SUGA - Agust D "AMYGDALA" Reaction - He's been through so much. And his artistry 🔥 | Couples React 

A trivia: AMYGDALA is an almond-shaped little part of your brain where it's main purpose is to trigger your traumatic experiences. As Yoongi explained, example, you are afraid of water, and every time you see a water it reminds you of the day you nearly died because of drowning (reason why you have a phobia in water) In AMYGDALA, the whole summary explanation is that Yoongi wanted to remove these traumatic memories inside him. He wanted to get out of that dark room, and remove himself from all the pain. As the chorus says "AMYGDALA, please save me." he is begging the amygdala to save him because these memories pains him to much. A short memory about Yoongi, ARMYS are aware of his shoulder injury caused by the accident he had before debut. On the MV, he is riding a delivery motorcycle, and that was his job before debut because he lack money to support himself and he landed in different jobs, including being a delivery man. And that's where he met into an accident that caused his shoulder injury. But, because of the fear that they will not let him debut if the company will know about the injury, he hid it from them and continued to have medications only rather that having a surgery. In 2020, he did it already because it came from a point that he can't even lift a water bottle anymore. The self-inflicting that he did with the cutter, some ARMYS believed the scar that Agust D had was self-inflicted. A metaphor of him doing "that" before as an escape. He also did the other way of s**c*de (pills). He mentioned that already once in his song "The Last" that when his doctor asked him, he admitted that he did that. The thing about his parents, it's the first time we heard about that and it was really shocking for us. An ARMY on twitter explained some of the points that can be seen through the MV. First is about the scar. Out of all the MVs that he had scars, some of us thought that it was just a scar, on the interview he did for Daecwhita, he admitted that it was just an idea and there's no meaning behind it. But now that he used the same scar in this MV, doing it by himself, maybe the scar all this time is self-inflicted. He switched his facial expression as Agust D when he had the scar which means that this persona is angry because it was in pain. As quoted, "Agust D was never a villain, he is just broken." It's also a way to understand why he usually k**ls the personas in the Daecwhita and Haegeum, because it's a metaphor of removing his past self (who's in pain and lives in anger) in the present him. You can clearly tell as well why he said that it we have to wait for the time that him as Agust D will be back because he wanted to live as Min Yoongi and as SUGA of BTS now. He is no longer in pain, and in the midst of anger, Agust D is fading inside him. Because he is already at peace. AMYGDALA is not Agust D, its Min Yoongi himself. For him to be this brave to tell a whole story line of his past traumatic experiences was something to be proud and admire of. It takes a lot of courage to do that. We can now clearly understand why this is his favorite among the things that he produced and wrote. He mentioned how hard it is for him to write this as he always gets emotional every time because it is very personal for him. It's his own story. At the end of the MV, he never got out. It means that he already accepted that he will forever live with these memories.

Every single lyric and scene shown in MV is his real life story🥺he's been through a lot , and seeing him now just makes me proud💜

@16:38 Summer you got it right! His trying to saved himself,but failed so he just accepted the other side of him whole heartedly and later they both find healing,. MIN YOONGI /SUGA/AGUST D was indeed a genius! Thank you guys as always! 🤗💜💜💜💜

15:39 no, you don't get any closure. That's the purpose of your Amygdala. It stores all your past traumas and fears and they can be triggered anytime. It's like a loop. You might forget about it but when something triggers it, you'll remember all of those bad stuff you tried burying. I love how Yoongi never sugar coats about it. All you can do is accept those fears and traumas that they exist and they are part of you. They may be ugly, but they made you who you are today.

Yes. On IU's TV interview show he explains he IS at peace. He is stable. And he is in a healthy mental state. He survived it all. He healed. And he shared his journey.

