@FloppyFlopZ I said it once or twice in some very old videos. Then people just started commenting it on every video. So I started saying it to kind of "cheers" with my community. Plus I was genuinely trying to drink more water and cut soda. After a while i just became synonymous with it. And while people try to call it "corny" its still a positive message that can only benefit people so yea
@@PatrickCc dude I remember you from under 10k subs when you did mostly just rapper stuff, I remember getting so many replies from you then you were so active man I'm just so so proud of you for getting this far, road to 1mil!
@@MartianCandies thanks for sticking with me this whole time! If you comment on the vids early there is a better chance I will see it! After the first day or so it becomes nearly impossible to keep up with comments lol
It was a much smaller community, these days your grandparents are on facebook but back then the MySpace era was pretty much under 30, and for me at least the cool kids at school were busy being cool irl and weren't spending their afternoons on a computer.
not really when myspace was big it was way easier to get scene then today's social media I had a 100k plus friends and I did nothing to earn it but now there's so much competition it's not as easy
he highlighted how she never takes accountability for things and blames others or her "personalities" not sure if that constitutes narcissism but seems like it also the constant need for attention and adoration people need to stop watching her so she can lose her platform
@@kns8596 It's a Cluster B personality trait. I'd say she has Borderline Personality Disorder. I was in a relationship with a woman that had it (we lived together, but not married) and it is something to behold in person. One of the trademarks is impulsive behavior, manipulation, compulsive lying, sexual promiscuity, childhood trauma, fear of abandonment, and the constant seeking of validation that is often through sexual attention.
Makes me feel so old that the creator of the video is explaining MySpace in a documentary style, as if the majority of viewers of this video have no idea what MySpace was or got to experience the revolutionary social experiment that it was ❤❤😂😂
How CPS or her family has not taken that poor child away from her unstable, irresponsible and destructive clutches is mind boggling! I knew she had gotten bad but nothing like this.
I don't know about how it goes in The US but, in my country, France, you cannot take babies away from their parents just because these are morally disputable. Unless the kids are in danger, we tend to leave them with the parents. Because you cannot break a family for ideological issues. Terrorits will have children, mafia people will have children. (Un)fortunately we don't foster every child that has a dysfunctional parent. Motherly love prevails.
I remember as a child thinking crazy people were scary losers but as an adult I realized how fragile your mind is and mental health issues can happen to anyone and can happen out of nowhere. I feel for people who suffer and get looked down upon. Mental illness needs to be taken care of seriously.
It will, as soon as our generation stops trying to have a mental disability. Mental health issues have become a trend in thia new generation more than an actual illness. Most of these "influencers" who claim they have one more than likely are lying, somehow everyone is schizophrenic or has Tourette syndrome.
@@Snagmaster30lb I have never seen anyone faking schizophrenia on social media. You don’t seem to be too educated if you think mental illness is a new thing it’s been happening for centuries and has never been cared for properly. It’s not this generation that’s causing people to get looked over. Tourette’s isn’t a mental illness.
@@strawberryseeds never said it was a new thing. Read. I said it became a trend. Read. Never said tourettes was a mental illness. Read. I said people are faking these things. Read. Welcome to are you smarter than a 5th grader.
Me and Tila used to chat on MySpace back in the day. Long before she had her tv show. She was pretty cool back then. It’s sad to see what’s happened to her.
@@deathrowlemon7367 Sadly, it seems that, for many people, that thought has NEVER occurred to them. If only they knew how much better their lives would be without it. Honestly, choosing NOT to sign up for a Twitter account when it first started to become popular, was unironically the BEST decision I’ve ever made. Watching the effect that it’s had on its Users, from the Outside, has been a profoundly disturbing experience.
Everything about her story screams borderline. People wired that way struggle for life and burn every bridge and every opportunity they get. Hope the best for her child. What a tragedy.
