I just love faking everything like acting I’m happy and my life is great but I’m so alone and depressed and at my lowest and know one knows but imma keep it to myself and not talk about it to anyone
At least you love something.. im no great helper so i will sadely not come to you with a great advice but if i could give you one at least id say try to continue loving this in particular.. i guess it will help you keep up with life
lowkey thinkin bout ending it 🗣🔥 it came back the addictions are ending me the black shadow is eating my leg again when i OD i miss them,i just dont get the issue in me am i the problem? stay up all day let everyone see how happy u r how posative , full of smiles get back home , and just hurt yourself it really dose not feel like life again and even trying to end it 7 times wasnt working might aswell just buy a fucking gun
I keep sinning over and over and over and I just failed again Ik the Bible tells me that God loves me but idk it doesn’t feel like it Idky he would when all I do is sin
I can’t talk to my family I have no real friends to talk to I can’t talk to my girl because it’s always like I’m annoying her and it’s like I’m annoying everyone. I feel surrounded by empty husks who don’t even know I’m there. Or maybe it’s me.
hey my name is Devin I'm wrting this cause I've been fighting deppression for 4 years and i cant do this any more but I dont want to pass my deppression stuff on to my sisters and my mother but I reall just don't no what to do any more I have to go to school tmr and Im just tired of faking that I'm happy and all that shit but I'm really not I just want to kms.
