𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦 slowed down (& reverb) version of to build a home by the cinematic orchestra. twitter: @iustry instagram: @lust.ry
It was last month where I was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. I only have three months to live and honestly I’ve come to accept my time. This song in an odd way let’s off a bittersweet yet somber feeling that I have had knowing my time is short. If I am to die, I will die with the memories of the people I have come to hold so dear to my heart and I will make sure I will die with no regret, only content. I’m sorry if this comment is grim but I can’t do much more than express my emotion at its fullest now Edit: Thank you all to who left a comment on this, my brother has sadly passed away but he will forever be in our memories. It really meant a lot to us (his family) to everyone who showed support and concern even for a small moment, we deeply appreciate it. I did take the liberty to handle this account but again, thank you all - his sister
Enjoy your time with your family with friends you like, make this last time worth it... It's sad that I read your comment and can't help, but here's my hug, brother
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
It's just the phone. If there was no social media, these people craving attention, wouldn't whine around on the internet, but would work on themselves i real life.
I recommend listening to this song while laying down on the floor staring at the ceiling. I did this last night and cried so much, I felt like I was in a movie haha
@@mdisco10Bro bad times don’t last for ever. The same thing goes for good times. You just got to make the best out of it. You have to think about the people who starve to death or die because they don’t have a roof over their heads. We all have to be thankful that at less we have the basic things we need in life to move forward. Those people don’t even have food but they live the best and happy life as they could.
I wish I could just hug everyone in the comments. April 22nd, 2021 2:40 PM I come back to this post to say, I have just lost my childhood friend to suicide. I know it wasn’t easy for him. It’s not easy for me. Not easy for his family. I just hope his storm is finally clear and he can just relax. It was a great 15 years well spent brother. See you on the otherside
i am not sad about anything in particular, but i still feel the need to cry in the dark every night. i have nothing to be sad about yet i am struggling to find ways to remember the feeling of being genuinely happy. im tired of hurting all the time.
Thats exactly me, nothing that bad happened to me yet, but i dont feel happy, i feel like i dont belong to this world, i wanna go somewhere soo far away
why is this so relatable, i literally- omfg..i literally - my mom asks me whats wrong, and i say nothing, she thinks that ik a reason but i dont, im just sad, without knowing why, not feeling always so happy
I can finally cry my eyes out, thanks to this song. Don’t u just hate the feeling like u need to cry but u physically can’t? It sucks, don’t it. Sometimes a good cry is just the thing u need. In my opinion, at least.
Omg yes I want to cry so baddd bc it feels like that’s what I need but I can’t, the tears just won’t come out of my eyes even tho I can feel myself crying in the inside ~_~
This is painful. Everyday, I realise how much I've changed from the happy kid I was. Now, I'm just an anxious teen who wishes to die. I guess my past self would be really disappointed in me.
No she woudnt ...she would look at how strong you are .....how you have kept going how you have carried on despite feeling . There will better days don't give up!!!!! I admire and I am very anxious as well I have quite severe anxiety . But I will brave the storm we can win .......we can win
She wouldn’t trust me if she saw u right now she would tell u how much u haved growned and turned from beautiful to beautiful seeing u grow in the past and future is always proud and sad because u ain’t gonna see ur past the kid u were but remember what she actually wanted to do and u can achieve it..
It'll get better I know you'll fight all the negative feelings because you're a fighter and you'll win this fight believe in the good days and when you feel sad remember the good memories you had and fight to do a great memories (I believe in you ❤️
@@matildagibson6209 I recently lost my cousin who was very close to my to suicide... it’s hurts so bad, and I just don’t want any other family to go through what we did
@@matthewfoster5264 I lost my uncle, aunt and my grandpa to suicide...i am not making an end on mine bc I know my mom cant take it. Otherwise I don't know if I would be here right now.
I certainly do. For me, I miss going to school for the Christmas events, the Secret Santa, singing and listening to Christmas songs with my friends. I miss the life I use to live. I miss going school. I miss the thrill of the outside world. I often imagine what 2020 would’ve been if everything bad that happened just... didn’t. 2020 could’ve been the best year of our lives.
Honeslty yes, I remember Having so much fun at school drinking hot chocolate, getting to be able to eat so much food while talking to my friends on christmas and then being able to spend so much time with my family, Christmas in 2020 just didnt feel the same...
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
"This is quite sad isn't it? The end?" "The way I see it, if something makes you sad when it ends, it must have been pretty wonderful when it was happening."
