My best advice a brick of fentanyl Richofffentanyl is a upcoming clothing brand Trapping pressed pills bro bought a k pack but was mad they weren’t real 😅
I'm almost a year clean after 25 years... It gets better, depression is the biggest thing for me. Stay strong u got this. We are stronger than we think
You got this man. Its no joke Russian roulette these days with the fentanyl. Not like it used to be where you knew a $10 bag wasn’t going to kill you now you might die off a key bump especially going back after getting clean. You got this man keep it up. Im going on 8yrs after a bad OD, I think I got brain damage I was out for so long but Im still here and Im thankful for the second chance God gave me. Good luck brother 🙏
I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to fentanyl. Spent my whole life fighting fentanyl addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Fentanyl addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, fentanyl, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
YES very sure of Dr.benfungi. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Congrats! I'm really happy for you that your wife decided to help you. I always admire those who beat their addiction. Knowing it's possible to fix your life knowing there's people out there that have done what I thought was impossible gives me hope I will make it through as well. Those who share their experiences don't know how much it helps when you're about to give up, it gives you the strength knowing somone who actully know what it's like to go through this tell you it's possible, it's not the same somone telling you you can do it when they have no idea what it's like, but hearing somone who knows what it's like that helps a lot since you understand it firsthand and made it out gives so much hope. so thanks for sharing.
This stuff is no joke! I was hooked on opiates for 10 years and then heavily hooked on fetty for 2 years. What makes it so scary is it does feel amazing, but will hook you IMMEDIATELY and ruin your life, especially with the very short shelf life! I was just tired of living life like that tho and decided to get clean. Did it at home with my lady by my side and man it was a grueling few weeks, especially the first 10 days, but I did it! I got clean and have been clean for 2 years! Could have died getting clean at home without medical help, but I was determined. Now we just bought our first house and life is great! I wish I could warn all first time users to stay far away from this drug…but I can’t. So I wish everyone the best and please stay safe.
Can't die from a fentanyl withdrawal or any opiate for that matter only two drugs can kill you with a withdrawal alcohol and benzodiazepines opiates will just make you wish you were dead
3 years clean from blues... They aren't lying when they say you become a whole different person. At my worst I was smoking 4 blues at once on the foil... Shit was so addicting, and the withdrawals are horrible. I was on it for 2 years... I'm glad to be where I'm at now... In college, and still alive, just had my 23rd birthday a few days ago... Thank god. If anyone is struggling with this feel free to reach out to me.
Good for you man. It is hard as hell to get off and stay off that shit so you’ve accomplished something that many of us still struggle with. I’ve been struggling again the last year or so and I’ll get a few weeks clean and relapse when I get stressed. I’m back at 8 days clean and I really want to stay clean.
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1787">29:47</a> Addiction specialist and behavioral therapist here! Just FYI Harm reduction isn’t generally paid for by taxes. nonprofits handout harm reduction kits, which include clean syringes also testing supplies to see if you have fentanyl in your drugs and Narcan to save people from overdose. It’s not enabling. It’s reducing harm as the name implies. It reduces death and the burden on the healthcare system. People are gonna get high with or without clean needles. And with or without safety supplies.
All harm reduction facilities every single one is run by a state or the government and is funded by our taxes I know this because I have worked with a harm reduction groups in Massachusetts the entire system that harm reduction is based upon is a broken one that no longer helps addicts 75% of the harm reduction groups in our country don't even offer a pathway to get clean play don't work with rehabs or detox centers nonprofits are not allowed to even work in harm reduction as far as dispensing clean needles or pipes it's only allowed under the guidance of federal and state authorities
@@solar2000unfortunately he's completely wrong a simple Google search will teach you that all harm reduction and needle exchange facilities have to be over thought by government authorities be it state or federal state and federal taxes are the only way these centers are funded as a matter of fact a very easy way to check this is look up the funding given by the Biden administration under the cover of covid so these ask Harmony reduction centers could start handing out crack pipes in glass bowls for methamphetamine nonprofits as he put it or not allowed to even run a harm reduction center in the United States anywhere
Also while I was an active user and like most people I know who use if they need a new syringe and they are sick they're not going to take the time to go to a harm reduction or needle exchange they're going to grab whatever goddamn needle they can find to get well and the fact that needle exchanges for the most part don't require collecting the needles they hand out to get new ones is just plastering the streets around them with used needles because everybody just tosses them they do far more harm than they do good harm reduction my ass just another way for Rich assholes to profit off of poor addicted folks
At least in Philly that’s a big controversy because harm reduction groups that have gotten millions of dollars in taxpayer funds to hand out needles are angry about losing those funds.
