I am broken, the base is physical. I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome for the second time, the five with the Epstein-Barr virus. So it really bad. My immune system is failing, and my brain and spine are inflamed. It to the point now that too much light or sound or a conversation will overload my nervous system and I will start having trouble talking. I know God is faithful, but with no real human help my health is continuing to deteriorate. I have try to get help and the people who are willing just can't. Most though are just to busy to help I am scared at where this will end. I have a great call on my life, yet it can not be filled if I die. I also may have metastatic thyroid cancer for the three time. We can not find out because I am to bad to go to the hospital for the ultrasound. I don't question God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit, but we're are the Christians who are called to help those who can not help themselves.
Julie, I just saw your comment and as someone who has struggled with chronic pain for 12 years I feel a piece of your pain. But I can only imagine what you are walking through. It can be so lonely and you cant fight this alone. Just know that you will be in my thoughts. My prayers are for you. Praying that You would feel Jesus meeting you right where you are at, that He would be your comfort and peace. I am praying for the body of christ to surround you, and your healing..
Pt.2.. Praying over your fear, that you would feel a peace that surpasses understand, praying over your mind that it would be guarded with the Truth of Christ. There is purpose in your pain. I pray that God would reveal himself to you in all the hard, horrible things your are walking through. Blessings
@@nicholebaxter9192 thank you so much. Something's are getting better but others are taking its place. As I have begun recovering my vitals are unstable and since being in bed now seven months I gained weight back with is causing my diabetes to act up again. Money is to tight to be on the right diet so I am trying to figure out how to control my blood sugar and have started small exercises.
