The Thing You Can't Defeat - DOOM's Creepiest And Most Depressing Mod

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The Thing You Can't Defeat - DOOM's Creepiest And Most Depressing Mod.
In today's episode of Doomsturbing (Disturbing DOOM), we are going to take a look at a mod for DOOM that was created in 2022 named "The Thing You Can't Defeat". Thanks to the success of MyHouse.wad, a lot of you guys recommended me to make a video on this wad. Enjoy.
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@Midnighthalo Год назад

very scary EDIT: If you liked the video be sure to leave a like, my sanity would greatly appreciate that :]

@OnlyEclips Год назад

very scary

@thereaver954 Год назад

very very scary

@bruteng836 Год назад

incredibly horrifying

@AlarmingBoot205 Год назад

@@thereaver954 very very very scary

@Midnighthalo Год назад

@@bruteng836 nightmare inducing

@doog462 Год назад

“This is the most disturbing doom mod!” “Midnight… this is the seventh week in a row you’ve shown the most disturbing doom mod in class.”

@Midnighthalo Год назад

Goes to show you that there a lot of Disturbing Doom Mods xd

@billybobjoephilcorncobtiptopge Год назад

@@Midnighthalo when will u make the most disturbing doom mod? I have been waiting for years man

@strgn1360 Год назад

"wanna see me do it again?"

@panthekirb7561 Год назад

Clickbait

@Bitterman97 Год назад

I still think that rootpain beats this. This might be the most disturbing DOOM MOD but rootpain is the most disturbing .WAD

@youropinionsarewrong6705 Год назад

Hey, I made that WAD! Thank you for featuring it on your channel :D

@pphams1780 Год назад

If you're being for real why and what made you make this art

@maxpavlovsky Год назад

this is a good work of a WAD, very artistic

@MegaRazorback Год назад

This WAD hit rather hard when i played it and realized at the last level what it was hinting at, i've watched two family members become nothing but shells due to dementia...

@aperks Год назад

proof?

@pphams1780 Год назад

@@aperks its on his channel

@tthymos6233 Год назад

I played the wad before watching the video and reached the conclusion that this wad was about dementia and its stages, and it seems like this was indeed about dementia.

@Tigeristiger Год назад

I was thinking the exact same thing. It's like Everywhere at the End of Time. Starts off normal, but just goes down hill from there on.

@violetbackedstarling Год назад

It could also be both that and PTSD, which would explain why doomguy is recalling the original levels with minor differences at first, and also could be an explanation for the wall of marine corpses

@Tigeristiger Год назад

@@violetbackedstarling Oh yeah, very true. I didn't even think of that.

@Grey_World1 Год назад

The first time I saw this WAD, any meaning flew over my head. I thought it was all A glitch.

@ELGG1894 Год назад

@@Grey_World1 you got that creepypasta protagonist mindset

@Syndicate0031 Год назад

Atleast you found the Jellow key card...

@slickrat 4 месяца назад

You won the comment section my friend 😂

@markwilson6771 Год назад

“ Doom guy may be able to beat the ever living shit out of creatures from hell but he cannot fight against the slow degradation of his own mind” Doom guy *beats the slow degradation of his own mind*

@Kreshura-tm5rb 6 месяцев назад

holy shit he did it!

@pramusetyakanca1552 3 месяца назад

@@Kreshura-tm5rb, because he's the motherfucking Doomguy. Dementia is just another demon he needs to kill XD

@Kreshura-tm5rb 3 месяца назад

@@pramusetyakanca1552 yayy

@cheekibreeki904 Месяц назад

@@pramusetyakanca1552now that I think of it, dementia and demon actually do have something in common. Now that I think of it again, democracy has even more in common with demon...

@ScileSc Год назад

Nice, finally. Using Doom as a medium for this is simply genius. The horror of seeing something that many people love and are deeply familiar with being slowly distorted and erased.

@Midnighthalo Год назад

Thanks for the suggestion :]

@MyTwoYT Год назад

Sounds like most creepypastas

@uncroppedsoop Год назад

@@MyTwoYT specifically most video game ones, but executed (lol) far better

@WorldWalker128 Год назад

Sounds like what's happening to my home country. Land of the Stupid and Fat, home of the Bullies and Cowards.

@aperks Год назад

don't care

@cssplayer91 Год назад

This doom mod hit close to home for me. My grandpa had dementia before he passed away last year and he was a great and funny guy. This mod encompasses that illness and demonstrates it in a manner we can all see and understand which got me extremely sad. I've been playing Doom since I was 5 years old (I'm 32 now) and my grandparents didn't approve of me playing violent games but I enlightened them by saying that I'm killing demons which is good and they would let me play. I'm also Catholic. God bless them

@Midnighthalo Год назад

God bless you, your family, and Im very sorry for your loss. I hope you are doing fine my friend.

@doomed_gav Год назад

I can very much relate. My Grandpa came down with really severe alzheimers to the point where he had to live in a care home. After 4 years living in that care home he passed away. It greatly saddens me knowing what he went through in his final years, but I'm glad he can finally rest in peace. God bless.

@wastedthoughts Год назад

I can relate, my grandma has dementia... last time I talked to her on the phone she didn't even recognize who she was talking to, she thought I was her old doctor who died a few years ago. saddest thing is, that we saw the early signs a few years ago and there was nothing we could do...

@b3ans4eva Год назад

I can relate. My father has Parkinson’s dementia so I’ve been watching him lose both his mind and mobility over the last 5 years. I couldn’t make my way through this video because it hits too close to home and puts me in tears. If this was what the designer of the WAD was aiming for, they did an excellent job of it.

@reeboygamer3498 Год назад

My Salvadorian grandpa had Alzheimers, and passed due to it in his sleep, may all our dead grandpas rest in peace.

