tfw you waste your teenage years being a background character in everyone’s life and now you’ve wasted the best years of your life for nothing in return
@Winter Wyvern Other people are always the background character in your life, but you are always the background character in their lives. You are putting yourself in that mindset my man.
k l a u s as someone who has felt this same way, part of it is definitely the mindset. my first two years of high school were shit but now i’m straight ballin because i’ve stopped wallowing in my own pity and i stopped glorifying my issues
Let me tell ya high school shouldn’t always be seen as the best moments in your life especially since your so restricted by societal norms the best years are yet to come you’ve still got a whole life forward so always try to keep that head up and run for it don’t waste a good opportunity cause you can atleast say “I tried”
Moving in slow motion but still passing by too quickly to a catch moment of it. Then you're in your 30s wondering what the fuck happened. I was just graduating high school. Time was in a standstill. Now it's lost. Where did it go. It passed without moving. I'm not even 30 yet but I'm having a midlife crisis Jesus Christ.
List of ideas Lou Reed - Perfect Day Fugazi - i'm so tired Alice in Chains - Nutshell Bruce Springsteen - Dancing in the Dark The Sound - i can't escape myself Type O Negative - I don't wanna be me The Doors - The End Slowdive - So Tired
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Ever feel like everything is just not ok? Like there is no comfortable position in bed, all dreams are of the girl that got away and that your parents and friends ask you if you're okay, of course I am. It's just a phase, I promise. When in my mind im just thinking, why is this not how I wanna live but I don't know how to change. I just feel like life is pointless, everything is just a routine. You wake up, do shit that makes you forget her for some time but when you get home and lay in your bed, you're back in the pointless hell that is your life. I just wanted her to call once more and say goodbye. A goodbye that would be enough for me to feel relief for a second or two. Why the fuck am I writing this when nobody will read all of this anyways. I don't wanna exist but Im scared of death.
finally one person who feels almost the same exact way as me but for the end Im christian and would change it to, im afraid of hell but ill bleed out painfully and cry in fear itll be heaven and not nothing
@@thedude5293 I'm actually better, I wrote this when I was at my lowest. I was over-analyzing everything. I had no love life, and no job. That's all changed now... I have a wonderful Girlfriend that I love, a job that pays alright. And I've moved out of my parents house. I mean, things are looking up for me. So thanks for the question, It's been an alright year.
19 year old doomer here as well, trying to find some meaning and transition to a bloomer, so far haven’t found much. I do find the philosophy of stoicism helpful though.
@@apollotheimpaler5407 Existentialism is the ultimate bloomer philosophy. The doomer misunderstands nietzsche and reads schopenhaur, whereas the bloomer understands nietzsche and reads kierkegaard. Sometimes the doomer believes in existentialism, but genetically they have a serotonin deficiency. In that case becoming a bloomer is very difficult no matter your philosophy, barring mind numbing ssris. As for the boomers, well reading in general and especially philosophy is too boring for them. Pithy creedos are enough for them. They just believe in the free market and the faux-woke ones are libertarians. The zoomers might read but certainly not philosophy. They're really into motivational youtube channels like a day in the life of a productive college student. Tim Ferris and stuff like that. They're probably on concerta or some simulant and never miss 2 days in a row at the gym. These memes are just surrogates for achetypal personalities and behaviours, having said that they're somewhat insightful. If you're interested in a youtube channel with a sober philosophy/view of social dynamics I'd recommend rebel wisdom.
@@TheTheode nietzche isn't a bloomer. The bloomers are the christcucks that lost their faith and fell into doomerism. Nietzsche was chad optimistic doomer.
@@apollotheimpaler5407 I always thought that the bloomers were just doomers that stopped self-pitying got on antideppressants and found agency. The nietzsche thing I was just saying that a lot of people misread his optimistic nihilism as outright despair as opposed to the lucid freedom it truly is.
