teen suicide - waste yrself (Full Album) 

My parents drove me and my friend over an hour to a sketchy art gallery room on a school night so we could see teen suicide with our $10 tickets. We are 15 and everyone there had at least 10 years on us. Still one of the best nights ever

I love listening to music that sounds like it was recorded in a basement. I just love that static-y feel.

This comment section is just one big teen angst

I love how when I type in teen suicide a box comes up saying "need help?" with the Samaritans phone number

To anybody crushed that this was the final "teen suicide" album, the band actually got back together under the name American Pleasure Club and recently released a brand new album. Dope.

this album smells like cigarettes

this smells like crippling depression. i like it.

I'm feelin it now Mr Krabs

I'm worried that i'm going through my emo phase again help

Damn. I'm 25 now and I still feel this album. When will I grow up?

my favorite memory about this album was when I showed it to my girl friend late at night and I got to see her slowly falling asleep. beautiful music, beautiful girl what more could I ask for?

Who ever thought a band called teen suicide could make me feel such hope.

When did i become a sad meme

this makes me feel completely empty. That's why I like it

Even though I'm not a fan of teen suicide's music anymore, this album was one of the few friends I had during an extremely lonely, deathly cold February. Mom was visiting my dying grandmother, dad was on a business trip, I was staying with my other grandma, who was also close to dying and who I also had to take care of. Her house was on the edge of my huge city, so I played this album on my 1.5 hr long commute to my Highschool, where I played it there, too, because I had no friends. The loneliest and saddest month I've ever experienced. But it taught me a lot, and I've learned a lot from it, subconscious knowledge about emotional self-sustainability. So yeah, bittersweet memories from this album. If you've read my blogpost about this album, you're awesome, btw.

2 years ago i was drinking myself to death to this album. I was 18, didn't know who the fuck i was, deeply depressed from a life of disappointment. I don't drink a lot anymore, just had my first beer in 3 months, but this album still puts me back in that same spot where i'm drowning in my own insecurity. I've been off the anti depressants for a while, but I can feel it's time to go back. Some of us just are born with bad lives and bad genetics I guess. I appear as I am in perfect control to most people. Oh and this album had 50k views probably less.

This is the polar opposite to Ducktails. While Ducktails is summery, chill and overall cheerfully chill, this is melancholic and feels like a run down shack on the coast of California which has a old spring mattress and a refrigerator full of cheap beer and smells of stale cigarettes and weed. Its a pretty great album by the way.

I skated through an empty underground tunnel listening to this high on MDMA. It's sad but I think thats the only time i've ever been content with life.

Sort of talking to myself here but here's what I think about this album So, obviously, as depicted in the beginning, a 'lonely boy goes to a rave', his friends are all somewhere else and he's on his own. He meets a couple new people in 'benzo', and after he's made plans 'to take some drugs to make new friends' he chats to them about how miserable he is, we can assume they feel bad for him, or think he's cool or whatever and give him some drugs, I think it's heroin. This takes us into 'haunt me x3', my first TS track and, what I realised after falling in love with them and delving into their discography, not a normal track of there's, focusing more on synthesisers and using lo-fi to make it more dream pop than their usual, more brittle tracks. The song is the lonely boys first trip and he falls in love with drugs, feeling euphoric and altering his life, talking about how 'I won't leave my bed'. 'everything is going to hell' is sort of a flash forward, he's addicted and he now has 'no use for friends, only connections', not sure if this line is referring to connections as in drug dealers, whatever though, he's even more miserable than before and only asks for people to give him what he wants a leave him alone. Again, another flash forward into 'falling in love' where it appears our lonely boy is having a bad trip and is feeling bad about a girl - his current girlfriend, just a girl he met, I don't know - and he again goes back to the comfort of his bed, which somehow has become a sort of common theme of the album, and he wants to die but he claims it's not his time to die, as he could have died multiple times after druggily leaving his car and getting to bed. 'salvia plath' is another trip song, where he appears to be romanticising a girls self hatred, it's half a love song and half a glimpse into how worthless both his and his life have become as he seems serious where if he can't make this girl happy they'll slit their wrists together and die watching Guy Fieri, obviously it's just one big spoken word passage so the actual context is lost but it's fair to assume this is the girl he'll 'never talk to again' from 'doing all the things I used to do with people part 2', my personal favourite track, it's sort of the last words of lonely boy as even the title depicts the fact that he now has no one and nothing left to live for, he gives up, he separates himself from his entire existence, he refuses to ever be nice again and just dies, likely of an OD, I think this is evident from the fuzz that completely engulfs the listeners till it gets earphone splittingly loud and scratchy, as all of lonely boys life beings to draw to a close as his substance abuse just kills him. I know it's a cop out but I really do feel that lonely boy dies at the end and that the last track is unrelated to the concept. Also, the cover art pretty clearly shows the bed and decrepit room of lonely boy, his only source of comfort and home, despite its horrific condition, showing again how bad his life is. Soz I just love this album and please discuss if you think I'm wrong or if there's something you feel I missed but I am convinced this is a cautionary tale about drug abuse/depression.