@trashman966 Год назад

Everywhere at the end of DOOM. There will be a point in time in which everyone will forget DOOM's existence and the impact that it has had on the FPS community. Edit: Looks like I offended the entire DOOM community. (Unintended trolling mission: accomplished)

@TheSuperGoober Год назад

Unfortunately for that reality, Doom is Eternal

@Enceladeans Год назад

I don't necessarily think that's true. Lots of cultural works are good enough to still be remembered centuries, sometimes even millennia later. Just to keep things gaming-related, people still play chess and Go. If there's still human civilization 500 years from now, they're going to remember some of our video games, and it's hard to imagine Doom not being one of them. But there will come a point when everyone who played Doom when it was new is dead. Hell, we've already reached the point where they're all middle-aged at best.

@trashman966 Год назад

@@Enceladeans There's still the eventual death of the universe.

@niconotoneshot Год назад

@@trashman966 doom is still eternal

@d.whillmar1740 Год назад

Train's Arrival movie is still remembered, though it's not relevant at all. And if we go deeper into movie analogy, Doom is more like Nosferatu-1922, which is not only remembered, but is actually kinda mainstream. I think, Doom has even more chances to be remembered in centuries, because videogames as entity are even easier to keep than movies

@frydemwingz Год назад

when my grandma got late stage dementia, this also happened to her. She also thought it was 20-30 years ago sometimes, yet never forgot who I was. Every time I would visit her, she would think she's leaving with me to go "home", which was heartbreaking she didnt even recognize her own house anymore.

@ConeFlower-gx2qk 13 дней назад

My friends grandmother had Alzheimer’s and every day I was over she would think I was my friends brother and would forget about her husbands death. It was heartbreaking watching his mom have to explain her husband died and watch the old lady go through the shock again. I think I’d have just lied and said he was away on a trip

@Lo-Sir 10 месяцев назад

That's how you do horror. No shitty jumpsscares, no real threat. Just an atmosphere.

@thebandanadee8265 Год назад

Horror is always better when there's no jumpscares, but just extreme unease, especially from something you're so familiar with.

@BierBart12 Год назад

I'd love it so much to see something like this for another game, like half-life For soem reason, only Doom gets such great maps

@digitalmalebolge 10 месяцев назад

@@BierBart12Probably because Doom is the most easily-accessible in terms of creating content, with all the powerful tools we have such as UDB and Slade.

@kobe3576 10 месяцев назад

Actually, horror is better when the scene presents you with a situation that contradicts your primal fears.

@dom1040 8 месяцев назад

jumpscares can be great, they are just bad when all the horror comes from them and its only scripted scenes

@magnusm4 6 месяцев назад

True. Fnaf wasn't popular because of great jumpscares but the build up and tension. Gmod maps are eerie and haunted when empty. Even the background sound effects meant to add life only makes it more disturbing. Running around in some gmod maps and empty dark tunnels is scarier than entire indie games.

@Seph491 Год назад

Part way through I was beginning to suspect either dementia or death would be the thing you can not escape but wow I didn’t expect how literal it was on the stages of dementia. Only thing I vaguely remember hearing about was the paradoxical lucidity part. When you were going through the stages and were asking why the end looked normal the reality sunk in hard. Great video, you’ve earned a sub from me! Also great to see another classic Resident Evil fan.

@lunaboom8503 Год назад

yeah, with all the mentions of forgetting or mind/insanity stuff, i kinda put it together quickly

@cheesyboy1627 Год назад

When he first mentioned not remembering something I thought it was dementia or an enemy you can’t remember remember

@skyhawk8739 Год назад

Dementia is the most terrifying thing you can experience. imagine your entire life jumping by you, completely out of your control, and you know that you're missing it all and there is nothing you can do. you're just in a constant cycle of getting a fix of where you are, who they are, what happened, when it is, how long you forgot, just to experience the same thing again at any moment. just one long reaccuring nightmare

@HomicidalTh0r Месяц назад

Bouts of clarity. Something triggers a memory. It all comes back to you. You've got your fragmented self back, for a short while. You realize all that is being taken from you. Your love, your hopes, your dreams. You realize they are things they are as much a part of you as your own heart beat. But you had lost them and just got them back. But for how long? Doom settles in your soul, as you weep upon realization. You're going to lose them all over again. And maybe, this time you won't get them back. My grandmother had Alzheimers. From my mother, who worked at a hospital and hospice, and took care of her mother/my grandmother: "It is one of the cruelest ways someone can die." Honestly, I think I'd rather be shot while I was Lucid, than go into such a decline as to not even be a shadow, but a hollow shell of what I am.

@lancebrown1076 Месяц назад

Way to steal the moment. We almost forgot what this video was about😂😂😂😂

@adorable_yangire Год назад

this mod hits different when i have started to have memory issues at the age of 20 already., well, signs started to show a few years ago but its gotten depressing already.

@yomilemondragon1721 6 месяцев назад

Not-So-Fun Fact: issues with memory are a symptom of anxiety, stress, depression, burnout, or a combination thereof! In fact, a lot of signs of frazzled mental health are surpisingly similar to early symptoms of dementia! ...Don't ask me how I know this (': The good news is that it's NOT the start of a perpetual decline, and is immediately reversible if you can address those mental health issues or sources of stress in your life :) Take care of yourself ❤

@jimbomcbob7849 4 месяца назад

Doing any better dude? I'd try some iron supplements if not

@omegadragons321 4 месяца назад

@@jimbomcbob7849do those actually help? if so im probably iron deficient

@jimbomcbob7849 4 месяца назад

@@omegadragons321 Absolutely. I was able to get off ADD meds with iron and caffine

@brian8507 7 дней назад

Op is lying

@ReflexVE Год назад

My father started showing signs in the mid-00's but I couldn't get him to agree to see a doctor until 2011 when he was 65. It was a rare genetic form of early onset dementia. His younger sister moved up the same month and helped me take care of him until he died in December 2015. But by then I realized she was showing signs too. I've been taking care of her ever since, mostly on my own. She is 72 now and doesn't remember my name. This isn't how I thought I would spend my 30s into my mid-40s but here I am. And don't ask about why I didn't put them in a home. It's the quickest way to kill them as they lose everything they are familiar with. And then there is the cost. Memory care starts at $5k/month and no, Medicare and medicaid do not pay for it. I have a good job but not enough for that on top of my expenses. The only good that came of covid was it made my job remote which makes her care easier. I don't know when this nightmare will end but I'm missing her while I have her. And then there is the creeping anxiety about myself, my grandmother also had it so I am left wondering....

