I also made an overdub version with the letter on my SoundCloud: / madds-buckley Made for an inspired by the soul crushing fic "the galaxy is endless (i thought we were, too) by cosmogony on ao3. Fic: archiveofourow...
Kenma, My beautiful, strong, brilliant Kenma, If you’re reading this, it probably means I’m not around any more. And for that I’m so, so sorry baby. I never wanted to leave you, it breaks my heart to think that I’ll have to. But there are some things in this world that we can’t control, and I guess this was one of them. Please don’t hold it against me. There’s a lot that I want to say to you, but I don’t ever think there'll be a time you’re ready to hear it while I was right there, so I wrote it down for you. I think if you opened this, then you’re probably ready to start saying goodbye. Even if you don’t know it yet. I know you. I know there’s probably a million things running through your head right now that you don’t know how to filter through. You’ve always thought too much for your own good, but I think that was one of the first reasons I had for falling in love with you. You’re by far one of the smartest people I’ve ever met. I’m so proud of the person you’ve become. How much you’ve grown over the course of our lives. Watching you go from a withdrawn kid to a strong leader filled me with so much pride that I don’t think there’s enough words for it. So let me say it one more time: I’m proud of you. Always have been, always will be. God, do you know how in love with you I am? I still don’t know how you’re a real person. Kenma, because of you I felt loved, no matter what was happening. I hope you never doubt yourself on that. You staying by my side means the absolute world to me. But even before that, you were the greatest soulmate I ever could have asked for. In the time that I was around, you made me happier than anything else. Thank you, Kenma, for being the greatest thing that ever could have happened to me. Your brain, your heart, and every other part of you I can easily say I love with my whole heart. Every day I’m grateful for the higher power that brought you into my life and declared us soulmates. That said, can I make one final request of you? I know you’re not going to like it much. You’ve always been a creature of habit, and it must be pretty scary to have to make a change. But please, if you do one thing for me, please don’t let what happened drag you down. I know you’re sad, or angry, or however else you’re feeling. But you’re also stronger than you think you are, and I know you can keep moving forward. So move on, for me. Try and be happy, run your company, maybe even fall in love again. Don’t let me hold you back. Know that I’d want you to do whatever it takes to put a smile back on your face. You’re not doing it alone, either. I’ll be there in your heart, and watching over you. Lastly, I wanted to remind you that you were loved one last time, if the words on your skin aren’t permanent enough a reminder. I know you told me that I wasn’t allowed to tell you that I loved you, but you know me, I couldn’t really help myself. So every time I wanted to tell you, I wrote it down, and put it in the box that this letter was attached to. I don’t think they convey even a fraction of the love I feel for you, but it was worth a shot. Open them when you’re ready, they’ll always be there. So this is goodbye, I guess. Thank you for being an incredible soulmate, Kenma. You made every second of my life worth living. I love you. Yours forever, Kuro ‘I love you - when we sat under the stars on our bed and I thought they looked prettier reflected in your eyes’ ‘I love you - when I had just gotten my diagnosis and couldn’t tell you, but you comforted me anyway’ ‘I love you - when you got the news that your company had gotten its first partnership and your eyes lit up and I fell in love with you all over again’ ‘I love you - when I was freaking out over my PhD and you initiated a karaoke session to take my mind off of it’ ‘I love you - that time I finally beat you in Mario Kart and you poked me until I admitted it was a fluke’ ‘ I love you - when I watched you one morning while you were still half-asleep, and saw how you looked like an angel come to life’ ‘I love you - when we moved in together and you told me that we had a home, and you smiled so bright you could have rivalled the sun’ ‘I love you - when you thanked me for getting you into volleyball’ ‘I love you - when we had our first fight and I made you cry and even when I apologised you wouldn’t stop and I swear I felt my heart break for the first time’ ‘I love you - when you ordered ginger beer at a restaurant because you wanted to try it, and your nose scrunched up at the taste (but you kept drinking it, just to prove a point)’ ‘I love you - when I noticed that you smile when you blush, and I realised I’d do anything to see it” ‘I love you - the day you walked on stage to graduate’ ‘I love you - the day you told me I couldn’t tell you that I loved you, because it made me realise how much you cared about me’ ‘I love you - just because’
Yup😌... just reading this made my heart ache😭, And I haven't even red the actual fic😖. I don't even want to read it anymore because of how this alone had me In tears😖😭 Also this deserves more likes😌
Looking up at the stars dotting his ceiling, something in Kenma’s heart told him that Kuroo had been right. The corners of Kenma’s lips quirked up, the closest thing he’d come to a smile crossing his face for the first time in a long time. “I love you.” Under the light of a galaxy that was once theirs, Kenma could still feel as though Kuroo was still with him, even if just for a little while.
