Fentanyl Addict interview-Jake 

Thank you for not giving up 💜 sober since 3.19.22 my mom saved me

I can relate to Jake so much with everything he mentioned and I'm glad that he is doing so well story's like his give me hope in day to day struggles

So happy to hear that

People typing out that he passed away and the others who write "thank god, he was a waste of oxygen", and "another addict in the dust, god's doing his job" are cruel people without an ounce of compassion. The only thing I wish upon them is a week of withdrawal syndrome from morphine (I'm making it easy for you, the stronger the opioid, the stronger the withdrawals. Fent is 100x more potent), not because I wish they get addicted, I wish that on no one. Let's say a bacteria causes the same symptoms :) so they understand what addicts go through, better yet let them feel that in jail/prison where you HAVE TO stand up for yourself while their body is aching from walking. They don't know anyone, a minute feels like an hour, and never-ending hell starts, there is no comfort, no family, no privacy, not a ray of the sun in sight. I know that after the first day shi**ng themselves and vomiting at the same time while sweating like they have run an 800m race (absolutely the worst distance to run, every athlete will tell you that) for Olympic gold in 100+ degree HUMID heat at the same time feeling that cold like you've never experienced. And I'm just describing the easiest things about withdrawal, some things aren't possible to grasp with words, especially the MENTAL anguish you go through, just physical syndromes would make them say sorry to every addict they see.

If it wasn't for you mama he would be still taking it, I congratulate you for being the supportive mother who didn't let your son drown but gave your hand so he could climb to the land. Nothing is more common in addicts who come around and that is supportive parent/s or someone in the family or loving but harsh friends who tell you how it really is. You need to congratulate yourself, it's equally your and Jake's achievement Ms. Jeanine. Congratulation to you both from the bottom of my little heart. And say congratulations to Jake from me! I'm also an addict (I started by codeine at 15yo). I also was with a girlfriend, though I thought of mine as the love of my life I would marry, after a year she cheated on me so I decided to go all in because I didn't care if I died because being without her was already worse fate then death (yeah, teenager love is very stupid but on the other hand very romantic). So I started using morphine and heroin so naturally, syringes and needles came with it at 16. At 18 I decided to also go Fent route, after 3 months on Fent (I had pure one because I had them from the patch (it's kinda like a band-aid that over time disposes all of fent to the whole body through 36h time, they are used in cancer patients. Long story short I found a way to extract it from the patches and then use it I.V.) 6 of my friends had died. 3 of them took their own lives, the other 3 ODs, one in my house and one in his, to which I broke in after 24h no response. Finding my childhood best friend dead caused so much trauma that it's hard to even write about it. One that died in my house literally was on my bed, 2 feet from where I now sit. Like your son I also stole opioids from a cancer patient (grandma's cousin that I and grandma visited), I took just one bottle, she had eight so I don't think it had any impact but I feel awful about it nonetheless I didn't admit it to no one besides my now dead best friend and now you. I don't think you can go any lower than that. ALL that your son had said resonated with me, his and my story and mirrored version of each other, mine in Europe yours in the US. I'm also on methadone (it doesn't get you high, it just makes you normal and able to work and drive) and I'm cutting my dosage until I'm completely opioid-free. Also just like your son, I'm addicted to benzodiazepines besides opioids (he takes Xanax I do Klonopin). I'm from 2001 and he is close to my age, we even dress similarly.

On me bro

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I think this kid will be OK he knows he's ahead of the game now but he knows hells coming & he ain't gonna hang around for it ...I hope u read this kid I mean it beat the road now bro ull be good .....

He’s gonna be good one day he’s so smart fr that long pause just makes it even more better when he’s off of everything

-Come over an see Johnny Depp threatens to snuff Amber Heard, on tape from trial in shorts

it broke my heart, you can see the want to do better... addiction is such a sad thing; I hope to see a updated video of him doing better!

I don't think it says anything. Seemed like he was just trying to think of a particular moment in his life.

his biggest regret smoking weed because it allowed him break all boundaries into trying other drugs. I don't understand why governments legalizing it in first place!?