@juanes8931 Год назад

man, i hope everything is ok, stay strong, life takes us down strange paths... i know is hard to take care of someone in that condition, but you're doing something that most people tend to avoid, and you're a great person for that, have a good one man, you're doing great

@ReflexVE Год назад

@@juanes8931 Thank you, it is appreciated.

@crylune Год назад

$5k a month. Merica moment, truly the land of the free of all time

@TMA2 Год назад

that's fucking rough. I don't know how it would be (other than nightmarish) to see your loved ones succumb to something that is not only debilitating, but slow and so cruel that time itself is stolen from them, i.e. their memories. I really feel for you and your aunt. mine also had dementia, which while I wasn't around for it, I know was incredibly hard on my cousins. the line "I'm missing her while I have her" pretty much says it all, I think. it's such a horrendously cruel fate, and I hope she doesn't suffer too long, for both of you (I don't mean for that to sound callous, but you know what I mean). stay strong, and here's hoping you're spared from it -- and anyone else you're close with. it's not something I'd wish on my worst enemy. by the by, there's a very good song called 'Constance' by the metal band Spiritbox about the singer's and video director's grandmothers' battles with dementia: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-mY_oDyqRM1A.html . it's fairly heavy in both sound and substance, but I often find solace in that, so perhaps you will too.

@PrimalAspid96 Год назад

Use curcuma in dishes or buy medicine with curcumin. Hindu people are less likely to get dementis and it's good in preventing it. I used a lot of Coenzyme Q and when distributing high doeses mygrandma was able to read by herself accord like she always was in the past. Cocnut oil also boosts regsining of cognitoon since it bypasses dementia's diabetes characteristics. I used l karnitin too but it was painful for the stomach when too much given. Ginko biloba is good for mood swings so they can be more calm and less sad. Hope this helps.

@oddikan9631 Год назад

It's weird. I imagine the demons were there. But at that point Doomguy was essentially not a threat/acting like a zombie so they just, left him.

@themartonjanos6194 Год назад

In the time skips (the rushed end of E1M2 and the sudden clipping from E1M4 to E1M5) he made a rampage without recollection. In the later parts, E1M6-E1M8 (note that everything from E1M5 ongoing is shifted one mapslot forward, so technically E1M5-E1M7) he most presumably rampaged without even being mentally there at the moment.

@schokoladereee Год назад

Or what if that every demons are dead already, and he's...alone in his death door, that's why when he remembered everything back before the final exit, there's no one there.

@themartonjanos6194 Год назад

@@schokoladereee "No! I must kill the demons!" "No John, you already killed the demons." And then John had a terminal lucidity.

@trollsansofficial 5 месяцев назад

@@themartonjanos6194 John doom

@videogamenerd1991 Год назад

First the MyHouse wad, now this?! I am so into these rabbit-hole types of DOOM wads. It's just both incredible and insane how these wad creators work on some of these types of wads!

@Headless_Bill Год назад

I'm going down the same rabbit hole lol

@maxpavlovsky Год назад

Both MyHouse and TTYCD got a spike in popularity the recent month

@thewhitefalcon8539 Год назад

I like the learning about the story or other people's experiences but I'm not a fan of actually exploring them myself

@thechugg4372 Год назад

@@maxpavlovsky I mean it makes sense because my house released like 3 months ago lmao

@steamtasticvagabond474 Год назад

If I had a nickel for everytime a doom wad game me existential dread, I’d have 2 nickels, which isn’t much but it’s weird it happened twice

@magnusm4 6 месяцев назад

Imagine in a way. This is the epilogue ending to Doom. Doom, doom 2, plutonia, Doom 2016, Doom Eternal and anything after. Ending with him remembering the first mission he encountered hell right before he dies.

@mewvagen 8 месяцев назад

16:00 - it's actually not just a jump-scare. It's something different. At moderate stages at dementia it swaps. Instead of seeing oddities in person normal behavior from time to time, you see a bizzare behavior with just glimplses of normal behavior, when suddenly person with demeptia starts behaving normally, especially when it's doing something he is fond of. Who is a doom guy? He is space marine - so killing hordes of monsters is natuaral behavior for him. And now suddenly after long moments of confusion and not being able to find his way in well-known walls, he sees horde of monsters, and kills it with shotgun, like he used to do it, when everything was ok. Imagine not a doom guy, but your grandpa, whom you took to a finishg and suddenly he actually caughts one or your grandma, who comes to kitchen and cooks a nice breakfast for you. What makes it especially sad - it's the last time doom guy fights the horde. And you would always remember the last time, when your loved ones showed this glimpse of former selves.

@khirman1 Год назад

The most disturbing thing about this video so far is that you have texture filtering on.

@noctis_fella Год назад

texture filtering 😱😱

@caydenbrown5654 Год назад

Wot that

@noctis_fella Год назад

@@caydenbrown5654 in GZDoom, it removes most pixels from sprites to make it more "smooth" in which most people dislike so they just leave it off and never turn it on

@dynamitoriel9056 Год назад

@@noctis_fella I guess the filter was on here either because they enjoy the game that way or it just fit this entire Mod

@noctis_fella Год назад

@@dynamitoriel9056 yea

@Sparkz1607 Год назад

There's one more layer to this that I don't see people talking about. The later levels lack enemies, items, and/or secrets. You always get "100%" on those on the level-end screen, since there aren't any, and the final stage gives you a free 100% on all three. I think this may be a reference to how people in later stages of dementia, those in care centers, are given simple games to play where they always win, just to make them happy.

