Don't try to activate . Do it gradually and get a female to help you through it. It's a feminine energy that awakens you to the angelic relm and spiritual knowledge. You will learn more from a woman because she's more in touch with the spiritual relm she's.the embodiment of source. The most intelligent men and spiritual teachers all went through the feminine to gain knowledge. Jesus was taught through his mother and his twin flame Mary magdalen. Not knocking men but they do not have the ability as they are more animal, grounded to earth. In my experience when men lneed the help through the feminine and the feminine needs his help to keep her safe in grounding the energy so both kind of merge and swap energys . That's why women are powerful when they are given the masculine energy.and men are powerful when given the feminine energy. Thats my twin flame experience but I think you can still achieve this with an intamate trusted female who's quite experienced. Doesn't have to be a teacher and cost you anything. Just find someone who' has a positive energy with unconditionally love.