the darkness catches up to us all in the end 

My condolences.

Stay strong brother, if you don’t have a gym membership get one.

sending love and light energy ✨

This is your battle but know I am here for you

I am very sorry for your loss… stay strong, mate, one day we all will have such problem…

Great comment.

There is no light in void or vacuum.

Being stuck in the past is a bad idea of living.

You need to reach out and communicate. Ambivalence will hurt your heart, better to shoot your shot and tell her where you stand in regards to your feelings. She might not reciprocate, she might have doubts, she might be scared too or she might just not care. But you have to voice it and find the truth, either you get what you're looking for or at least you get some closure. Don't hold on in silence, brother. You can't live with those "what ifs" circling your mind for who knows how long. Its terrifying to make that leap, the fear of feeling like you're "doing too much" or being pushy, but you'll regret far more what you didn't do than what you did do. She's back in your life, now find go find out if she's there to stay or not.

@@publiusventidiusbassus1232 Thank you, brother. I'm scared of feeling like I'm bothering her. Or like you said, doing too much and being pushy. But to this day, there has been nothing. She's constantly on my mind, and at this point I feel like getting back in contact with her was a mistake. But thank you, I'll have to tackle this fear head on.

any update?

@@saveurseIf Unfortunately, it seems like she's found another man. I muted all her stories and posts on social media and curiosity got the better of me when I saw she posted something. And I saw her with another guy. I'm still heart broken and upset, but there's just nothing I can do. I commented on one of the beer videos and one of our brothers gave me some advice. It's time I just need to make changes for the better. I'm trying to justify all this. I'm trying to tell myself maybe she was just using me for the attention. She went through a divorce, and the man she was talking to when we came back in contact with left her. And I was there to tell her that she was amazing and that she wouldn't be alone. And then she just left. I feel like talking to her again, I just ended up hurting myself. I'm going to rearrange everything, I'm going to try and be happy.

NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT

Listen to me. I know exactly how you feel. I know nothing about you but I know for sure that if you are able to make this kind of observation then you are capable of turning your life around. The people in your life that tell you you won't make it big are either envious/jealous of you or they are just negative doomers who add nothing to your value. Believe in and love yourself first and foremost. The world is a cruel and nasty place that's for sure but what is the alternative? rotting on a bed staring at a ceiling fan while other people out there are getting it? F*** no. You deserve better. You deserve to not be resentful of the world. Stop sabotaging yourself and reach out to someone you trust who can help you. You have been bottling it up for too long within you and that has taken a toll on you. It will be painful but everything that is hard is worth it. This is coming from someone who has felt the same as you. I hope this makes a difference.

Even caterpillars feel pain when turning into a butterfly. We're no different

Also have you ever considered making a 7 to 9 hour version. Cause adds and 1 hour and i wake up to click on the same video again

​@@justenm287You can loop videos. Right click the video on Pc for the option or open the additional video settings in the app

​@@justenm287 I dunno why youtube has to delete every comment now. You have the option to loop videos with right click on pc or additional settings in the app

​@@justenm287You can loop videos

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Move there, and protest.

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