This is good content. You’re so underrated Tommy. You do amazing content your approach is fantastic. The questions you throw at the people is not what some would even think of putting to a dealer or supplier. Top job Tommy seriously deserves more recognition
I’ve tried alcohol, nicotine and weed but I’ve never been struggling or addicted to anything, I really can’t image what’s it’s like or what it feels like
@@tuii9446 same here, but I guess its after long periods of using these substances that they become addictive, ive lately been craving cigarettes like crazy so it feels like the start of an addiction, but I can still control the urge.
Congrats...im 5 years too...but im on suboxone...it saved my life...I dont care if people say I replaced q for another....I can live a normalization life now n love it....
Smart man. I just celebrated 5 years in Jan. It's hard sometimes, but it's clear that the game has changed now, probably irreversibly. The chance of getting a hot bag is almost 100%. I'm trying to get high, not die.
@@harryschneider1760I’m on subs too. It’s not “sober” by any means but it’s 100x better than dying off Fent so fuck what people say, just try to slowly taper off the subs! I currently take 1mg a day, super low dose but it works just as good
I have been watching your channel for a few weeks now... I am very impressed with the content and people/places you have been. Keep up the good work... 👍
These videos are so inspiring to me to stay clean! 20+ yrs of addiction and I have finally changed my life around, 36 days clean today! These drugs aren't even worth doing anymore. Not to me. Thanks for the content!
Anyone that's been in this drug life, and made it out, I salute you. I went from fentanyl and smack to becoming a Priest, and a systems administrator. I now live a life I once dreamed of, when I was so down and out. It can happen, you can do it, I believe in YOU. Much love Tommy G, you a good dude.
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="936">15:36</a> “ourselves” the most straight up answer I’ve heard yet this man keeping it real and I respect him a whole lot for it only you can break the cycle keep fighting sir I’m rooting for you
@@trillakilla8591 it depends on that kind of video it is hearing and seeing from both sides of a topic is very informative but that’s just my opinion the only videos im sick of watching are most of these prank videos with titles like “selling drugs in hood prank” and stuff like that
Thank you for talking more about harm reduction! I used to work for an agency and part of their work was harm reduction and syringe exchange. It’s definitely weird to see at first, handing someone the stuff they need to do hard drugs. But ultimately, beneficial to public health and wellness.
This video came right on time! By the grace of GOD and COMMITMENT, I'm able to celebrate 5 yrs of sobriety today. I used to be so messed up. Now I dedicate my life to helping others. Success over statistics.
Tom-This was a masterpiece. You reached a whole new level. Analyzing an international problem, looking at the supply chain, incorporation of secondary research, risking your life, Spanish speaking ability, interviewing the players in the game and as always showing compassion for the victims. Look out Vice News. Tommy G has arrived!
Damn Tommy, the intro looked like some primetime editing. Videos looking really nice, and although I’m a new fan, I am really impressed with your work. Keep up these great lil’ vignettes of life in America (and beyond!) …they’re more compelling and relatable than most “news” shows I’ve seen in years. Much respect…keep on.