I think Yoongi being surrounded by the 6 other members - his brothers as he says - is one of the biggest factor that contributed to Yoongi's healing and the fact that he didn't turn bad... He always said that he feels the most comfortable and at ease when he's with them... There is a Run BTS episode that you didn't watch yet where each member had to write a poem to the members, the one he wrote was titled "what a relief we have each other", I don't want to spoile more so I let you discover the rest.... Also in his track "Dear My Friend", he talk about an old friend that took a different and worst path as him, and I believe if he didn't met the right persons which is Bang PD and especially the 6 other members, maybe he would've take that path too.... So I'm really really glad that they met each other, saved and supported each other... I wish them really the brightest and longest career, and the happiest life, they deserve it so much after what they went through.

Thank you for reading all the stuffs guys! I appreciate you guys going through and doing some research before watching too💜 Love you guyss!! Thank you for the reaction!

Yoongi is not just cognitively intelligent but also very emotionally intelligent. He feels things much deeper than he lets on. It makes my heart hurt for him and all he's been through. He's one of the strongest people I know. That's only one of the many things that makes me love him so much. I love all the members so much, but he will always be my bias.

15:25 I think what he means with that ending, and he’s said it several times through his music, is that you have to live with what’s happened in the past. Things happen and you can’t erase them, you learn to cope, accept them and move forward.

The amygdala is shaped like an almond. ALMOND is a book that Suga and RM had recommended before. It is about a boy who had a malfunctioning amygdala and the boy's mom fed him almonds with the hope that it would help fix the problem. Yoongi is eating almonds during the MV. 💜

I am 100% serious when I say how grateful I am that Yoongi could and wanted to share this with us, and I genuinely feel honoured and touched with his story telling through his music - such deep, personal hardships that he had been burdened with and suffered. I truly hope he feels love and peace now, we are so proud of him and always will be.

As a person who suffers from anxiety as a whole, I appreciate Yoongi for entrusting us with his pain, because I knew I wouldn’t have breathed a word of my internal struggles to anyone.

People pt. 2 was SUGA, Heageum was AGUST D and this right here was Min YOONGI. Every word he said hits hard and squeezed my heart. God! I really loved this man, one of the strongest people I've known. Thank you so much for reacting to this guys! BORAHAE! 💜 💜 💜 💜

and I'm back here just to tell you guys that if you want to see the end of it. Watch the d day finale last day in seoul. 😊 its worth the wait for that ending.

There's a video in which a delivery boy speaks about bts and he specifically said how once while he was delivering food to their dorm, Yoongi left a message to take his time and come since it was raining 🥺

Watching him crawl and drag himself through the rain kills me every time. He’s trying so hard to escape his trauma and depression and he just can’t. And I think the crazy camera angles are supposed to represent this being an uphill battle that seems to get tougher as you go. 🥺😭 And his accident was worse than that portrayed. He ended up under the car, and when he opened his eyes he said the tire was right in front of his face. He even lied to the members…told them he fell down some stairs. If you watch Burn The Stage they are sitting around a table talking about it. J-Hope found out right then that it wasn’t a fall. I think he cried. 🥺 Our Yoongi has been through so much. 😣 I’m glad he’s able to process his feelings through his music. Get some of it out. He claims Amygdala,Daechwita (pronounced like day-chi-ta), and Haegeum show him healing and that he’s ok now. 🥹

OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYSSS😭💜💜💜 I'm so proud of him for opening up about his hardships in the past😭😭😭😭 30s in the MV and I'm already crying!

Depression is something that can't be vured. It's ongoing battle. As a 54 years old BTS ARMY, who also suffers depression, I can relate for his anguish💜💜💜💜💜Mr Min Yoongi 💜💜💜💜

