Sik World - I Can't Believe I Died 

PLEASE READ! - lyrics in description. I present to you all my new song “I can’t believe I died”! The inspiration for this song, is I feel like I have been thinking about death so much more since the passing of Xxxtentacion all the way up to Kobe Bryant, inspiring people we all looked up to. Also living in such weird times with everything going on, something in the air feels so dark & depressing. i don’t even know... I just realized nobody is safe from death and as dark as it is, eventually we’ll all cross the other side. life is extremely fragile, unpredictable & we truly never know when our last day, hour, minute, or second is. I made this song while I was deep in thought - I wrote from the perspective of what If I died RIGHT NOW, this very second, no chance to come back, what would I think or say? this is what I came up with... I plan on bettering myself every day and really trying my best to appreciate every single moment of my life. I love you all so much, no matter what & I hope you know that, let’s remember not to take our lives for granted 🖤 Make sure you guys thumbs up this video, leave a comment & subscribe for more music! Ps. This songs on spotify, add it to your playlist! Link - open.spotify.com/track/0ru4AhwSssO485ZQ1d3V2p?si=9hwbsCWoS2WWy7gup5ofKA

“Now I’m a memory inside everyone’s mind”.... that hit to close to home😔

“The anger I held inside made my life feel like a prison.” That hit too close to home.

I would love to see a collab between Silk World and NF

I've been suicidal for like, 3 years. It just has been one of the most difficult things to deal with. And this is a late comment, but when this song released I was trying hard to find things to live for. This song then just really brought me back to my senses, made me think about what I would miss if I was gone. I hold this song really close to my heart.

This guy's career is about to take off. I can feel it.

*If I could go back in time, I would of did eveything different* I felt that

“The anger I held aside made my life like a prison.” it’s deep !

This song hits hard, 2 weeks ago my mom died in a car crash, the most lovely person in the world, I´m 18 years old and she had not lived half her live yet. We had big plans for the day after because she loved planting seeds in her garden. We bought tons of plants and stuff we could eat. She useally does not drive because she always was scared of death. She use to walk and sometimes take the bus. But this one time she made an exception and took the car. She was heading to the supermarket the one time before they closed and left in a hurry. The last thing I heard from her that day was."I´ll be back in a around 15 minutes, just start without me" About 10 minutes later, I got a call from the police saying that their were a serious crash between a truck and a car. I was shocked and asked who it was, before realising it was my mother. The trucker did not pay attention at the red light and crashed at 90Mph /110 Km/t. She died at the scene. You never know that someone you love, can be gone seconds like that. In my backyard we have a big tree that we wrote my moms name in it, with a knife. Around the tree is there many of my moms favorite flowers that she bought. Under the tree my mom is buried legally after there is no law that say we can not do it here ( Norway ) I go outside everyday and talks to her about my day and what my family has planned next with the garden. The world is hard but you have to stay together and care about people you love. not more than 2 days ago my father killed himself after all that had happened. Now its just me my sister at 20yrs and my brother at 22yrs. Even you are angry sometimes and tell people (especially your parents) that you hate them. You never know what will happen next. Would you want to live your life knowing that the latest thing you said to your mom, is that you hate her and that you do not want to see her anymore?. No, they are just people who care about you and tries to protect you, because they loves you. Don´t take life for granted. You have only one life, and use that life to live to your fullest. This was a very long story, but hope someone takes time enough to read it through. Sorry for any english mistakes, I´m not the best in written english can you say.

Can’t believe it...Sik World’s lyrics always reaches my heart.

*"I'd take MY anger inside and give my Enemies Forgiveness"* Beautiful,beautiful Person You❤

You can feel the emotion through his voice bro, that’s special asf

This song was posted on the same day my dad passed away. I'd like to think of this song as a message from my dad apologizing for leaving me here alone.

This is the deepest song I have EVER listened to.

Who else cried because like this is so relatable

Thank you for these beautiful songs. It's sad that I'm only 15 and can relate to all of this stuff. Heartbreak, family problems, depression, anxiety and some more stuff. The world is a f*cked up place. Thank you for the music❤️

Who else can hear the pain in his voice when he says “I can’t believe that I died, I can believe that I died!”