@n646n Год назад

Proof?

@TenoriteJS 10 месяцев назад

perhaps, in addition to just making sense in a level design perspective

@sonicdml4175 9 месяцев назад

It could also be that the results screen is not affected by the dimentia, so it's tracking stuff that you did achieve, but you cannot remember.

@learrus 6 месяцев назад

Or that all their enemies fade away with their memories

@IGSA101 6 месяцев назад

@@n646n Proof of what?

@ireneparkin3360 Год назад

I've seen a let's play of this WAD. This is truly a spooky experience, and it's not even Halloween yet.

@Midnighthalo Год назад

Its amazing how horror can be extremely subjective.

@Herobrinegrn1 Год назад

@@Midnighthalo Quick Question: have you covered My House.WAD? I know this may be an unnecessary question, but I want to know.

@Just_Daze Год назад

@@Herobrinegrn1 he did

@Herobrinegrn1 Год назад

@@Just_Daze Thanks

@danielbueno8474 Год назад

As a Doom wad, this was really, really well done, the attention to details was on point. It was such an unique and interesting way to show off the ability to communicate a message through Doom modding. High props to the author for that. As content in general... I dunno man, I'm lowkey getting tired of the dementia theme in indie media. When The Caretaker presented the world his "Everywhere at the End of Time" album, it was so cool how creatively he was able to portray the horrors of dementia, and how much awareness it brought to this horrible disease. 3 years later, and I personally think this subject is saturated already. Recently, whenever I notice any piece of media in which things start to get weird, it immediately makes me go "it's going to be about dementia, isn't it?" And it's jarring the amount of times I get that right. In the mid 2010's the trend was "it was an allegory for anxiety and depression all the time", to the point we could tell from a mile away when something was trying to show a message about those themes. Now it seems like the same is being done with dementia. It was cool for a while, and it's definitely something that needs even more awareness to be raised than it already has. But honestly, it got done so much that it's now very easy to predict when something is dementia related. I wish it wasn't, but it is.

@Poglavnit_Pferdefuhrer 8 месяцев назад

It's super weird that there's so many things with similar effects in the beginning, yet *always* oops, dementia again! Heck even vertigo apparently has some of this. My grandad would get up to stage 4 here, then returned to normal by just doing a weird head rotation for 10 minutes. Would be a neat mechanic where you have very *long* Turok style levels and have to hope it doesn't hit while you're in combat, then you gotta spin around a bit to recover every so often to get rid of the blank spots and listing

@Mobian-ent Месяц назад

I'm not going to lie. I know that doomguy didn't have dementia in the games, but this really is scary. And I agree. Sadly, there is no cure for dementia. And because there is no cure, it is very depressing and dark that nobody can defeat it. Dementia was diagnosed in only one member of my family and that was my grandmother. Sadly she passed away from it. I certainly miss her but I've got my entire life ahead of me. And what truly matters is my girlfriend and I. And this will pave a road for the future. As much as she and I love each other, I know she and I will get along greatly. Bless all of you.

@triledink Год назад

This wad perfectly describes..... I forgor 💀

@TheWeirdcoreMan Год назад

We forgor💀💀

@Flesh_Wizard Год назад

@@TheWeirdcoreMan forgommunism

@LitEmbers Год назад

But then you rember 😇

@cttz Год назад

@@Flesh_WizardMemory issues to EVERYONE!

@TAKETHEDEAD-x4v Год назад

Rememer

@Razul360 Год назад

I have Always Wondered about the creators of the wads and how they come up with these wad ideas, they are very creative and creepy. (EDIT:Thank You So Much For The Likes Guys)

@Midnighthalo Год назад

Every mind is its own universe.

@Razul360 Год назад

@@Midnighthalo indeed it is.

@yesseru Год назад

He specified that it's inspire by "doom, but something's of" and "everywhere at the end of time" (which is an album that mimics dementia through music.)

@Warden1.19MC Год назад

@@Midnighthalo You my brother are like Shakespeare with your words, DooM blesses you with demon slaying and badass music, my man! 👍

@PMUPapaTrickshot Год назад

Potentially Drugs pushing their already creative mind. Creators of Postal Brain Damaged and serious Sam 2 were high for example for many of the crazier ideas.

@TomokoTheIdiot Год назад

“or… this is the work of an enemy stand…” had me smiling for a bit

@Midnighthalo Год назад

Nice to see a fellow jojo enjoyer

@TomokoTheIdiot Год назад

@@Midnighthalo JoJo is epic man

@skiz_junior2044 Год назад

@@Midnighthalo We need a jojo mod for doom

@shadowyyCFH Год назад

omg!1! fucking jejo rferecne!!!! omg best anime of all time!1/!! 2nd only to all jojos fvrotie anime bocu no pico

@panthekirb7561 Год назад

@@shadowyyCFH Finaly a smart comment on youtube.

@whoknows7384 Год назад

Wow guys!!! Look at me im makig a doom map about dementia!!! That is sooooo scaryyy and sooooo DARK! IM TOTALLY NOT AN ASSHOLE!!!

@canwegetmuchhigher222 Год назад

A mod of Dementia itself. You don't remember certain aspects of rooms or areas. You don't remember doing things that you had previously done. And as the environment around you seems everchanging, you feel as though you are in a different place entirely. Your perception of the world continuously distorts and fades away. And in your eyes it becomes a terrifying nightmare. Truly a terror

@SolarMonolith206 Год назад

I remember how they made all wads cannon, and this makes for an interesting story. Doomguy defeats the Icon of Sin, but the horrors of hell have done irreparable damage to his mind. Wandering hell aimlessly with nowhere to go, nothing to do, he is trapped in his own head. He fires his weapons wildly, his blood-curdling screams of battle echo throughout hell. Both sounds go unheard. There is nothing left. At some point, he comes to the conclusion that something feels strange. Maybe he should've run out of ammo by now? Is he on Deimos? That was the chemical plant just now, surely, but he was there days ago... He descends further into madness. Spiralling ever downward. Forgetting about hell, how he got to where he is. Until suddenly, a realization. His mission was complete: he's in hell, he abandoned his weapons days ago, he's so hungry, having not eaten in what must be weeks. And despite all of the raging fires and rivers of magma in this wasteland of hell... He's so cold.

