I'm doing my best everyday with my full faith and trust in God. But man there are days which I cant shake the loneliness and sadness in life. Life is good but I feel there is just so much more for me. I know God has a greater vision for me and when he is ready he will bless me. I wont quit!! I thank God for how far I have come from being homeless on drugs and sinning and being wrong with choices I have made. My life is decent now I have a good job my own apartment but still just know there is something missing. At 40 never been married no children, always say God sent me on earth to take care of others as being a CNA for the last 17 years. It's not a job when you love what you do. ❤ Listening to you everyday, praying reading the Bible is what keeps me going.
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God has been calling me to let go and let him for the last week(probably the last year but had those "natural" blinders on) and then RU-vid showed me your videos on stop running my play, stop fighting God, this one and God's like if you can't watch these and get it I don't know what to tell you. E, I've been watching you for over a year now since this season shattered my life and you show up when God has a message for me❤ thank you
I understand your struggle. The feeling you're looking for, is a fleshly feeling. God operates in spirit. The feeling you're looking for is borne out of lust. God operates in Love. Idk your situation specifically, but you may be looking for attention or the feeling of being wanted by a certain somebody. On the contrary, think about the vast love and wanting of your soul and spirit that God has for you. Choose God's love. And if you love God enough, you will see that any sin is like breaking up an earthly relationship. If you love God, you won't sin against him. Love God with all your heart and do all you can to please him. If want you want to do is a sin, then you are not showing your love for God. and if you're not showing your love for God, then who are you showing it for?
read and meditate on Matthew 26:41 - "Keep watch and pray, so that you will not give into temptation. For the spirit is willing, but the body is weak."
