Day 18 just stumbled across your journey. I know myself and a taper just would make me struggle even more so I leaped. Just got sick n tired if being sick and tired seems like you totally can relate.
Yes sir! Still clean! Still here just busy as hell. No time to play you tube. Lol. Good luck! I am going to make an update as soon as I can. Just working a lot.
@@jessicapercoski9599 t.y. sooooo much! I hope you are too! Im really feelin 100000 times better today then i did when i made these! So much happier. I feel like i got my brain back.
@@jessicapercoski9599 Distraction has been key for me. Try to forget until you cant. Think about doing something else that will feel good. And your brain feeds on it. I also try to think about healthy food as a drug when i eat it. It helps you feel better. And you get a new meal every couple hours. Keep fighting!
It took me 12 years to have enough, don't make that same mistake. It just kept taking from me. For the first 8 years on them I remained social and had a girl friend. The last 4 years i have been isolating myself and like dude in the video says I started thinking i was probably dying. I fell into deep despair til I finally got pissed and burned them all,
Ive been taking suboxone for 6 years and Ive also developed an isolating personality, or lack thereof. Its dulled my personality. I recently fell into that despair you described and luckily antidepressants helped but I really need to find a way to taper and make the jump. Everytime Ive tried tapering I got anxious and started feeling crappy and eventually went back up. Its an annoying battle.
@@jamieurbano1955I am the exact same way. I don’t have a life, and just decided on Sunday to say screw it. 48 hours in, and I refuse to go back. I am doing this for me, and no one else.