Maybe I'm confused, but if Fent is so dangerous and 2 little salt grain specks are eoungh to get you high & kill you how do people get addicted to it ?? Wouldn't they be dead from consuiming this " lethal" pill ?? Orr am I missing something like what's stopping me from getting high off fent and surviving like him ? I'm confused asl sb explain 😂

@@drenchhimtoday literally just tolerance. you have none 2 grains will kill ya, youve been booting junk for 5 years? yeah you can take a lot more.

@@jibbel-ff5sf awwwww ok I get it that's why mfs be starting off by taking a lil nibble n tolerance get higher? Bc my home be nibbling them mfs

@@drenchhimtodayplease try and get yo homie off em. I lost my brother to fenty and I don’t wanna see you lose yours

@@drenchhimtoday Also, it's extremely rare to find pure fentanyl that hasn't been cut, especially for some small-time junkie. Although it's a huge problem, the news still likes to exaggerate some.

but at @14:10 he says hes still using?

@@AuzAF what dat means is, his body is dependent on the drug so instead of using it to get high, he has to use it to feel normal

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Look I’ve been smoking weed since I was 12 fucking years old and yeah I’m the same way I have been since like 14 I never get high I get normal I get less aggressive and less angry at people it’s a physical dependency that’s incredibly hard to break if I break this physical dependency I’ll be happiest person in the world and the saddest because I enjoy smoking weed but I don’t enjoy what you put me through every drug is dangerous if abused in anything can be abuse even fucking water EDIT: broke the dependency but going to continue to smoke for sciatica nerve pain.

Being chill solves no problems and makes you worthless, confirmed.

@@GeneralZap ur just mad your not chill like that fr

Forreal, over half the people I’ve ever met in my life will never admit their own problems or faults. That alone shows how mature he really is…

@@alysswhite7992 ya either ways he choose the life that he wants

@@alysswhite7992 dumb remark

ask him about the worlds strictest parent thing that happened

Is he doing better? Sending love 🤍💫

Prayers for him, he still has hope for himself and thats good to know because hes got to want to get clean himself.

Thanks for the update hope your continueing your sober living

Happy to hear this! Wishing you both happy clean lives ❤️

❤❤

By who

My big brother right now is struggling with a fentanyl addiction as well, it’s really hard seeing him like that I don’t know what to do because he doesn’t want help all I can do is just pray for him. I just don’t want to see him dead

Lost my sis last February to fentanyl. Shit sucks. I'll have two years completely sober from all substances this May.

Sending love

Fuck him anyway. Kid is a menace to society.

He seriously does. Using fentanyl and still being able to have such a cognizant and positive thought of oneself is highly unusual. I believe he's close to being ready for relief. He also has a massive chance at staying alive if he commits to the methadone clinic. Methadone saved my life. It then became its own monkey - side effects are horrible and it's hard to get off of. But after 12 years I finally got off! And it's because I knew I wasn't hitting my own potential being chemically addicted to an opioid even after I quit the illicit stuff. I hope to god Jake makes it.

Yup

Once I saw his pearl necklace I couldn’t watch lmao

@@paulkhachukian725 what’s wrong with it?

Yeah well how about go back and interview him in 10 years his new fear will be not being alive the next day prioritys change he won't even be able to tell you what he 'could have been' come on seriously!

Yea he’s going 6 feet under. Sad

“You’re going places” lol that’s not how todays world works moron

Yeah to his dealer

@@davidbrett1958 You seem to have some issues of your own David

they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.

Can anyone help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

Hey! Yes very sure of Dr.medshrooms. a single dose of shrooms saved me from Alcohol addiction. 6 years clean. no cravings. this doesn't sound weird to me in any way shape or form.

Hey! Yes very sure of Dr.benshrooms. I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice!

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

After doing some research, i've been looking to try shrooms for Anxiety. Just very difficult to get a reliable source here in Sweden. Really need!

Yes! Very sure of Dr.raymycology

Hey! Yes I'm very sure of Dr.raymycology . what's helped me more personally is micro dosing. I don't take a lot at all I'll only eat a cap or two and I'm good for the entire day. It just helps to clear your mind and cleanse your soul. Very hard to explain... It's like trying to explain colors to a person who's never been able to see.

