me and my fiancé are at this point. We're perfect for each other, God given unto each other. Completely happy in love and go to bed every night with no concernes or worries about each other. Found out from immigration (k1 fiance visa) that we ultimately can't marry and unite because of some stupid stipulation. Me and others in our situation are angered by it. Hundreds of us. It's so unjust these laws. Please pray the Lord keeps us together. I'm terrified🥺😞😔
@@rush4197 thank you very much for reaching out and your sympathy. It's comforting to know at least someone out there I can talk to. I'm all alone in this, have no one to turn to for help😢. Thank you also for your loving thoughts and prayers. Desperately needed right now. I'll pray for you as well, but tonight when I read my Bible. I won't forget you🙏♥️
"In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised me you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now... In our 'special place'... Waiting for you... Waiting for you to come to see me. But you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't. I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you... Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling and all I can think about is how unfair it all is... The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay. It’s not that I'm getting better. It’s just that this may be my last chance... I think you know what I mean... Even so, I'm glad to be coming home. I've missed you terribly. But I'm afraid, James. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home. Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you... I don't know if you hate me or pity me... Or maybe I just disgust you... I'm sorry about that. When I first learned that I was going to die, I just didn't want to accept it. I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you, James. That's why I understand if you do hate me. But I want you to know this, James. I'll always love you. Even though our life together had to end like this, I still wouldn't trade it for the world. We had some wonderful years together. Well, this letter has gone on too long, so I'll say goodbye. I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read this, I'm already dead. I can't tell you to remember me, but I can't bear for you to forget me. These last few years since I became ill... I'm so sorry for what I did to you, did to us... You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing. That's why I want you to live for yourself now. Do what's best for you, James. James... You made me happy."
"Forgive me. That's why I did it, honey. I just couldn't watch you suffer. No... that's not the whole truth... You also said that you didn't want to die. The truth is... part of me hated you. For taking away my life."
"If that were true, then why are you so sad?" I STRONGLY recommend you to try and get the "Leave" ending. Its a bit more happy than the "Water" one. That line changes much
@@Eche24 personally I like the "In Water" ending a bit more, I feel like it just makes more sense to the story, but some of the lines delivered in the "Leave" ending, also make more sense for James to say and it feels more immersive/real if that makes any sense. The line I wish was in either of the endings (Leave and In Water) is a line from the "Rebirth" ending, where he says "without Mary, I just can't go on." hits me in the feels every time. I feel this is also a reason I like the "In Water" ending more than "Leave" as well, since "In Water" replaces that line with "the problem is... you're not Mary." Idk I kinda felt the nightmare line doesn't hit as hard as the other two.
@@itsShelleyyTV I agree! The nightmare has to end line feels a little bit out of place. It would be more adequate if the fight against Maria was AFTER talking with Mary and her delivering the letter. If it was in that order it would be perfect. Also i notice that Maria's personality changes according to the ending. In the rebirth ending she 'says you must be joking', while in Leave she seems more desperate for acceptance
@@Eche24 Yeah i thought it was strange how in some endings Maria almost even acted like she was just Mary (like in the Maria ending), and I'll actually just reply with what I thought would have been the perfect ending to me (it's a combination of most of the endings, and could definitely use some tweaking).
@@Eche24 JAMES APPROACHES “MARY” ON THE WINDOW SILL “Mary!” “When will you ever stop making that mistake? Mary’s dead. You killed her.” “Maria?… I’m done with you.” “What do you mean? But I can be yours… I’ll be here for you forever. And I’ll never yell at you, or make you feel bad. That’s what you wanted. (James remains silent) I’m different from Mary… How can you throw me away?” “That’s the problem… you’re not Mary. (Maria takes a step back out of bafflement) Now I understand, it's time to end this nightmare.” “No! I won’t let you! You deserve to die too, James.” JAMES IN ROOM WITH MARY ON BED “Mary…” “James…” “Forgive me.” “I told you that I wanted to die, James. I wanted the pain to end.” “That’s why I did it, honey. I just couldn’t watch you suffer. No! That’s not the whole truth. You also said that you didn’t want to die. The truth is, part of me hated you. I wanted you out of the way. I wanted my life back.” “James… If that were true, then why do you look so sad?” “Mary?” “James… You killed me and you’re suffering for it. It’s enough.” (she passes him the letter) (Mary dies to her disease, and James continues by picking her up and walking out the door to finish the In Water ending) tell me if there's anything you would change, also I want it to be known I like the endings as they are now, and appreciate there being multiple, but there's things I like from each one more than the other
I hope u are feeling better right now. Depression sucks. But... Eventually you will feel good again, it takes a while and i say It from personal experience. But. Yes, this music is beatiful. You got some good taste in music too.