@@justinhensley3315putti a label on soul fracturing and demonic attachments is delusional. Alter ego means they’re sharing their bodily real estate with a straight up demon. This smells like that, coupled with MK Ultra, a deadly combo-
Not always. Not if they get help that's a good fit for them. But, yeah it's a constant uphill battle. My partner has BPD and is incredibly well-rounded, considering. It's not so black and white
I haven’t heard about Tila in years. This video is so well put together. I had no idea she even had a kid or an aneurysm. Incredibly sad how her life went down the drain… hope she can get help and that her baby is safe!
@@Mr.B.B.Wolfman but at least way before it was at the semi top of the drain. Just below the opening. Now? She's way down past that U shaped bend. Well... If it was a sink drain pipe,that is.
Refreshing you MySpace profile after adding a new song to see what people would see when they open your profile and thinking "Hell yeah" owns a very special place in my heart.
What’s terrifying is the fact that this woman has a child. Like this is a person who CLEARLY needs some SERIOUS psychiatric and therapeutic help and they are raising a PERSON. That is scary. I truly, truly help she gets the help she needs and her daughter gets the parental guidance she should have.
Same goes for that lady recording her son wearing a dress in the dressing room trying to confuse the kid with her interrogative weird questions and posting it on social media. I’d like to think you’ve got that same energy towards people like that.
Unexpected win for me this morning by finding and watching this video. Perfect execution, very entertaining and to the point, knowledgeable… you have a new sub. Thanks for the great video! I didn’t know much about her until now. Keep them coming!
I always found it interesting how her along with many other famous female celebrities (even A-listers) went through a serious mental health downfall in the 2000s and people just let it happen because it made for a good tabloid story. It's so sad.
She be doing these insane live streams these days SCREAMING about how she travelled to another plane and had sex with a man who turned out to be a dragon. Which is, of course, a crime, and also very dangerous, as he could kill her and her family. But then she realized the dragon was Jesus Jehovah and anybody whose ever sh-talked her is going to be begging at her feet in the afterlife because she is God and blah blah blah... And her kids are literally playing just off-frame, LOL! That said, I've had worse parents in my own family, if this is the worst she's doing
Anyone remember the episode on shot at love with Tila where the blonde dude with the cowboy hat got the boot and he stood outside in the driveway yelling "TILLLAAA" "TEEEYYLLUUUUHHH"
I used to work at a shop in Little TYO. She used to pull up in her humble Honda all the time and say wassup. She just seemed goofy and kinda quirky. Her online personality seemed very conflicting to her normal self....
Wow, we need more and more of these “where are they now” from Hollywood. Many many more. I used to want to be a famous actor most of my childhood, but now seeing the product of that environment through people I’ve watched and looked up to as a child is eye-opening. Not being famous and in the spotlight seems like more of a privledge.
I know how you feel. I use to want to be a video game designer but after hearing BTS stuff from companies like EA, Konami, Blizzard/Activision, Ubisoft etc. Well... I think I'm better off playing games is all I'm going to say.
agreed! i would love to see more videos about where OG influencers ended up. the only two people i know that got their start on the early internet is tia tequila and jeffee star
Same here, it’s a relief. I’d rather be broke and happy. There’s no price on sanity and not being a complete narcissist. IMHO tequila gets exactly what she deserves. No attention at all anymore. Haaa.
🤔 you may have a point but I think Trisha got influence from all trendy scandalous girls back in the day like Paris , Kim, Pamela, Anna Nicole, etc. and including Tila of course 😂 I think she just went along with all their personalities
As someone WHO WATCHED HER STREAMS LIVE THEY WERE VERY REAL! She would get drunk fall down fall off counters and chairs and not get up and have blood pouring down her hair. She was VERY MUCH not faking anything.
Omg remember her creepy RU-vid rants where she would tell us the devil came to her, the fiery Phoenix etc. All this bizarre stuff, people even went as far as accusing her of killing her own fiance when that happened.