Dr.raymycology is the best. He's been my go to for anything psychedelics and shrooms. He's very good

Shrooms microdosing help me overcome my life long addiction to cigarettes and alcohol. Nature's little miracles

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Yep, his whole existence rewritten as 'fentanyl addict' . You people disgust me

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Do not be deceived by addicts when the hunger strikes they are vampires

@@kathrynstewart-mcdonald What does your comment have to do w hers?

shut up lol

ah yesz. very intriguing young man with genuinely delicate soul that is trying to survive in this cruel world, coping through drugs ahhh. truly disheartening to see them suffer so early in life.

whats sad is this chanell is taking advantage. they dont care to help him, just share his story and make tons of $$$ behind it

i think dude is getting paid and hes only so cooperative so he can buy his next fix. thats what opioid addiction is really like

at least they bring some light to it and arent like the big pharma companies who feed this addiction. Also im pretty sure he volunteered to be on the show so....@@DanielGonzalez-tk8oc

how does fent feel?

@@MuxDePuxFeels terrible. Never try it.

this is dope.....has he got in contact with u yet?

Same .. not best friends but I used to know Jake by living in Orange County so sad to see him years laters like this .. hope he gets better soon 😕

@@NotBristinaBye do u know if he has an instagram for his clothes? (:

@@maddylockshin2384 no I don’t srry haven’t been in touch since we were like 12

I hope he calls you & you can put him on a good path, if possible. I used to live in HB, but moved further south San Clemente

I agree this kid needs to get on right path cmon kid

he passed away last night

@@happyman3220 What?

@@happyman3220 actually?

@@happyman3220 no shot

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

Yes, dr.sporessss I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

Is he on instagram?

Yes he is. dr.sporessss

Awesome kid wtf

@@smade62 knob gobbler

why awesome? hes a piece of valley trash. he'll be homeless in 2 years punching random people

@@slorebear1 and you'll still be in ya moms basement

he did this shit to himslef broke his leg them started popping more and more adderal pure tard

A lot of drug addicts are very down to earth, they're literally going thru survival everyday

@@cbryan3549 It depends on what drug and how addicted you are. If you are severely addicted to meth, you aren't gonna be coherent or down to Earth, it just isn't really possible. Drugs with less potent effects are a different story.

I totally agree. I think he has the resolve to turn it around. I have seen many do it and his brain is still very insightful and functioning. God give you the strength ❣️

my older brother overdosed on heroine that had fentynal in it IN REHAB. Bad days were the worst days, but the absolute sweetest kid/guy to even walk this earth.

Thats one of the points, u can be totally "normal", well rounded, down to earth, calm, well spoken, enthusiastic, etc - while u are high on this crap. Then when u have to stop u can be all the worst things about yourself. It really makes people ugly. Pretty sad that its what "they " are feeding kids

I know so many people like this. Smartest people you could ever meet, so articulate while on one of the hardest substance, able to talk about how they hate the life they live. Super sad

Yeah, no.. you don't want to put someone's contact info just out there on the internet.

I was t that mature In that same Age and predicament.. . Or aware as u. Cool character, kind, and warm young fella u can do it and thnks for sharing your live experience

Most addicts are acutely aware of the situation they're in. That's the nature of addiction unfortunately, overwhelming compulsion in the face of knowing the damage it's doing.

@@mattseaton3521 yeah for a fact. Some are in deep denial about abuse however

All addicts used to be fun y

hes a piece of trash what are you on

I agree, Chase. I agree

How do you know all this? Do u personally know him? How dumb can u be to say a person is so nice and kind from a 20 minute video of him taking to a camera? Ur dense af

Lol

If you want to help her recover, forgive her. Be good to her again. Let her back around

mother can still change

The truth is, the demon was you the entire time.

@@dadreiantennyson4489 you can’t just help someone who doesn’t want help. my brother is a drug addict, tried to help him a lot but he doesn’t want the help. he’s done some unforgivable things but we still love him but we no longer can help him until he wants it and when he’s ready

there's someone close to my family whose Mother dies of cancer, said person moved her mom in her with so she could " take care of her" Really she was just robbing her checks every month and taking all her pain meds.

shut up lol

Never let go of your dreams and never give up on yourself. Change is always possible.