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things have become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, it's a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously, nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath, and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins, and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sins was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My discord Rainy#4447 If you ever need someone to contact, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-XyNseXdd260.html Jesuscares.com ru-vid.com/group/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-b5Ogh7IDgxo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you† !
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
the thought of death could be so scary yet so peaceful, it’s the end of a time of experiences, emotions, happiness, sadness, stress, love... it can’t be that bad...
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
@@salmaelbai5135 oop that's kinda awkward... but listen i'm sure she does notice it and maybe she has a lot going on. sometimes the way people feel can effect the way they treat others. if you know there's something wrong, then talk with her about it. talking is sometimes the best way to go :)
Hi my dear brother or sister reading this, thank you for not giving up to this point of your life, please remember that you are strong mentally person and the one who can handle everything what's bad on this world :). You are not worthless You are not overweight You are not too skinny You are not ugly You are not dumb You are not mean You are not a trouble to anyone You are not making anyone's life worse, you are making it more colorful, by staying alive, you are the most beautiful person when you smile, please don't hurt this pretty and lovely body, that's not good for you. Every person, that has talked to you or be with you, doesn't know how lucky that peson was :D Remember that when you were in your lowest mentally moment and everyone turned their faces away from you and didn't want to help you, The Christ was always with you and always wanted the best for you :) You could say, that "okay, if he was with me then why everything in my life went so wrong?" The answer is that he's got a plan for your life to make it the best it can ever be :D for example, you can feel low now, but that's for making you mentally stronger for the rest of your life :) also keep in mind, that without him it would be much, much worse, so please trust him like you have never trusted anyone before :D please don't hurt you anymore, put away these razors, scissors, needles or knife and look at the mirror how beautiful you are 🥰 Please keep in mind, that Christ knew you and had you in his mind while being crucified, he knew that you were the person worth giving his life for :). You are worth everything what is good :D To tomorrow ❤ If you need a close friend to talk to whenever you feel low, please write your instagram nick below, I will be your friend ❤❤ you can also pray to the one who loves you the most, who gave his life for you and will always hear you :D Stay strong Soldier of Christ🗡✝️
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
I thought this year would be better. I'm losing myself again, mentally. And I hate it. I want to scream and cry, but I can't. This song is so beautifully written, it makes me feel all those good moments, but mostly bad. All the pain, I can't release. I need help, but nobody sees it..:/
Me pretending my life is perfect making up scenarios with my favorite actor/actresses pretending I'm famous on Jimmy Kimmel show laughing. I'm best friends with every actor lol that life sounds hella fun
“is it…terrifying?” “No, I don’t think so. It’s the way it is you know. Everything must come to an end. The drip finally stops.” “See you on the other side.” “Oh, Bojack, no, there is no other side. This is it.”
My parents sold my childhood home. I did all I could to stop them but they got an offer for much more than they were asking. This song relates to that moment so much. I still revisit the song every time I go down memory lane to that house.
It was 4 am. I was at my friends house, sitting on the kitchen floor and talking with them about life tbh. When the the beat of the song started, i hugged him, i hugged him so much that i started crying. He looked at me, and started crying too. He kissed me on the forehead and said everything will be okay, i never felt so safe before, his arms were the most safest thing ever. I love him so fucking much ((Update) we're not friends anymore lmao)
Had this with my friends a few months ago, we got into some real dark shit, we were drinking, it was freezing cold, and pissing it down but honestly I’d do anything to back to that moment
Sara's right Ayrton if you miss you childhood bro that's a good thing it means that you lived a life of blessing ESPECIFALLY if you remember it to the point where time went by fast and you still you remember it as though it was just yesterday cause the more connected you are with your past the more you'll be able to be in touch with yourself and those around you cause that's how we connect with each other bro.....Through memories so it's not a bad thing that you feel the way that you do on the contrary it's great😊 I feel great for you bro! It's wonderful to know that you had good childhood so cherish it's memories my friend and don't be so disheartened!😆😉❤💯💪 🔥
I will never get tired of this song. Whenever I long for something/someone I used to listen to this. Whenever I find it hard to burst into tears, I listen to this song as if it's a trigger. I listen to this anytime... I wish everyone's happiness and healing.
I found this song a few days ago. As I listened I started crying and whispered these few words "I'm so lost, I just don't want to be here anymore." I've been so mistreated and so misunderstood that I've grown dark towards people. I've disappeared from social media and been invisible to the people I cared about in the past. It hurts, it really does...........
@@pufferexe5408 hey man, please reply to this, I just want to know that your still here, and although you don't know me and I don't know you, I really hope that you are doing better and are happier now, please, I want to know that you made it.