I remember being a kid and hearing about how she had the most facebook friends and thinking, "how is that impressive?" and yet here we are today. What a wild story
Are you kidding me? CPS is the most corrupt sex trafficking organizations. The people running it are sex offenders and the entire system is antiquated with years of backlogged paperwork and court cases and that’s by design. After multiple complaints the government ordered an internal investigation- the investigator was a registered sex offender and he was supposed to be investigating the head of CPS- also a sex offender. So this was all at the time pizza gate broke so after public outcry, Hillary ordered up another investigation, to investigate the investigator, well he also turned out to be another registered- don’t make me say it- And remember those ten or so kids that were chained to their beds, starving, covered in feces and living in squalor? Well people from around the world sent them clothing toys furniture money, offered to adopt them…there was a mountain of stuff- dozens of bikes- well they were split up, put in abusive foster homes, got nothing, not even one bike, there was locks on the refrigerators. No matter how bad things are, at least it’s family and what the child knows. It’s always worse with a stranger where no bonds are formed. The world is overrun by darkness sex and evil, we need Jesus , certainly not the government
Agreed. She was trying to teach her daughter how to control birds with their minds…. Her children need better guardians because the dad isn’t in their life and Tila is a nutcase.
Most women these days aren't sane enough to raise children. If you don't believe me, just look at the number of children being abused and neglected by their mothers and/or their boyfriends.
Talking to a camera like you’re talking to a real person has some psychological affects. Being out in public and witnessing people do this is extremely uncomfortable and awkward to watch, especially when they’re jumping around like a child cause they’re “excited” of how their “life” is going “HEY GUYS IM SO EXCITED TO TELL YOU”. I don’t care what anyone says, it’s not normal and I’m certain it f***s with your head.
If you start out as an irrational person like Tila, yes it could make you go mad. She's a narcissist that just gets worse as she gets older. If you start out in social media as a rational human being then it can benefit you depending on how you use it. Tila was never a rational person, she was way psycho before she lost her friend Casey and way before social media. This was inevitable due to her unchecked mental illness from childhood.
At the time I forgot what years but you could literally chat with any celeb , Tila Tequila was like the first celebrity I actually chatted with but I just now remembered that and I don't even remember the conversation but she was cool.
The influencers who survive and get a lot of subscribers seem to be good storytellers or know fascinating things about history or science. Plus, they seem mentally healthy.
Grew up in the Myspace area too.. I remember watching her on shot at love.. Always wondered how she got to where she is now 😢.. Maybe you can do a video on Amanda Bynes ❤
doesn't matter what kind of drugs, it's a fact that you can get psychosis from drugs too... and its been said in this documentary that shes been struggling with addiction before the brain aneurysm - in general, its importatnt to get help, no matter if it is mental health problems or addiction, we only have one life... and if we dont take care of ourselves, who else does? :'(
Physical beauty is a tremendous power in this shallow world. She realized hers way too young, without having to develop any proper character or integrity.
i reckon she just did way too many drugs, ive dabbled in that shit and i've felt insanity creeping over me. Definitely unpleasant but i reckon some people enjoy the evil it brings...
@@priyaanjlie key word in his statement is I WISH meaning its something they desired she'd have done that instead of what she ended up doing.. reading is fundamental
Not fully on topic but it’s crazy how many musicians got famous on MySpace, but when MySpace went away they didn’t figure out a way to transition to other media.
This is absolutely bonkers. I didn't realize that even before the brain aneurysm she was so messed up. It's absolutely horrifying that she's responsible for the wellbeing of a human child.
@@2okaycola I’m disabled, idiot. And I’m trying to better my situation. And another thing, I only have 1 kid, on bc and refuse to have anymore children while single and struggling. I will be in a stable non abusive relationship and a surgical tech when and if I have another kid. I’m now a surgical tech student, will start in October. And my son’s well taken care of. Anymore bullshit coming forth from your mouth?
