You picked the censored version. Best part of the song is cut out. Still glad you're discovering disturbed. Definitely one of my all time favorite bands.
We became aware of the uncensored verison after recording. The only video we could find of it was someone had made a video with Aphex Twin Come to Daddy music video. We wanted to stay true to the band. Taylor was also creeped out by the come to daddy video. So we as a group decided to stay with the censored. Maybe in the future we will have her go over it again with the uncensored version.
people really need to specify to play the right version of this song, almost every reaction channel makes this mistake, censored versions are never better than the original.
The spoken part in the breakdown would have been perfect for a therapist to analyze. How did we miss that? I know it's pretty obvious but I would've loved to see Taylor's reaction to it.
This girl is fkn amazing! Love her energy! Love her breakdowns on the lyrics. LOVE that she can just rock out and groove like nobody is watching! Imagine her as a concert buddy? Or even better, at a wedding?! She'd tear up a dance floor while making sure everyone in the room is having a blast with her! Such an amazing soul!
I'm an old dude, Marine, construction worker type etc. Never a big of therapists. The ones I was forced to deal with because of my step daughter all seemed like tree-huggers and out of touch. I just subscribed to your channel because you are the FIRST therapist that made sense to me through this song I love.
@@infernaloz6486 Ahahaha wow, I've been to therapy for 12 years, out 2 years ago and looking back, this phrase just about sums up what I was searching for. Got a lot of body work done at the start and that made progress but then the progress stalled when the sessions were shorted and "devolved" into just talking about feelings. I realize just kept looping waiting for the bodywork to come, which never did. Also, please, MEN, do not listen if a therapists says "more muscles or too much muscles and you lose contact with your feelings, you become too tough and rigid". I can't believe my lazy ass fell for this as an excuse to remain weak. Never again !!!
so many amazing songs - stupify, fear, 10,000 fists, stricken, land of confusion, the night, perfect insanity, another way to die, the vengeful one, open your eyes, the light
If I'm not mistaken, this song is about self medicating in response to trauma (mental illness), and feeling the grip of addiction (and subsequent spiraling into "sewer slidal" ideation) set in as a horrific reality of "the sickness". Draiman is an outstanding advocate for change.
@heartsupport again, your video is exactly what i needed to hear. I just came from a productive therapy session this morning where in spite of the hurt, I opened up more then I had previously. Once again, please, never change.
I saw these guys in 2000 at Ozzfest. They were second stage and i heard this playing. When i finally drifted over there and watched them, i knew they would be on the main stage very soon. The play hard as hell live. They deserve all of their success.
On the album Immortalized, the song The Light is an amazing song of hope talking about those struggling and having people there for you, and has an amazing line: Sometimes darkness can show you the light! Give it a listen!
Yes , I didn’t get better until I stopped therapy after high school, I had been in therapy since I was 5 , and they told me to deny it and what I was going through was just a phase and I had my first suicide attempt in the 3rd grade and many more through high school, I didn’t get better until I started dealing with it on my own and embracing my darkness and seeing it as a strength
Honestly this censored version is good but the uncensored version makes this an entirely different song. Please research the uncensored version I’d love to hear what you think about it 🤘🏻🔥💥🙏🏻💯
Saw these guys in concert during their new tour with Falling In Reverse and Plush. FIR rocked, but Disturbed....dude....that was EPIC!!!! And this is the censored version. It's the Take Back Your Life tour...Disturbed is all about mental health. We are ALL Disturbed!
@@Stormsfury777 Yeah. I was pretty impressed with FIR. They are way better than I anticipated. But Disturbed.....I mean...Dude. That was an insane set! I was in Peoria IL, so the first show. A few mess ups setting up, but a great show overall.
Please, listen to Bad Omens songs. The Worst in Me, Careful What You Wish For, Exit Wounds, Nowhere To Go, The Death Of Piece Of Mind and many-many more.Totally worth it!