Life is terrifying for a number of reasons, but in my opinion, what's most terrifying about it is looking back and realizing just how much you were living in the moment, for the moment. You keep living, keep going. Time never stops, never slows down. And then, before you know it, the friends you grew up with are gone, family members have passed away, and you're alone. You'll die alone. And that's _terrifying._
That is true and mine already starts months ago i lose my mom, my relatives and my friends are slowly drifting far so is my mind on talking to people is drifting away too.
I'll be all alone in ~2070, my parents long gone, my grandparents long gone. What will that feel like. They won't be there too say goodbye and tell me it's going to be okay 😥
@@alexwhitton1 Appreciate what they do right now, live in the present. Tell them you love them when you think about them. And when you miss them, make an effort to see them again. Tomorrow is never promised that's why today should be treated like it's your last time here. Life is a gift.
This is the song i will always comeback when i feel down or bad. Currently feeling realy bad, disappointed, clueless inside. I just dont know what to do or how to go on with life anymore. Seeing people, good friends and such succeed, and seeing yourself still way behind others making no progress. Currently 17 years old and tbh i wish i was younger, i remember telling myself that i want to age faster, become an adult. Now i just want to feel good like in the old days make people happy or atleast make myself.
life is like an ocean. storms and big waves come, and sometimes you think you're going to drown. and maybe you want to drown because you've been trying to swim for too long and you're just tired of everything, but keep going. keep swimming. there is amazing and wonderful happiness waiting for you, just try to keep going, it will be worth it. I trust you. I love you
Damn, that song really hit too close to home. It's like relieving my shit life again. It's shit but I think I need to speak out because I can't hold it anymore. If you'd like to hear me out, thank you. Here's my miserable story: I'm 21 and I've been in a relationship four times. Sound nice, right? None of them lasted more than month. My first girlfriend ever cheated on me when we were only 16. Second one I met when I was 17. Turned out she was a psycho, she demanded from me to only talk to her. No friends, no family. Only her. She broke up with me because I wasn't good enough for her. Here comes the part from this summer. I met that girl during my holiday. I've got a pretty stressfull job so it really meant much for me. We both serve in uniforms, we had so much in common. We talked all the night. It was really magical for me, Two days later we had to go our ways home. I visited her two times. The second time she just started crying and told me that she had two boyfriends before me and both cheated on her because the lived far and she doesn't want to get hurt anymore. I agreed. Maybe I shouldn't, I dont know. The last one I knew some time before our lovely evening, she said she always felt something for me. I did too. But only after few weeks she said it was't real love and she doesn't feel a thing for me. That hurt the most. Hurts to this day. Can't get over it. Can't sleep, eat. I'm afraid I'm gonna do something to myself. I just want to feel her love one more time. If you read all of this then you're a madman. After all I'm just another random guy on internet. But thank you. Take care of yourselves people.
I just.. That's just so bad. I'm sorry. I hope it gets better for you. I read this and i just had a argument with my gf and I'm feeling shit about it because she hasn't replied in a hours I'm just here waiting and idk what to do anymore.
@@jakemorgan162 Just do me a favour, go and hug her. Try doing whatever you can. You don't find love on every corner, don't let go. I'm counting on you.
Listen I don't know you...but i would love to hug you right now. Trust me there are so many things worth living for, you would miss out on finding the love of your life, and leave her. You would leave me... I love you and never give up❤️ sending the biggest hug. Don't give up buddy.
i don't know how much *pain* i can handle anymore. I'm so *tired* I hate it 'cos the reason why i am still alive, it's because i don't wanna *hurt anyone* But the reason why i wanted to *give up is everyone is hurting me*
I hope the both of you are ok and doing well and im sorry for not being able to do much for you two but I can say pls keep trying and trust me even though im a stanger, it will get better for the both of you. And at the end of it all it will be worth it
Listening to this from my first home I've got in my life , today my 59 y.o Mother & my siblings came to visit me , we had the most beautiful day as a family in years , I've got the chance to make my mom proud and happy (god is good)❤
Just remember, A plant always grows after a heavy storm pours down on them. It always gets better, it may be a slow process but it does and it will. Your loved❤️
Listening to this while doing school at night just makes me think about everything, I cry while doing work because I repeat the same thing over and over again.