The words "damn I cant even say goodbye" hit home for me. I lost my mom 6 years ago to cancer and I didnt know because I was too busy with my life. I never got to say goodbye. I never said "I love you mom". Please hold onto what you have and cherish it forever❤

Everyone in the comments be talking about waiting for a collab: Sik World: “living life through my screen, I should’ve lived in the moment” YALLS NEED TO TAKE THE LESSON

Rip every person that passed and didn’t get a second chance

This song hits me hard. I've lost a best friend and 3 years ago yesterday I lost my cousin to a car accident. I just wish you both were here. You've put so much light and positivity in everyone's lives. I love and miss you both. Until we all see each other again. Keep looking down on us and fly high

“not telling both you how much i love you was probably my biggest mistake” damn, that hit

This hits me personally. I almost didn’t even make it during my childhood, possibly too many times

"If I could go back in time I would do everything different. I would appreciate life and have actually lived it." "I would've stayed off my phone, wasted all my time scrolling living my life through a screen when I should've lived in the moment." All of your lyrics hit so close for me. I found your music recently As I have fallen into a very dark place and your music/lyrics to so many of your songs hit close to home for me. Thank you for being real and putting out actual music.

Nobody: Depressed people: listening to sad songs Ads: Advertising about hamburgers

My 15 year old was murdered almost 13 months ago and he did music, and I swear this is what he'd say 💔 as I sit 3 feet from where he was murdered I'm balling my eyes out watching this! Definitely hit home for me 💔 #MikeysWorld #NapTownLegend #Forever15 #takentosoon

I’m crying my eyes out holy shit.. this is powerful. This really is a wake up call. I love you Jonathon

Reminds me of my grandpa. I barely knew him, never really talked to him. Played an inordinate amount of video games. He died when I was nine. I only appreciated him after he was gone. I still game, but not to the point of obsession, not to the point of not talking to those around me. His death hurt me, but showed me that balance is important. My one regret is that I never really talked to him, never really got his worldview, his perspective. Now I won’t get that chance.

Came along way in 3 years! God bless. ❤😢

I lost one of my best friends in a drunk driving accident on leap year, where he flipped his truck. When I went to his funeral, his daughter was the first person that greeted me at the doors. I cried next to his casket with his Mom, Dad, and sister. This right here is way too much right now, man... but I can't say that I regret clicking. New fan after this one. RIP Jason

I feel this song on so many levels, living with depression is hard and thoughts of suicide cross my mind daily but this song, damn this song is why i hold on. I never wanna leave my family broken and hurt, i never want a last goodbye. 💙💙💙

This guy unbelievably great

This hits way to close to home. Tears rolling down my face right now.

“I can’t even say goodbye”... my dad passed away 2 months ago from two sudden strokes that happened within a week. Nobody saw it coming and didn’t expect him to go. He was here and gone within that week. My family wasn’t even able to visit him in hospital because of COVID. I don’t even remember my last words to him, but I know that they weren’t goodbye. But I know I will see him again one day and he is in a better place now. As a 16 yr old, I always expected to have more time with him. Please, cherish your time with your loved ones and appreciate them because you never know when they’ll be gone...

Man sik world is amazing how has he not blown up yet he is one of my favorite rappers

This song makes me relive how precious life is and how much we take for granted and how much we don’t care what we as humans do the world and use our phones and don’t pay attention to our families 😔😖😣

Sik world, after listening to this there's no words say bro. stay strong soldier u hav won everyone's heart ❤

"If I could go back in time, I would of did everything different I would appreciate life, and would of actually lived it" These are the lines you really gotta think about, my fav lyricist!

these voice cracks sound so legit, actually gave me chills

Please, please, please i always believed in you, All your SONGS makes me feel high

Really glad I found your music!! Everything you said in the first verse, is everything I think about when those thoughts become dark. My children keep me grounded, as well as my family. I don't want to do to my children what my own parent did to me with that coffin and no answers.

Im literally never disappointed with your songs

"I would've stayed off my phone I wasted all my time scrolling Living my life through a screen When I should've lived in the moment" Well that hit me,thanks for changing my life :")

This song hits different when ur depression is still slightly with u gonna be going to work soon if u ever see this god bless and i hope u have a amazing day❤😁

Whenever I feel down I always listen to his song. They bring me that bit of happiness that I need. I love singing along. I know most of the lyrics in this song

Literally how could you dislike this song? Sorry but just so ignorant these days. Most beautiful song of 2020 already 🔒:P.

This song is why we can’t take life for granted 🙏 sik world you did good 🔥🙏

WOW. just wow. The way this man writes, and empathizes is just incredible

i just got those really cold goodbumps that bring me back to reality at the 42 second mark. I havent been living, wasted away with addiction, and though i am in a sober state now, i am more depressed than ever. Don't see my daughter much still, no excuse for that. I just stay alone, away from everyone. I am a failure and don't deserve things, yet i am still the most selfish person of all. Didnt realize i needed to let a couple tears come out to feel some relief...and guilt, which i need to feel too.

