가사도 거의없고 딱히 유명한노래도 아니지만 개인적으로 너무 좋아하는 노래..뭔가 들으면 묘하면서도 몽환적이고 편안한 느낌이 든다고 해야할까요,, Zach Farache-The Loser 중 우쿠렐레랑 허밍파트만 1시간짜리 해봤습니다 잘때 들어도 좋을것 같고 그냥 아무생각없이 있을때 틀어놔도 좋을것 같아요 즐감하세요
It hurts differently when ur having flashbacks of the happy moments when ur family is still together and happy and then realizing ur all by urself now. No one told me that growing up hurts this much.
I feel that I’ve been looking back on my old Xbox group from years ago and it’s not the same half of the group has gone there on ways not just them but friends in my life school life too and how my family didn’t fight all the time and when I was with my ex and how she made me happy and how my old dog was the best and how I didn’t go into the room with him when they put him down and just how much life was better
I’ve been thinking about it lately I’m about to be in high school and I can’t stop thinking about how I’m a couple years from being an adult with my own responsibilities not being able to see my grandmother being that she’ll pass when I’m an adult fighting for a country who will probably never see my face nor appreciate the sacrifice made maybe dying with honor before I can rebuild a clan long gone to time and I just can’t get it out of my head the sadness and emptiness probably from knowing my fate the acceptance that all I am and want to be is a tool made for others gain but in return from me being a tool I can help others gain hope and that fills my emptiness just a little
living gets boring after awhile. i just wanna lay down on the shores of a beach on a stormy day and let the waves sweep me out into the sea, no one hearing from me ever again.
My cat just got hit by a car and I'm just imagining all the memories I had with my bestfriend. It's not the same anymore without him. I grew up with him and always cheered me up. Well, all good things come to an End, It was nice having you my friend.
same here ,but i lost my dog , all i know was he was hit by a car ... it hurts so bad .When I start to remember him every time i start crying ..(and im sorry about your cat , i hope you feel good now) ^ - ^.......
I hope your okie now..it always emotionally drains any person when they see a pet or a person of whom they love and has always been there for them. Even if they do or don't talk back to u they don't judge you. I would like most cat owner fall to pieces of any of my cats got into an accident even if it was on accident or purpose. I hope that you are mentally fully or nearly fully repaired and I hope that you has overcame the challenge that you couldn't prevent.. I'm sorry for you and I hope it's all better now..sorry for saying sorry or reminding you of the day or night but like everyone or ppl in the comments have said. Stay strong and I hope your ok (っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ⊂(・▽・⊂)
The same thing happened to me, but Tiana was hit about a year ago, and my cat Tiny died a few months ago, but it'll be alright. Through these hard times we don't give up, we try to find our way through and make it out. It's going to be okay, I promise
Relate to this a lot, I had a rough childhood and it didn't help whenever my dad would yell at me. He was very harsh with his words because I was his son. All this was done for me to get "tougher skin" but in return I can't express my emotions how I'd like to because of the past. Its shaped me to this current me today and I am almost unable to cry and when I rarely do I can't ever do it again for a long time. This "tougher skin" has led me to react in ways emotion wise how no other could react. Almost like a robot. Basically because I was a boy there was more room to be treated harshly because as how society sees it, Men can't cry or else they're weak.
you know its bad enough when you're crying without tears running down. I dont know how to explain it. I get shakes, i get the heart racing and all the thing but tears dont come out now..
@@dimead00m24youre lucky you had a dad. I’m 12 and my dad killed himself last year. If you don’t believe me then search up James Henry Albury in google.
because it’s simple and relaxing and none of us really get to have these simple or relaxing times let alone lives. Our lives are complex and emotionally draining but theyre beautiful. It’s sad because we don’t think we’ll ever reach a state as peaceful as this and the best we can get is a one hour recording to listen to as an escape from our real lives these are just my thoughts tho hahaha
They can betray you or abandon friends even your family but Jesus will NEVER abandon you, Jesus loved you so much that he died suffering so much on the cross for you
@@anii-isd34d. I am so so sorry.. Bet she was like a sister to you, but i think you loved her more than a sister, she was and still is a good girlfriend. Happy in Heaven..
