0:10 I can’t relax shaking in my seat when I go back I hate me And it’s in the past So it Should’ve lost meaning But it’s attached to my scenes 0:31 You wonder why And I can’t tell you I’m Still breathing all my history in But at the same time I’m still alive Enough to get by the days and when Im wide awake it’ll hit me at night You’re asking why I tell you no clue I can’t decide If I’m a lose-lose 1:03 I wreck my life Until I bleed A silly sight But it’s a routine. And in my eyes I can’t believe They can only see cruelty 1:24
Fanmade lyrics: Running through the grass Flying throuth the blue sky Butterflies are coming back Fairies try to talk tome but i cant Welcome to the fairyland You cannot find any fairy We arent just fairies Welcome to the fairyland Once you enter you cant keave This is youe new home So get comfy now in here Questions fly through my mind Tears fall down my eyes Screams escaping my mouth I lose ckntrol i lose my wings I lost my appetite for the rest of the month I am running in circles And i cannot escape Im running through clouds I am failling everything Falling through the sky Felling this emotional beats Falling in love with fairy land Welcome to the fairyland You cannot find any fairy We arent just fairies Welcome to the fairyland Once you enter you cant keave This is youe new home So get comfy now in here Questions fly through my mind Tears fall down my eyes Screams escaping my mouth I lose ckntrol i lose my wings I lost my appetite for the rest of the month I am running in circles And i cannot escape Im running through clouds I am failling everything Falling through the sky Felling this emotional beats Falling in love with fairy land They are forcing me to stay in this hell Maybe fairyland isnt that beatiful Fairies are the most evil creatures But once you enter fairyland you cannot leave
I’m a teen, currently working in a studio for the first time, we need a ready instrumental so I’m going through type beats, but my parents don’t allow me to spend money on them (which is actually sad because they take up time and effort) Do you have any recommendations/advice?