im not an opiate addict but still an one and i support all who wanna quit ik when its like to tell ppl that you have a problem and you want them to help you by telling them that you just cant stop... adn i also know what is like ppl to tell you that they dont want to know you anymore by saying "its better this way bcs you will stop being egoistic and think for ppl that love u. After you stop im glad to have you back in my life". And I understand them bcs they dont wanna be depressed but after 5 months since the start of my X addiction(ket with synthetic weed) they told me that and it hurt it doesnt help just made it worse but then my mind come back and said "do you want to be a dead brother and son???" so after 4 more months i stoped and this "friends" and "gf" of my came back and said that they are glad to see me sober again but i cut them of bcs this ppl were not there for me when i needed their help i was left alone and helped my self alone i have a loving and care family that made somehow happy but they used the wrong way that made it even worse(At least they didnt give up on me and always tried to help me no matter that make them sad). So i became so good on hiding it to the point i destroed my mind and body and no one knew what i was going trough. So i helped my self alone somehow. After 5months i started again... but now cocaine and lsd and im not gonna lie after some time i feel like im frying out and stop for a solid month and i was so depressed bcs of other friends that leave(but for other reasons not my addiction) , so in this period of my cocaine&lsd addiction I found a very very well paid job that pays every week 450$(in my country the minimum is 400$ for a whole month), so more money more drugs buut this past 2-3months the person that i missed the most came back and told me that they are sorry they were not there for me and regreted that they listened to others telling them things about me that werent true and that he didnt asked me frist about it. My mother even found her own way to help me(we always started a fight durring our talking for making me stop). So now at least i have 2 loyal friends that know how to help me and family that love and care so much for me that they opened my eyes. So now im trying to stay away from any kind of drugs but still i feel stupid bcs now i stayed clean for month(not bcs to defry my head but bcs of the ppl that care) and this very moment i did it again and i smoked some pot to feed my 'hunger' for drugs and felt bad so i played this video and yes. Thats my short non-detalied addiction story, stay strong and if you ever feel like being alone dont hesitate to contact me in someway I understand how you all feel and think, so I will be glad to help with what i can!!!!Love for all of you

That's bullshit my friend, you never must give up hope, there is always a way out........

@@plehmann72 totally true!!!!

What, he's using Fetenyl.....what's good 😮

He fully understands the risks. He has tried multiple times to quit, and is still trying.

@@nicklasmillner101 He has a lot of positive traits and potential. He is very self aware which is a key step to quitting. He knows himself finally and realized that ANY form of drug is terrible for him since it leads to way more. I feel I am the same when I use and just always want more. I got clean a year ago and believe in him even if you do not.

He needs to find something he loves

@@ftrctyvreycertcewtcwrgcwef6000 Exactly!

Wow. You're an amazing person! Very kind and very strong.

“God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers” i am not very religous but i believe in a higher power, i totally agree Jake is one of the mentally strongest people and smartest

Yesssss

Such a sweet reaction. Hoping Jake reads it and follows it through!

Curious what you being a psychologist has to do with this lol.

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You did fentanyl? Heroin? Pills? How’d you finally get off?

You should be so proud of yourself! Hope your living a happy life

Congratulations happy trails to you

@@lonismith3002 my mom took me to a methadone clinic and I don't suggest it it's pure hell just get passed the fourth day. Shower even when you don't want to and eat something. I promise it gets sooo much better. Good luck

Most of us addicts are.

Who the fuck wants to be addicted to drugs lmao

Amen. No one deserves the torment that comes with addiction. No one deserves to go through the everyday pains of addiction period. Especially not someone as young as him. And I’m his age, 22! I’ve struggled with the same exact addiction but started whenever I was 15 and quit 3 years ago. The sooner you get sober the sooner you are given the opportunity by God to rebuild your life and start from the ground up. Don’t look at where you’re at, look at where you’re headed.

@@shaquille_0atmeal69_ i too am addicted to fentanyl i relapsed last week used for a week straight now im on day 3 of withdrawal but luckily this time i didnt use long so its pretty mild and now im back to square one. Im 23

@@jsmokee7933 keep your head up man you got this!!! I know you’re probably feeling the temptation stronger than ever right now, don’t give in!

excatly, he seems like a nice guy that just has/had drug addiction, which is really sad.

Kinda guy to put on a show, steal your wallet and then help you look for it

@@aliceullrish5251 haven’t heard that one before. How about you take a step back from the magnifying glass and look in the mirror.

Likeable? Of course he is, you are not paying for his habits and bills. Losers are always good times and no goals.