The raw representation of his pain and sufferings in a more artistic way. Tbh I cried after watching the mv, I just could not stop myself. I can't even imagine how much pain Yoongi went through in his life to reach his now peace, where he is himself, accepting of his past and being hopeful for his future, where he knows even after all those traumas he again reincarnated himself as a blooming lotus, a rising Phoenix which is unstoppable now. My respect for him just skyrocketed. I just love him and wish nothing but the best for this man. I'm just super proud of yoongi to actually get past through such struggles in his past along side the struggles and hate that bts faced together as well. Yoongi is super brave to actually put this out there remembering those dark memories of his life. The shoulder accident during doing a pizza delivery, the lyric when he said " My accident I couldn't even tell someone" breaks my heart. The admins might have told you about this that he didn't tell anyone about his injury instead said that he fell from the stairs in the fear of being cut from the team. He put so much pressure over his shoulder till many years ignoring his pain and kept on dancing but during black swan he couldn't take the pain anymore as the dance required heavy shoulder movements. Hence he took a 3 month break after his shoulder surgery during their "BE" album promotions. his struggles with anxiety, depression, hate, physical and mental health. ( regarding the scar he has said in a previous song "LAST" that he suffered with suicidal thoughts and even went for therapy ) This music video is so dark but so real. we can see the true story of what suga has suffered through.

I can't...the way he's trying to get out of this room full of fear. He made the scar himself, and in the end the scar healed and Yoongi felt safe. He's been through so much and he's happy now. Yoongi: Every scar is made by yourself. Everything that happens depends on how you take it. Depending on how you accept it, scars can be scars or not. That's what i tried to capture here. I think thanks to AMYGDALA you will understand why the scars appeared in Daechwita. I really pushed to have a scene that shows all the scars are made by yourself, which is why we have this scene.

My man with the sweetest smile went through so much 🥺 It makes me happy that now he’s happier, he looks so healthy and refreshed now 🥰 I’m seeing him live next Sunday in Los Angeles ahhhh!! 🇨🇱🇨🇱

This song makes me emotional anytime I hear it. I am so grateful to yoongi for trusting us so much and thus sharing his story and his hidden feelings.

If you watch the finale concert of his DDAY tour, you will see the closure you need.

It is indeed an emotional song, mv and the way he has shared his past. He couldnt escape through that door, but he put behind his past and came out from that door during his last D-Day concert in Seoul, if that connects!!.❤🥺

I can't say a word about my struggles in fear of someone's reaction and response , in fear of regret and pain if their response hurt me . I wouldn't have the courage to do so . SUGA said he said the things he wishes he shouldn't have spoken , he is in constant regret for that . But he said he came to accept all of that as he grew because that's all made him ' him ' , Min Yoongi.

I CLICKED SO FAST

21:51 Summer, yoongi made a song entitled Dear my friend for his friend who opted that path to escape the struggle of life. And you're correct, it's a good thing that yoongi didnt go to that path else we wouldnt have a young inspiration and aspiration like him. He's so strong and such a genius

If this was a movie, there would probably be closure. Unfortunately, these are his real memories and experiences. His Amygdala will hold the memories forever. He has learned to accept and live with the bad memories but will never forget. Thank God he's found a way to share and accept his memories. To open the door would, in a sense, say he has escaped the past. The video is a real representation of reality. We all live with bad memories we will never forget or escape. 💜

Ah it’s time for them to see the birth of Agust D. Excited to see how they interpret all the imagery and lyrics. Only thing to add is, Yoongi did NOT say this is the last of Agust D. He actually specifically said it will be a while until we see him again (because he’s forgiven and let go of past pain and is no longer angry about everything.

This song and MV broke me, honestly. I still cry watching the MV. Yoongi has been through so much and it’s heartbreaking to think he struggled alone for a lot of it. I just saw him in concert in Chicago all 3 nights and I truly believe he is the happiest I’ve ever seen him. I’m sure he still has difficulty because depression doesn’t just disappear, but I think with time and maturity (and likely therapy) he’s learned how to deal with these struggles in a healthy way. I’m thankful he trusts ARMY enough to share these vulnerable moments with and I have no doubt his openness with his mental health struggles will help others as well. After watching this MV, it was very reassuring to me to see him up close and in person looking completely at ease and in his element. I trust him when he says he’s currently in a much better place…he certainly looked incredibly healthy and happy on stage! So thankful for the artist and person that is Min Yoongi. 💜 Thanks for this thoughtful reaction CCW. I really enjoyed it and am always impressed with how much Summer is spot on with the storylines. 🙌🏼 💜

