some days are better, they're better than others can't run forever, you're pushing me under what a way to live my life i'm hiding from the battles i don't want to fight what i've become and now it's going grey all the lines are blurring and decayed i can't recall exactly who's to blame..... anymore is it me or is it you , something isn't right of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight someday i will find the courage to embrace you someday i will find the strength to erase you some days i think i'm nothing without you sometimes i wish that i could just kill you what a way we live our lives it's hard to breathe it feels like i'm infected by my dad's disease and now it's going grey and you're the one i chose to feed me pain and i'm the one you bring home so ashamed.....through their eyes [chorus] and i see myself in heaven if i can free myself from this hell