@@ClassicGameMusic he has no bills. He’s homeless. People like you who can just write someone off as a loser and useless are the problem in the world. Every human life is capable of redemption and has value. But your shitty view on life speaks volumes about who you are as an individual.

So sorry Paula🌹

im sorry that happened

Sorry for your loss truly heartbreaking. 🙏

I'm so sorry to hear that🙏 I lost my sister not very long ago to the same issue

So very sorry for your loss Paula, sending you love and positive thoughts ❤

Fashion bros

I dont see it.

he stole from his friends & his aunt with cancer and he’s seriously intelligent and haves so much potential? is it because a white blonde kid and you fools idolize that ? Hes a junkie calm doen

Potential personified.

This dude clearly has peasant DNA and speaks at a 8th grade level. People post this shit on every video to the point where it means nothing. Mark could post a video of a Mongloid drooling and farting and people would comment how intelligent and articulate they were

@Levi you are so right on about him having a great talent. I’m with ya on his sober future bc I would support his clothing line for sure.

He not a child he over 18

@@timothyblack8380 you dont understand

@@timothyblack8380 brain still isn't fully developed

@@timothyblack8380 i am 20 years old and i still feel like a kid in many ways. your brain doesnt finish developing till 25.

He is not a child. My 1-year-old toddler is a child. This is a troubled young man. Let us not allow our empathy to confuse us and cause it to lower our expectations of ourselves and others. This is a young adult who has made some bad decisions and experienced some horrible circumstances. He is trying to find his way and I hope he does. His self-awareness and his poise show tremendous potential.

Exactly.. 100% . I'm 6 years clean now with a 2 year old baby and my partner got clean as well when I did.. unfortunately I've lost pretty much everyone I loved to overdoses since I've gotten clean, mom, dad, uncle, ex boyfriend, friends... I cut ALL contact off with that lifestyle and everyone everyone in it.. yes it CAN be very lonely but you just work through it and it'll get better.. you will eventually have GOOD people in your life. Looking back at that life and the person I was then, i can't even believe that was me. I don't even recognize that person and I'm so greatful for that. So glad you're clean honey and really glad you made it !!

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Same. Exactly this kid. I believe he can do it. ❤️

I'm five months sober and back in college at 25, I want to have a career in communication. We can do it. Sending love

Thank you for this

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@@PerforatedPaperboy How you doin? We've all seen people give up it's not worth it. Try not to think about how much you want it. IT IS NOT WORTH IT. I wish u well

21? Right

@@PerforatedPaperboy i wish the best for you my friend

@@PerforatedPaperboy u got it bro

I’m 6 months clean from using daily both fet an tweak jusy get use to your brain healing it takes time to find enjoyment again

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Ah give me a break he is a tweaker

@@four4four636 addicts are always addicts for a reason. It’s never “lol they’re just a tweaker” no, it’s always starts from trying to cover up a feeling. I’ve been through rehab I know what I’m talking about

@@Masked_SVincent bro u r right but there are ppl on this earth that simply just like doing drugs.

@@four4four636 and it’s those types that never truly hit “addict” cause the hardest shit they do is Molly or adderall and maybe a few lines and it’s always at party’s or clubs.

Getting paid for an interview to buy more drugs? Lol

@@Dan-yh4th i mean he’s getting the chance to vent ab things he’s never told anyone and he seems very relieved to be able to recognize his faults without being judge ab it by assholes like u. you don’t know what he’s gonna do with that money and neither do I but it’s better to be positive than think ab the negatives

@@Dan-yh4th ew get a life. How does it feel to be such a loser

@@Dan-yh4th ew get a life. How does it feel to be such a loser

i feel this comment yo im not even addicted to nothing and get called an addict and shamed for smoking weed. i really cant imagine going through an actual very difficult addiction like fent and being called an addict while going through something like that

@@sc0_0bs20 weed isn’t a drug, to me; perhaps Meth, but not herb.

shut up lol

​@@julieevans3110sure buddy. Whatever you say

​@@julieevans3110Weed is by definition a drug. What is your idea of a drug?

What does a detox nurse do that’s different than somebody who just detoxes at home?

