The monotony of my life where did I miss what did I fail why I can’t help myself why my pain can’t go away why no one can help me why I’m smiling at life like she’s smiling to me
Yeah bro, like, anyone asks you if you okay and you say “yeah I'm fine”, but if a teacher asks you that, it's complicated. Last time I was asked “how are you? Are you okay?” by a teacher, I didn't know how to respond, I just said “I don't know” and tried to leave as soon as I could
@@ScottJBird-345 no fr bro but at least they chek up on u and at least they care but its just so nerve wracking especially when its in front of the whole class and they look at u ☹☹
I'm on round 17 rn and idk if I'll make it to round 20 with all that's going on, I just wish I was never born. If I didn't have a family I'd of ended already but I can't do that to them, not yet.
or just, realising you'll never be able to socially interact with anyone/trust anyone because of many disappointments in your childhood and teen years :(
I'm late to comment but this masterpiece sounds awesome, it sounds like the ending song to a zombie apocalypse type movie or game that in the final chapter it shows there is no hope and no cure and that the main protagonists are surrounded and doomed in the eyes of the audience, this truly is a masterpiece of a song
@@masonio9818 this song reminded me of something out of the walking dead, like when Daryl came back for merle on the roof and his hand was gone and while he was crying I pictured this song started to slowly play
This song... brings a feel to me I never felt. It demonstrates how everyday I trust people less and less. And how it feels like I'm balancing on a crumbling pillar
Not only are these slowed songs really nice to listen to but i find i can play songs easier and hit more correct notes on guitar after hearing each and every note slowed so thanks!
The FBI when they see the most brilliantly laid out plan to commit domestic terrorism on a word file in my computer and see "In Minecraft" at the bottom of the page:
I listened to this song when I was a kid with my dad while we were driving to my school, and I always called it “the sweater song”. Hearing this intro makes me feel so nostalgic. I wish I could relive my childhood man :(
don't wish to relive your childhood, instead, focus on making your present time feel special again. people always wish going back to the past, but we don't realize that if we just focused on the present our whole lives we wouldn't need to look at the past. :)
Tomorrow is my farewell and I hated so much my high school life I can't explain. But listening this song I had to rethink that I wasted this whole high school journey. I'll never have this beautiful life again. I always kinda isolated myself doing "cringe" stuffs during this period and regretting so much. Live for now don't live for potential
is that gif from the niche anime 'yokohama kaidishi kiko', released in 1998, about an android living a quiet, peaceful life after a large-scale apocalyptic event caused the earth to go silent?
You walk alone through the old city, it seems like just yesterday those bombs fell… destroying everything. You were at least one of the lucky ones though… if you considered this lucky. Though you never saw the explosions yourself, you quickly went underground once you heard the sirens wailing and saw the notification on your phone to take shelter, you now see the aftermath first hand right in front of you. You always saw it in the movies and the video games but looking at it for yourself… the place you once lived now nothing but rubble… it was a different feeling. One that you couldn’t really describe. Was it sadness? Anger? Or just shock or disbelief? You don’t know. All you know is that this is life now, and you have to except that. You sigh through your gas mask wanting to at least shed a tear… but you haven’t done that in a long time. As the feelings subside you clench the rifle in your hand and press on forgetting about the life you had all those years ago. The only life you have now… is survival.
I like to hear this song when my parents are yelling at me and threatening me do then I just go and take a nap to get rid of the problems it helps a bit but I still feel bad I have disappointed my family and probably why I haven't seen my mom for 3 or 4 years I'm fine :)
This reminds me of high-school teenagers when they have fun but then theres you...you don't have energy to even get up from the bed and they expect you to come to the party,yeah no fucking way...I will rather stay in bed crying myself to sleep honestly
Pov: You realise everything’s… pretty boring, nothing interest you anymore and you’re slowly losing the motivation to move forward. So you stagnate living in this empty loop in your head hoping to wake up
Feel sorry for the person on the bike Riding forever with infinite fuel. Trying to get to their destination. That person probably doesn't even realize that they are trapped
This song in my understanding greaty represents what fear and insecurity ar the same time. This makes such a good villain theme, I could not imagine anything else.
This reminds me of painful moments in my life and saddens me so but if I keep remembering those moments I know I'll grow as a person so try and lose some pain but never fully forget to keep yourself humble in a way
My friend got mad mad at me when i was 11 and punched me, i had a mild concussion, which caused my brain to do something odd. About 2 weeks later, i had depression and became suicidal most of the way through 12 (11 months). Finally, I feel better now. im 13 yrs 6 mths now.
Im currently in love with someone that has a partner and this song makes me think of this same ceeling of hopelessness and that i will never get to be with that person she is the most special person that has ever appeared in my life and ive never felt like this before over someone i just love everything about her the other day i met with her we were just having a deep convo and as a test i said i love you, ur a very special friend to me as i said this my eyes watered i suffer from trauma so expressing my feelings outwardly really pains me and its a hard time for me she just said I appreciate your honesty and idfk what that means so here i am confused in a nihilistic flow of sadness
This song is so good, It is inscridible for the inspiration of history or other, it reminds us of things that are not very pleasant for us or for others. In slow motion, it’s even better, thank you for this music !
I've been feeling empty lately. Not only because all my family are assholes but, because i hate everyone, not only because they can have much more than me, but also because they're selfish and can be happy
this song feels like after a movie where the hero is young (9-30) and they’ve defeated the villain and he’s dead now so that kid just lives in fear that something crazy is gonna happen again and now he’s just scared and anxious 24/7 just waiting for something to happen but nothing ever happens and he just has to live with the fact that he has to forget everything and try to live normally again
i just had a lockdown a few days ago. it wasn’t anything too bad but my class and another class was in the hall in front of the front office. it was loud and i couldn’t hear the announcement. then all of a sudden I hear the resource officer and my teachers yelling that we need to go. we ran in the office, the resource officers office, bathrooms, downstairs. the panic and chaos was such a horrible experience. i felt like i was gonna throw up and i have had off and on head aches ever since. this song is how i feel.
In a completely different city, in a place where no one knows you, sipping whiskey on a bar stool with all your loneliness, an intro accompanying your loneliness in the background..
ngl the instrumental of this song would make a great "ending" song, like in a show or a movie where the main character returns to where they started to find it all gone or nothing changed
when you a boy during the night thinking if she likes you or not or if things will change or when your death date will come its sad at night when your a boy you just get theese random depressing thoughts hope yall have a good night!