The fact that there is no “closure” just emphasises the fact that you can’t escape your past. Your Amygdala stores them for ever, they are always there, you just learn to live with it. Yoongi has always said you can’t change what has happened in the past - what’s gone is gone. As an ARMY who has been there since the beginning, this is so hard to watch and re live. Yet when I think about it, Yoongi has lived with it for all of these years for so long keeping to himself. The thing I love is that he feels comfortable enough now to share these inner most fears and thoughts. This is a very raw MV and a very raw song but I absolutely love it.

i find Bts for me last year 2022 March. Suga immediately had my attention. Yes, he is often quieter than the others, but something attracted me. My eye was always looking for him. And only after I've watched countless hours of mv in the soop etc. I got it. I realized the pain, but that's exactly how I've seen 10 years of development at once. And I realized that he heals and has an incredibly strong personality. he s my bias and i am so proud of suga . the Final DDay conert was healing today -.He open the door .

i went to his may 3rd show in chicago and to see him sing this live with full of emotions, it broke me... i couldnt stop crying..

i legit tear up everytime watch this over and over. Yoongi pain man...im happy that this release in AMYGDALA has helped him out as much as it has with the internal struggle. He will forever be my bias and im grateful as a fan to have been blessed with his music. Ty to yall for taking some time to enjoy and talk about how much deeper music is when someone who really has something to express shares it in their outlets.

This mv and song is very personal for Yoongi as it's about his own trauma and as per his interviews it can be understood that he is healing and that's the best part🤍 We are really proud of Yoongi and he is definitely strong🥺💜

You haven't seen "Shadow" and "Seesaw" 😊 Yoongi is a musical genius ❤

The first time i heard Yoongi's album amygdala hit me directly in my heart this was the first set of lyrics that i read and it broke my heart, i cried so much. Now that we have visuals that goes along with it, it's even more heartbreaking. The scar was self-inflicted from the battles he had with himself due to all the traumatic events that took place in his life. Yoongi is a real fighter. The fact he went through all of this and decided to share everything with us shows that he trusts us so much, i can't imagine how hard it was for him to relive all these moments with writing this song. I am so proud of the man he has become. I am extremely proud of Yoongi. I am so grateful for him because he gives me strength everyday.

i think this song and the mv perfectly exemplify that struggle between you and your brain. as someone who struggles a lot with my mental health, this song felt very raw to me and it made me think of my own relationship with my brain, this bitterness of just wishing things would get better

Yoongi always knows how to put words together in his songs. He is a amazing person. Thank you for reacting to this. You all are amazing also. 💜

I confess that it surprised me, I didn't know he is such an amazing artist!!! I met BTS not long ago. I'm delighted with the emotion your songs convey. I loved the whole album.

Suga is an incredible story teller. For him to be able to tell his story in just under 4 minutes is incredible.

Summer you really get it, I cry every time. Thank you for doing the research before watching, your awesome! 💜

This is just the 2nd time seeing this MV because of you guys. The 1st time watching it I feel so emotional realizing all the things that this guy have been through. Our Yoongi is a strong person. Admired him for having the courage to look back not the good things that happened. Thank you guys for being on point on every reaction. Love you guys so much🥰🥰🥰🥰

Your editor is really the best hahaha love the side notes

everytime i watch amygdala i always cry.

As an army since 2016 it's a shame si had only watched this mv once because it had me bawling my eyes out and during the mv release I was at my cousin's having sleepover (they are armys too). That night we didn't do any fun because we were hurt. Edit: this was my second time ever watching it and I'm crying again :') Also, you guys might already know this but here we go, suga didnt tell bighit about his accident in earliest years because he was afraid it could cost in him being dropped out of the group. Neither did he have the money to get his surgery done. When bighit found out they simply paid for his surgery and supported him :')

He is such a warm hearted person and him sharing this with us and inspiring us and helping us through his lyrics and music is just so amazing. I have great respect and love for him💜💜 he always makes everyobe smile helps them through hard times same as BTS.

