(chorus) its ashes to ashes, its dust to dust, I should of listened When they told me not to fall in lo-ove Youre the reason That Ill never give a fuck again youre the reason, I look over my shoulder. sawed into my rib cage always saying "this wont hurt" and fuck your ultimatum love, it dont work. you tried incinerating me but I dont burn We kicked him, he was down, how the fuck does he keep getting up? Like a stone or like a prince, cant fall if I dont give a fuck. Im tearing down the castles. I built for us. Fighting in this losing battle, you know that we dont surrender Let me steal a quote from Joseph. "I will fight no more forever" Kill me & my blood will bind you Lost inside this war forever Im the one you cant forget & Im the one you dont remember Then Ill straighten this crown Ill die with, After all youre still my only sidekick Open your eyes because its them versus all of us. I know it sucks to always lose, I know its always hard to trust. They tell them to divide and conquer, Transparency, seeing through the walls of y'alls hurt. Im morpheus, this will be my final concert Time for you to choose, the truth is all i offer I came up, they was gunning for me, bruh aint really have a choice. Took the pieces to my Dad, bleeding out yeahI was that destroyed. Looked him in the eye, begged and pleaded looking at your boy He handed me a microphone and told me "tell em, thats your voice this was written by a manic desperate hypochondriac and save your breath I hate myself and if you ever want me back write it on a notebook page, it's crumpled up it's in the trash, I'll tell you bout a guy who ruined every single thing he had . humiliation buries me, more with every single laugh With my crown of self pity, I'm the king of that I went and lost it all, I know the truth that it's not coming back. Fuck that shit, Im Brady and Im 2006 Belicheck All that glitters isn't gold Im surrounded by my demons, I wont let them get my soul, ill keep you warm at night Ill be just like a winter coat. Its like Im waiting at a bus stop that doesn't come, I don't mean to have these bad vibes Swear that ill get rid of them save me from this self fulfilling prophecy Im living in. Im trapped inside an hourglass, Scars on both my wrists, The funny thing is I don't wanna die I want to live I want to have control To be honest while I bleed, My pupils dilate I see a different side of me There's no holding back now, I give up, I tap out I gave you my all I feel no shame as I throw that towel At the bottom of these bottles of prescriptions. You told me 7 years ago to quit I wish I listened but I didn't. These withdrawals are like a different kind of prison, Fuck these fettys cause they took away my best friend, A the X man Its time to scrape whats left of me Up off of my floor Its time that I accept That you dont want me no mo-ore crocodile tears, you should sign up for auditions, your dream come true, to be the center of attention. time kills my heart there aint no room for this, this ones for all the lunaticsn
its ashes to ashes, it dust to dust, I should of listened When they told me not to fall in lo-ove. With whats left of me, Ill crawl away to lick my wounds Everybody's got their vices yours was me & mine was you Erase me or chase me, and you dont gotta face me Im pretty sure we dont exist & Im hallucinating Every time I close my eyes it seems like all I see is us. Still running to these drugs, that keep me up then Im completely numb I made myself a prison, only you could ever free me from I dont believe in love but maybe you could finally be the one. The one that proves me wrong, dont let me fall just try to keep me up All that glitters isn't gold Im surrounded by my demons, I wont let them get my soul, ill keep you warm at night Ill be just like a winter coat. Its like Im waiting at a bus stop that doesn't come, I don't mean to have these bad vibes Swear that ill get rid of them save me from this self fulfilling prophecy Im living in. Im trapped inside an hourglass, Scars on both my wrists, The funny thing is I don't wanna die I want to live I want to have control To be honest while I bleed, My pupils dilate I see a different side of me There's no holding back now, I give up, I tap out I gave you my all I feel no shame as I throw that towel At the bottom of these bottles of prescriptions. You told me 7 years ago to quit I wish I listened but I didn't. These withdrawals are like a different kind of prison, Fuck these fettys cause they took away my best friend, A the X man Its time to scrape whats left of me Up off of my floor Its time that I accept That you dont want me no mo-ore crocodile tears, you should sign up for auditions, your dream come true, to be the center of attention. time kills my heart there aint no room for this, this ones for all the lunaticsn
My wrist is crying tears, Im facing all my fears, Im feeling fucking lonely, Can someone save me, Im so tired, im so tired, I feel like im slowly breaking, Stop pretending, Its like never ending in my head, Dont talk, dont talk, just let me break apart, save me from myself,
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