0:00 lonely boy goes to a rave 2:01 benzo 4:39 we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers 6:59 haunt me (x3) 9:45 everything is going to hell 12:29 falling in love 15:23 salvia plath 17:10 doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2 20:08 we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers (acoustic)

happy 2018 wankers

this music is so beautiful. makes me feel empty inside.

listening to this while high is magical

"They are called teen suicide, therefore I must love this band they understand me"

0:00 Lonely Boy Goes To A Rave 2:01 Benzo 4:39 We Found Two Dead Swans And Filled Their Bodies With Flowers 6:59: Haunt Me X3 9:45 Everything Goes To Hell 12:29 Falling In Love 15:24 Savlia Plath 17:11 Doing All The Thing I Used To Do With People Part 2 20:12 We Found Two Dead Swans And Filled Their Bodies With Flowers (Acoustic)

I'm feeling like such shit & this is a great album to chill to.

I feel like a really angsty teen while listening to this, and I am a really angsty teen.

One of the best albums i've ever listened to. Fuckin' love Teen Suicide.

Anyone else reflecting on their early teens? If yes, I guess we can agree on one thing: nobody really told you they're proud of you when you to feel loved and important. You felt hopeless, in dead-end. And you made it till today. Back then it indeed seemed forever and now we barely remember that life period, perhaps because of trauma. And maybe you are mad at yourself right now, that back then you did not do anything with your life, because of things you (did or didn't) say or do, because you made some people feel bad... but you know what? It's not relevant now and even if you got in deep shit you regret it made you the way you are now. Think about those things you wished to have in past... you got them. You achieved it. You graduated, you cut out toxic people, you bought things you wanted for a long time, you got out of selfharm,... Be the one to tell yourself: I am proud of you. You are doing great.

this has been and will forever be my comfort album, thank you

so glad i caught their bandcamp when they had all their stuff for free! the whole album is gr8 of course but wow "haunt me (x3)" is one infectious lil tune

i totally thought this album would be vaporwave or lofi hip hop so when the music started playing, I was a bit shocked but now Im pleasantly surprised & I want to smoke weed and party & vibe to this album with the people I care about the most

I will die to this album.

clicked on this by accident and not regretting it whatsoever.

god bless christian novelli for liking this !!!!! ur the best and raddest and I fricking love this album

Im not happy and im not sad

Anybody else super fucking happy they're making music again?

this makes me happy

hell yeah pre-highschool songs for late night surfing through the internet and cold weather walks

Everything about this album just makes me die. The shift of the energy as it progresses. Makes me want to sit on my roof at 3 a.m. and play an old banged up acoustic guitar

When I was in freshman/sophomore year of university, I had nobody I could really open up to talk to about my mental health struggles. I didn’t like college and struggled with homesickness and OCD. I would blast this album through my headphones to and from class. I felt heard. When I put this album on now having graduated UNI in 2020, I feel a heavy nostalgic feeling. I want to shake 19 year old me and tell her to take care of myself first. You can’t stress about what parents think, friends think, you sit with your own internal dialogue at the end of the day. Would love to hear this live one day. You really can get through the tough times with music by your side. ❤️

I like this, alot more than I thought I would.

RU-vid must think I'm really depressed to recommend something like this too me. I mean their not wrong but damn is it that obvious lmao. Good album though

School sucks. Why? Oh, why is there work? How? I don't get it. mm- Look at me. Look at my face. Does it look like I care about school? Noo.

whenever i search for this album on youtube i get the suicide prevention hotline number given to me... nice

happy 2017 bitches

i found this before i found wavves, as weird as that is

benzo, and savlia path especially, remind of the time i was at the bleachers afterschool, a cloudy day, and just thinking about everything. then i remember my boyfriend sitting next to me and comforting me as i cried and just being there made everything so much better.

I'd listen to this daily back two years ago when I was more depressed than ever... Here I am again

Just saw an interview with the band and they seem really nice and down to earth... Great band!!

22 minutes ? Felt like 10 minutes. Whenever my time comes, please play this at my funeral.

