Isn't it just weird how we all are here for a reason, i mean, probably this video didn't get recommended in your feed. You searched for it. And everyone here is just telling different stories from different lives and perspectives. It's literally 5.26 am in the morning. I'm feeling too sleepy but still, i don't feel like i have a reason to sleep or just look at my computer to play video games. Instead of doing these, i'm just coming here and look at how everyone is struggling in life like the way i do. I do the same things everyday even tho i get so tired of them. Checking social medias every five-ten mins thinking about the things i've done. Something is wrong, and i am still not able to figure that out...yet. I hope people in the comments who have shared their stories are happy rn. Wishing you all a happy day/night. Please like my comment so whenever i'm feeling in some void, i can just come and read stories and think about myself. Thank you♡
Am sorry for everything that's happening of your struggling I've been getting hit in the head at school for no enitire reason I just want to be peaceful but people that am respectful to are not respectful to me I got hit in the jaw and head today at school I went home early today was the worst day of my life.
They can betray you or abandon friends even your family but Jesus will NEVER abandon you, Jesus loved you so much that he died suffering so much on the cross for you
2019 was a good year for me, really good summer. Just me and my squad hanging up in a hotel pool and going to the beach every week. We felt like influencers at some point man but thats not the point. The point is that they are all graduating, moving to other cities for jobs, man I feel alone, stuck in my hometown cause I gotta take care of my mom and need to save money.
I know 2020 was the worst year but it was honestly my best year I knlw that may sound weird but it was December 6th or 7th was the first time I actually got a girlfriend thats why 2020 was a good year for me and that may be one thing but a certain person can keep you moving through life no matter how tough it is it can be a friend family online friend maybe with people in a comment section but there's always somebody there to help you through life even if you don't know it sometimes music helps to
You wanna know something? As the kid who is always chosen to be left out when I comes to a group activity including people my own age bc I'm not he kid who does shit to be cool, I become very sad. Not just because I am being left out of the group, but because I can't even go to the other kids who are left out alot because most of them are weird and left out for a reason. I have met other people like me in my shoes also, but we are rare. The kids who are socially accepted but don't try to be cool when it comes to putting on a show. And just when highschool came around and I became very popular and loved by almost everyone, my mom had finally been thrown in jail for drugs after abusing me and my sister. And with no one to take of us I moved from Florida to Alabama away from my school. While I was gone I started a RU-vid channel while I did online school quietly in my room. I made tons of friends and got a decent amount of views. Im am now back in florida and after 6 months in jail my mom will be out the 6th of June. All of the people from school miss me and the football coach is expecting me. I was never really good at one thing. But my family had always prasied me for my quick wits. I am happy to share that I lost almost 40 pounds and am now in shape, started taking care of my self and look pleasing. I've noticed that people love my personality and hang out with me alot more. But I feel sad when I think of the kids that are normal. But left out. The ones who aren't living to be seen as an extreme red neck, or blm activist, or lgbtq supporter, or gang member, or internet star. Just people that live for the soul reason that when they get tired and go to sleep, for some reason they wake up again. I love you, and I want you to know that life is totally different when you grow up. Just hang in until you see a change. And if you never do, your just the one in the grand scheme of things that has to be the person I the background. That's how I was. Be patient our time will come
@@SleezyDaRoach you actually made me cry and feel something other than sadness and anger towards myself thank you for everything i hope meeting you in real life for a hug
I just want to say whoever went looking for this video, stay strong there will always be a person there to support you whether you see them or not You are loved.
Thank you, but i dont think that its true cuz everyone that i have vented to has left me or backstabbed me or made me feel like shit, its been so long since i talked to anyone about my problems and i just cant anymore, im confused, scared, lost, lonly and for some reason im sad
They can betray you or abandon friends even your family but Jesus will NEVER abandon you, Jesus loved you so much that he died suffering so much on the cross for you
This takes me back to 2016, that's when I remember being the happiest. Life wasn't too stressful, but it still had its responsibilities. I'm not depressed or anxious about anything, but I wonder if life will ever have that magical feeling, or was I just more appreciative back then? One day I hope we can all fall in love with life again.
I feel like I am falling.Falling into a deep inescapable void.The feeling of not succeeding has overcome me. I feel like I have lost touch with reality.I am not sad.Not happy.Just empty. I have come to realise that everyone that I thought cared about me has either left me or died.I don’t want attention.I don’t know why I am telling you this but I just need someone to talk to and idc who it is. I just feel dead inside like nobody cares anymore. Well if you read this have a nice day 😁
Hey man, I'm having the same situation here. Just wanted to say that no matter what happens, do your best! I'll volunteer to be that one random stranger that cares about you no matter what part you are in the world!
