This song is literally my life. I used to sing it everyday when I didn't want to live. Now I have a means to live and I'm starting to get back into this music.
thank you for TAA, all the songs make me not feel alone, every day I think about death and hoping that death will come but on the other side I am very afraid of death, this song makes me think that I am not alone struggling with suicidal thoughts or death or something like that'll end my life
I love this song, my favorite part is the chorus. It would be even better with less screamo but I still love this. I have been so abused min so many ways by so many people, I have been abandoned and left by people when I needed them most. My life was falling apart. Then I started messing around at age 20. And I was messing around with this guy, and I found that, he would make me laugh and smile and when I was with him, I felt safe and like nothing could touch me. He asked me out many many times and each time I said no, I was planning on killing myself that weekend, everything was planned out, outfit, how to do it, the letters. But I asked God to give me a sign, to see if it was my time and after the guy kept begging, I gave in and said yes. That was a year ago and we are still together and my depression was wiped away. The man I'm with tells me I'm gorgeous every day and I started believing him. He treats me like a person and we love each other very very much. Yeah, we fight but he always pushes us to talk about it after we calm down. I showed him this song and both of us broke down. Every time I hear or sing the chorus, I'm reminded of the darkness I used to live in and it still brings tears to my eyes. So, if you're in the same spot I was, where you feel there is nothing left, there is, just be patient