I was stuck in this cycle from age 15 to 21, I didn’t think I could ever get away from this but I am here today years clean, barely even taking medication when I am sick now. There is hope for everyone out there who are still struggling. And trust me this is a life long healing process! You can do it, ❤️❤️❤️
That sucks I lost 2 of my closest friends, they were barely 21. And I've OD'd maybe 5 times where I was just gone. I still get high I just don't use opiods/ street drugs
Tommy I just wanna express how proud I am for you. First saw you on baylens videos and decided to check ur channel out but they where just prank vids like baylen. Now you’ve found what ur good at. Your like a private journalist it’s actually really really good content.
The fact that tommy g is really putting in effort for these videos translating everything for us and even speaking a whole other language js to get in contact with them and let us see a prospective we never seen props to tommy g and his team for risking there lives for our education
I’ve been clean fentanyl for 9 months now and going strong one of the hardest things I’ve done in my life. Treatment has changed my life if your on the fence about going it will change your life for the better this is the happiest I’ve been in a long time and I feel better than ever.
Does that mean if you got 0 likes you'd just keep using drugs? If you need help then get it, you don't need validation from random people online. I think you're more addicted to attention
I disliked just because this is the dumbest thing I've ever read. Why are you trying to turn getting sober into social brownie points? That's fucking cringe bro. Just get sober, or don't. Or continue trolling because if you are this is a great troll comment.
They are my favorite creators to both are totally genuine. Nice people who do good videos and show all different perspectives. I hope they keep going. And get better and better
Tommy makes intriguing documentaries for years now, very insightful and never judging. Tommy deserves a prize for doing the journalists work way better. Kind regards from the Netherlands and keep up the valuable work 💪😎💪
Shoutout to Tommy for covering this (a major, major, major problem we have in our country). The production quality of the channel also levelled up with this piece. Great work, fellas!
I lost my nephew and my cousin to this stuff, my cousin jackie was 40yrs old and left 2 daughters behind while my nephew johnny was 23yrs old, he broke all of ours hearts when he left... i miss him so much, it's a whole other kind of heartbreak, one filled with feelings of a life snuffed out before it ever started, rest in peace to them both, you are missed.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my little brother to this. He was only 35 years old. My mom was so devastated from his death she passed away 8 months later. This drug shatters lives.
Thanks for this upload tommy. To everyone out there that feels like there alone, or are trying to fill a void within themselves, drugs is not the answer, everything in life is temporary. Including that high you get from it. Just take things 1 day at a time. If your trying to get clean. And if noone ever told you that they love you, even though i have never met you I ❤️ YOU!! God bless ✌🏾
This is yet another amazing piece of Independent Journalism from the Best RU-vidr in the Independent Journalism / Documentary Filmmaking / Content Creation Industry.... Awesome Work, Tommy G!!! You're an amazing Journalist and deserve all the recognition that you're gonna get! Keep it up and I'll be looking forward to seeing what the future has in store for you....
@Tommy G glad to see you were in my hometown of Tucson!!! Also glad to see you continuing spreading more light. Praying for all these people that are dealing with this addiction🙏
I am leaving this comment here so that after some hours, days, weeks, months or years when someone likes or comment on it, I will be reminded to watch this video again
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="935">15:35</a> This is my favorite dude. He’s down to earth, realistic, I sense a heart of gold and a head of confusion yet understanding
Tommy I really appreciate you doing this. I’ve lost 9 friends just in 6 months 17 in a year. I would be one of those numbers but by the grace of got I was able to get out. Not enough people know or care about how or why it’s getting here. Thank you sir
Thanks for all your hard (and risky) work. It's high quality and raises awareness. It's heartbreaking to see the stories of those in the streets. God bless you.
I love this mans channel consistent , real & actually gets information we wanna into from politics to urban and suburban cultures all across the world . Dude was in Mexico and got extorted by the cops wtf
Tommy you’re a dam good journalist, no bias just honest interviews. Thank god I got off that crap, I probably would be dead by now, kids don’t mess around with this stuff it’s fun at first but very quickly ruins and I mean absolutely ruins your life and changes you into a monster. Your family will struggle as well. And in the process you’re only making the pos supplying you richer.