I feel you man. When you want success so bad and you feel like you deserve it after trying for years but still fail. When You put your all into it and nothing mattered. I get you bro I'm here to tell you it'll all be fine. Your gonna be happy with time and effort. Your amazing and you can do it man🤍
The picture just hits different, man… Middle school summer, you’d go home with your friends, tell your parents for a brief moment that you’re hanging out with them, and then everyone just… enjoys themselves. You talk for hours, think up crazy new ideas, laugh together, smile together, eating a popsicle or drinking some lemonade as the cool, summer afternoon breeze gently flows past. It was a moment of just pure happiness that sadly can’t be replicated, and it’s sad. Nostalgia’s a bitch sometimes :(
I just plugged in my earphones, listening to this melody and suddenly my brain took me down a memory lane, recalling things which I thought I had forgotten. I am having mixed feelings right now - the joy that I lived such a lovely childhood and the sadness that it was meant to happen only once.
Tbh, Since my father was in army, I never got a chance to mix with the kids who were my age but now I have go 2 friends by God's grace. I aint in depression but this music reminds me of my past in a negative way :( Good luck everyone for there better future :D
2017 Was the best year, no worries, anxiety, mood swings, hanging out with friends, having fun till 2018 came around. my grandma passed and it all went downhill, i started to get socially awkward and friends drifted away. 2020 came then my grandpa died. Man i thought growing up would be fun.
Im 21 rn and all this song does is make me cry. It makes me remember when my parents got divorced and when my brother died. But at the same time it makes me feel happy because I have a whole life ahead of me. Have a great day.
I’m currently going through my high school years and I’m very much aware of how much I’m missing out, no friends, no social skills, no motivation to do anything anymore… I know my future self will regret this but Idk what to do. I’m turning 16 this spring, maybe more opportunities since I can work and get a driver’s license. I’ll try to give it my all this summer to improve my miserable life.
ill just put something here ehe~ I remember me and my childhood friend used to be so close. We were like sisters and we'd laugh so much at our inside jokes, we even made plans for the future and we always believed we'd always be best friends. As we grew older our bond never weakened, we just made new friends...was that wrong? When I introduced my friends to you, thinking we all could be a good group and be good friends, was it my fault for living in my imaginary world where things like betrayal, evil, cruelty don't exist, where I thought we'd encounter no trouble and just keep on walking forward or was it my fault for thinking we were different than every single human in this world? Remember when we were always in our own bubble, waiting for something exciting to happen so we can put on our super adventurous clothes and go on an adventure? Then why is it that you started distancing yourself when you started hanging out with the friends I introduced to you so you don't feel lonely?... Was it my fault for caring for my friend? Was it my fault to stand up for you when the same friend u broke my trust with back-bitched about you?... Say Batul, where did we go wrong?
Shit man the same thing happened to me. Showed my friend since kindergarten some other friends and he ditched me for them. Worst part is it happened not even three months after my father passed. I feel you. Stay strong out there stranger.
I think my friend will ditch me too just for other friends UPADTE: he ditched me now I will stay alone even though i have asthma maybe that was wrong maybe if I didn't had asthma he will still be my friend (my throat hurts I'm coughing and still cough wheeze after the exercises maybe it's good to stay alone and not be back-stabbed oh well hope you all made new friends!)
Me and my best mate where so so so so so so close and then I had to move states :( I know nothing of him now I went to visit 1 time and I saw he had made a new best friend :(
♥️I needed only the ukulele makes me wanna appreciate life appreciate my ppl I have today. It might not be a lot I am not rich I might not even happy with myself, but I don’t want to die unhappy I wanna die with a big smile in my face; with no regrets only good memories I don’t want to think about my traumas and how horrible this world I just want to LIVE ♥️
So beautiful, that’s how I want to live my life too. Partially because I am that kind of person that blames their self a lot and regrets are my biggest fear. I want to be kind to people so when they are gone, I won’t blame myself and later regret. I want to be kind to me so once I die, I am satisfied with myself.
I just wish for one second that the person reading this, just you, I want more than anything for you to smile 🙃 I know u can get thru it, and I know this because uve had problems in the past as well and look where you are now, uve overcome that and so even if ur problems bigger than the last I know that u can still get over it. 💛And may I say u have a beautiful smile, stay strong and healthy, remember to have a glass of water and a good night sleep. I hope u have a great day or night 💜 from strangers to friends 🙂
no matter how friendly the barrel of that gun looks, or how nice that razor seems, don't do it. you are loved, you are a cherished. find something to do, go on walks in a park, workout and become a better person. if that doesn't convince you, live for your family, for your friends. i know you can do it, you've gone this far, i've seen your past, and i know what you're going through right now may seem big, but so did stuff in the past, and you got past it. i believe in you :). i love you, stay safe.