@Regigigas_YT Год назад

He sits, takes his helmet off, carefully placing it beside him. He lays down on the floor, and closes his eyes to get a bit of rest. Only to never open them ever again...

@smgt4108 Месяц назад

I could imagine it take place on doom64

@TheRealBigChungusOfficial Год назад

everyone who reached the end and listened to the explanation had a realization moment where your heart litteraly dropped

@lockejaww Год назад

It seemed apparent that the mod was a medium to express some sort of mental illness, just not what kind.

@romanko2141 Год назад

@@lockejawwmaybe depression, primarly realization, disagree and acceptance

@christiangleason122 Год назад

I caught on around the 3rd level that it was dementia or something similar. It was also a bit of a giveaway with how many times dude mentions forgetting stuff.

@Gomberto2000 Год назад

It was literally the second level when I called it

@dnbstructure Год назад

It was obvious early on, especially when he kept using the word "forget" multiple times. But I was already familiar with the Caretaker album, so this concept was easy to spot.

@TheMrMayo 6 месяцев назад

Yeah, an epilepsy warning would have been helpful for those who needed it. I don't have epilepsy, and I was starting to develop it by around 18:15, holy cripe. Otherwise, I've never grown up with DOOM (and still have yet to play one of any kind), but seeing mods like this that personifies the idea of dementia seems fascinating. Credit to the creator for personifying the concept into something like a horror mod. And seeing that youropinionsarewrong themselves commented to it, I'd say it's certainly got attention!

@punkghostsamurai Год назад

A WAD that taught a medical lesson. I can appreciate this. Even if it was bone chilling and terrifying.

@saoghail9769 Год назад

My grandmother (on my mother's side) had dementia before she died. She slowly forgot everything and everybody, with the exception of me, my then-at-the-time fiancée, and my mother. She only really remembered me and my ex because we saw her everyday. My ex was also a live-in caretaker. As she got closer to her time, she needed to be reminded who her daughter was every day. Every day, she would also say that she saw her husband (who died in 1990, and she died in 2016) and a little girl. We never figured out who that little girl could have been, or was. I will always remember the night she died. My ex was taking care of her and she was freaking out in her bedroom, scratching on her door. When I got the call, my mother and I went over, and her last words will always be burned into my mind. Now comes the paradoxical lucidity part. In the end, she remembered everything, and her last words were "I should have listened to you. I'm so sorry."

@ivansobr Год назад

Jesus Christ I'm so sorry

@saoghail9769 Год назад

@@ivansobr Thank you. My only regret is that I wasn't there to say goodbye.

@Poglavnit_Pferdefuhrer 8 месяцев назад

Do you know if she ever had a miscarriage or stillborn? Maybe it was a lost child?🤔

@cometstardustxd8835 5 месяцев назад

She remembered because she had her life flash before her eyes, I'm so so sorry for that horrible pain my condolences

@Onewingerdraven Год назад

Doom before : "you're a very special shootboy who shoots things" Doom now : "oh I get it, it's about depression"

@romelersod906 Год назад

who doesnt agree

@mannequia8294 8 месяцев назад

he just like me for real for real

@Goodbutevilgenius 3 месяца назад

Well, the new Doom games are indeed about the most special shootboy, much more special than he ever was before.

@Mbxstudios 7 дней назад

Now I can't unsee the depressed side to it

@Aki-nh8cu Год назад

this randomly appeared in my recommended and i have never played doom, yet found this video strangely entertaining. I like how I can tell something is wrong with the game even if ive never seen the orginal, and I also think your commentary is really funny and nice

@minokoolosan Год назад

it reminds me of an album by caretaker: everywhere at the end of time. Doomentia 💀💀💀💀

@Sgt_Robo Год назад

My grandmother recently entered the middle stages of dementia, and its honestly terrifying. She still remembers people (for now), but she can't be left alone, or she'll just, wander around and forget her way home. She isn't even aware anythings wrong because she forgets forgetting things. All I can really hope for is that dementia will not be a thing you can't defeat forever.

@rbahiaofc Год назад

my grandpa also had dementia... he passed away last year... i'm so sorry for what you are going trough...

@Sgt_Robo Год назад

@@rbahiaofc Sorry for your loss.

@rbahiaofc Год назад

@@Sgt_Robo thanks

@celestialnull 8 месяцев назад

I lost my grandma on the 30th of November, last year to dementia as well. I'm going to be upfront with you, it's devastating, but if you can avoid it at all costs, DON'T put her in a home. Those places are notorious for being kill zones for the elderly, especially those in her condition. I've read and heard too many horror stories of people's loved ones being basically abandoned in the care of such homes and left to die, only to not be informed that they died in the proper amount of time so they can keep charging the family. Not only that, but they can be insanely expensive while at-home care is usually covered by their insurance, but that may depend on what state you live in if you're in the US. Please find a way to care for her in her home if you can. It's arduous work, and it's always possible they may turn violent (as my grandma was starting to before she went downhill fast), but god damn. You'll never forgive yourself if you send her away, and I'm glad my mom and I didn't. I cannot stress it enough, retirement homes are pretty evil and scammy, so if you can at least live close by so you can spend the night with her and get some in-home care, it'll be way more worth it in the end for the sake of your mental health, because you won't be left with the guilt of abandoning her for the rest of your life.

@freshflesh3292 Год назад

Demons are what gave this mod a little bit life. Spotting a demon after a longtime of nothingness makes me feel better.

@Niksterski Год назад

The enemy of my enemy is my friend

@Noxedwin Год назад

Almost like a comforting memory, right?