Nothing hurts more than to love an ex who thinks you’ll move on just as fast as they do not realizing that you are rotting on the inside because you hope that you’ll get back together again but not escaping that feeling of having your heart slowly be ripped away when you see them with someone else or they don’t think about you at all and you become a distant forgotten memory left in the cold frozen in time while rotting on the inside
When I was around fourteen, I was in love with my best friend and I had to sit and watch as he stayed with his boyfriend who treated him like shit, they broke up around september, I was secretly delighted that he finally left that asshole and was now single. I myself had a boyfriend who wasn't around at all, I was stuck in a bad relationship while All I wanted to do was have my best friend as a boyfriend. On Halloween I was going to work the nerve to finally say my feelings and hope for the best. He was at a Halloween party and I was gonna message him how much I love him and how much I wanted to be with him. I found out he got back together with his ex, I deleted my message that I was going to send and I felt crushed that entire damn month, I played Mr Brightside everyday (I was a teen and loved that kinda music) cause of how much I related to the lyrics. Four years later and it still hurts like hell to hear this song. I wish things turned out differently.
being a doomer is the realization that all there is to life is finding things to keep ur mind off of the deafening thought of "is it all meaningless" in the end all we really do is live and die over and over. for what? whats the end goal of everything. being a doomer is knowing nothing lies ahead except pain and temporary happiness that fans the flame of pain once lost.
I felt like laughing, not crying. Just too many memories of singing it at karaoke with friends, a few years back. But then as I remembered, i soon felt tears rolling down my cheeks.
>couldn't be much better, as i am near *_God-like_* . . . Ｎ Ｅ Ｘ Ｔ Ｐ Ｈ Ａ Ｓ Ｅ Ｇ Ｅ Ｔ Ｗ Ｏ Ｋ Ｅ Ａ Ｂ Ｓ Ｏ Ｌ Ｕ Ｔ Ｅ >i say this with wise reason >And the Truth, its plain to see >we know finite numbers count Infinitely . . . 1-2-3-4-5-6-7- ∞ >its simple mathematical *proof* of The Infinite All/God/Godhead ― ―The Great Almighty >Yes, The Infinite All/God/Godhead & specks of god as is you and me... we *ALL within the ALL is ALL we ALL Are. Peace.* Breakdown: *ALL* (finite beginning-ending/changing matter) *within the ALL* (Infinite Beginningless-Endingless/Non-Changing Spirit) *is ALL we ALL are,* therefore you and I are smaller consciousness finite fragments/specks/part and parcel of god, but we are NOT the Supreme Infinite Spirit Realm Supernatural Consciousness Summit that is Godhead while we exist as lower awareness finite realm material beings. *Peace.* Now do you realize you, I, we, are all specks of god. Beyond what I have already offered, I cannot prove it from me to you however, you can prove it to yourself if you have the discipline to do so. That's the way the grand "Order of the Infinite Universe" design is set up in arrangement for the seemingly *"imperfect to become Perfect."* Humans are both material and spiritual beings... More-so with spiritual resonance if ones pineal gland is clean as in Leviticus 15: "Cleanliness is Next to Godliness".. THEREFORE clean away the sleepy eye [sodium fluoride] crust from your third eye ajna chakra... then learn to abandon the ego before you pine away... Crucify the ego before its far too late.. Prying open the 3rd eye to see and know. _RU-vid: Jesus In India ~ The 18 Missing Years_ ... and or .. _RU-vid: c2c am sept 2002 Ed Martin - Jesus in India_ - vajrapala channel ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-XxEGctCYvtI.html Jesus once said: "The Kingdom of God is within you." *RU-vid: "You are Gods" - What did Jesus mean?* - thelivingword channel ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-7OP0nS7VJVo.html In John 10.34 Jesus tells the Pharisees that it is written in the Law that "you are gods". He is quoting from Psalm 82.6 where it says, "I said you are gods, sons of the Most High. All of you." The wise person *_knows_* that he does not *_know_* it all however, the wise one also *_knows_* that it is possible to *_know._* Therefore, *_know_* not to limit yourself when it comes to *_knowing_* God thus *_knowing_* Absolute [Spiritual Inner Peace] Happiness ― while essentially *_knowing_* its opposite, relative [fleeting materialism] happiness is actually a kind of unhappiness...as relative happiness requires transient tools and aids to assist in sustaining impermanent contentment. *A Complete Macrobiotic Yin Yang Philosophic Understanding Combined With Its Practical Dietary Discipline Is Timeless Universal Law. All Other Teachings Are Incomplete. ― Herman Aihara, Michio Kushi & Master George Ohsawa* ☯ ✞ ∞
Forget the substances man. They having nothing to offer but more problems long-term. Find a purpose and channel it into something that you enjoy and can see yourself doing little-by-little, day-by-day, for the sake of bettering yourself. Forget the girl/guy/whatever you're into. Acquire skills. Surround yourself with like-minded and successful people and you'll be a bloomer in no time. *The grass isn't greener on the other side; it's greener where you water it.*
@@dustinharford8454 the person who traumatized me is living a relatively successful life while my PTSD is so severe I had to quit my job last month. So no lol
Ali Eser I feel you. The key is to eventually let her go, let it slide, finding a way to move on. Still clinging on to her like that - It‘s the behavior that will you do more harm that good. It doesn’t matter if you acknowledge that despite doing it. Stay strong my man. There will be always one of your family and friends that will be by your side, even if you‘re not noticing it.
