@@wrldofadam time is sad and powerful at the same time. everyday im waisting my time on useless thoughts thinking about every single thing around me. im always in my mind thinking and thinking but its all useless, i wish i could stop but its hard, really hard. if i had a friend or if i had a person around me where i could spend my time with i wounld't be waisting it on my never ending thoughts. I always try meeting new people but i always get to attached and they always end up fading away, my emotions and thoughts always take control over me. im lost in memories, and lost in my mind. im sad that im waisting my young years in these ways. ive tried everything to craw out of this deppresing deep hole but nothing seems to work (╥﹏╥)
@@HiguqI've come to terms that that's who i am, fuck friends and gfs and shit, if the universe wants me to be alone i don't give a fuck, get yourself a job, be productive and take care of your body and mind, work hard on yourself and you'll see results
I've never been in a relationship to and I don't think I will be in one also it's hard because your scared of being in one you will never know when they will betray you and it's hard to find someone how is nice and caring now days women just use men for there own games and take everything from him. Hope you find someone who deserves you🥲
I was at the amusement park not too long ago, I saw a beautiful woman walking not to far from me, as she turned around for whatever reason, I looked away,but her gaze for a split second seemed to be right on me, as mine was once again hers, I wondered what her life was like and how it went, i can’t say that I had the courage to say anything, but I guess I wasn’t supposed to, who knows.🤷