@amberforcen1177 detox facilities offer a lot. Medical staff to monitor your condition, help keep blood pressure down, prevent seizures. We use prescription grade medicine and narcotic protocols / tapers. Also there is clinical staff to help set you up for success when you get out. Groups are run x3 a day pretty commonly

@@thisissostupidqsdfvathank you for what you do 100 days sober and the staff in rehab really helped me reach this point

@@thisissostupidqsdfvahell nah i went to rehab 2 and they just give you clonodine and vistirol they gave me subutex on the 3rd day after torture bra. There ain’t no easy way to it bra you gon feel all them withdraws if you go to rehab, costs 100k to have a bed to literally die in. I have my own technique to get through it but it is quite expensive, first get 20-30 xanax the more the merrier that shi gon get you a lil break here and there, 90mg adderral during the day so you can get up and then day 2-4 take a sub and you’re straight

@@thisissostupidqsdfvahow can i find a detox near me covered by insurance in michigan ?

I have faith he'll make it out. He's so much more self aware than most addicts. When you see that clearly, eventually you cant ignore it anymore. At least that's how my bottom hit me. Seeing friends dying around me left and right, the daily seeking that just grinds you into a pulp, seeing what I had lost and what my life had become... eventually I had enough. I hope to god Jake finds some solace.

Doesn’t that suck? That addicts can’t see it until they see it. Took me 9 years 4 rehabs and tons of different pills they tried to put me on (I take nothing at all now, fuck doctors) had best friends OD and still didn’t stop. One day I broke down and saw everything so clear and that’s all I needed. What’s terrible is so many addicts won’t ever make it to that point because of ODing.

I became incredibly addicted to meth and heroin when I left home for university in Norcal, my friends who were also my floormates introduced me to drugs. I stopped studying, eating, exercising, socializing. I flunked out of college and had to move back home. Thousands of dollars down the drain that was spent on my tuition, and my mental health was in tatters. I tried so hard to quit but I kept crawling back to my plugs. The only reason I finally was able to separate myself from that lifestyle was when my floormate OD'd and passed away in 2020. He left behind a 1 year old son at the time. It devastated me enough to make me stop for good. I hope anyone who struggles with addiction can get the support they need.

Bro, this dude a drug addict he was doing cocaine and Molly. It’s obviously not the opioids that got them.

Took me from 21 to 29 before I really wanted it. I'm 35 now.

There's a disconnect between every generation, it's nothing new.

It's called being an addict. I went through very similar problems and I'm probably twice your age. He does need an in patient program though. He's the real deal.

You had major attention span issues because of smoking too much weed. It's been proven that smoking large amounts of weed at a young age can change the brain. The brain doesn't stop growing until the early 20's. I'd like to know what the supposed "trauma" is that your generation has gone through lmao

@@david18ireland ok boomer lmao

@@wyattnataros1313 um yeah im 35 so I'm not a boomer....

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You want my information to support me?

Why not support a talented kid who isn't on drugs but maybe is struggling financially? That would be a wiser investment.

Why r u so rude? Genuine question. This guy isn't "untalented" and people just want to help him get through his addiction. Many people do help others who are financially unstable and if you wanna go and do that, you do you. Helping him seems like a pretty "wise investment" to me

@@makaylaa.g sadly giving addicts money is usually a bad idea. Most of the time the money will be spent on the substance.

Vote Republican boys and girls …..

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he doesnt even need methadone. he beat it the first time with kratom, i believe that is his better alternative.

I believe Kratom is illegal tho

@@JaidaKiddJK you can buy it in stores in Tennessee

@@AtonalApple oh yea? That’s how it was in Alabama years ago they outlawed it though. I thought It was nation wide.

@@JaidaKiddJK kratom is legal in California they sell it at any smoke shop its very popular here.

If you feel like you're life sucks get a hobby, therapist, program or do something to keep your mind off negative bs.

@@bunnykandi69 thank you for the advice. When I typed that, I put it in quotes to indicate that I was responding to something the guest the show said, not my words. I did say I feel the same, in a way, with my own issues, so I do appreciate what you're trying to do. I'm okay, though. Thank you. 😎

so wait how old is he again?

Until he fucks you and everyone else over cause he’s a fucking junkie. If he doesn’t have any friends, it’s for a good fucking reason.

He does have friends. Even if they're not there in the flesh. You're his friend for even rooting for him. In this colder world that really means a lot.