6 months clean! Was on fentanyl for 5 years. My higher power is amazing and I'm forever grateful at my second chance at life. #wedorecover #ironsharpensiron
I worked at the homeless shelter in Phoenix and I remember The Zone. It’s crazy to see since I worked there and I eventually became an addict and homeless. I’m 5 1/2 years sober now. ❤
Mushrooms did wonders in my life. Over the course of my life, I've suffered from uncontrollable, depression, anxiety, alcohol, smoking, and illicit pills addiction. Imagine carving heavy chains for a long time and then all of a sudden that burden is gone. This is something that really needs to be used globally to help people with similar health challenges. I've been sober for 6 years and have my life back.
To be honest, mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on the planet and it is natural, they serve in many ways not only for mental related issues.
Can you help me with a reliable source? I have suffered from years of addiction, anxiety, and severe ptsd, thinking I got my panic attacks under control, they've come back with a vengeance, and I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't. It's absolutely crippling me, I'm in Switzerland and it is hard to get a reliable source here. Really need!
Yes, Sporeville. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and addiction... Mushrooms definitely made a huge difference to why I'm clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He's 59 & has many mental health issues plus probably CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD knows if it is common for an obsession with violence.
This is very impresive! i love how much respect you have towards dealers smuglers and addicts. also the way its made is amazing. I hope one day you get a television show on these kind op topics
don’t think it’s respect…. respecting dealers is enabling dealers. he’s quite literally trying not to get killed, but spread awareness. this is not a form of respect
u can not like some one and still respects them, he respects them in away where he's not disrespecting them or talking down to them. he doesn't salute them or anything like "hey man nice job keep it up" but he does still show respect@@notgonnasharemychips7372
Remember that you don’t attract what you want, you attract who you are. So focus on love. Focus on happiness. Focus on feeling fulfilled and like you already have everything you’ve ever wanted. Focus on gratitude. You are a powerful source of energy. When you do this, you will get what you want because you are in alignment and focusing on all you have instead of a lack. Just know you have everything you have ever wanted. It’s already yours . Be joyful! Sending loving energy to you all. ❤️
Keep working hard on it It’s a battle til death I was 4 days from being 3 years clean and relapsed last year This April in the 20’s will be a year down from my relapse I don’t know the exact date cuz I relize if I constantly keep track and think about it Im not done with it I just know it was April Proud of everybody Even if you tried and didn’t succeed It’s never to late and will be hell for sometime but once you wake up and relize it’s over with It’s like being reborn and being a whole new Person I normally don’t congratulate anniversary’s cuz of what I stated earlier But congrats for your 3 years and hope you keep going and never look back
Yeah the same 3-4 white youtuber "journalists" regurgirating the same videos about sensitive topics, asking the surface questions and just trying to get the most views. F*** them
Fent. Made me have to take my adiction seriously..as it was taking everything over i knew that I had to be completely ok with dying if I continued. There was no in between anymore. Ive felt how powerfuly it can take you out. One second your here and one secomd your not. Most addicts don't want to die. They just dont know how to live anymore. I am so thankful i got help and completely submitted to it. Ive been clean 6 years. Lufe is not as hard as I thougjt it was. I wouldn't wish the pains of addiction on my worst enemy.. praying for everyone still fighting for there lives. You can do it
been clean for almost a month now. this drug ruined my life multiple times. I’ve lost friends, I’ve lost money, opportunities, everything, and even lost myself and almost my life a few times and still it wasn’t enough to get me to stop. No matter what, you really won’t get clean until you really want to, no one can make you and it’s gonna be hard but with time you’ll feel better. It took me almost 2 weeks to start feeling normal and even then it’s a life in recovery, you’ll always be an addict unfortunately - changing your thought process is key. If anyone needs someone who understands this BS to talk to feel free to hmu.