@@tetradecagon honestly, felt that. kenma is my highest, highest kin, and man. the galaxy is endless broke me because i know soon i'll be facing a situation just like the one in the fanfic and i dont wanna imagine the pain because i dont even know if i'll be able to deal with it,,
I kin Kenma so much, I am an ambivert (mostly introverted) who has very few close friends, is fed up with everyone’s shit real quick, spends their spare time either drawing or playing video games, and hates getting physically exhausted/tired, but still enjoys volleyball and practices quite often. I am also someone who wants to be either a setter or a libero due to my short height (me being 5’0-5’1 knows I can only be a setter or libero at this point), and my worst fear is losing my friends or people close to me. So naturally when I read this fic, I cried. Bad.
My mind: DONT LOOK AT THE COMMENTS. WHATEVER YOU DO DONT LOOK AT THE COMMENTS Me: *goes to comments anyway* Someone: *puts kuroo’s whole damn letter in one comment* Me again: *mentally sobbing* I literally read this fic at like 3 am and I didn’t wanna annoy anyone who was sleeping (also I have very homophobic parents and if I had to explain the fic to them they would give a fit) so I had to choke back my tears (same for in another life) and I haven’t cried in a few months bc I’m used to not showing my pain anymore 🥲 Edit: I’m going to read Oikawa’s last wished now. Wish me luck 👌
I have never read this fic but the moment I heard this song I got so emotional, I can immediately assume this is a very sad letter. It also sounds like it has a sweet undertone to it
„The room was dimly lit, but everywhere Kenma looked, there were bright stars decorating. Twinkling fairy lights were hung from the bedhead, stretching around all four walls to bathe the room in a soft purple glow. But even more spectacular than that was the projection of an entire galaxy on every surface of the room, stars littering the ceiling and walls in the shape of constellations that Kenma could remember learning about as a child. ( ...)"
i’ve known this fic since a year ago and have the courage to read it today.. It’s a big mistake, i should have stayed in my comfort area and never try to read it.. It really break me to pieces. I can’t see star the same anymore, i can’t even say i love you the same anymore... The amount of love and pain from this fic is really hurt
SPOILER FOR A SECTION OF THE FAN FIC! “Hi,” Kenma started. “Um, if we haven’t met, my name’s Kenma. I’m Kuro’s - I mean Tetsurou’s - soulmate.” That sentence did not need to be in past tense. He was, is, and always would be Kuroo’s soulmate, a title he’d always carry with pride. “I think we all know how lucky we were to have Kuro in our lives. There’s not really anyone out there like him. If someone told me he was an angel pretending to be human, I probably would have believed them. He was always holding other people up, supporting them and loving them through anything. I always wished I could see the world in the same way he did. He taught me a lot about the world. Not only the dorky science stuff that he was so fond of, but he taught me other stuff, too. A million life lessons, what it means to be kind, what it means to truly be strong, and how to be resilient. He taught me to love. He taught me how it feels to be loved.” Kenma’s brain was going on autopilot, words he’d never said before manifesting from the feelings threatening to rip apart his heart. Kenma could hear Bokuto sobbing from where he was seated, Kenma wondered if he should be crying too. “Since I was seven, I always knew that Kuroo Tetsurou was the person for me. I was really lucky in this life to have the privilege of being his soulmate, I didn’t need a mark to tell me that. We’ve always gone through everything together. We’ve shared every experience. There was no way it was ever going to be anybody else. For me, it was always Kuro.” Kenma’s words were an echo of the ones Kuroo had once told him back when he had turned 16, yet they didn’t feel nearly as rewarding as when Kuroo had uttered them. There was more Kenma could have said. He could have recounted some of their most treasured memories, some insight into their conversations, all the ways Kuroo had always made Kenma’s dreams come true, but there was something holding him back. Those moments were sacred, shared only between him and Kuroo. It felt alien to change that now. Instead, Kenma bit his bottom lip. “I love him.” That was all Kenma had to say. (The broke me into ugly sobbing.)
Someone commented the whole letter as well as some of the “I love you” moments that kuroo wrote down. Thank you for reminding me the pain of crying from 11pm to 2:30pm non stop yesterday
This actually helped me calm down after bawling my eyes out from reading the fanfic. The music is very peaceful and serene and if I hadn’t just let my mind go blank I would still be crying.