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Same

u got this i’ll pray for u and you should try to pray to get thru the with drawls i believe in u 🥰

@Sophia Salvi thank you friend, been about 3 days now I'm starting to feel better, now it's just hard work to come.

How you holding up?

I pray and hope that you managed to do your withdraw and that nothing happened to your job. Equally if you did relapse don’t worry you have got this don’t be ashamed you will recover and be clean soon :) please update us on how you are and how it went

I'm making it through friends, still have my job:)

Actually, that’s the best way for you to refer to someone who has an addiction (besides their name obviously). It’s better than saying “the addict”. By saying “someone who’s addicted to drugs”, you’re acknowledging that they’re just someone like you and me who happens to be addicted to drugs~ no hate tho honestly. Your message is still good though

No . Will u let them have ur $ too?

@@Xilladan093 people who are addicted to drugs aren't monsters. they made one mistake once and then forever had to live with the consequences of not being able to get out

Or when people say, “these people.”

Seems to be common thread in this video I agree he is good kid

Completely tore my entire shoulder loose on a rmx250 and got addicted to pain killers . shit is bs.. methadone. Suboxone. Fet .juvie county prison. Just waiting for death. 🤷🏼‍♂️

I can totally understand how someone gets hooked on painkillers, they feel really really good.

Same with highschool athletes apparently

Exactly same thing happened with me except was bmx. Has been a long 8 years, 14 detox’s, 2 rehabs, and now my second time round on subuxone. Haven’t touched a needle in 2 months thanks to subuxone. I know there’s so many people out there that give subuxone shit but if it helps you from sticking a needle in your arm every day, I’d much rather that. Good luck to this kid.

@@chc2650 they make u feel dope asf

Maybe I'm confused, but if Fent is so dangerous and 2 little salt grain specks are eoungh to get you high & kill you how do people get addicted to it ?? Wouldn't they be dead from consuiming this " lethal" pill ?? Orr am I missing something like what's stopping me from getting high off fent and surviving like him ? I'm confused asl sb explain 😂

Klonopin + alcohol, yeah, a real Einstein...

@@pushytub what about you since you wrote this shitty comment?

@@pushytub obviously the title literally says fentanyl addict. I think he knows what’s going on that’s what mongo Is saying. Think before you say some dumb shit

He just continues searching for a solution in medication.

@@pushytub addiction affects all kinds of people, intelligent or not. being an addict does not make him stupid

Can you tell me what fentanyl does? I have never known anybody that did it? For me adderol did nothing. I'm really only into natural medz

@Cole Benovy loved this comment! I agree with your words, Jake if you see this, you can do it, please don't give up, it's hard but you can do it! Much love and blessings to you both! Have a great day!🙏🏼😇🤞🏼

@@Test7017 , Numbs your body and your mind, is the strongest pain killer and a killer at the same time in history.

@@Test7017 Watch Kensington, Pa vids. Omg.

There is some type of herb that helps with opioid withdrawal. Do you know what it's called?

Yes, people with ADHD have less impulse control

I have adhd and I have absolutely zero control. I’ve never gone farther than weed and psychedelics, and have stayed true to sticking with weed for years, but the thing is I take weed too far, and just constantly smoke. When I don’t have weed I drink alcohol constantly. ADHD is a blessing but also a major curse.

As a person with adhd this is verry true.

I personally take Adderall(prescribed for adhd)and have been for bout 5 years. It has dramatically imrpoved my life. I can focus so much more now, have drive to chase my dreams and do something with my life. I have a career (jm 21) and a direction in life. I honeslty dont think id be here today where i am with the successes so far in my life without it. I do one day hope to become independent from it simply because i do crash a bit at the end of the day. To be fair to my self tho i work my ass of at work all day every day physically. I personally don't experience any of these negative side affects he's describing. I think that's just how it effects HIM. I don't get angry 99% of the time and I don't have this insane sex drive. I have a close friend who also is prescribed for adhd and doesn't experience these negative side effects either. In my unprofessional opinion im guestimating that it really just depends on your genetics, how you were raised, and what environment you grew up in that influenced your morals and standards that may cause some some emotions to be dramatized on an above average scale due to the meds. But every med effects everyone differently soo.... if you need meds talk to your doctor and figure something out lol

@@duffal0have you tried therapy ?