this reminds me of my mother so much. its the first time i didnt cry hearing it. I finished it though & now my eyes are watering XD [she died in 2007 when I was 10] & she was everything to me at the time. my absolute best friend. its been hard even though 13 years passed.
@@bbyfpk dont let it stop me from being a human being?! Haha whatttttttt? Also, I don't need that ridiculous phrase of "someone has it worse than you" either. Did you know, you could have everything you ever wanted & still want more? This past year was the worst for quite a few celebs/streamers to the point of suicide. You think someone telling them someone has it worse made them feel better? No offense but save it, punk. Your words lack wisdom.
She seems dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad But I won't let this build up inside of me But I won't let this build up inside of me But I won't let this build up inside of me But I won't let this build up inside of me I catch in my throat Choke Torn into pieces I won't, no I don't want to be this But I won't let this build up inside of me (Won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (Won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (Won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (Won't let this build up inside of me, won't let this build up inside of me) She isn't real (Won't let this build up inside of me) I can't make her real (Won't let this build up inside of me) She isn't real (Won't let this build up inside of me) I can't make her real (Won't let this build up inside of me)
I believe in nothing I believed that someone Existed for me somwhere A part of me To make me complete Im lost alone and broken Can Barley stand on my feet Does she exist Or is she a unobtainable myth I see her in my dreams Beauty that brings me no my knees Oceans apart I chose to to suffer on this path So she would live a life Private and unknown My queen with a staff We met as children I can't barely remember But it's my delsion
