It's been almost three years and honestly not much has changed I'm shrouded in rain but I've only myself to blame Uncanny trepidation in the most average situation A simple threat, to whisk me away The people that I know The people that I knew They're all heading somewhere But I'm still heading nowhere I'm always searching for a way out Cause I can't handle the stress It's been almost three years and honestly some things have changed Cloudy skies remain, my active mind's to blame I promise I'm making progress I'm always "making progress"
Another Friday night wasted Realizing that my life is a disgrace "You'll never change even if you wanted. You'll never account for anything" I swear that's all you'd say I swear that's all you'd say I tried so hard to pull myself together And pick the pieces off of the ground I never thought that a thousand miles away I could ever feel the same, but I can and I will I lie awake almost every night It's like nothing has changed since Milwaukee I'm so sick of this progression I'm a walking contradiction I tried so hard to pull myself together And pick the pieces off of the ground I never thought that a thousand miles away I could ever feel the same, but I can and I will And I will I thought things would get better But I shouldn't plan for anything but the worst Since history likes to repeat itself I always try so hard But what does that actually mean? Because everything stays the same No matter how far away I stray from my friends and my family from everything and everyone I love I'm so alone I'm so afraid of everything that could possibly go wrong What the fuck am I doing here? Am I doing with my life? I can hardly stand it anymore I can hardly stand it anymore I'm so alone I'm so alone I'm so alone