Tfw you feel so empty, you have 1 friend, your mom emotionally/mentally abuses you, your little sister and big brother mock your name, you don’t want to get anything done even tho you have what feels like 1000000 assignments due, you don’t wanna get up from bed, and the only thing keeping you sane is your cat and only friend :))
Always thought this song was about someone witnessing a sexual assault and unable to do anything about it. And the Mr.Brightside is him trying to think of how he can help her in anyway
i love this because this is the exact song i'd listen to crying at 3 a.m. while it's raining while staring at the polaroid pictures hung up under my $3 dollar rite aid lights from 3 halloweens ago. exactly.
16yo doomer here. After whole month of listening to Depressive Suicidal Black Metal, I find this slowed songs hopeful and relaxing... at least for a moment, thanks.
Just look at life like a video game. Every night when you go to sleep, you'll wake up with your energy bar full again. It might be at 0% by the time you plant your head on the pillow, but at least you've got tomorrow. Infinite power. Endless resets. Always a new opportunity; and at 16, the world is literally your fucking oyster. You're still in a position to choose what you want to do and you have the time to do it. You won't know real doom until you're too old to undo all the wrong you've done, or even when facing the simple reality that you can't get the years you wasted back. You're golden, kid. Keep your head up.
@@uber6727 I agree with the guy, we ought to just nuke each other into oblivion, end everyone’s cruel pointless suffering in this shit hole. Fucking hate it here. :(
Just look at life like a video game. Every night when you go to sleep, you'll wake up with your energy bar full again. It might be at 0% by the time you plant your head on the pillow, but at least you've got tomorrow. Infinite power. Endless resets. Always a new opportunity; and at 21, the world is literally your fucking oyster. You're still in a position to choose what you want to do and you have the time to do it. You won't know real doom until you're too old to undo all the wrong you've done, or even when facing the simple reality that you can't get the years you wasted back. You're golden, kid. Keep your head up.
@@triggerhxppy lol what a coincidence...I was practicing binary codes for our computer class and I was procrastinating and watching these video and found your username....lol
When I was in high-school, living poor, I was putting up with my mom with mental issues and taking everything out on me, working in my family's business which was a complete nightmare, and living with social isolation. My only few friends were druggies who were assholes. In my senior year, for the first time ever, a girl who was new to the school started talking to me, and we became good friends, but my dumb brain wanted to be more than friends. I weighed about 210 pounds at the time, and started working out for the first time, losing weight quite fast (went down to 185ish). Me being an idiot didn't know how to tell her, so I was just super hardcore crushing till I bit the bullet and asked her out via text. The next day I overheard her friends smack talking me, calling me a weirdo and whatnot, and that she should not date me. Lo and behold she completely stopped talking to me, and it completely devastated me. Didn't even have closure. I became anorexic, could barely eat or sleep for months, I could literally see my ribs. I wasn't too big on music, till I found this song, and then the whole Hot Fuss album, to cope with my shock. In the time I wanted to end everything, I'd have that album playing nearly 24/7 everyday. I have the original CD disc and a painting of the album artwork in my room, even 5 years from that time I will never forget going through that. The Killers really got me through some of the darkest days of my life. Since then got rejected by dozens of girls but it don't faze me, and I am now in the process of going into medical school to be a doctor. I know it's corny to think one girl of all things could do that much, but I was such a lonely, hurt kid back then. Still a loner, but you grow strong from these things.
Enjoying my doomer music before I fade into nothingness like every other living thing that ever existed... 16 is a very hard year for me.. I would hope it gets better when I get into college but hope is just a lie we tell ourselves so we continue on living...