Currently feeling that right know. Just made a video too. Been crying for the past few hours. I lost one of my best friends on December 10, 2020. We were both 10. Believe me, it's been 3 year's now, and it's still hurts like hell
well not to make things wooorssseee buuuttt i mean that one person that dosent love you back prob atleast cares about you a bit more then the 7 billion that dont even know or care who you are :D
life hurts... trust me it does.. u don't even have the motivation to get up in the morning. you just wanna die. but if u think that's gonna help, its not. that pain is gonna go to another person if you're going through a breakup, anxiety, etc. keep you're head up not all bad things last.. take walks, meditate, listen to music, eat sweets, watch you're favorite shows.. but just don't give up love u all.
I put my phone under my pillow and play this sound when I’m having anxiety/panic attacks and it makes me feel like someone is actually here helping me so thank you ❤️
i've just found this and i listen to music to escape from everyday life as well and heal the heartbreak im going thru so same road bro hope u feel better
I felt like I had a panic attack at school where I started crying and playing with my hands not on purpose, i even kept telling myself I wasn’t gonna do anything good. I also said to myself “stop letting your anxiety and crying take over you.” But it never stopped. During a graded assignment for P.E :,(
I found that praying helps with that too. I’m not trying to push religion on you or anything but god is always there for you. Sometimes you just need to take the first step and ask for it. Sometimes you will need patience and sometimes you will get really frustrated like I do but for me in my life I have been blessed by living my life trying to follow Jesus Christs example .
Now i have come to realize what this kind of feeling is. It feels sick. I feel lonely. So lonely, Idk it just feels like everyones there for me physically, But they're not really there for me. I only have God and me. I just feel so alone. Not like the alone that i was ok abt just before. But a different feeling. I just listened to this song and thought of everything while feeling nothing or feeling everything. It just somehow feels wrong and sad. (I literally fell asleep to this song last night.)
Im having the flashbacks of my life with my best friend and now he found someone new and im all alone sitting here hoping its going to be as good as it used to be
My bestie also found someone new, the worst thing, is that, the person my bestie found, is the most horrible person ever, I saw w'my own eyes how that person stole ablotnof friends from ppl, and I guess now its my turn, my bestie, that I know since 7 years old, literally didn't want to listen to me, I've pulled her out of 3 fake bff relationship, yes, she betrayed me all ready 3 times before and I saved her from 3 heart brakes, and now I'm the one who's picking up my own heart pieces and trying to fix It, with nobody w'me, I thought I had a gf I couldd trust, but, it seems like I'm boring, I'm a bad best friend, bc isa won't listen to me, I'm also a bad gf, bc eve, every time I talk to her, she sais she get bored, at my frikin' face, finally I'm going to start highschool, were I won't see non of them anymore ^^
@@09Jeffboy_James that’s why I made this comment. When friends or family asks if I’m ok. I always just respond saying I’m fine. But I’m reality I’m not. I just want to cry and tell them how sad I am. But my body stops itself.
It’s all one big facade you put on just so you don’t seem like a burden to anyone but yourself and that’s the only way you feel comfortable no matter how much they say they’re there they’re never truly there…no matter how much they say they love you it won’t ever really feel like it…you’re not alone but you are is how it feels…like it’s you against the world…this is how I feel and I find it odd that I’m more comfortable explaining this stuff to some people on the internet with common things going on than a therapist or family but it’s what I feel comfortable with.
my mom dosent know i come tot he comments of this looking for people with the same problems as me since no one else knows and im to scared to say anything
They can betray you or abandon friends even your family but Jesus will NEVER abandon you, Jesus loved you so much that he died suffering so much on the cross for you
psst guys, if yall can hear the little thingy above the guitar and humming, the little beeping, its called a metronome. it helps with timing, (1,2,3,4) and it also helps with knowing what notes are where!
