"In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised me you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now... In our 'special place'... Waiting for you... Waiting for you to come to see me. But you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't. I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you... But I'm afraid, James. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home. Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you... I don't know if you hate me or pity me... Or maybe I just disgust you... I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read this, I'm already dead."
Those lyrics reminds me of a book i read called " The Spook's Secret". The woman in this is book is given a sedative that make her fall asleep for a whole year and she only wakes up when her lover (He's the one who gave her that sedative btw) comes back.
Don’t do this to yourself be easy on yourself you don’t deserve to hurt yourself you need to talk with someone about it either a family member or a friend be strong you have good times and memories a head of you in your life stay strong 💪
"Never return to Silent Hill'' "But it's waiting for me the fog, the darkness, the remnants of a lost mind. Memories in ruins, plans, goals gone to hell, ravaged by the cruelty of life. All I have is the fog, all I see is that town. I don't want to escape it, I have embraced the depth of my lunacy, the emptiness of my soul. In my restless dreams I see that town. It is my resting place. Silent Hill.'' I wrote this on a piece of paper 8 years ago when I was in a bad place. The feeling hasn't changed one bit.
"you cant see your reflection in boiling water. Similarly, you cannot see truth through anger. when the waters calm, clarity will come." I was at a store when I heard someone say this in the isle next to mine, and i dont know why but it always stuck with me
This title and music represents what I'm going through so well. Stuck in a place where everybody sees me but nobody knows me. I had many nightmares in which i try to convince them all that I'm worthy of compassion. But at the end I couldn't make it. Not even in my dreams I can ever fix things.
i dont wish this feeling on my worst nemesis. this song perfectly portrays the feeling of being a lost soul in this forsaken world. I wish I wasnt like this. the constant pressure of living in this day and age is just too much. sometimes I wonder how life would be if i wasnt such a screw up
Me during Aug 2022-May 2023. I was literally losing my marbles, i literally talked to no one in school, I kept failing at my goals, no friends, no social circle, no girl, just pure sadness. I literally felt actual bugs underneath my skin. My face looked aged and worn out, Im so glad Im out of that dark place now, geez man thank the lord✝️✝️
Tough times create strong men! To be honest life is like that sometimes. I’m feeling that way now. My summer is boring and I don’t feel like doing anything I said I would do. I literally do nothing and when I do stuff it feels lie there’s no point. Like going to the gym for example. You just gotta keep going until it’s gets better.
@@BublebutSommedud yup, thats facts. You gotta do the work especially when you dont feel like it. Also getting a job helps cuz it distracts you from the sadness and youre being productive. Dont know if youre athiest but God helps, when I started praying my life became more ordered. Keep pushing man🤝💪💪
Last year I listened to 55,000 minutes of music (11% of the year), more than 4 hours a day, and this was the most played song I had, a total of 127 plays and I'm still playing it since I know the song (September) thanks for reading. I hope to read this comment in a few years and be able to say that I am truly happy.
''waiting for you to come see me, but you never do.'' that hit me likes a bullet for some reason, especially since in recovering from abandonment / being forgotten by friends...jeez.
Life is so ugly and painful but it is also beautiful at the same time. Life teaches us failure so that we could appreciate success. Life teaches us death so that we could value life. Life teaches us sadness so that we could appreciate happiness. If you're going through a hard time then life is trying to teach you something. All of this pain has a purpose. You just need to find what it is and you're going to come out of it stronger than ever. God bless🙏❤
I found this when I was living in Germany in the Army when it was in tik tok edits and such. It was a very, very dark time for me. I’m sitting here listening to it a year later, back home and out of the Army after 4 years. I’ve been back in my hometown for 8 months now; living back in your hometown that you were once a kid and a young teen in, as an adult is a very particular feeling. If you’ve felt it, you just know what I’m talking about. It’s so incredibly bittersweet with a hint of constant dread. I’m about to move across the country to start another life; and leave this town, once more. Maybe for the last time ever.
I sit here listening to this and remember how good it was to have a grandpa by your side and blaming myself everyday for not being around him when he left i should have enjoyed the moments with him i lost my only grandpa i miss him.
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
This, but this gives such a mixture of surrealism and dull sadness. The biggest part of this emotion comes from the “in my restless dreams, I see that town”, cuz for me, it brings up the memories of those places, that I saw, but they don’t rly exist, and I understand that I don’t know the direction that I can go to find them, and see them for at least a fraction of time. Not knowing how to come somewhere, or being stuck in a surrealistic place like a dream is rly weird but I have this feeling
The pressure of filling my fathers shoes after his death is killing me, i know not how to be so strong, i cannot fathom the inner strength he had, to do what he did. I miss him, i miss his guidance, i am so terribly alone. The weight of my family rests on my shoulders, and my legs are beginning to buckle.