To me, as someone who's been through some stuff, I've had so many times where I've begged my past self to do something different. You're so stuck in a loop of memories and you try and picture the different choices you could have made to change things so you're not stuck in the suffering now. But obviously, no matter how many times you go over it, or try and make sense of things and wonder 'if only' you're still stuck with the same nightmares.... it kinda feels like that same feeling in this song and mv to me. Love this song so much.

I really like you guys' reaction cuz you're so real when you say your thoughts,genuine, kind and respectful always

At the end of the final D-day concert (d-day the final day 3), yoongi finally opened his door. He can finally coexist with his past, accept it, and move forward. Although there is no "real closure” for many ppl with any form of trauma, learning to live with it and accept it as part of you is the goal many of us seek and I'm glad yoongi was able to.

Yes to Yoongi's intelligence that seeps thru his work!! And agree with Summer's take so much! I remember a saying that goes like grief is something you do not move past, it changes shape and you learn to live with it. I felt like the ending scene is saying that too, that whatever happened is part of him. Maybe there is acceptance and acknowledgement of some feelings or trauma but it is never truly gone. In one way or another, it shaped you; who you are now is a result of what you went through.

I want to cry 💔💔 The song is so deep about his past and what Yoongi went through..the accident and everything is real😭😭💔💔🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

You need to watch the Last day of his Concert.. D-day final… the finale of his concert shows the door and he exits there… like “at last.. he was able to go out”😭😭 i’m still crying… this is the second time i’m watching the mv… beacuse when it got released… i was not able to stream because it really hurts me watching it…. But after his concert… you will have the closure you guys are looking for… please…

He’s been through so much and it takes so much to show all of this vulnerability. Im so proud of yoongi and how far he has come. It hurts watching the mv but it’s so good.

According to Augst D triology the correct order to watch is, 1)Amygdala- Augst D born in Amygdala 2)Daechwita- According to the lyrics “I’m a king, I’m a boss” scared king killed by scared boss. 3)Haegeum-In haegeum non-scared suga killed scared boss. That’s mean Haegeum is the end of Augst D. If you watch those three in order, you can understand more about the story behind it.

so basically at the end, the person that runs back trying to open the door symbolizes his amygdala trying to get him out of his memories, he is trying to forget everything but he can’t. hope this helps❤

I was waiting for your reaction 🥹..thank you for reacting this piece of art❤️❤️

SUGA used to be a part time delivery man during pre debut days and had an accident . He didn't tell the company and the BTS members about it because he's afraid he might get kicked out if they knew his shoulder was injured. He used to take a pill to ease the pain. In 2019, he was diagnosed with 'posterior labral tear on his left shoulder'. And on November 2020, he underwent a surgery.

Appreciate the subedits in between ❤

Yoongi is a master storyteller.... a fellow army best explained the trilogy as - Daechwita... ridding himself of the need to prove his worth to others Haegum... ridding himself of the confines of modern society Amygdala... he investigates the inner demons and trauma that started his confinement in the first place.

It was during the Bon Voyage 3 in Malta, when Suga received a call that made him cut the Malta Filming and went home. It was about his dad's diagnosis. This is why only 6 remained in Malta.

I guess his song "The Last" can be the closure you need.

I sing my heart out every time it plays

all of sugas works are masterpiece but this one got me .. especially the last part where he's trying to save himself 😢 oh i love him ,

16:25 guys, forget "the birth of agust d" and it makes worlds of sense. His past self has fought so hard to keep going, live well and make it, but the present self is trapped in all the endless traumas and feels too weak to hang on. The present self at one point wanted to end it all, but decided to make the best choice and try to drag/crawl out. The past self has fought hard for the present self and wants to save him and encourage him to keep fighting, but alas, the past self is in the past and cannot get to the present. Only the present can choose to keep going and make peace with the past.

you need to listen to “The Last” by Agust D!! in this song he also talks about his struggles and hardships with depression and OCD. it’s so vulnerable just like Amygdala i always tear up while listening to it