@DisorientedWanderer Год назад

It was actually your neighbor David asking to borrow the lug wrench again.

@BierBart12 Год назад

This feels really metaphorical about depression Like that just having some inner pain/struggle is less torturous than complete nothingness for all eternity I feel that (But also, I've got an absolute fear of memory loss ever since I was given benzos to sleep and was told I did things I didn't remember the next day. That sleep medication causes memory loss. Most terrified I've been in my life"

@Airex.69420 Год назад

@@BierBart12 i hope bro is okay

@Phoenix-kn8uk Год назад

I am a very hard person to creep out, or even scare. But this particular WAD made me tense, on edge, and even sometimes made me brace expecting a jumpscare or worse, only to get nothing and feel even worse. The walls slowly fading, the rooms appearing, morphing, and disappearing randomly, and the very sudden lack of enemies only to have some appear out of no where then to never appear again, bringing a sense of helplessness as the thing you did regularly now is now treasured only for you to get it and have it immediately get taken away from you. It all adds up to a sense where you feel more and more helpless as time goes on until you finally feel like it has stopped… only for you and your journey to suddenly end without a clear answer as to how it ended. It’s scary, really scary. But it’s also eye opening, in a sense that you really need to take care of and treasure what you have cause it could all fade away without warning.

@thedrunksteve14 Год назад

Wait till you see my house.wad

@Macc- Год назад

Bro wrote allat for a video game💀

@Darkvalentine333 Год назад

@@Macc-yeah, and? We're watching a channel do a review of a video game custom map. We love games. That's sort of the idea.

@aeternusnightshade2726 Год назад

Dementia/Alzheimer's is the my deepest greatest fear so for me, this WAD was beyond terrifying

@laevanni 4 месяца назад

3:35 this man acts like I play doom 💀 literally just tell me wtf is going on

@salmuttotabreabittlecochicarac 2 часа назад

next WAD: just episode 1 but with no exit switch

@TheCykodude Год назад

First exposure to this wad and as someone that has lost a few friends to dementia, I knew it was going to be a representation of dementia from the second the switch was on the wrong side of the exit room at the beginning. Absolutely brilliantly done and really exemplifies the horror of dementia.

@thumsworth Год назад

i really hate how it even turns the usually comfy exit door into something sinister. very much reminds me of the caretakers 'everywhere at the end of time', a self-described simulation of dementia/alzheimers, slowly turning comfy old timey songs into garbled messes without recognition by the end. very disturbing, yet impactful and meaningful. thanks for sharing this with us (also i wasn't finished with the video as i wrote this out, and wasn't surprised to see the caretaker shoutout from the wadmaker!)

@Freeman4815 Год назад

,,very much reminds me of the caretakers 'everywhere at the end of time'" Then watch: 23:53

@Enceladeans Год назад

EATEOT inspired MyHouse's music too. Never thought it'd get so much Doom overlap.

@pumpking3006 Год назад

DOOM players when the texture on two pixels of a wall is light blue instead of sky blue 😱😱😱😱

@Beltorchika12 Год назад

Reading the title "The thing you can't defeat" and the whole thing being about forgetting things, it was easy to assume the title was referring to dementia/alzheimer's even before the big reveal. I spent about 3/4th's of the video thinking "It's gonna be alzheimer's, It's gonna be alzheimer's, It's gonna be alzheimer's".

@princeofdew8980 Год назад

Yeah yeah, just like it's depression for the shitty indie pixel game devs 8 years ago it is now dementia and alzheimer's because duuuuuuuuuude. It's so deep duuuuuude

@dumbsterdives Год назад

i really like how by not only just being interactive but by taking place in a beloved game, it makes the dementia simulation way more potent by legitimately making you question if youre remembering things right if youre already familiar with the game

@dumbsterdives Год назад

honestly the only thing i dont like is the lighting. the strobing is really unpleasant, and im not even photosensitive or epileptic. i see what its going for but it kinda sucks

@maplecandy3531 Год назад

I absolutely love when people make analogies for things that cannot be explained

@veron1cah8812 Год назад

Why is nobody talking about the times when he tries to say yellow it sounds like jello

@SWolfFreki Год назад

This was a really, really amazing wad. It's up there with myhouse and rootpain. Thanks for covering these, Midnight! Also just as a side note, on E1M3 in the room with the secret wall leading to the soul sphere, the other secret wall that you mentioned shouldn't exist actually does and has always existed in '93 Doom. It contains an early rocket launcher, combat armor, a backpack, and the switch that makes the bridge appear in front of the starting position that leads to the secret level! :)

@MadSpectre47 Год назад

Yeah, the linedef you cross to lower the Soul Sphere secret also lowers that other secret, so you have a choice - but you can also run from one to the other if you're fast enough.

@killer_hoh478 Год назад

Our own mind can create demons way scarier then real ones.

@neutrophilly Год назад

i like how doom guy is constantly either 🤨 or 😠 at looking at the most mind bending doom WAD ever

@Flesh_Wizard Год назад

Bro can be in a haunted asylum and the lights suddenly shut off with screaming in the background and he will be like "wtf turn the lights on"

@NeonWasInUse 3 месяца назад

I mean it is pretty canonically accurate to how Doomguy would react to witnessing the horrors.

@Mbxstudios 7 дней назад

🤨 🤨 😠 🤨 🤨 😠 🤨 🤨 😠. Sleep. Repeat

@Goldchaingarcia 2 месяца назад

Its amazing how the Doom game has turned into more than just a FPS. These mods turn it into art medium, like a painting on a canvas. Its beautiful in a way that something like OG doom can have a emotional/profound effect on you. Its transcended what it originally was imo.

@Alizamk1 7 дней назад

honestly this mod is just a bad arg and feels like a complete waste of time. the explanation of it all is so lame and impossible to take seriously

@DraponDrako 5 дней назад

Slightly level changes by putting switch from right to left and he called this a mod?