When you look out of your window, just simply looking at the view. Then suddenly memories of your childhood, people you care about Flash before your eyes. Some personal stuff. My cat died recently he died at the age of 16, he is the reason Im here today still standing on this earth. During every crisis he would come up to me and hug me. I love him with everything I have of love. Thank you Pondus🕊️❤️May you rest till dawn🕊️
'I hope people see this' It's hard sometimes for people it's like why they feel pain every single day and then you try to help and it doesn't work and then they do suicide And you feel bad and you blame your self on everything just because they die now Remember them think about the happy times you had with them stay happy you will feel gullt On yourself if you don't think happy thoughts on your friend you will become depressed if you do well that's great
this song, this melody is just different than most, It makes me sad, I want to cry but I can't, it's just emptiness, so I just sit here listening to this broken lullaby, knowing I can't ever be enough. this helps.
Daily reminder: All good things come to an end eventually, so you can spend your time thinking about the bad things in life or you can just get on with it
Everyone here is obviously here for a reason. Maybe you just want some music to listen to while you study or play video games or whatever, or maybe you just need something to listen to so you can calm down or think. I personally am here because this song just gives me a calm vibe so I can just stop and think for a little while. This makes me think of all the good days when life wasn’t constantly throwing things at me to worry and stress about. Life rn isn’t going so great, and I’m obviously not the only one. Recently my dog died that I have known since I was only a little kid, the girl I loved more than anything left me because I was too clingy I guess, and I just overwhelmed her instead of helping. Yeah she was constantly telling herself that everything was going to be ok and didn’t talk with me about it and it just ended up getting worse until she broke and couldn’t hold on any longer and left. School is constantly a big stressor for me and a lot of others. I try my hardest but I have this constant fear that I am going to disappoint my parents. I lost my best friend because she also has been dealing with stuff, she moved to another state not too long ago and has been missing people she had to leave behind a lot. I was the last one she had contact with and she was struggling to move on. So I did what I could to help her, I slowly started talking to her less as to not put the stress of just leaving out of nowhere on her. I wanted to help her finally get over her life here because it’s been distracting her and making her feel terrible because she can’t come and see her old friends here. So I did what had to be done and eventually stopped talking to Her so she can finally leave her life here behind and focus on making friends where she lives now. I hope she’s doing well. Life has its own way of making people stronger, without hardships there is no becoming stronger, like without exercise you can’t get stronger, you gotta feel the burn as they say because that’s your muscles getting damaged to repair stronger then before. Stuff happens to make you stronger, to help you know the feeling of pain to get through it. To all the other people out there probably listening to this song because they are depressed or going through something and need to think, just know it will be ok. Life gives you difficulties to make life less difficult if that makes sense. Focus on the good things even if they are very little good things they still count. You’ll make it through. I hope all of you feel better and have a good day. And make the best of life. Spread happiness to others around you, it has its way of making it around and will eventually come back to you if you are struggling. Be happy and help others be happy, because sadness spreads like a virus, it’s like an infection. You aren’t happy others will feel that and won’t be happy as well. To get rid of the sickness that is sadness you need to treat it with happiness, laughter, joy, fun, all of the positives. You’ll make it through. Have a good day.
Oh god... I’m listening to this because my schools 3rd quarter is ending in 5 days and I still have 3 un taken tests, 8 assignments to do, and 1 project that’s worth 50 points..... someone PLEASE HELP
This song just really made me pity myself. It made me realize how much I've went through. I have been bottling up my emotions since I was 9 and I am now 15, still keeping my emotions in.
if ur having a hard time read this: "Not everyone will stay forever, but there may be some special people who may do, so you just gotta keep living and try to find those people" (there will always be someone somewhere that you need and that needs you, you just have to have the patience to find that person)
"I remember how my life was so great back then. No diseases or pandemics. I remember the days when I was still a tiny little child. Even if I wasn't really rich, nor have my dad with me I used to be very happy. I used to have friends. I don't really have anything to enjoy nowdays, I'm just doing the same thing everyday thinking about everything wrong I have done in my life."