The thing you said about the rotation of the camera and all the angled shots while he was crawling , it symbolises the uphill battle with him trying to get out of that black and dark room of his mind which is also represents the Amygdala. It's there to let us know that the closer he gets to the door ,which symbolises hope and freedom from his Amygdala, the harder it is to reach there

This is how I understand the ending: it' s like he is saying to us "to be continued". He is letting us in his really deep feelings and how that alter ego begun to exist and that later it' s gonna be the story of how he survived and managed to be freed from amygdala! But I could be wrong . This is just the feeling that I get at the end! Whatever that is going to be , I'm just proud of the man that he became surviving all that!!!💜💜

You will get closure if you get to watch the last three songs of sugas last dday concert. At the very end helooks back at the crowd, smiles and walks through the door.

We finally got closure!!! At the final show of sugas d-day tour last week yoongi walked through the white door on stage, He made it out the room

All the Agust D albums are great. Yoongis taste reflects me pretty good

I've seen ppl say that the ending of the MV symbolizes that no matter how much you heal and get help, there's always a part of you that you never get back, you can't go back to being the same person you were before your trauma, you can only overcome it, but you will cary that change for the rest of your life. It's so beautiful how suga has overcome so much in his life and chose to share all of this with army, this video breaks my heart everytime

Suga is the bravest evah.😭 sooooooo proud of him.

Hugs to Zen for editing this! 🫶🏽

Younger Suga on the bike at the end has an epiphany moment BEFORE the next residual "loop" memory replays again for the millionth time (as all that Augst D has been able to do up to this point is just re-live the tragedies over and over and over again in a downward spiral). Suga races to the door in a effort to stop the chaos and let Augst D out of his brain/Amygdala...and realizes that he can't change the past nor save himself from what he will have to go though as the door is locked. The 2 identities that make up Suga/Augst D will always be a part of him as we can't change our pasts no matter how much we wish we could. BUT, young Suga BROKE the haunting loop memory by finally breaking out of that cycle ( Yes, you were right, that scene takes place now BEFORE the car crash is supposed to happen) AND doing so, something different, for the first time, resulted in him actually WANTING to save his own life now for the first time. While the two entities will always be separate, breaking the mental loop of re-living tragedy every day brings the 2 entities into one and ignites the healing transformation that brings him to today as a prolific songwriter, story teller, survivor and massive mental health advocate and ally. This is literally one of the best songs ever made. Suga/Augst D is a fkn genius.

Yoongi is so brave for putting this out there. Not everyone can do that. Its so hard living and re-living your trauma.

There's a sketch for this mv that shows how it's been filmed also he explained the scenes so check it out

Fun fact - Eventhough Yoongi didnt come from a well off family...but his lineage belongs to Korean Royalty where his great2x grandmother is traced back to Royalty MIN family.

17:06 Isn't it like.. the past Suga/Agust D/Yoongi wants to save his future self. But the past can't be cahnged so the door doesn't open and his future self is still in this room what I believe to be his amygdala.

I don't know if you've find closure to the door not opening but i have. During his concert D-Day Tour on the last day, a replica of door was the door he walked out of at the end of the concert. It was simply telling that, he is healing. The door when it was shown on the stage set for the last day of his concert, armies present at the concert literally cried, everyone was comforted and found closure So I suggest you watch the last show of his tour, you will get the closure needed.. ❤❤ Ps. I'm still binge watching your reactions 😅😂 💜💜

so proud of HIM

you are coming full circle, the story, the pain, the anger, the everything, and him being open and letting it all out!!!

Can i just give a shout out to your amazing editor , not only can we tell what a beautiful Army she is but her timing and little inserts always make me smile or laugh x

Finally!!!!! I have been waiting for this one for like forever!!!!

You guys gave us the best reaction... Oh my ARMY heart...

That song it's so strong and personal.