I love the sound of metronomes, just something about it is mesmerising like a song in itself. Every time I hear one it floods me with great memories of playing my instruments with my friends and the fun we had. I can't wait until we can play again.
my brother recently moved away and i choke back tears listening to this... i dont understand why it hurts so much not seeing his goofy smile or hearing his silly laugh or overhearing him and my other brothers laugh and joke about sports and stupid little things. I cant name this feeling but it hurts so much.
We love you, thank you. And when you say goodbye to a world just know you were never alone, we'll love you forever in a new galaxy. Goodnight my little shooting stars. ❤️✨
Accidentally this song popped in my mind a few minutes ago and when I searched for it, it was stopped at the point where I last listened to it. I used to listen to that song everyday ( from December till April) when I was taking meds because of my depression amd my c-ptsd and it was very helpful for me to relax from my negative thoughts and panic attacks. I'm listening to it right now and I'm proud that I survived from all the bad things that I went through. I also hope this song make someone feel better even for a couple of minutes. Everything is going to be okay and if you don't feel it right now trust me, better days are coming. You are valid.
@@adalynn2693 im so happy about it i hope you will be okay.. well you are just a stranger but I feel that I have no one to talk about how I feel. I'm diagnosed with bpd and after 8 months I found the person that I was praying the last few years to find but because of my mental disorder I'm pushing him away and it's killing me. I hope we find peace one day and everything will be alright. Better days are coming as I said 8 months ago and I still believe it.
_"You changed, you were the best student in your class"_ _"Hey beastie, Is something wrong?"_ _"Please pay more attetion to class."_ _i trying my best_
Hey, I know this is really outta nowhere when I say this since I don't know you, but I just wanted to tell you that you're doing a good job, and I'm really really proud of you. Seriously, the work and effort you're putting in? Yeah, I recognize it, and I see it, and I acknowledge it. You're doing great, and thank you for trying your hardest. Your best is enough. Thank you, you can keep it up, you're strong, and I believe in you. You'll always do it one way or another, in your way, I believe in you. You got this 💪✨💕
This hits different when you let go of an opportunity to skip grades and then in regret for doing it you never care for your grades anymore then you fall into a state of emptiness where only others and reading can fill it but only temporarily
Yo, maybe we dont know each other, and, i do understand things are getting hard,but remember,we are all a fighter,we gotta get stronger,cause this world aint gonna take a pity for us, also dont let their words disturbing your life Sorry for my bad english anyway :),i hope u understand what i want to say
I mean this genuinely my friend. You are more than enough in every aspect. I am trying to understand your pain but i assure you with all my heart that you very well are enough and that i am so very proud of you for trying this hard. I am proud from one human being to another, of you for trying, striving for success, for getting that B. That is the mark of the hardest worker. Just try to accept failure and you will be happier. Sincerely, Me. To: you
The fact that your able to say this to a bunch of strangers online shows just how strong you have become for making it this far. Scars arnt ment to burden us, they are ment to speak out, saying: "I'm a survivor. I went through hell and back, but I'm still breathing" My friend, I am so fucking proud of you. Stay golden ~☆
I feel your pain the same thing happens to me as well. I always tell myself that no one will ever be proud of me and trying to get through this depressive state hurts like hell. And, I always try to be good at something but it never goes as planned.
*sits beside you* I know you’re trying love, I believe in you, and I’m always here for you, just come find this comment if you need anything at all dear.
Thank you i realy need that music.... my live rn just sucks and i wont get better... im failing school and i just cant do all this anymore... my parents dont support me rly and the only thing that makes me happy is she but she doesnt love me and blocked me everywhere she can.... but this.. this gives me the energy i need rn so god bless yall and especially you....
It always hits me hard when I try to remember the feeling of having someone asking you if you ever felt tired and insisted for an honest answer. I wish I still get asked about it. But it hurts even more to have that one person leave you.