This song hits home for me. I was scheduled for a simple surgery, then everything went wrong. My heart stopped and I had to be revived. Once I was stable enough I flew to a better hospital where I spent two weeks in a coma. I remember seeing my good friend who passed away. He was reaching out for me. Right before I grabbed his hand Jesus stepped out from behind him and slammed his shepherds hook. The sky parted and a voice said not yet. I fell from the sky and landed on my hospital bed. That was the first time I was off of life support and breathing on my own in two weeks. I was never a believer. In fact I made fun of everyone who believed in god. I am now a believer. I was 20 years old and the 31st of this month makes a year.

*Whoever’s reading this* . . 👇 *God bless you and stay safe. You are a smart and awesome person.*

This song makes me cry everytime i hear it and the 1st time i ever had the chance was not a good night.. On July 25th?2020 My husband ( Malcolm Rish ), Our son ( Anthony Harbert ) and I were in the moat horrifing car accident amd it was Anthonys 1st wrech ever and he was the one playing this song as we hit the tree! He & I had to see his dad/my husband lifeless ( dead/not ) breathing, THE ONE THING THAT NIGHT I'M VERY THANKFUL FOR IS THE LORD AS I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH 911 AND MY MOTHER AND FATHER IN-LAW ON MY KNEES SCREAMING PLZ NOT DON'T LET IT B PLEASE I FELT A GUST OF WIND BEHIND ME WHERE MY HUSBAND LAYED AND AS MY SON & I TURNED TO LOOK MY HUSBAND WAS IN THE AIR ABOUT AN INCH AND I BELIEVE GOD SENT AN ANGLE TO LET US KNOW HE NEED HIM HERE WITH US ON EARTH! BEFORE THIS JUNE 24TH 2020 MY HUSBAND BY HIMSELF WAS IN A NEAR DEATH MOTOR CYCLE. ACCIDENT!!

I've followed this dudes career for as long as I can remember. Ngl, this song legit almost made me cry. This dudes lyrics always hits hard man

The emotion in his voice is just so real that I can't hear this song without crying. It sounds like real distress, and was really well done.

I love you world! You keep me alive i swear. I feel like trash at times, and your music helps.

Your going places, every word I feel burning inside of me. I’m glad someone who has felt any pain for so long and so intense was strong enough to find a way to release it into a rhythm, and make one of the realest songs I’ve ever heard!! You will help so many who is losing it, on the verge, lost and lonely not feel so alone! I know you helped me! I only hope you more success and happiness! While helping others in their darkest moments! Much love 🤘🏼☝🏼

3 years later and its still my favorite song love u sik wrld

Life is too short to take it for granted. This proves exactly that.