This too real Lost my father when I was 4 never knew how it felt cause I was too young Now I try to help my mom out cause she means every thing to me We'll get through this bro and it will all be worth it in the end 🤝🏽❤️ I love you man 🫂❤️
"Ive done a terrible thing to you, something you‘ll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that" reminds me of my mom now saying she loves me and would do anything for me to be happy after neglecting me for 20 years
I have some kinda shitty PTSD from a place I used to live. And since playing the games recently, I relate so much to the quote "In my restless dreams, I still see that town" Playing this game so long ago, I would have never saw that it would foreshadow a part of my life in the future. SH Fans are so good at keeping this game alive.
Stories aren't about being real, it is what emotionally registers as "Real to the brain" that matter, and I think it is fascinating how couple of code liens, few voice records, couple of animations could evoke SO MUCH emotions from us ...
Does anyone else get reoccurring dreams with places that are dark, drury, and confusing yet familiar? In an unsettling yet unwavering intestity of emotions, you always try to find your way through the familiar territories of the night yet in the end none of it is as familiar as you thought it is was in the beginning? Maybe you'll wake up in sweats, or you'll wake up in a delirious crying state, because the reocurring, dark, confusing dreams feel so real and just almost tangible enough to get something out of them... but you never do. I can't be the only one with reocurring dark nightmares in places I do not recognize, yet are familiar with. With people I know, but who feel like strangers. My dreams scare me
Trust me gng, its mostly negative, but thats cause we find the comfort in the loneliness and negativity, thats why we gotta get outta this position were in and strive afar, first step is to stop listening to songs like this as it’ll get ur hopes down
In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent hill. You promised you would take me there again someday. But u never did.. well I’m alone there now. In our special place, waiting for you. Waiting for you to come to see me. But u never do. And so i wait. Wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I’ve done a terrible thing to you, something you’ll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that. But I can’t. I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here. Waiting for you. But I’m afraid James, I’m afraid you don’t really want me to come home, whenever you come see me. I can tell how hard it is on you. I don’t know if you hate me or pity me. Or maybe I just. Disgust you. But I want you to know this. I will always love you. I told the nurse to give this to you. After I’m gone.. that means as u read this. I’m already dead.. well this letter has gone on for too long now, so I’ll say goodbye.
Listening to this audio just puts me somewhere else after I’m still recklessly in love with the only girl I’ve ever been in love with whilst shes in a relationship with someone else only due to distance hurts so bad
dont be upset man, the distance says it all :( you may love her but cmon dawg if it was true love you both would have got over the distance. raise your head and move on 💪
Nobody cares. Accept it and move on as a real man should. Those feelings you have are all fake. Focus on yourself. Make money, build a body, eat healthy, find hobbies and i promise you won’t hate yourself.
Be aware of a Man that has nothing to loose, be aware of a quiet Man for He conquered his loneliness. Be aware of a Loud Man, for He may self destruct. An endless cycle of Life.
i know no one will see this most likely but, this makes me happy in a sort of way yfm? it makes me feel like me and my girl are finna grow up and get successful lives tg live up in a nice luxury nyc apartment with a nice night view. although all wishes dont come true i pray this one does. im going to work for it.
The way of life that has allowed me to be fulfilled and be happy is to live in accordance with your purpose. I don’t exactly know what my purpose is but I know that I want to be a good man & contribute to society, friends & family. When I get done what I need to get done I feel good, I feel confident. This is what works for me. I’m someone who has been riddled with anxiety for about 3 years now and this was the only thing that significantly helped. Try before considering anything you can’t undo 🙏
Idk why but all the silent hill 2 ost feels like my childhood memories, i love listening to it and thinking of a future where i have the chance to disappear and run away from a family that hurt me a big part of my life. I hope that day comes and everyone thinks i am dead
Lately I’ve been feeling the same I found this girl that I really like and I really appreciate her but it’s not the same. My ex who did me so wrong is still in my mind I remember all the good times we had but it haunts me. I’m scared about the future.
@@666ep sadly I got blocked out of no where I met her parents and yet it wasn’t enough but after my first relationship I learned to never depend on your happiness from someone I work out all the time and this just inspires me to keep going and get my dream physique i guess it just wasn’t meant to be but it is what it is
No need to be scared about the future just live life in the moment go for that girl you only think about your ex because you have good memories with them and you will probably always think about them cause you had feelings for them but most of the time those feelings will never go away
@@electricpanther7740thank you bro I’m really focused on getting more fit honestly but we’ll see what happens later on I’ll keep everyone updated in months
@@jonni9314 The hardest lesson in life is to not rely on other people, even people you hold dear to you, for your own happiness. However, relationships are good, because they can actually teach you alot about yourself that you couldn't do otherwise.
in my restless dreams, i see my town. My town is future me. What I am going to be. Who I need to be for the people around me but most importantly, for myself.
I love you video games thank you for touching my heart and helping me process my feelings and vent out emotions thru a simulated experience. Somehow feels like it’s so close to reality
I’m not sad yet when something goes wrong I find myself listening to these, not knowing why I’m sad when I have the life I want. What is wrong with me?