Crying while thinking of that one 2D character that you can’t get off your mind….the one whos always made you feel like you belonged with them. Of how badly you want to see that comfort character, just to be held and told everything is gonna be okay….I’ve tried shifting multiple times, I finally got it to happen and I cried into his arms when I got there :,)
I'm sorry if you don't want to answer this but can you tell me what shifting method you used? I've been trying a lot lately but I just can't seem to find the right one
@@deviglax1070 oh no it’s totally okay I’d love to help! I started out with the raven method and when that didn’t work I changed to the Julia method. Julia is one of the easiest methods to use and it worked for me!
thank you so much for this! people who are depressed or even sad, even if I don’t know you ily and thank you for not leaving this world because we need you! you may not realize it but many people care, including me :) .keep your head up!
My best friend is on his deathbed and is expected to die in 9 months or less. I'm here listening to this because I can't really see him since of covid. Whenever I hear it I makes me think of when we first met and how I never thought speaking to that boy on the swings would change either of our lives. I think of how me and him would hang out at his house and how he would talk about a new book he was reading or how he built a new Lego set. Sure he was super nerdy and such but I love him (like a brother not like that.) He's a year older then me but it's never felt like that. He was super kind to pretty much anyone even though he was bullied and people weren't always nice to him. (Honestly I feel horrible knowing I wasn't always so kind to him.) But even so he smiles though thick and thin. Even though he's dying he still trys to stay positive. I breaks my heart. My best friend, he won't be here anymore. He was an escape from my hellish life at home. My mom used to hate me but when at was at his place I felt welcomed and loved. Now I can't even thank him for what he did. How he saved my life all of those times. I really wanna take my own life but I won't. For him. For everything he's done for me. I'll keep living on for him. I'll try my hardest to make my life as enjoyable as possible for him. I'm sorry for the long comment. Thank you for everything you've done. I know your not reading this but if you are thank you and you know who you are. Goodbye for now. :) Edit: He passed recently thanks for the support.
Found an abandonded 3 week old kitten. Took it in, gently washed it n gave it formula (milk for kittens) and now listening to this with it... never felt so complete
me and my gf are going to have to go long distance and neither of us really think it'll be worth it long term (we'll probably never live in the same state or maybe even country again because of the schools we're going to) so we're breaking up in a couple weeks. I've known we would break up before this coming school year since we got together 10 months ago; I've known how it was gonna end the whole time but it still hurts and I don't understand why. this has been my first relationship and I've never been through a break up before and honestly I'm scared I really don't know what to do or why I'm even commenting this at all; I guess I just needed to get this out even if it is just a shout into the void that no one will see idk I guess if you read this thank you for seeing me
im not going threw the same problem rn but i wanna still help. im proud of you for not being like me whos to scared to make good friends cause i know that it'll problaley end someday. so just know im always here for you in the comments and that i support you.
Lifes hard. Especially when you love someone you cant have. I fall to fast. I already fell for a girl after a week of talking. I want to confess but the feeling of wanting someone who probably thinks little of you is shattering. I feel like I'm on an exciting ride perhaps a Rollercoaster but when she leaves its like its coming to an end. She stops all my bad habits. She's good for me. I dont think im good enough for her though
Fun fact: i listened to this while it was raining! Actual comment: Sometimes... music is a great escape from life... It's a way for me to leave my mind... to go to a world where everything is ok... where I didn't do anything "bad"... where nothing matters... where I can just calm down... take a break from the chaos that is my mind, and focus on the beat of the song, to relax.. even if only for a moment... cherish these moments my friends... you never know how long they will last...
this hits different when u have flashbacks of ur happy memories and then they slowly fade away as u get older my friend loved this song until one day he got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and only had 12 days left to live so i made it the best 12 days of his life i spent everyday with my bestfriend until the very last moment he asked me "when i die will u visit me at my grave" i said to him in tears "ofc i will" he lyed his head onto my lap until he fell asleep and then the next day......i woke up to the call i knew i was gonna get they said to be ready by 12 when i got to the grave and saw his body i dropped to floor and my friends mum started crying in pain saying ill see him one day she ended up killing herself 2 days later leaving a note saying "me and jake will be waiting for u in heaven" i smiled looking up at the sky saying "hahaha jake always said he wouldnt make it to heavenbut he would to hell" i then took that letter and put it on his mums grave as i felt like i was being watched but i knew it was my friend standing next to me.....the worst day of my life was the day i had to carry my friend in a coffin......in loving memory of Jake stanley 2011-2021 legendes never die my friend and u were a one of a kind
@@generalgrievous4254 ah sorry for answering 1 year later. Just got back to this masterpiece, literally. This song makes you feel all kinds of emotions and idk.. it’s so comforting
I listen to this while calling one of my friends I cried because my friends are the only ones that make me happy thank you this calmed me I usually have to cry when I am alone nobody I know knows that.