@biggiecheese4256 4 дня назад

Agreed. I could tell this was going to be about dementia or something by the way he would hint. Every. Damn. Time. *comes across a part of the map he obviously did not do* “I DONT REMEMBER KILLING ALL THESE DEMONS…OR MAYBE I DO…”

@OmegaCoolsterDX Год назад

Horror that can manage to scare you without the use of jumpscares (because let's face it they are lazy and cheap) is something special.

@MatheusMPL Год назад

21:35 the amount of anxiety that black door stimulates on you is simply daunting... I got shivers all over my body through the entire walk

@W0lfenstrike Год назад

Before the WAD's reveal near the end, I knew what it was about by the third level because of one of the WAD's inspirations, Everywhere at the end of time, which Nexpo talked about a few years ago and it has stuck with me ever since, this mod is harrowingly accurate to that album. One of the few things I can pride myself about is my good memory (for better or worse) and just the thought of it crumbling and not making heads or tails of anything anymore scares the crap out of me.

@kouly58 Год назад

Another piece of art about dementia... I red comment section and didn't found anyone saing this theme is lame now. Like authors showing the same scenario over and over again. Light difference at start, uncanny feeling and total mess in the end. It is too predictable to be scary or atmospheric. Lack of new ideas. It is like what happened to creepypasta. Is it only me who complaining?

@User-g2c7t 8 месяцев назад

I love this. I like how at the end, at the tunnel bit, it felt like you're dying.. and later on you talked about paradoxical lucidity and kinda confirmed it. It's probably a really well made wad. Also at points it reminded me of weird liminal psychological horror "adventure maps" I'd make as a child in Minecraft

@nickbrennan8979 Год назад

SPOILER ALERT: I literally said to myself about seven minutes in "This is about Dementia, isn't it?" And I was dead on. I recognized this, because I saw a Friday Night Funkin' mod that covered a similar subject, and my late grandmother also had Vascular Dementia, so it clicked for me pretty quickly. Props to the author for a fairly accurate depiction of what I can only imagine it being like.

@ethangamer8976 Год назад

Everywhere at the end of the funk right?

@electron6268 Год назад

it feels so depressing being alone in e1m1 with nothing

@Midnighthalo Год назад

Its a surreal experience ngl

@ymirbutfunny Год назад

Tbh, if we talk about the story in this time, doomguy would be either confused or happy that probably someone else killed the demons, or as in this mod it's just his dementia.

@poncedefreon84 Год назад

Its Doomguy's final clear memory before he dies , he can't remember anything that is happening ,the only last thing he remembers is the place in the past where it all begin and where it all has to end......

@rhylism_ Год назад

From the start I knew it had to do with dementia and I feel proud that I guessed that but also damn is dementia terrifying and this mod did a good job in the transitioning through stages

@matinesna8321 4 месяца назад

Summary: It's just a WAD which all maps are distorted and enemies are outta place. Nothing really scary or new. Bunch of texture glitches here and there. Saved you 26 minutes and 20 seconds. Thank me later

@PraiseYeezus 4 месяца назад

thank you. can't believe people actually watched all 30 minutes of this

@ningen1980 3 месяца назад

Wow. That is super creepy, with all the little "glitches." Culminating in that endless black tunnel.

@mechamaniac2688 11 месяцев назад

You also forget the last secret on E1M1. If you take the elevator in the lowered tower and go through, you’ll notice a gray wall on the right.

@Torturephile 6 дней назад

Which is then corrected at the end of the wad during E1M7.

@sourlab Год назад

This reminds me of batman's hallucinations in arkham knight and how it changed the layout of some rooms

@Grey_World1 Год назад

It brings up Spec Ops: the Line for me A game that evokes mixed emotions. From both A game design perspective, and the gameplay.

@helianthusphoton1178 Год назад

i knew it was going to go this way. i'm glad it didnt go totally overboard or integrate anything from the album, but was just inspired. great map, great video!

@bentonmitchell7891 Год назад

Damn, that was deep Midnight! Thanks for sharing the experience and bringing some awareness to this disease! Alzheimer's is a terrible disease that sucks for everyone involved.

@MondySpartan Год назад

It’s a disease I won’t even wish to my mortal enemies.

@ltjon1924 Год назад

So, who is it you want us to send deaththreats to?

@JFirecracker 3 месяца назад

Why the fuck are people making Everywhere At The End of Time.wad?

@crusaderanimation6967 Год назад

I LOVE this kind of horror. I loved it in early back rooms concept(before internet children and their creators ruined it) i love it in SCP, that instead of going BIG MONSTER SCARY, is fucking with your mind, presenting you ideas beyond your comprehension, that give your brain enough information to be acknowledge as "potencial danger" and "scary" but not enough for you to understand it fully and give hope for developing counter measures.

@rydogjkjr3325 Год назад

This mod is very unique. I would recommend everywhere at the end of time. It’s my favourite album. This is also a great representation of dementia much like everywhere at the end of time

@daniels.4050 Год назад

Having lost my mother to dementia just a few weeks ago, this hits somehow intensely ...

@pramusetyakanca1552 3 месяца назад

All that's left is to just have It's Just A Burning Memory play in the background, intensifying as you reached the end and eventually succumb to the forget disease. My way of saying dementia without saying dementia

@lukaslanger8077 3 месяца назад

This is like a David Lynch movie. Although completely different settings, this reminds me of Lost Highway. Just as psychotic.

@NeuroticNicky87 Год назад

The other secret room in E1M3 does exist in the original doom, you get the rocket launcher there, but in the original it's toxic waste that surrounds it, not lava.

@Warden1.19MC Год назад

Also I just realized, if any of you have read the Godzilla NES Creepypasta, you'd realize that this wad is kind of like that, first starts of normal but with minor changes, and slowly but surely would change more and more to the point it would feel as if it's a totally different game

@Grey_World1 Год назад

I don't understand the significanceof the red monster, why didn't Godzilla "body" it? That's A TGO reference btw.

