for what they did to me: (betrayed, bullied, expelled from society, made useless, to be seen as a fool and then they started to be afraid to touch me) I felt like this for 11 very long years it was torture and I tried suicide only to understand that it was not right and here I am writing in the comments to feel better.
I listen to music all day and not get sick of this music.I think it woulddm go better with rain.Press the like if you think it would go better with rain.
when I heard this song I couldn't stop thinking that my life is in a mess because I felt that everyone looked at me badly because I'm just a boy with a depression problem 😥😫😔😩
All people can do is criticism , you are living for yourself ,not for them ,cuz life's too short ,u have an one chance please dont lose it ,and please don't waist your time in sadness +take care of yourself
Man I know it's Tough with Depression but I think our Mind sometimes makes us feel like we aint enough for this world but you just gotta know one THING LIVE NOT FOR OTHERS BUT FOR YOUR F SELF F WHAT OTHERS SAY LIVE FOR THEM YOUR YOU YOU F LIVE FOR YOURSELF NO ONE ELSE?!!
Yo me despierto todos los días le pregunto a mi mamá que hiciste de comer pasan las horas mi mamá se va a trabajar yo me pongo a ver la tele pasa más horas se hace de noche y me pongo a escuchar musica triste me pongo a llorar sabiendo que mi vida no vale nada y que no le importo a nadie 😢
I relate to this so hard. I’m 23 and I’m past that but all my elementary thru high school I use humor to cover my depression. I did whatever to get validation and make people smile every day even if it cost me my education. But it was a great escape to my terrible reality. #keepthelaughtergoing
Merhaba ben hanliz biriyim hic arkadasim yok oyunlarda kendimi eglendirmeye calisan biriyim herkez tipimle dalga geciyor aslinda kendim i cok seviyorum ama hiç sevilmedim beni sadece tek mutlu eden sey oyunlar onlarida sacma 3 kurus kazanmak için calisdiğim derslerim engel oluyor gelecekde n olucak bilemiyorum ben hayatan yoruldum yetmedimi peki derken bu playisti dinliyorum ve birazdaha iyi oluyor