This feels like waiting at the side of your friend's hospital bed, knowing there's a chance that they won't make it, but still waiting next to them, humming a tune to them, because you know, if you were stuck in their position, they just might feel the way you feel.
Trust me buddy, one day there will be someone who understands. You won't be scarred at all to talk to her/him and that. You will be better trust me. Just hold on, cry as much as u want and need, just, hold on. What calmed me is finding songs and telling people It will be alright 😊
Running around at a beach at night Stars lighting the path you run on Water slowly sloshing on the sand Water slowly sloshing off the sand Footprints you left behind erased The sand as bright as the moon The water glistens dark blue The sounds of waves Open your eyes Wake up Breath in Breath out Now close your eyes See nothing Drift into sleep... And imagine it all over again....
I have no friends 🙃. I realized that we are real before going to bed, real emotions, experiences. and we wear the mask of happiness all day long. And as they say, the happiest person, the saddest at heart. I have very mixed emotions, I want to cry and rejoice.
Humming along with this song feels like someone is comforting you and lying down on the grass with you. But they left so you're the only one who's singing, hoping that they'll come back.
This song feels like a saddening peace. It's like being outside on a rainy day, surrounded by trees, with no one around you but mother nature. It's lonely, yet so peaceful.
I had a crush for almost 12 years. In the last 3 years he started giving me signs and i thought if i gave him signs back something might actualy happen. I messaged him on instagram and he just blocked me. I was confused :/ At school I talked with him about it and he said what i did was pointless.. He would always give me signs and then act like nothing happened. At nights i would always cry cause i thought i wasnt good enough. Yesterday i finished middle school and im relieved that all this feelings are going to vanish :)
school starts at age 5. you just got into high school (age 14-15?). yet you've somehow had that crush for 12 years... did you know them when you were 2 or something?
@@sengfuestion8386 well in my country we go to kindergarten at age 1-2, we start school at age 6 and then go to high school at 14-15. And yup i was 2 at the time when i met him :)
*Idk if it’s just me but every time I let out my problems to my BFF she just gets weirded out and doesn’t even make me feel better- like that makes me feel like I’m not normal human being and that I should just keep my problems to myself tbh*
You should drop her, I don;t care how much she's been there for but if she's being toxic it just shows she doesn't even care about you. Get a new bff -stranger
@@amandawang7602 we’ve been friends for 2-3 years.. but now I’m acting all cold when I talk to her, she’s worried and such. I don’t share my emotions anymore to her, she asked if I’m ok but I just said I’m fine like always. she’s my only friend during quarantine..I just wish that I could have a friend just like me. has trouble in in class, watches dream smp, enjoys math, has a cursing problem, could let out their feeling to each other, and just be ourselves without having to hide away. may we be friends stranger?
@@ytsomething6642 I'm sorry I thought I replied to this comment earlier. I don't have the exact same problems as you but I can relate to you in many ways, I hope we can help eachother grow. Keep in mind that it's ok to be cold sometimes if you just want to keep it to yourself but I know easier said then done, but if your really having trouble you can reach out to me in my discord.
@@amandawang7602 I have found happiness in a friend I’ve reached out to a few weeks ago, we have so much in common. My “best friend” and I had a fight but my friend made me feel so much better!
_"What is wrong with you"_ *my friend said..* _"You changed."_ *mom and dad said..* _"Its your fault"_ *Everyone said..* _But i just want to escape from_ _this stup1d world.._