@Ring_student_yin_sang Год назад

@@Grey_World1 it's kinda like a evil spirit trying to torture the protagonist so yeah he has the role of the torturer villain

@uncroppedsoop Год назад

@@Grey_World1 because it's that powerful. it took every kaiju the protagonist could use, every ounce of focus he had, and an outright deus ex machina to actually take it on by the end

@Grey_World1 Год назад

@@uncroppedsoop You say that, but there's no fight in the Creepy Pasta. What am I missing?

@uncroppedsoop Год назад

@@Grey_World1 there definitely is. towards the very end there's a final confrontation with Red, which Zach describes as being (in my own words) brutally unfair and infuriating

@HiimIny Год назад

the "boomer shooter" finally lives up to its name

@akiradkcn Год назад

Lol

@kaidensgamingcircus Месяц назад

I’ll be honest, I smoked too much before watching this one. The ever-changing hallways gave me serious anxiety. 10/10 video.

@deadspace2595 5 месяцев назад

the wad is cool but god your script could not have been any cornier istg

@retr0513 Год назад

So,this wad is a horror one?

@Midnighthalo Год назад

very creepy indeed

@StackND Год назад

@@Midnighthalohave you tried out too many super shotguns?

@napalmsanctuaryx4129 Год назад

No. It's horror two. I mean too.

@alleykat6273 Год назад

Psychological horror

@retr0513 Год назад

@@alleykat6273 Makes sense now

@EveryTimeV2 Год назад

The mod is a pretty accurate metaphorical example of how gaslighting works. You know how something is supposed to be, you know that the exit is on the right side, but there's these subtle "lies", the mod is gaslighting you, making you question your reality.

@Grey_World1 Год назад

Who's gaslighting him, the demons?

@YouWinAFREEiPOD Год назад

I'm kind of rolling my eyes at the overly dramatic presentation of being surprised that things being different than expected is creepy after having deliberately downloaded a modified Doom where that's the blatant expectation. I think it was a little heavy-handed to overtly narrate that you "CAN'T REMEMBER" thing that you're playing for the first time like "this is CUH-RAZY!" since it somewhat deflates the reveal of the premise somewhat. I'm more so watching because I'm interested in the content of the mod then the reaction of it. I do have to thank you for sharing it though because I'd have not ever seen this otherwise. It's extremely interesting and pretty neatly executed as a concept. The Doom community is a pretty special place.

@gizmowizard352 15 часов назад

weird. I played this WAD before, but it was absolutely broken then. Nice to see its back "alive". :)

@33misiekTV Год назад

youtubers be like "bro this is the CREEPIEST most EYE OPENING thing EVER" and then its just shitty backrooms horror

@mee091000 Год назад

Honestly it would have been better. If he didn't essentially outright tell us that Doomguy was suffering from dementia less than 6-8 minutes into the video. Then keep beating that fact into our heads until the reveal. Where he "finally" outright tells us Doomguy has dementia lol. I checked out the moment he first mentioned memory because of how on the nose it was. It's like a cheap horror film that expects us to be surprised when the ghost pops up.

@lbfather Год назад

if I get baited into watching 30 minutes of a creepy doom wad just to find out its a metaphor for the meaning of life and a portrayal of someone desperately trying to cope with their lack of a reason to exist again I'm going to be seriously disappointed *cough myhouse*

@BrickFighter13 Год назад

All these Doom horror maps have been popping off lately, first MyHouse.WAD, now this one..the resurgence of Doom WADs is honestly crazy.

@mr.kittysavestheworld695 Год назад

I like the video, but I think you were _way_ too heavy-handed with the hints about what was happening. It spoiled the big reveal basically immediately. I know it's pretty obvious what the gimmick is, but still. Driving the same hint in with a hammer over and over wasn't needed. _"HMmMm... iT's aLmoSt liKe wE cAn'T rEmEmbEr sOmeThiNg wE diD 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔"_

@roderickflint1330 4 месяца назад

Soo,,,what is the point of this boring video?

@SolarFluxation Год назад

I have a Grandfather in the early stages of Alzheimer’s so this hit pretty hard for me. Didn’t know about some of these things so it was actually quite informative.

@tylertheultimatebadass87 Год назад

Well there's your mistake right there You went through the Jell-O door

@OzzyB-HD Год назад

I'm glad someone picked up on that lol 😂

@The-one-who-cookss Год назад

doom's 🤨 and 😠 face is very accurate to the feelings of people who played through the initial stages of this wad, not gonna lie but honestly, doom being a medium to showcase dementia is a cool concept and was executed very well

@PhantomCheddar 5 месяцев назад

“I Played ____________, And It Broke Me.” “The Truth About __________” “_________: The Most Terrifying Game You’ve NEVER Played”

@maxjojo4944 Год назад

For the first moments of the video i thought it would be a monster, or like glitches(you will never get rid of them in a game) But it became a real monster, something that overtakes your brain second by second, and you will never escape from it because you don't even recognise your memory loss at all. You are lost and sentenced to death by a sad, depressive way. You start to loss your family members, they dont die, but they do for you. You lose your mind slowly, making you insane, because not even you knows what happends, what caused this. And something you said while you playing was "its like i never played DOOM before" because you was terribly confused. You acknowledge that you played this before, but it's totally worthless because now everything gets contradictory, it makes both sides suffer, you and your family. Totally something you can't defeat, dementia.

@Sicilium87 Год назад

the most creepy and abnormal is the fact that while we go for Yellow card and goin' back to the Yellow door, we hear only the sounds of the Doomguy's breathing (we hear it, right?) and then we go through a completely empty base without any enemies, in which it seems that there is no one at all, except for Marine, and there is no one left. Nobody at all....

@legacywolf443 Год назад

The mod isn't creepy, it's the way it's presented in the video :P Also you didn't notice (or didn't explain) how the end of E1M4 looks like Phobos Lab, and E1M5 looks like E1M6