So yeah thanks im now bawling my eyes out and did not finish my important essay for class and have to email my old ass history teatcher and tell him i did not complete my essay cause i was crying over a fanfict i read Im dying😀🔫
Fun fact: I bet your scrolling now looking for a fact. Its weird how humans are immediately interested in something when you say fun fact Well now that were here uh- Wanna sob together or something i mean im actually crying right now Uh Here take some love❤️❤️❤️ And while were at it go look up kuroken fanart to assure yourself kuroo isnt dead and they could still be together in our minds Shoo Go do that Ok bye Your welcome for wasting your time🥰
SPOILERR Kenma, My beautiful, strong, brilliant Kenma, If you’re reading this, it probably means I’m not around any more. And for that I’m so, so sorry baby. I never wanted to leave you, it breaks my heart to think that I’ll have to. But there are some things in this world that we can’t control, and I guess this was one of them. Please don’t hold it against me. There’s a lot that I want to say to you, but I don’t ever think there'll be a time you’re ready to hear it while I was right there, so I wrote it down for you. I think if you opened this, then you’re probably ready to start saying goodbye. Even if you don’t know it yet. I know you. I know there’s probably a million things running through your head right now that you don’t know how to filter through. You’ve always thought too much for your own good, but I think that was one of the first reasons I had for falling in love with you. You’re by far one of the smartest people I’ve ever met. I’m so proud of the person you’ve become. How much you’ve grown over the course of our lives. Watching you go from a withdrawn kid to a strong leader filled me with so much pride that I don’t think there’s enough words for it. So let me say it one more time: I’m proud of you. Always have been, always will be. God, do you know how in love with you I am? I still don’t know how you’re a real person. Kenma, because of you I felt loved, no matter what was happening. I hope you never doubt yourself on that. You staying by my side means the absolute world to me. But even before that, you were the greatest soulmate I ever could have asked for. In the time that I was around, you made me happier than anything else. Thank you, Kenma, for being the greatest thing that ever could have happened to me. Your brain, your heart, and every other part of you I can easily say I love with my whole heart. Every day I’m grateful for the higher power that brought you into my life and declared us soulmates. That said, can I make one final request of you? I know you’re not going to like it much. You’ve always been a creature of habit, and it must be pretty scary to have to make a change. But please, if you do one thing for me, please don’t let what happened drag you down. I know you’re sad, or angry, or however else you’re feeling. But you’re also stronger than you think you are, and I know you can keep moving forward. So move on, for me. Try and be happy, run your company, maybe even fall in love again. Don’t let me hold you back. Know that I’d want you to do whatever it takes to put a smile back on your face. You’re not doing it alone, either. I’ll be there in your heart, and watching over you. Lastly, I wanted to remind you that you were loved one last time, if the words on your skin aren’t permanent enough a reminder. I know you told me that I wasn’t allowed to tell you that I loved you, but you know me, I couldn’t really help myself. So every time I wanted to tell you, I wrote it down, and put it in the box that this letter was attached to. I don’t think they convey even a fraction of the love I feel for you, but it was worth a shot. Open them when you’re ready, they’ll always be there. So this is goodbye, I guess. Thank you for being an incredible soulmate, Kenma. You made every second of my life worth living. I love you. Yours forever, KuroKenma, My beautiful, strong, brilliant Kenma, If you’re reading this, it probably means I’m not around any more. And for that I’m so, so sorry baby. I never wanted to leave you, it breaks my heart to think that I’ll have to. But there are some things in this world that we can’t control, and I guess this was one of them. Please don’t hold it against me. There’s a lot that I want to say to you, but I don’t ever think there'll be a time you’re ready to hear it while I was right there, so I wrote it down for you. I think if you opened this, then you’re probably ready to start saying goodbye. Even if you don’t know it yet. I know you. I know there’s probably a million things running through your head right now that you don’t know how to filter through. You’ve always thought too much for your own good, but I think that was one of the first reasons I had for falling in love with you. You’re by far one of the smartest people I’ve ever met. I’m so proud of the person you’ve become. How much you’ve grown over the course of our lives. Watching you go from a withdrawn kid to a strong leader filled me with so much pride that I don’t think there’s enough words for it. So let me say it one more time: I’m proud of you. Always have been, always will be. God, do you know how in love with you I am? I still don’t know how you’re a real person. Kenma, because of you I felt loved, no matter what was happening. I hope you never doubt yourself on that. You staying by my side means the absolute world to me. But even before that, you were the greatest soulmate I ever could have asked for. In the time that I was around, you