There is a house built out of stone Wooden floors, walls and window sills Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust This is a place where I don't feel alone This is a place where I feel at home 'Cause, I built a home For you For me Until it disappeared From me From you And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust Out in the garden where we planted the seeds There is a tree as old as me Branches were sewn by the color of green Ground had arose and passed it's knees By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top I climbed the tree to see the world When the gusts came around to blow me down I held on as tightly as you held onto me I held on as tightly as you held onto me And, I built a home For you For me Until it disappeared From me From you And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust Oversett til norsk
This song reminds me of when I use to cry everyday before and after school and when I was going to bed waiting to die even though I didn’t wanna die I was to scared too even breathe.
@@buttercupgaming2115 Aw everything w covid is rlly scary rn but all we can do is take safety measures and hope for the best :) ik what you mean and it will all be over soon
This is my first time listening to this song in almost 3 years. In 2018 I was meant to be doing a solo to it. (I’m a dancer but not professionally) I worked hard all year to show my teacher how good of a dancer I was, only to be in the shadow of my older sister. She’s the one who everyone talks about how great she is and what an amazing dancer she is. She came in to the practice every week and instead of my teacher focusing on me she’d put her attention to my sister sitting in the corner, my sister would correct me and try to teach me different moves than what my teacher had. On the day of our concert I was on stage practising, then I froze. I had forgotten the whole dance and when I looked up in panic, my teacher wasn’t there. She was busy in the foyer, so I ran off stage and cried. It hurt that she wasn’t even there when I needed her. So I didn’t do the dance, I didn’t do my solo and I’ve regretted it everyday since. I was too scared to do it even after I had remembered it. After 3 years, the minute I hear this song I’m still filled with anger, anger at myself for giving up, and sadness and hurt from my teacher not being there and for my sister for taking all of her attention. I’m always the backseat to my sister. The year after my sister and my teacher did a duet together…
,,Is this all real or is it just happening inside my head?“ ,,Of course it‘s happening inside your head Harry but that doesn‘t mean that it‘s not real“
God loves you, sis! Don't trust on your own understanding but on him instead and his wonderful plans for you in the future :)) Stay strong, you got this!! 💗
Haven’t cried since my grandparent pass 6 years ago and I’ve tried to cry but wasn’t able to ,then I found a girl who I thought would change how I view the world . She became my everything , but i fell asleep and woke up and she was gone . So shocked and worried I went looking for her and I broke down completely , heart hurt so bad , still does but I’m healing. Finally got to let out some tears tho 👍🏻
I once cried to this song in my grandmas bathroom as it I stared at myself in the mirror while it played in my ears for like half an hour. I don’t know why, I just needed to let it out. For some reason the image of myself made me so angry I couldn’t hold it back any longer. To anyone reading this, you are someone special. You have a unique beautiful personality and an amazing smile. Don’t let anything break you and hold you down. Life is too damn short and you deserve to be happy and to be loved. I hope you all are ok.
i wish i could hug you so tight right now, you deserve comfort, love, happiness, i know you dont know me but i wanna make sure ure safe happy and accepting urself, ur image, heres my snapchat if you needed someone to talk to @sinner.xxd i’ll be there to show you how much ur life worth it, i want you alive, i need you to be happy and strong and u can do it.
one of the worst feelings is knowing that you’re losing the love of your life, helpless, scrolling through the comments, listening to this song and praying as much as you can for her to stay in your life. edit : I lost her
It hurts even more when you are on a break and they're out there having fun and talking to other people.meanwhile you are crying everyday praying for them to comeback and being alone. breaking down from the inside crying to this song at 3am and just scared of it all becoming memories
Hey bro I can't tell you it will get better, I can't tell you it will all be alright, but I can tell that no matter how many times you fail no matter how many times you fall. You will always get back up. We are all in this together, don't let it get to you. Even if I tell you my story it won't matter, but you had something that I don't that is.. love. Yea sure my dad left me at 14 yea I'm in a financial situation but I keep on going. No matter you were loved ❤
@@memeteamassociation6831 Hey my guy, you seems so strong inside. I'm sending you all my strength, you deserve it. It's important to keep in mind that you're not alone. You're doing amazing. It's just the truth, if you want to speak about it, feel free to, I can drop you my social media ^^
I listen to this while lifting, I actually feel really good and no word or songs no person can affect my mood or my life again, I’m back to myself for now and ever ♥️
I thought this was happening to me but we grew even closer... im just terrified of what’s going to happen when we graduate highschool next year......... i am terrefied of the future and i have always been
People look at this song and say it's sad. I personally view it as being in a sad place, but eventually building a happy state of mind for yourself. When the piano picks up you're motivated to get a better life for yourself. The slowed piano at the end is the results of all your efforts, happiness and joy continues on until the end of your life because you never gave up
It's the day of Christmas and I'm crying. I feel so, so down. I'm really trying to hold on. I don't kno what to do anymore. Its Christmas, im supposed to feel happy and warm, but I feel nothing, nothing but this growing void. I'm going numb again, i can't feel anything. I'm tired, so tired.