Right broh, I just can't believe with all the fame and money she got in the past and now she living in an apartment OMG...those are definitively some bad decisions
Yes but if she had started later should would have faired better imo. The Conditions weren't right for her type of fame at that time, people weren't really interested in people who was famous for doing nothing that came with the Kardashian Era.
"Being allergic to alcohol" is often used as code in the 12 step recovery world for meaning alcoholic. It's sort of a way to say you can't drink without saying your a recovering alcoholic. And being a wilderness camp teenager, it's possible she went to treatment for that at a young age.
Ummm Asians have a genetic predisposition to hyper sensitivity/allergic reaction to alcohol. Everyone already was aware of this chic being on drugs and being a lush.
@@xuan5469 She may have flushing when she drinks, but I doubt she has an actual alcohol allergy. I also don't believe she didn't party as a teenager growing up in Houston. Her going to rehab during summer break from high school make a lot of sense. Unfortunately her mental health wasn't adequately treated at that time, or she had trouble maintaining it when she moved away from home. She was wild from the moment she came on the scene. She's like the Asian Tricia Paytas, or rather Tricia is the white Tila Tequila. At some point she was constantly drinking, posting about drinking and in the news for drinking. She probably would have gone into anaphylactic shock a long time ago if she had an actual allergy.
I love how people who can’t point out Israel or Gaza on a map call people Zionists thinking it’s some terrible thing to be. Look it up, because unless you’re just an awful person, you’re a zionist too.
i feel sorry for her kid.....its a tough life to live with a mom like this.....imagine the trauma that kid will have later in life. Also i feel sorry for the people that actually hear what she says.
My cousin was on Shot of Love and said she was the biggest b*tch ever. Treated everyone like crap and acted like she was above everyone else. Karma is a...
I remember talking to her in the MySpace days way before she went off the rails. She was always really friendly and talkative. Sad to see her downfall. I do think that aneurysm played a role in her thoughts and decision making.
I know of 2 people who survived an aneurysm. One was a mean asshole who became one of the nicest people you could ever meet afterwards, and the other was a happy, well-adjusted woman who had bizarre behaviour afterwards. I dunno, maybe you're right; the aneurysm might have just sped up the crazy a bit.
@@KimBouchard brain damage is a heck of a thing. A coworker from a previous job got into a motorcycle accident which led to a brain injury, she became a completely different person after. She became rude(not mean, but didn't have a filter), and impulsive.
I remember hearing about her as a young teen. A lot of teenage boys wouldn’t shut up about her, so i just rolled my eyes, labeled her a generic sex icon, and moved on with life forgetting about her. Im really surprised I didn't hear about her downfall until now. I had no idea it was this deep.
I remember following her on Snapchat (probably around 2017/2018?) and she would take her daughter to the park and try to teach her how to control the birds with her mind. It was really depressing to watch.
I just randomly thought of Tila Tequila the other day, by thinking: “huh, I wonder what happened to that girl with the bisexual reality show on MTV?”. Oh boy, was I not prepared to know.
Speaking of MySpace, anyone remember shattersphere? I found that band’s drummer on RU-vid a few years back smoking crack and begging for another piece. Just another sad case of a few who become popular through MySpace
it’s pretty depressing how much she fell. Tila was a genuine pioneer and figure in the early internet days. i had some friends who also were attracted as hell to her and i can’t blame them lmao even though we were just kids with access to MTV and Myspace. the first true online influencer right here
I remember during high school, almost every chick wanted to be like Tila Tequila. Chicks would take MySpace photos doing the kissing duck face, a peace sign and holding a tequila bottle in the other. Crazy to see where she is now and how those same chicks from high school have kids, families and are working hard. Everyone BUT Tila seemed to grow up and out of that Era. It's sad really.