This song makes me cry every time I watch the video, SUGA is a Genius, great lyricist and producer, the whole album is amazing, I hope you listen to all the songs. Another one you don’t want to miss is SNOOZE I loved it. Thank you for taking the time to read the sinopsis and learn as much as you can about the songs and the boys, that’s why I like your reactions sending you love 💜💜💜💜

HE OPENED THE DOOR FINALLY

xen, thank you for sincronizing the bell with Gabriel, it was *chef kiss*

Thank you for reacting to this. And he just started his tour and the live performance of Amygdala is just amazing

Yall need to react to the album as well. All the songs are so good.😭🙏

In my perspective i think the Yoongi who got out of the scooter and run to save the other was his Amygdala, and like Yoongi said the Amygdala has triggers, so the rain triggered it because probably the accident happened when it was raining so it triggered him and he (as the amygdala) ran to save the other but the door was closed because maybe it wasn't time yet to just forget about it?? Idk the door still throw me off lol, but yeah this MV and song is so deep and sentimental!! I'm happy Yoongi said that he healed from it a lot already, but still hits deep, and this song is so raw that even when i first listened not knowing the lyrics i cried, he's such an amazing musician!!! Another very raw song of his is "The Last" he also talks more about his story and about his past, but in the end it has a "happy ending"like "yeah I'm not like that anymore, id overcome that and I'm better now don't worry " but still i always cry when i listen to it too 😭

I literally cried for 2 days while watching this MV. And still when i watch this i felt like crying. Actually at some point most of people are facing same problem. And i can relate to this. Bc it always reminds me of my accident ,and i broke my collarbone. So many things happened soo many things. And it always live in my mind ,threaten me. But Yoongi said in his documentry "past is past, present is present ,future is future" just focus on present. And now i'm focusing on my present. I have soo many past traumas ,but i should forget them. Always thankful to Yoongi for this masterpiece. 💜💜

19:12 I literally said the exact same thing .. as an army and a fan of post malone, the vibe of the song itself musically was very post malone sounding. it was the first thing I thought of within the first 10 seconds of the song!😅💜

I was waiting for Amygdala reaction, the whole mv and song made me so emotional, like me many other Armys didn't know about Suga's mom's heart surgery and dad's cancer, he kept so much inside himself, I am really glad that he chose to be vunerable with us and share his pain with us, I am so proud of the artist and person that Yoongi has become, he's been through so much but still remains strong and kind, he continues to heal people through his music, he's an Idol in the truest sense of the word, Borahae Min Yoongi💜

I love your genuine reaction 😢 U guys are super cute each one of u🤌 Thank you so much ❤

I think the ending means he thought he would want to go back and save himself and keep himself from going through all the hard, sad trauma, but as much as he tries to go back and save himself, he can't. None of us can go back and change the past. But even if we could prevent those things from happening, that would change the whole course of our lives. You have no idea then what would happen going forward, but looking back you realize you survived and those things made you stronger/ better in the long run. So then the question becomes if you really could change the past would you? If you did would you still become the person you are now? So his amygdala keeps making him remember and replay those tramatic, fearful events, But each time you remember or those events replay, you still remember some of the pain, but they lose their power a little everytime. And you realize again what you made it through, and little by little, as time passes, you are healing and moving forward and realize you are okay/healed. So when he says, "i don't your name." It's like he is telling his brain (amygdala), you no longer hold me in fear and trauma to those things. So maybe this was giving one last look at those things publically and letting everyone know what it's like to deal with fear, anxiety, OCD, panic, trauma, etc. so that he can help others struggling with similar issues. That's the best way to completey heal and move forward is to help others struggling with similar issues. So now he no longer needs August D, becuase he worked through it and is ready to move forward and help others along the way.

Guys thank you for your reactions, I love them and thank you very much for informing yourself beforehand to understand the context well. I would love for you to start reacting to Suchwita, the program where Yoongi does interviews with other idols, it is spectacular and by watching the program you can learn more about Suga's incredible personality and the great human being that he is. Greetings from Colombia borage 💜

So I literally prepared a box of tissue before I watch this. I’ve watched the mv for the nth time but it still makes me emotional.😢

My heart hurts for yoongi. I hope he knows how strong he is. We are so so proud of him 🥺