When I hear this I get taken back to Afghanistan 2018. I was the gunner on my humvee with a .50 cal. I was 17. We rolled into some village on patrol and started taking fire from a 2 story hut. I was in the lead vehicle, because I volunteered for it. I opened up with my 50 and brought the whole building down. I took 4 fighters out. 1 of whom was just a kid, probably 15 or 16. After the firing stopped I remember sitting on the side of the road and my gunny telling me what a good job I did and something about getting a medal. I wasn’t listening. I wasn’t there. I was back home in America, wishing I was with my friends, playing football, basketball, weightlifting, goin to the mall, at a cookout, swimming in a pool or the River. I wish I still got a chance to tell that one girl how I felt about her. I wish I could’ve had a childhood. But when I got back everyone had gone off to college. It was too late. So I signed back up and here I am to this day, longing for a childhood while I get sent wherever I’m needed. Don’t rush your childhood, you’ll miss it someday.
hey man it'll be okay, God's got u in His hands it may seem like He doesn't but trust me he does, he will never forget about u or make u sad like everyone else does. Trust God man, bc He will give u joy that wont go away👍
So I know I don't know who you are or what you situation is but I just want to say that its ok to think things like that but people will help you you know and i want to let you know that people love and care for you and I hope you are ok buddie live and thoughts to you
I wish someone told me to appreciate my freedom i had when i was a child, i didn't care abt anything, i wasn't stressed at all, i just had fun but i still wanted to grow up, i wanted to be an adult as fast as possible, i regret that now bc i spent the rest of my childhood just waiting to become an adult and I'm still not an adult but this song reminds me of the happy times in my childhood, i just miss it so much now, it hurts thinking abt it and i try not to but sometimes i just need to cry it out. If i ever have kids I'm going to tell them to enjoy their childhood as much as possible and try my best to make it the best, bc i don't want the same thing that happened to me happen to my future children if i have any. Sorry this is kinda long but i just felt comfortable enough to vent here for a bit, i know things are hard right now but try to find something that you appreciate, anything at all like for example the sky is pretty, the sun is bright, the stars shine bright. It can be small just a thing or something or anything for all i care. And remember nothing lasts forever, could be bad or good, people don't last forever, covid won't last forever, the world won't last forever either so appreciate anything or anyone, just something and i know i don't know you but ily and I'm proud of you, you're so strong for just being here. Now i hope you have a great day/night or whatever and if you don't than theirs a tomorrow, a new chance for things to maybe get better
Best year was 2016. No pressure in school, you could juist hang with friends all day. Pokemon go, Vine, bottle flip challenge, mannequin challenge and so much more. Loads of snow in chilly parts of the earth. Best youtubers ever.
This song makes me think about my dog abbey.. she passed away two years ago because of cancer.. she was only one years old.. i love her and i miss her everyday. 💔
I’m here because I’ve kept my emotions bottled up so much this is the only song that makes me cry I want to cry I want to let it all out but it’s so hard and this song just hits something inside me
Reasons to live: Sunsets Warm sweaters on cold days The smell of rain That happy feeling when you reread a book you once loved The way people's eyes look in the sun Summer nights The ocean on cold windy days Leaves falling in autumn The smell of old books The smell of new books The way the stars shine brighter on special nights Boots in puddles Fluffy animals to love Smiles from strangers The feeling of freedom that comes with being alone BEES Flowers in full bloom The way food from the garden tastes Watermelons in July Ice skating in the dark Sinking into bed after a good day Sleepovers Book that make you stare at the ceiling in awe People who make you laugh Perfectly sharpened pencils Chai tea Daydreams Movies that make you happy Sunflowers That song that you’ll never get tired of listening to People who laugh!! Cuddles Climbing trees Collecting treasures at the beach Going on new adventures Kid shows that make you nostalgic That one outfit you feel so confident in The person whos texts make you smile The way popsicles taste in august Peaches and mangos Running into the ocean until you fall over Brownies The feeling of freedom when school ends Waking up in the middle of the night and staring at the stars Fruit juice The first snow of the year Hugs People who make you feel loved Cloudless skies in summer That celebrity you love Pies Getting an extra marshmallow at the campfire Phone calls with people who make you happy Takeout food Someone reading a book you recommended and loving it Dancing in the mirror Smoothies The feeling when you realize how beautiful you are Deep philosophical discussions Pictures that make you nostalgic Studio ghibli movies Late night car rides Being above the clouds on a plane ride Staying up into the early hours of the morning reading Eating a food you haven't eaten in a while and remembering how much you love it Heartbreaking books Full sketchbooks Plain canvases Pressed flowers People who share your interests Finally understanding a math problem Wading in creeks Laughing because you can’t contain your joy Random epiphanies Art you love Kisses Swings Swimming in lakes Growing plants Eating candy Cozy socks Fireplaces People with pretty accents Music Doodling on yourself in sharpie 100% charged battery Stupid jokes that nevertheless made you laugh People who make you feel loved Skirts that swoosh! Butterflies and hummingbirds Stories about faeries and fantasy worlds Eating fruit off a tree People who let you pet their dogs!!! New haircuts Waking up happy Good dreams Comfy shoes The way people smile Childlike wonder YOU!!! You deserve the world and all the things on this list Pls remember this list and know that I'm here for u I love u