I urge you to feel what you need to feel. Cry like its nobodys business. Shout into the world and curse the day you were born. Rage and seethe as everything you care about falls apart and leaves you. And then realize you had to go through this. You needed this more than you ever expected. Remember that you are worthy of love. That its not a hopeless dream to leave your own personal silent hill. That the next game is around the corner, full of characters, moments, challenges and adventures that will make you a stronger, smarter and better person. Acceptance isnt about forgetting someone. Its allowing yourself to be a human being even if it hurts. ❤
We both know why we are here now. Apart that, if she is still somewhere then it's ok. If she isn't , it wasn't your fault. If it was your fault, you'll end up like her anyway. May this remains as a memento for all those kind of cutted loves ( all of a sudden)
Dear lord I humbley come to you to pray. I am lost in life and I'm very lonely and confused on what paths too take. I love you, i have faith in you and I trust you. But sometimes life drains me and gets me back into my old sinful ways. I pray that you will lift me up when I fall down. I pray that you would deliver me from the evil one. I say this prayer In your holy name Jesus (Amen) 🙏✝️
Waited 9 years to play this game , ran in on the ps2 I recently ordered and I have to say man ….. it’s one of the best things I’ve patiently waited for 🤝🛌
Sounds like it could be used for the In Water ending. I can picture the car underwater while this plays. I've always liked the message of letting go, it's such a hard thing to do even though it sounds so simple and silent hill explores the ways of letting go in it's endings.
Leave ending.. He went out of the town letting go his lost love.only a litter from her & a forgivness to start his life again.. Harry mason let go of alyssa dieng in front of him & leting go of her when she gave him the baby. Rose da silva sitting silentely looking at the couch. Where her husband is lieng, knowing he was there.. But she had to let go. Yes the whole concept of SH is.. Letting go.. .
I urge you to feel what you need to feel. Cry like its nobodys business. Shout into the world and curse the day you were born. Rage and seethe as everything you care about falls apart and leaves you. And then realize you had to go through this. You needed this more than you ever expected. Remember that you are worthy of love. That its not a hopeless dream to leave your own personal silent hill. That the next game is around the corner, full of characters, moments, challenges and adventures that will make you a stronger, smarter and better person. Acceptance isnt about forgetting someone. Its allowing yourself to be a human being even if it hurts. ❤
Im so ready for the remake. I tried it on ps2 a couple months ago and could not continue because of its early 2000s gameplay but. I pray to god that they have every original soundtrack in it
This sound, I never seen Silent Hills Games but the ambient tracks put me to sleep. I can't explain it but it gives me a haunting image of my memories again it's very haunting. I can see I'm addicted to nostalgia to the point where I get disturbed and fall asleep at night.
я очень сильно скучаю по тебе,жаль что ты не воспринимаешь все мои слова и действия,я стараюсь сохранить в своей памяти каждый момент рядом с тобой,пытаюсь сохранить в памяти твое лицо. я люблю тебя.
@@Tanya-xh4eu There will be one for everyone. thats what i believe anyways. But its okay to not be sure. Even i strugle with it. But in the end, if we really want to, all we can do is have faith.
This song is like mist. I don't see another way to explain it. It's just... like a plain mist... as if it's washing my soul and my body. Thank you man I really needed this
Silent hill 2 is like the first ever Dragon ball Z Broly movie. To truly understand what Broly is going through you gotta understand his pain. His regrets. His trauma. But at the end of the day only we decide wether we move on from that to become who we need to be. Not just purse but for the people around us. To grow is to reflect. And a reflection is the stuff you don’t want to see. But it is still something you NEED to face. Look at every break up you had. Every promise you broke. And every dream you lost. Use those failures to make you a better person. All it takes is a leap into the unknown that is your unconscious.
Thank you! I don't remember exactly what was the processing I did, but apart from lowering the tone, I used a phaser, reverb, delay, saturation and compressor! I'm glad you liked it!
This is one of the most beautiful edits of a song I've ever heard. I genuinely feel like this improves on the original and gives it so much life of its own.
I hope one day we'll be given another experience as impactful as silent hill 2. That energy and fulfillment of a concept to me is one of the most immersive and frighteningly relatable experiences of all time.
This music gave me 2000-2007 vibes,you are a party in village with friends and with your girl who want and drink beer and outside have cloody weather🎉🎉🎉
знаешь, возможно ты меня не услышишь, но знай, что прошёл уж год, но я все так же скучаю по тебе, милая. вот у тебя как год уже новая жизнь, новые воспоминания, а я к сожалению так и не смог справиться со старыми...знала бы всю ту боль, через которую мне пришлось пройти, и я обещал тебе, что когда тебя не будет, я все равно буду ждать, тебя, и я все ещё жду тебя, я буду ждать, правда, я буду ждать...
SH2 restless dreams slowed its the most best track you can hear for relax,May james rest forever in water (Also the name of the best final for me ) with Marie.
Yo quiero vivir mi vida con toda la libertad, sin arrepentimientos y llenandome de nostálgicos recuerdos que hagan que mi insignificante vida sea memorable, dejar mi esencia y quién soy en todo lo que haga, para así poder ser la persona más libre del mundo, pero antes de eso hay algo, probablemente lo más importante, aún más que mi libertad, el perdonarme y amarme a mí misma, me hace tanta falta sentir amor de mi misma, creer en mí y saber que todo estará bien, necesito hacer esto para así poder estar en paz conmigo. Algún día quiero quiero ir al mar y escuchar esto mientras las olas mojan mis pies y ver a los pájaros volando mientras yo veo el horizonte y decir "viví mi vida con toda la libertad, no me arrepiento de nada, y lo más importante me perdono por todo..." y saber que ese será mi último día.
