something needs to change.. 

Keep staying open and the answer will come to You, probably very soon :)

As someone who discovered you and INSTANTLY subscribed to your energy and binge watched all your videos 😂👀, I feel quite sad that you don't fully see your channel through the eyes of us viewers, because your channel is actually a huge breath of fresh air compared to the more mainstream, higher production type channels that really all just seem to follow a generic formula that can get incredibly boring and predictable. I like that we never know what type of video you're going to do next, because your style seems to be very in the moment and spontaneous and from that fresh energy you produce spiritual insights that almost anyone can take away and apply to their own lives. I particularly loved when you got your little bag of words and spoke on whatever was invited in on that moment, it was so authentic and natural and actually inspired me to take some scissors to my own books and make my own bag of words 🤣✂️. Also, when you share anecdotes, not only is it extremely relatable, but also expressing how you responded to these scenarios and what you learned from it and how you give higher meaning to it all is so beautiful and inspiring! What you've got going on is quite unique! I think you're wonderful and have so much to offer, your channel will grow in good time Jess! You have to just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming swimming swimming WhAt dO wE dO!?!? We swim. Ho hO ho Ho hOo Ho I love to swiiiiiiimming, when you WAAAAAAANT to swim you like to swim, you like to swim you- "see now I'm going to get stuck with that song that it's in my head!!!" 😂❤🐟

In a RU-vid world of introductions and scripts and “ influencers “ , the reason I am drawn to your channel is your authenticity . So many RU-vidrs ask for a like & subscribe . What I’m trying to say is you have a niche , all successful RU-vidrs & maybe people in general have a niche . Is your subscriber count like watching a pot boil . Your energy , “ light “ is going to draw attention from both sides of the spectrum .. and yes people will feel all those emotions .. as a hsp myself I have realised as you have I can either leave the room or stay .. growth is a storm against a tree , the stronger the storm the more opportunity for growth .. or we can grow tall with an untested strength .. a storm comes along and rips us out of the ground .. Highly Sensitive People need to be selective , if it feels overwhelming , walk away .. Perhaps your channel could be a place for HSP’s … in any direction you take this , cooking , kung fu or poetry . I am drawn to the tribe that is Jessie here ! ❤️🙏🕊️ P.S. after watching this again a thought occurs to me .. you are at the level of initiate .. at some point in your future you will be somebody who lives above the concerns you currently have .. I see a Goddess in training , or a Priestess .. a master spirit guide . P.P.S guides will always come in pairs , 1 student & 2 teachers .. these people will show you a new path .. it seems you have passed an exam in your life .. your recent videos for example & your ready to take the next step in your spiritual evolution .

Hey Jessie there! Always great to see your mug and hear your voice. I comment on your videos more than any other channel by far :p. I know it can be a lot. I want to say that I absolutely love this format. I love listening to stories and getting perspective, but I’m also definitely a story teller myself. I know someone like you, who’s is true to themselves, will know what’s next. I know it will be great regardless, but I hope you continue sharing the stories that give you perspective. This is where I’ve connected with humans at this very deep level. Hearing and feeling their stories, and sharing my heart right back to them. I think it’s fascinating that you can’t get to know someone so much over time and space through RU-vid. It’s just crazy to me. I’ve never really listened to anyone tell stories on RU-vid. It’s all been music or some expert in some area. And those are great, but I love just hanging out. It’s like I’m chilling with you shooting the shit. I hope you keep that at least for some % of the videos. You there. You’re doing great. No matter what. I think success, and whatever that means to you, comes as part of the process. The outcome is not something you can always control…. Big virtual long distance hug…. Squeeeze… and good bye. Cheers, Justin

I feel there's a change coming. As the comments say, the channel already has it's niche, authenticity and story telling. As an energetic engineer, you're gonna find what this community needs/wants and the community itself is helping you do that. It's like the evolution from a Pikachu to a Raichu. Looking forward to it.

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I went through a process of at least partially purifying my energy to some degree and suddenly noticed that I kind of hold space for different energies in a way. I'm not entirely sure how other people see me or experience my energy but sometimes I feel like I pick up energies around me and have to remove them from my own in one way or another. I don't completely understand it

Hey Jessie! I love to listen to you when getting ready for the day. I love your view on the things that happen in your life and I feel like you’re a friend telling me some anecdotes and sharing so important insights. I believe you’re doing great and actually you have a great engagement, from what I see your videos attract lovely people and provoke positive responses. Funny enough I am also feeling like I’ve hit a wall with my RU-vid video, I guess we just have to keep on it and answers will show themselves. I just thought maybe if you experiment with your thumbnails and check if that makes the algorithm promote your videos more? But honestly I guess the right crow will eventually find you with time and patience. About the pungent energy… It’s so crazy that you made me realize how little I read a room when I go in. I mean I do sense energy and feel attraction or rejection from other people’s energy but never had the realization of what effect my own energy has when I enter a room. For so long I’ve thought nobody really notices me when I enter but could be a thing of trying to be “humble” and the fact that I dealt with very low self esteem in the past. Now I’m gonna notice.

You have got this ❤

I definitely have a pungent aura. And I think it is basically a form of sexual energy. It triggers everyone, including myself (other parts of me). I have quite high libido, and I think that is something it can be used well for. Cause it detects what people are open to and what not, as well as their physical and emotional needs. I'm into men, and yesterday a guy followed me in a park. I thought it was gonna turn very raw sexual, but he really needed just being held touched in a loving. So he set boundaries, which was beautiful, and I told him that I like a man who can set boundaries. I have hid away my sexual energy, especially when hugging people, because I was afraid to offend people. But I think what I thought was strictly restricted physical erotic intimacy, is kind of a universal adaptable energy. And people love it, sometimes, and sometimes they ARE offended. But whatever I do, it's probably just triggering something. They have not worked enough on whatever comes forth, so I unconsciously (sometimes quite consciously or semi-aware) pull it forth. What scares me, though, is the fact that people could believe something is wrong with me, as if I deserve to feel worthless in their judgment. And I fear losing myself in that selfloathing once again. Not that it is gone entirely. But I am constantly wrestling with it, to be stronger whenever someone outside deems me unworthy of life or whatever it feels like...

But you DO have control of your aura, or should at least learn to the best of your ability to manage your own vibration. Being a highly sensitive person, you (yes you) must learn to take charge and some responsibility when you enter a room of people.. Not for their sake so much as for your own even though in the end we are all responsible (Not culpable.. just responsible) for shared experience with one another. I believe for good or ill, we all resonate with one another insofar as that is even possible.. Of course it IS possible though we experience one in the same event in our own unique fashion Even so, the joy/bliss open-end of the spectrum possesses a healing/enabling factor for me that I very much appreciate, while the really claustrophobic, dense and stifling survival stuff might help someone make it through a verging on horrific ordeal... A conundrum they may perhaps find themselves facing down or becoming stuck in but my choice will always be the former. However both Lightness and the heavily weighted qualities are valid and one has to be able to let go grasping the one in order to fully engage, immerse oneself in and embrace the other.. Anyway, somewhat light hearted and content free, is usually best for me.. IMOHO finding humor and the total freedom to create without impediment is always more delightful, So let's play and keep playing while we learn to enjoy some fresh new games. But lets never allow others to suffer as long as we can truly help. Compassion is key.

salsa dancing, woprkshops, boyfriend, enjoying life, and calling people out...more money lol