I woke up when I was about 23, I just had a realization that I was going to die, that thought itself was the catalyst for how I decided to live my life after. I’m happy for that as I feel like I am an active participant within my life for once
Gosh it's such a strong force of energy that tries to keep me unconscious and 'surviving'. It literally feels like it's blinding me. I'd be present, sit with myself and my pain, then this blinding creeps in the back door and I'd fall back into old patterns. I believe by more practice I will start noticing this more clearly and earlier.
Your videos and the topics you discuss seem to help my consciousness turn within, since during most of your videos I become very meditative and it becomes difficult to keep watching and paying attention to the words you are saying. Thank you for this.
Man, I woke up when studying self-deception, I was so addicted to watching self-deception blindly, that I catch some of it in my mind but before that, I had pretended as if I was the "observer". Until one day, I thought I was going insane, so I questioned so deeply if wasn't that person who jugdes and thinks, who's observing. That was the most desperate thing I ever experienced. In that moment, I was freaking out because I didn't know anything about non duality, god, or enlightenment. But after that day, I got a god realization, I started seeing the people differently, as if I knew exactly how godness works.
I've heard quite a few people share stories in relation to shifts in consciousness and awakening while having no context for what is happening. That's a very interesting share. Thank you so much.
You remind me a lot of Leo from actualized. Are you familiar with his work? You have a realistic, holistic approach to understanding things. Any experience with Zen/Taoism, psychedelics or Yoga? I realized that we're in a matrix of sorts a while back but i can't verbalize it as well as you. Liked and subbed
spiritual beings having a human experience... Hence why airplane tickets have your name as PAX (your name all in caps) latin for vessel. Docking between ports as human resources... Is not the body a vessel of sorts travelling between ? and /?
it's gonna be hard but All humans are equal, we all have been given same level of councioussness which can't be increased or decreased. If someone can't understand something that just means that they haven't comprehend it in their programming(subconscioussness). we all are programming ourselves all the time. We are 95% our patterns. if someone can't think of multiple perspectives it just means that doing such a thing is not in their programming yet, if they go through that specific process and information and then practice it over and over again they will internalize it and thus will start thinking critically. It had nothing to do with having low counciouss level. If i can't drive a car-my subconscious is not trained to do it yet. And it is merely the realization,that we call as councioussness, that makes us realize that we can think beyond and change our programming deliberately. we all have been distributed equal levels of councioussness the difference comes from our programming/conditioning .
There are levels of consciousness and levels of depth. You can raise yours. The reason why you hold the view that we all simply have the same level of awareness is because you lack experiences of higher levels of development and consciousness. I'm not trying to be rude when I say that, but that statement shows me you haven't truly taken consciousness work far enough yet. Some people have more things in their awareness than others and are able to see things others don't. We can call this a higher level of consciousness. We all share the same One Consciousness (in an existential way), but the connection to that realization is at differing levels. Saying we are all simply equal is definitely an oversimplification and lacks contrast in experience (like I talked about relatively early on in the video). The view that we are all equal is a view that developed over time. Key word is developed. You had to raise your consciousness to a certain level to even be able to hold that view. Look into ego development and spiral dynamics to understand more about stages and levels of consciousness and development.
@@lucas_segeren the same logic can be applied to 'some people have more things in their awareness than others' that they have sharpened their mind by practice. I too held this beleif that I am raising my councioussness through thinking and having more awareness and i actually felt like an outcast bcs i got to the awareness that others can't understand how i am viewing the world and that they are having very low level of awareness. But then when I started falling into the same old patterns(even after two years of working on raising awareness) i just couldn't help but to realize that it was all just high level of thinking and that i haven't internalize it fully yet. If i continue doing it with some more effort now i will make this high awareness a part of my programme. Othera are resisting thinking bcs its uncomfortable and thats what this is all about-thinking more and more until internalized. the subconscious is resistant to change and internalize new things so great deal of effort is required to develop awareness bcs it will keep on dominating being 95% while councioussness is only 5%