made me happier than anything else. Thank you, Kenma, for being the greatest thing that ever could have happened to me. Your brain, your heart, and every other part of you I can easily say I love with my whole heart. Every day I’m grateful for the higher power that brought you into my life and declared us soulmates. That said, can I make one final request of you? I know you’re not going to like it much. You’ve always been a creature of habit, and it must be pretty scary to have to make a change. But please, if you do one thing for me, please don’t let what happened drag you down. I know you’re sad, or angry, or however else you’re feeling. But you’re also stronger than you think you are, and I know you can keep moving forward. So move on, for me. Try and be happy, run your company, maybe even fall in love again. Don’t let me hold you back. Know that I’d want you to do whatever it takes to put a smile back on your face. You’re not doing it alone, either. I’ll be there in your heart, and watching over you. Lastly, I wanted to remind you that you were loved one last time, if the words on your skin aren’t permanent enough a reminder. I know you told me that I wasn’t allowed to tell you that I loved you, but you know me, I couldn’t really help myself. So every time I wanted to tell you, I wrote it down, and put it in the box that this letter was attached to. I don’t think they convey even a fraction of the love I feel for you, but it was worth a shot. Open them when you’re ready, they’ll always be there. So this is goodbye, I guess. Thank you for being an incredible soulmate, Kenma. You made every second of my life worth living. I love you. Yours forever, Kuro ‘I love you - when we sat under the stars on our bed and I thought they looked prettier reflected in your eyes’ ‘I love you - when I had just gotten my diagnosis and couldn’t tell you, but you comforted me anyway’ ‘I love you - when you got the news that your company had gotten its first partnership and your eyes lit up and I fell in love with you all over again’ ‘I love you - when I was freaking out over my PhD and you initiated a karaoke session to take my mind off of it’ ‘I love you - that time I finally beat you in Mario Kart and you poked me until I admitted it was a fluke’ ‘ I love you - when I watched you one morning while you were still half-asleep, and saw how you looked like an angel come to life’ ‘I love you - when we moved in together and you told me that we had a home, and you smiled so bright you could have rivalled the sun’ ‘I love you - when you thanked me for getting you into volleyball’ ‘I love you - when we had our first fight and I made you cry and even when I apologised you wouldn’t stop and I swear I felt my heart break for the first time’ ‘I love you - when you ordered ginger beer at a restaurant because you wanted to try it, and your nose scrunched up at the taste (but you kept drinking it, just to prove a point)’ ‘I love you - when I noticed that you smile when you blush, and I realised I’d do anything to see it” ‘I love you - the day you walked on stage to graduate’ ‘I love you - the day you told me I couldn’t tell you that I loved you, because it made me realise how much you cared about me’ ‘I love you - just because’
Got recommended Brother (another awesome song by the way), and decided to check out some more of your stuff. This music is so pretty, oh my lord. And the fact it's based on a fic too? Amazing! (Not that it isn't without, I just love to see when communities work together) I haven't read the fic, and honestly don't plan to because I'm not a fan of KuroKen, but gosh darn if this isn't some of the most beautiful work I've heard-
i hate how i was like " im not gonna watch anything related to the fic, until i have fully moved on from it" 4 days ago, then i decided to watch this😭 lmao
I am literally having a mental break down because some of the sentences in the story I can relate to on a personal level and literally some were just sad but I literally can’t think of them now because I just cry witch sucks because I can’t stop crying and kenma and Kuroo are my favorite I simp both of them so 😭😭😭
I know that Haikyuu angst fanfics where one of them dies are kinda overdone but Gaalxy is Endless is legit... A masterpiece ? And it hurt me more than in Another life because Bokuto and Akaashi were strangers in that fic, but with Galaxy is Endless we see everything that Kenma and Kuroo's relationship go through : Them getting together Graduation Growing up, moving in together Their small and domestic life And then everything slowly falling apart It's much more heart breaking to see this happy couple get destroyed by something so horribly unexpected, and they never even got to say I love you until the very end...
Please 😭😭😭 It couldn't have been written more effectively. Reading it was the most effective self-destruction I'd ever done two months ago. I couldn't focus on my tasks and whenever it'd cross my mind, I'd start crying. It hurt me so bad I had to make sure Kuroo is still alive even if he doesn't exist in the first place. 🤦♂️
i'm trying to read it but i don't know how to use the damn app or website like i can't go to the next page i took three hours to try to go to the next page and read the settings but idk how to use it😭😭
Hey would you ever consider making a full version for “I’m gonna be just like you” song. I know you probably can’t escape this question no matter what you do but the part that is available on TikTok is an absolute bop and the fact that only this one little bit exists on the entire internet is driving me crazy
