it’s so weird coming back to this. i used to listen to this all the time when i was severely depressed a few years ago. i’m so much better now. it’s bittersweet
Nice. I've been trying to find my way out of depression for about thirty years now. Pretty sure it's gonna be a noose in the woods though. Hopefully, none of the kids crying about depression actually have chronic clinical depression.
Jacob: Jacob was the only one Who ever taught me how to love And now i'm leaving for the north Without a kiss goodbye I know that he'll be okay And i know i'll get there someday But there's a hurting in my chest When he's not by my side, oh no Never been with one like him Feel him lean in for the kiss I open up my eyes real quick To make sure his are tight I guess i never thought of it As missing how he made me limp He's melting into my own lips I'd let him bleed me dry because I know what it's like to be alone And i don't wanna talk about it on the phone, no I just wanna see his face, touch his lips, be the only one he wants to kiss I can feel us separate The moment i step on the plane I hope he doesn't cry so hard His eyes are dry for days 'cause that's for me, the one who leaves I wanna be the only side that Has to feel the sorrow in my Stomach like a knife baby I know what it's like to be alone And i don't wanna catch up with him on the phone, no I just wanna see his face, touch his lips, be the only one he wants to kiss I know what it's like to be alone And i don't wanna talk about it on the phone, no I just wanna see his face, touch his lips, be the only one he wants to kiss I know what it's like to be alone And i don't wanna catch up with him on the phone, no I just wanna see his face, touch his lips, be the only one he wants to kiss Memories: Memories Drowning in the deep end when your love recedes Everything you gave me, like a stone: it sinks I can feel you floating away Summer was The ending of a heat wave so we bathed in lust Just to keep form burning in the august rush When everybody's moving away Feelings swell Redder than my eyes when all the sorrow fell Dripping down my cheeks and i'm not doing well Missing you is eating me up Memories Sunday mornings sleeping in your company I could feel the sunlight washing over me Now i feel it washing away Waiting for cars: Tell me do you think about me When I'm lying on your heart Tell me do you dream about me when you sleep out underneath the stars 'Cause I don't want a hollow smile I want all that's on your face And I won't only want to love you I want something that I can't replace Yeah I want to know what's real What's been purified to heal my wounds Tell me is it you? Saw you on the street one summer evening you were empty as could be You were lying in the road just waiting for the cars to set you free You asked me if we could run away Someplace nobody would know But I don't wanna be your fool if you're not the one who's gonna take me home Yeah I want to know what's real What I'm so damn scared to feel Yeah I want to know what's real What's been purified to heal my wounds Tell me is it you? Tell me is it you? Tell me is it you? Hudson River/Swollen Bloody knuckles: Missed you from the Hudson River When the water whispered out your name Feel my swollen bloody knuckles Distance makes my feelings act the same There's an aching in my stomach Memories still turn me inside out I want more than chocolate daydreams Wanna taste your sweetness in my mouth I don't know why I feel blue Maybe I'm still into you I don't know why I'm so blue Maybe I'm not over you August 28, 2015: I woke up at three a.m Tears were laying in my bed Like you Used to So I drove for a half an hour To sleep outside of your friend's house In my car To be where you are I was there the night before Puking out of my car door And you gave Me a mix tape that you made Each song was a memory A day that you had spent with me I cried All night Nothing's ever hurt like this, I swear Broken bones and scraped up knees could not compare I'll never be next to you but I memorized the feel Nothing's ever hurt like this but at least it was real
tell me do you think about me when i'm lying on your heart tell me do you dream about me when you sleep out underneath the stars 'cause i don't want a hollow smile i want all that's on your face and i don't only want to love you i want something that i can't replace yeah i want to know what's real what's been purified to heal my wounds tell me is it you? saw you on the street one summer evening you were empty as could be you were lying in the road just waiting for the cars to set you free you asked me if we could run away someplace nobody would know but i don't wanna be your fool if you're not the one who's gonna take me home yeah i want to know what's real what i'm so damn scared to feel yeah i want to know what's real what's been purified to heal my wounds tell me is it you?
this ep being released as raw as could be significantly increases it’s relatability. these songs are what made me originally fall in love with her voice/songwriting/etc. i get that when you become more popular, recordings need to be done more professionally and stuff, but i don’t know that sophie could release something this gut wrenching today. please prove me wrong, tho. love you, tyler
I just want to thank this album for being there in every single one of my darkest times. If you scroll back far enough into these comments you'll see that I mentioned my aunt. Unfortunately she has passed, she died when I was 13, I'm 15 now. Everytime I listen to these songs and sing along to the lyrics I imagine I'm singing it to her. Not only is that comforting but Sophie looks so much like my aunt. Soccer Mommy will forever be my number one favorite artist. Her music embodies every comforting person in my life.