Same i went through the new year. It was almost 12 am and i was in my bunk bed its pitch black and i am seeing my facebook with all my happy friends with their happy family its fucking hurts. I am even losing my hair to the stress i am getting from school and family
@Magdalena Sommerfeld I know exactly how you feel. I wish I could just give you a hug. At least we can suffer together. And if you ever feel alone just think of all the people feeling the way u do. We do suffer but we can at least suffer together. I'm with u in spirit. We're all together in spirit. And if we suffer together we can heal together too. I hope this made u feel a little better, and keep fighting maybe u will be happy one day. I really hope you do with all my heart ❤. We'll see maybe one day us and everyone struggling with this will be happy.
I miss you more than anything. You were my family. Now that you're gone, everyone seemed to slip through my fingers. I'm glad I savoured the moments I had with you all. I'll see you up there, Ari ❤
I remember listening to this song after I found out my Best Friend took his life last year. I cried for days, I couldn't stop it got to the point I wasn't sleeping. I still miss him, but now I guess all I do is distance myself from the thought of it because it's too painful 😓😪
the thing about depression is it consumes you tell there’s nothing left i’m addicted to the sadness, yet i want so bad to be happy, but what is happy? i don’t even know anymore it seems i’m almost seaking something i’ve lost all feeling of. my body is used to it now all i feel is everything and nothing all at once. depression is like a drug and it’s consumed me i’m nothing no longer. i can imagine happiness but imagining isn’t the same as feeling and it never will be.
I felt every single part of this . I really wish I could give u a answer but idk myself anymore but I do know that fighting to be happy or at least not sad is hard and I’m trying myself to get out of this dark place too. I hope you end up getting out n learning what it is to be happy💙
Dude... Depression is a drug that I can't stop taking. I'm sorry you are going through that, but Theres a glimmer of hope in knowing that someone else experiences it the same. I wish you health and wellness, and I hope you find peace.
God loves you, sis! Don't trust on your own understanding but on him instead and his wonderful plans for you in the future :)) Stay strong, you got this!! 💗
"why are you sad? you have friends, your family loves you, you're pretty, you have it good. You have no reason to be sad." it hurts. i'm tired. wanting someone you can't have. universes away, too far. out of reach. i can't do this without you but i never had you in the first place.
Dude wtf you literally just described my fucking life- I am happy, im good at school, i have a lot of friends, a happy family, enough food,water, money. I should be happy, right? Well i‘m not. Instead i desire something I can never have, someone I can never have. And its breaking me, that feeling is tearing me apart.
@@sukkubus9882 omg you two just discribed me, it is exactly same, i have family, some friends, everything is good in school, have home and yea, i must be normal, but i love that person who isnt in this world, who is in my head and in another universe damn, no one can understand us 😔❤
Crying to this song in the middle of the night on my rooftop. "Why can't I be loved? Why did my friends leave me? What's wrong with me? Why cant I ever be happy? Don't my parents see I'm losing myself? I'm so lost. I don't belong here. Why do my parents ignore me? Theres no point in life anymore. What do I have to lose... I'm alone, I'll always be alone. I don't matter."
Don't say that...everyone has a purpose. EVERYONE!! Keep living and enjoy life because it's not going to last forever. Remember, none of this is real, we're all here just for a little while to get a taste of what "this" is... It'll be gone before you know it. So, enjoy it. Cheers.
God loves you, sis! Don't trust on your own understanding but on him instead and his wonderful plans for you in the future :)) Stay strong, you got this!! 💗
My parents and my best friends mom wants me behind bars for a simple mistake with a little bit of money happened, people only care about money now a days, unfortunately I’m only human and I made a mistakes with my best friends money, but his mom, my mom, my dad, they all hate me for not being able to help when they kicked me out of the house. I was alone and by myself for so long on the streets struggling everyday by myself, luckily someone helped me out but even then I was sent out a month later and now on March 17th I have a court case to follow up on for not being able to get the money back, since I was in a motorcycle accident on the highway about 3 weeks ago, life is hard but it is what it is, I cry almost every night after that accident because life honestly doesn’t like anyone and it never will. Some part of me wishes I died at 90 mph but at the end of the day god saved me and, all I can do is try to let everything sink in and just move forward I don’t want to be here trust me no many of us do.
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