Reasons to live: (It is not mine but it is true...) 1: We would miss you. 2: It’s worth it to be alive. 3: It does get better, believe it or not it will eventually get better. 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise. 6: God made you for a reason, you have a purpose. 7: There is always a reason to like you may not know it right now, but there’s always a reason to live. 8: So many people care about you. 10: You are amazing 11: I don’t even know you and I love you. 12: I don’t even know you and I care about you. 13: There are plenty of other people that love you. 14: There are plenty of people that care about you. 15: God loves you. 16: God cares about you. 17: Sometimes will be really tough, but it will just make you a stronger person. 18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about all the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them if your dead. 19: I want you to be alive. 20: People care about you, they are about you even more than you know it. 21: You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song if you die. 23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite singer if you die. 24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite rapper if you die. 25: listening to really loud music. 26: Killing yourself is never worth it, you’ll hit both yourself and the people who care about you. 27: There are so many people that would miss you including me. 28: You’re preventing a future generation, your kids, from even being born. 29: You are Gorgeous. 30: Someone out there loves you. 31: How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve your life if you die? 32: Proving people wrong with your success. 33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 35: You’ll never have the feeling of waking into a cold building on a hot day. 36: Being stupid in public just because you can. 37: Helping other people. 38: You have a future to live for. 39: Being alive is just real good. 40: Not being alive is just really bad. 41: Finding your soulmate. 42: All Nighters. 43: Sleeping in all day. 44: You can look back at your self later in you life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide. 45: Nobody will ever be like you. 46: Your Unique. 47: Puppies. 48: Puppy Kisses 49: Netflix. 50: Decorating the Christmas tree. 51: The kind of dreams that wake you up and you can’t stop smiling. 52: Breakfast in bed. 53: New Clothes. 54: New Shoes. 55: New books by your favorite authors. 56: Sunrises and Sunsets. 57: Friends. 58: The Ocean. 59: Sunlight that is warm on your back but not too hot. 60: Your Family. 61: Inside Jokes. 62: Birthdays. 63: Christmas. 64: Family Traditions. 65: The taste of your favorite food. 66: Watching your favorite tv show. 67: Watching your favorite Movie. 68: The adventure of going somewhere new. 69: The ability to persue what ever you choose ( there are over 7 billion people on Earth, don’t be afraid to be you ) 70: To earn money and rewards. 71: You can always flip your life around. 72: To find the perfect job of career. 73: Pizza. 74: Kittens. 75: New Haircuts 76: Awkward moments you can look back to and laugh. 77: God is Good. 78: The world needs you. 79: Roller Coasters. 80: Showers. 81: Cake. 82: Growing old. 83: Growing old with the person you love. 84: Singing. 85: Sleeping. 86: Ice Cream. 87: Eating warm cookies straight out the oven. 88: Food in general. 89: Movie nights. 90: Candy. 91: Popcorn. 92: Daydreaming. 93: The happy moments. 94: Halloween 95: Sleepovers. 96: Parties. 97: Having a good personality. 98: Making people happy. 99: Bonfires. 100: Sitting on rooftops. 101: Going on vacation. 102: Hearing crazy stories 103:Telling crazy stories. 104: Treehouses 105: Starbucks 106: You’ve changed someone’s live. 107: If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 108: Everyone has a talent including you. 109: Eating crazy food. 110:Hanging out with your friends. 111: Nobody can ever replace you. 112: You have so much to live for. 113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do. 114: Living life to the fullest. 115: Heck, I would miss you like crazy. 116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you died. 117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you. 118: Your future kids will never come to existence of you die right now. 119: You could save someone’s life. 120: You are too beautiful to disappear. 121: You are bigger than any of your problems. 122: You are never alone in this struggle. 123: Tomorrow is another day, please be there to see it. 124: You are worth more than you think. 125: But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, anything could happen. if anyone wants to talk about something: All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to: Argentina: +5402234930430 Australia: 131114 Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147 Belgium: 106 Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05 Botswana: 3911270 Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association Canada: 1.833.456.4566, 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal) Croatia: 014833888 Denmark: +4570201201 Egypt: 7621602 Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688 Finland: 010 195 202 France: 0145394000 Germany: 0800 1110111 Holland: 09000767 Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000 Hungary: 116123 India: 8888817666 Ireland: +4408457909090 Italy: 800860022 Japan: +810352869090 Mexico: 5255102550 New Zealand: 0800543354 Norway: +4781533300 Philippines: 028969191 Poland: 5270000 Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50 Russia: 0078202577577 Spain: 914590050 South Africa: 0514445691 Sweden: 46317112400 Switzerland: 143 United Kingdom: 08457909090 USA: 18002738255 Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255. I did not make this but I agree with it Get help if you need it. Love ya all

His songs are deep and you can really relate to all of the songs. Keep up the amazing work x

Genuis of a song! Makes you realize how precious life is.GOD bless you!

i don’t think i’ve ever cried so hard during a song. this is truly a master piece. keep up the good work john ❤️(and stay strong you’ve helped me through a lot)

I can’t believe that I cried, when some words reached my heart, damn this really hurts... It’s so deep, like 10 feet

The best song ever written.. Kiss 💋 from Canada XOXO 🇨🇦

i just lost a pal today ,he has left a daughter , shes 9 years .and am listening to this song and it feels like it was actually written for him/ us .i wish he was here with me we listen to this joint .thanks sik word .am griving but this song makes rethink about my life

Listening to a playlist on YT and this popped up right when I died in Dark Souls 2 🤣

Bro, this scene is so scary. With the car crash. I'm 16 years old. 3 weeks ago I went to Jacksonville(IL) to visit my girlfriend, and I was 3 minutes away. I turned, and a car hit me doing 60+ miles an hour. Absolutely totaled both cars, their car had 3 kids and 2 parents, mine was empty except me. That's so terrifying. Knowing how close I was to death, everybody walked away thank god. The father got injured badly though, but everyone's alive. It's crazy how fast your life can change, and in that moment the only thing I could think is about my girlfriend, and my dad, if I were to die, or if I had died in that accident. I was lucky, I was blessed. Scared the hell out of me, and both if them, this video definitely hit harder then it otherwise would have Anyways, great song bro, keep up the good work

I'm in tears, thinking of my life and all the past regrets..thank you so much for this song

Wow a special guy Chris was and to darn young he was here and died in his sleep because of his heart .he will be so so missed by everyone he touched thank you for this song

bro i currently suffer from depression and your music gets me in a way better mood than crying at night alone in the dark with none to talk to..