i’m finally on a break for school (very well deserved because we started going 5 days a week) and i don’t know why but i feel like the whole school year is ending but it’s not, i just want it to end but not i mean i like being with everyone i haven’t seen in like 2 years but i don’t like being at school. Also earlier today my ex’s girlfriend dm’d me on instagram saying to “ back off” but me and my ex had been talking for a little (about 3 months) because we’re both struggling with bisexuality and covid and all that shit that i felt super mad that her girlfriend told me to back off and idk what to feel or say or even think you know? these past months (year) have been super tough for me and (i’m assuming) everyone else, but it has been worse on me because i had came out in march of 2020 as bisexual and everyone at school is calling me out for that ( i’m in 6th grade btw). But if you’re read this far you probably don’t care but i just needed to rant so sorry.✌️😽
How old are you? 12? You shouldn’t be worrying about anything that has the word “sex” in it. You’re a kid, just relax and avoid drama. As someone who always clinged to drama all throughout school and who is now in college, I’ve come to realize that it tears through friendships and the people you love. The best thing to do is to not associate with anyone that is causing you any strain. If they’re threatening you, just imagine how insecure they feel themselves. Again, don’t even be thinking of bisexuality or anything of that nature. I’m not against it, but you’re only 12! Get your mind off that.
I dont think I know what its like to be happy. There are always some dumb thoughts just whirling around in my head and its been that way for years. Ive grown so used to it Im kinda afraid to change it. But damn this song just makes it feel like its okay to be that way. I like it so much. Even tho Im alone, not knowing whats gonna happen tomorrow, I can just lay in bed and relax cuz things gon be aight in the end. Relax with me
Who would've know that sitting around and growing older would've been a curse? This picture is something that you would remember when you were younger. Everyone running around playing on a school night. Your best friends would have little to no worries. And yet it's all gone now. And this song is just something that triggers every moment you had with them. Good Luck guys; It only stays around for a short time and can be taken away any moment. Try your hardest to forgive; to accept; and to be happy without a source. If you can do that, you can learn to grow without the help of others. Tread lightly as pain crawls around every corner. Keep going dude/girl. You got everything under control.
If ur listening to this song and ur sad... don’t worry ur gonna be happy in the end. I know what ur feeling and it’s okay. It happens to everyone and it might give you more opportunities. Stay safe from dumbass COVID also
I always listen to this song like the ukelele version of it, it just it's helping me with my loneliness, its kinda sad but this save me from loneliness, i dont mind being alone when im listening to this
in my 'opinion' 2015 was the best year I went thru was such an amazing year i don't think I could ever go thru that again but if I can go back in time and live that year one more time I would be the happiest person on earth I got to enjoy time with my family they weren't mean but now things changed covid got worse i lost my grandma cuz of covid i just wanted to tell her my last goodbye i wish i was never mean to her all the things ive done before i regret now is u are reading this have an amazing life!
Listening to this brings back all my good memories. Now I look at me and look at my life, my parents are divorced, my dogs dead, I have two good friends, I’m having trouble in school, and I just want to go back.
i just want that one friend group who almost always gets along, i want at least 3 other people who care. i want us all to have each others backs. i want us all to take long walks, and stay up late together. i want us to just be friends. i wasted my whole childhood pretending that other kids liked me.
its crazy honestly. how i can connect to strangers zoning our reading stories and seeing these positive comments seeing people struggling how i do knowing now im not alone watching comments build up it honestly amazes me to see 562 and ill be the 567. have a amazing day i love you and dont give up i know your in a deep spot but remember you may not know me but i believe in you that you will get through this and make it out this void of hate pitifulness dark spot. just keep trying you may hear it all the time but i mean it keep trying dont give up one day all the problems will go away one day everything will be better and life will be that fun careless moment you use to have. please finish this bridge. maybe yours just started or your in the middle stuck. or almost at the end, just keep building on and then one day... it will finish and you will overcome this demon whos on that step behind you. one day you will step off the bridge and leave him there. i love you stranger