i love listening to these while im at work, it makes the time go by faster. and reminds me where i could be if i didnt at least try to get my shit together
I can relate with the leukemia-dude. I was close to death once and survived. It completely changed my life. I don't crave drugs anymore and I appreciate everything I have in life. Being alive and well is the best drug.
I take Clonazapan for medical reasons and sometimes I run out and withdrawal symptoms are awful I never had a seizure from it, but at times, I wish I was never prescribed it
Apparently high temp BHO dabs also release benzene and other carcinogens, with longterm exposure this could cause luekemia. So if this guy was doin a bunch of bho dabs(co2 extract should be fine though) that may in actuality have been the trigger to his leukemia rather than ocassionally huffing gas.
@@trippy4674 yeah, among other cannabinoids. bho is basically just strong hash, i've done it occasionally for years, though back in the day i didn't know it could potentially cause cancer if you are doing high temp-temp dabs... honestly no regrets though, if i die from cancer some day it's cool, at least im glad i got plenty high and drunk enough for multiple lifetimes ha.
@@trippy4674 yeh like honestly. im pretty much fucked eiether way., ive smoked plenty of ciggy's,weed,hash, wax, heroin, meth whatever, shoul i even mention shit like spice ahahha? yeh i'm a dead man either way, it's fine though i don't really regret it, my life has been harsh, i don't care to live till im damn 90 years old anyways.
@@secretsauce4530 This only occurs with excessive heat, and this is much more of an issue with tobacco smoking and smoking plant material in general.
Ifkr bro that guy was made for smoking meth at that point. Who tf actually tries to kick an addiction to a strong drug with bad side effects with an even stronger drug with even worse side effects?
The first story hit me different. I related to so much about what he said. Especially the ‘electric’ hallucination. Wow. There was a time when me and my man were so tweaked we heard that buzzing , except we were convinced they were bees in the walls ready to burst out the seems at any minute. That buzzing continued for years. And ended up driving my man to insanity because he constantly thought there were nats on his face flying around his head and mine at every minute. It drove him to rehab. But we didn’t get sober for another 2 years after that. Crazy. It got so sad.
Thank you for differentiating between the super crazy ones and the super scary ones it helps me not get paranoid and tweak out at night lmaooo I save the scary ones for day time and when I’m feeling extra secure
That first story is horrifying PS I’ve heard in one of these videos it’s impossible to overdose on cannabis what about concentrates if I eat 1 ounce of edibles then smoke a ton then eat more all at once would you overdose ?
How do these dudes find these awesome sober girlfriends and get away with using and lying to them? If I did that to any girlfriend she’d dump me instantly. Dude uses meth to get off subs? Makes no sense to me. I always read stims are terrible for opiate withdrawal. Dude goes on vacation with beautiful girlfriend but says wants to use to have a good time...by using meth. You couldn’t just have a good time with your girl? Would’ve been better off getting some perks and use those to ween off subs. Instead of getting strung out meth and crack.
@@sprocastersprocaster so I guess I should stop being a kind loving guy and just start not caring. Then I’ll get all the ladies lol. No idk. I don’t even went to date for a long time after my last girlfriend.
@@james_daniels definitely NOT lol, but I feel you, after getting out of a long relationship I haven’t even wanted to be with anyone else for years. It was too much.
@@sprocastersprocaster I honestly feel at times like I shouldn’t be nice and kind and loving anymore. My last ex abused me so bad. I was nothing but loving and kind to her. I accepted her with her many issues. Yet her and her family never accepted me and always said I wasn’t good enough for their precious princess of a daughter. She can’t cook or clean, she doesn’t want to work, she doesn’t drive, she can’t do anything but I was supposedly the no good one who couldn’t do anything. then after I left her she then turns it all around and says I was a terrible abusive boyfriend. She also gave away our son which we planned to have. Against my consent and wishes. I spent tens of thousands of dollars to stop the adoption. she just gives our son away. I can’t believe it. Just because she couldn’t handle being a mother she took away my chance at being a father. I would have been more than happy to take him. I would have taken drug tests, mental exams, let them check my house. I’d have done anything. for some reason if a woman gives up her baby for adoption to an agency, it’s impossible for the man to stop it. I don’t get how this can happen in this country. Now my son is going to be one year old and I still can’t even get a photo because they say she isn’t comfortable with that. It also seems like the family that has him is mad that I tried to fight to keep him. I’m like why would I just give up if I wanted him?
In my personal opinion, meth psychosis is almost always brought on by the sleep deprivation (at least initially) and not usually by the drug itself. The drug itself will trigger restlessness and ("window-peeping") seeing shadow people. I used to sometimes see figures/shadows in my peripheral vision, but never directly. I could often mistake something for something else I was looking at too hard for too long.... but I don't really consider that a true hallucination. This guy binged for two weeks "alone"; yeah his results sound about right. Believe it or not, there can be some benefits to very light recreational uses. I won't partake if I do not have company with me and/or "projects" to put that energy on. I also like to get very creative and paint/draw/etc. When high. Being high without a purpose or project will most definitely cause your imagination to get out of hand. And think of all the wasted hours, staring out of a window or hiding in the bathroom ... I've been there, and i hate it. LoL 😂