God damn, that last song. "I'll never be next to you, but I memorized the feel. Nothing's ever hurt like this, but at least it was real." Just shatters me every time.
such a throwback to when i used to listen to this in high school. i'm in college now and so much has changed. it feels so melancholic looking back at those days that are gone now :(
She looks kind of like my aunt when she was younger, and it makes her songs a thousand times better. When I was younger I would always run to my aunt whenever I was sad, I told her everything and it was great. Now, we don't talk as much so these songs help a lot, they make me feel loved but sad at the same time.
On one hand, I'm sad that so many of the comments on this are years old. On the other hand, I hope everyone else who used to listen to this on repeat when they were depressed (read: me) no longer need this type of music in their lives :)
1:39am on my sixteenth birthday and i hope it’s up from here. the first song jacob has always had a special place in my heart. hope i don’t get my heart broken this year :)
I greatly admire her work, she is one of my biggest influences. There's something so intimate about her songs; they're the deepest thoughts and worries. Her music really helped me thru highschool.
holy shit i used to listen to this 2 years ago when i was trying to get over a girl -- it only had 18k views then and it has almost 300k now. i'm so proud of soccer mommy
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I just found this channel the other day c: ur like astari, just for indie bands, and instead of songs its all album drops. So cute! Ive been starting my day throwing on a random tape from ur channel
sometimes i can't believe this music exists and thank goodness it does. my friend and i listen to this ep all the time (missed you from the connecticut river
I listened to this probably in my darkest times since i was born. I was so sad, but this music made me so happy. That really meant something to me that i will never forget 💎💘💎.
A hauntingly beautiful album with a detailed and emotionally powerful telling of being strong, being lost and being found. The first song, Jacob, is an instant classic. As drawn out dramatic ballads go, this is one of the best. Beautiful guitar work as usual. The second song, "memories" uses deeply distorted guitars to create a very spacious and empty feel. The lyrics become lost behind layers of smog the guitar offers The third song on this EP, "waiting for cars", brings forth a painful cry for help. Stripped back yet powerful guitar lines are the only thing that share the space with the singer, the harmonies somehow seeming to distance the lead, only makes this song a more desperate plea, coming off in a peaceful ode. While the final few tracks on this album wear on me, this is a beautiful album of a broken romance and is definitely worth listening and supporting.
Jacob perfectly describes what it’s like to reluctantly leave someone, to want to take all the damage on yourself for it. Damn man, how haven’t I heard this till now.
They'll never see this, I know that for sure. I need somewhere to say sorry without consequence, and my stomach aches everytime our lips touch. I cant distinguish love from codependance. I cant go a day without my heart hurting. Im sorry, ×××××, ××××××××, ××××××, everyone. Im sorry, I love you. If I never acted, or spoke with you, or gazed at you, or even met you... we'd all be okay. For that, Im sorry.
@@CLARPUS It is okay, anon. We will make it soon enough, it is never too late to capitalize on our situations, better ourselves for our future lovers, and make an example out of our past selves. Stay strong, my fellow human, for we are an ever changing variable on the stage of life. (Whatever this means)
She looks so much like my aunt, I'm going to listen to this so much. My aunt is going to die and we're super close, it's going to really fucking hurt when she's gone.
me:*finds new song recommended to me* oh the thumb nail looks interesting ill give it a listen me now:....this album is so good and so sad all I want to do is lay down and cry while this is a repeat
It’s been almost two years and again I’m here thinking ab some stupid girl but I fucked up too so maybe the sooner I forgive myself the sooner I can move on
Been down missing 'yaall.but I'm leaner improved liscenced for hbxt ..can't utalise or initiate it just yet ..still settling in ..long Rd ahead this year .I have a feeling it's gonna be good 👍