Who are those that disliked this particular song?😫 This is marvelous 🥰

Another amazing song from a beatiful soul

This song is the thing I have to listen to, it's the One thing, My children need me, and I couldn't do it they are the only one's I couldn't hurt like that.

Who else cried with sik when this song hit 1M views , so proud of you Jonathan

Listening to Juice Wrld album "legends never die" and then listen to this song made me feel more sad, life is just a moment and sometimes I don´t realize that bc of depression, this song is a light in the darkness. Thanks Sik World!

So underrated 😢 this song deserve 100+milli

My son had me listen to one of your songs and it hit me. I can relate to the lyrics. Your gift of music will help those who are fighting with life's problems. Thank you for your gift.

I was like 1 min through and was hoping this song had like 3 verses man this song is one i didn't want to end. Beautiful message

I can’t even fathom the word’s on how hard this song hits me…. 👏🏼👏🏼💯💯

Stopped taking pills and got clean not only for my friends and family but for myself because it was killing me because of this song🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

Me : *waiting for NF to show up* Also me : guess its not my day...

Not even gonna lie I’m going in the military and listening to this gives me chills because these are gonna be my thoughts if something happens to me

I absolutely love all of his music! He shows so much passion and is about real life!!

Oh man thank you so much for your music. This is so crazy. I needed this song today. THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE

Having a daughter myself WOW This really hit home man Lovee from the UK brother

My biggest fear is if the memory in everyone’s mind that you are goes out of there mind, this rap is so relatable, thank you!

When I first heard this song, I could instantly relate. My friend, she moved a couple two months after this song came out. After she moved I was listening to your songs, then this start then I heard this part “I want to hold her right now and I want to tell her I love her I will give everything I mean every single thing if it means I can hug her”. I bagan to cry because I missed her so damn much and I felt like I lost her. This song was the main reason I’m writing her a song for her. If it wasn’t for you Sik World, the song I’m writing would’ve been a long letter. Thank you. I wrote my heart on this song. Everything I feel towards her is in this song I can’t wait to sing it to her. Sik World, I honestly relate to your music. Each one tells a story. Thank you for all of your amazing songs

You are a genius......love your music & how real it is....keep doing what you're doing...you are helping so many people with your lyrics👌♥️Much love

God I needed this so much Sik! I've been struggling with a lot recently, wondering what's the point, honestly just wanting to end it. But songs like this, they give me hope. Your music, has helped me so much with coping, and I don't think I wold still be here if it wasn't for your music. keep up the great work bro!

This song gave me crazy chills. This really hits hard

This song opened me up really deep. It hit me hard to think about my children that love me sooo deeply realizing that they are my purpose to not give up on everything.

this song was a wake up call for me THANK YOU SIK WORLD ARMY WHERE YOU AT !!!!

Where do I start, Jon you helped me through so much, I am so thankful for your music and how well you can express yourself. That is something I lack, and through your music I am slowly starting to understand how to, its truly amazing how a person I have never met before has so much influence over my life, you're amazing man and I love everything that you're doing, im a long time follower ever since "broken wings" and I've watched you grow. It truly is inspiring how far you have come and how much work you dedicated to this. I hope you understand how much you mean to not only me, but all of us. Thank you for everything Jon. -Dominik

Every song that you have made is a story to be told, everyone can relate to the lyrics and especially me, these song´s that you realese´s fit so good into my life and i listend to them and know that im not anlone, i have and will allways support you, much love too you

My best friend just died two days ago because of a wreck. Is song helps so much. Thanks sik world

I am 11 years old and I love your musics so much you are amazing

Most underated rapper ever he only gets 200k views when he is one of the best rappers of our generation

I just love ur music bro it’s meaningful and made with heart

this guy has a big career and nobody will take that away from him he has a big future 😁

Went to work yesterday and our 18 month old was sleeping and got home late and he was sleeping …. When we went to read scripture as a family it hit me…. We don’t get second chances…. Should’ve lived in the moment…. Luke 16:26 And beside all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed: so that they which would pass from hence to you cannot; neither can they pass to us, that would come from thence. Luke 16:27 Then he said, I pray thee therefore, father, that thou wouldest send him to my father's house: Luke 16:28 For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment. Luke 16:29 Abraham saith unto him, They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them. Luke 16:30 And he said, Nay, father Abraham: but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent. Luke 16:31 And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.