Killing my demons with this amazing album

I looked up teen suicide to know I’m not alone, instead I found this! This is the greatest accidental discovery I’ve made in a while

living in a small town, sam ray's projects just did my teenage years. it's funny how there's a teen suicide song for each happy and sad moment of my life.

''pretty sure this is the last we'll be hearing of teen suicide'' they just released an album it's nice (:

this album runs a grunge aesthetic blog on tumblr

their music makes me feel at home and i have no idea why

Love being sad

It sounds a little melancholy, sure, but being melancholy or a little blue isn't a bad thing by any means. It's kind of an oxymoron, but being a little blue (not maximum, suicide-eminent blue) makes me happy. Being sad is healthy. Or rather it's healthy to be sad sometimes. Embracing that idea really helped me grow as a person. Listening to this album can easily put a smile on my face.

i cant understand a word but it's cool this band is cool.

Clicked on this video 2 years ago, really fucking glad I did.

idk why you guys say this makes you feel sad, it makes me happy! :)

14 years old and I found this , perfect timing.

i just turned 17 and schools about to start again only thing is i got kicked out for missing so much school because i’m really anxious around people and it was too much for me i’ve been staying in my room all alone for about 3 years now and i feel so lonely and bitter about everything. i’ve been struggling with an eating disorder and other mental health problems for a while now and i don’t have anybody to talk to it about because i’m not close with family and literally don’t have any friends. i’ve been to the mental hospital twice this year and met great people there but they relationships like always never last. im getting really sick of living this way and im thinking of ending it all. i’ve tried to a couple of times but was unfortunately not successful like always i hate letting everyone down all the time i want to enjoy myself again. fuck this comment idek why i bothered writing it everyone has their own problems and that’s just the way things go sorry for wasting your time with this. wish you all the best

this album is amazing, it's so raw and sincere... the lyrics are pure heart and soul. the sound of their last album has nothing to do with this, i was simply disappointed but i still listened to the whole hour of album.

i have lost count of how many times i have played this album

Ngl I remember being here in 2013 before the RU-vid/Google merge on my old account, and this had about 60K views. I miss when this music was just a secret

back when i was in middle school i would cry myself to sleep almost every night to this album .. good times .. still one of my favorites :)

Also, they started another project, called Julia Brown. They haven't released anything yet but if you want to keep up with them, I suggest to like them on Facebook.

I'm glad the fanfic I was reading mentioned this band. I got curious and looked it up, so glad I did, this it like the best thing I've heard in a while

i listened to this after buying my first fifty bag of weed 7 years ago in my parents garage. the lights were blue and they let me move my bedroom down there. i felt strongly about some shit. i was angsty. it was a good life.

I'm glad I didn't waste myself right off the bat and actually listened to this. Bad advice guys!!

this sounds the way newspaper looks....

they're back for a reunion tour!

Listing to this since I was like 14,now being 22 I wish I didn’t take things for granted,I’m glad my old self died and I could reflect,listing to this now,it doesn’t sting anymore (:

6 years later and this album still helps me feel okay

Haunt me 3x will always have a special place in my heart

"Doing All The Things I Used To Do With People Part 2" makes me feel.

I found this band when I was baked and ended up buying their double album

I want to have friends that listen to this kind of music that I listen too.

this albums speaks to my insides, it's actually yelling instead of speaking

This band makes me want to take drugs and go see them live

it's cool to be sad until life gives you real tragedy. stay thankful

This band really set the tone for me fall/winter 2015 post JJCC graduation.

I’m listening through this album for the first time right now. Idk the name of the song, but in one of them, he says it’s 4:37 AM. I checked the time, and it was 4:36 AM.

This band keeps getting better through every song. Damn. It's just so, great.

I don't like the feeling of nostalgia this gives me

It sucks cause I like the music but I can't like put it in any playlists or show anyone cause then there just gonna assume I'm an angsty depressed teen

idk if it's just me, but this actually peaceful.

This album holds so close to my heart no one would understand

So I just listen to this it's been a complete year and its weird but bitter sweet how these songs took me back to so many vivid memories just like I was there and thinking how my life has changed so much since then but that's why I love this.

Never expected such calming tunes from a band called Teenage Suicide. Love it.

Happy 2019

I'm so glad that I heard this album and their material today. Awesome stuff.

Thanks a lot for uploading this!

Ironically I'm listening to this while I do my homework

This album has been helping me through some tough times love this album so much ;)

Been listening to this album over and over..

I think I'm in love with the first song.

2010's Indie Nilhlism encapsulated