Ikr, can't stand this heffa, I laugh too when I see her nowadays, all the drugs have taken a toll on her. She looking like some old ho* who been living on the streets for 25 years! 😂✊🏾💐
Haven't thought about Tila in like over a decade (since she became overtly antisemitic/racist/etc), but you were super fair about her influence to a generation of culture. It's wild to stop and think that this woman was capable of being genuinely prolific....
When Tila says she's allergic to alcohol, she's likely reffering to alcohol flush or Asian glow. It's not something that is deadly(in the short term), but does cause a general sickness. So her still drinking isn't her lying more than it's a picture of her mental health.
Recovering alcoholics in AA also say they "have an allergy to alcohol", but in that case it's an expression referring to the fact that they can't drink alcohol in moderation and must avoid it.
I remember really liking "A Shot at Love" and thinking Tila was so cool for being so open and sincere about herself. It was sad seeing her go downhill.
Man, I miss Myspace so much. That was definitely the superior social media outlet. It allowed for so much creativity and we were low-key coding at like 13yrs old. 😅
I was actually friends and was involved with her daughters father Thomas “he’s probably insane” he’s not at all, he’s a very good father and a kind hard working man. - she was extremely emotionally and mentally abusive towards him for not making enough money, took custody away from him, tells him he has Canes blood and is the devil, drives with her daughter not strapped in. He told me she had a stroke and brain bleed after an overdose and it completely changed her and ruined her. I pray she gets the help she needs- I hope he gets to see his little girl again. Also she didn’t fake another pregnancy she has 2 children.
How could she possibly get full custody Bein this publicly insane? If he was an amazing father and stand up guy…there’s NO WAY he’d have lost custody to her!
@@Kenzingo - The females are normally believed more than the fathers. I lost my son when he was 2 years and 7 months to his mom who would be partying and being a hoe and she took him out of state and he forgot me and I didn't see him again until only a couple years ago and he has no clue who I am to him. His mom is with another guy and they have a child but they have him believing he's the dad and have asked me to not say anything now because he has ADHD which I don't understand how that's relevant. I took care of my boy 4 to 5 days out the week and bought him whatever he needed every month and gave him love and I now don't even know him anymore. That's the ugly reality of life!
I miss MySpace. That was a place you could really be yourself and show the world who you were..I miss those days of spending HOURS just customizing the background to my page and figuring out what music would fit me better lol
I was just saying this to my sister a few days ago 🤣🤣🤣. Remember how you can bling out your page. Background be all sparkly, with some lit music. I miss it too!!😩
I was hoping someone else noticed that. It is pronounced like "when". Everyone I know with that last name is polite with correcting people but also very annoyed.
@christinaisnothere23 I wouldn't even attempt to say it if I didn't know 😂 The only reason I knew was because my bestie in high school had that last name.
I wonder if her overdose and aneurism caused some long-term brain damage that could’ve caused her behavior and opinions to become so radical? I’ve heard of people getting into accidents that cause damage to their frontal lobe, and then they become profane and violent. It wouldn’t excuse her actions or words, but it could be a contributing factor to the extent at which she displays them.
yeah that’s what I was thinking. not to excuse her actions at all. I definitely think she was a little screwy before the overdose but I def think it intensified it.
Definitely possible and something I considered. There are also people who think she even lied about the brain aneurism. I mean the only proof we have is that she told us so. Seems crazy but Tila has lied about so many things its hard to believe anything she says.
That's what my family thinks happened to my aunt. When she was little, they claimed she was sweet and nice when she was a kid but had some sort of aneurism and a seizure and after that, her personality and behavior changed drastically, becoming erratic, profane and violent and despite being almost 40 now, she still acts like a big immature child. It's so scary that things like this can happen to people.
You cannot tell me that drugs didn't contribute to her downfall mentally. She was also linked with Paris and Nicole back inthe day. She was also a lover to the Johnson and Johnson heiress that died mysteriously. She wanted to be famous above all else. It failed miserably.