This song has been my personal favorite song of all time, from my personal fav band of all time, since I was 13. The only nob symphony concerts I've ever been to. All this without even thinking about any kind of meaning to it. At the time of this, I'm 4mnths into a post break up of a 1-year relationship. 3 months since I attempted unaliving myself, because of it. In March, her dad had been placed in hospice lung cancer 6 months to live. The night before, she left. She had talked about letting our lease end and moving back to her hometown to help. I had some issues about her hometown and freaked out a bit. She left the next day, no word, no notice. I only knew cause I came home to talk to her at lunch, and by then 4 hours and she was gone. Five days later, her dad died. She called to tell me, then the next day blocked and ghosted me on everything. Month later, of no contact, I had enough and drove down there to check up on her. We spent an hour talking, catching up. She was pulled away and distant. 2 was later we scheduled a meet-up, and I brought her mail. It felt like then, she was gone. The woman I loved wasn't this woman before me. She kept me away and didn't let me support her in her time of need. She was gone, checked out. Another 2 weeks later into may, and one week before my bday. I had started a new job, more money to take out an expensive apt without her support. My car broke down, and I was stranded. Scared of losing my job, car, apartment, and fear of having lost her. I tried to call, but that's when I learned I had been blocked, so I used *67 and a masking app, called gee least 6x and left some panicked emails. Then, 2 days later the I'm ending this and not coming back to email. I was so ashamed immediately the day I called and felt such guilt. I wanted to end my own life cause I went crazy for an instant. I have to live with that pain, shame and guilt of it all everyday. Distrubed has always been my sad go to, and comfort in knowing how they are serious about suicide prevention. I still can't accept what I did, or her being gone... let alone forgive myself for it all.
From KyleGouldOfficial: @hirowinglessangel Hi First, going through all of this sounds painful to hear and i heard this song since i was a teenager in high school but it also a song that helped during a rejected time where i was told no to a relationship which is honestly heartbreaking. But, even after all this we have to continue pressing on. I recently became a heartsupport volenteer and heartsupport is really a great atmosphere to be in and is always here to be a beacon where you can share your thoughts. Now, from your experiences with this that this person just decided to leave everything behind was really one sided for her and she was not likely deciding what would right choice in the relationships. But you definitely fought through a struggle of things and should be proud of what you did get through. Definitely don't feel like guilty for the situations that happened on here end nor do you have to be sorry for it. Sometimes relationships don't fit and it okay but don't beat up yourself to much for this you were just trying to figure out what was wrong and you did what you can in the end.
From ManekiNeko: @hirowinglessangel There are so many dynamics that come into losing a relationship. It’s not just a loss of love, it’s a loss of their presence, a loss of time spent together, a loss of the future, a loss of what was built between you. It’s painful and sometimes when dealing with loss of relationship and loss of family, it can drive people to isolation. It makes it hard when you want to be a support and want to stand by someone’s side when they are hurting. Having all this grief, the shock of it happening so suddenly, is something that many people would find such a hard thing to try to rationalise. Because how can we rationalise something that hasn’t been thought out and planned? Our minds are a blur, our thoughts are a blur and it makes sense that at the end of losing a relationship, feeling financially vulnerable and feeling like the world is caving, that these thoughts jump at you. I’m so glad you’re here to share your experience and your heart. Music is such a connecting and powerful tool. It’s like this realisation that somewhere in the world there are others who feel those same things and have come through the other side. Who stand by your side and journey through with you without even knowing. I hope that sharing here will bring you some comfort that there are those here who see you and hear you.
From satty22: @hirowinglessangel That sounds so rough. I feel for you. Sending you some love. You really seem to be aware of how chaotic your life was. Hopefully now things have calmed down a bit add both you and your ex can get some peace. Maybe after some healing you can offer again to reconnect. For now, keep your head up and be gentle with yourself. Reaching out for help and posting here is a good healthy step. Thank you for that. Satty
From ebcoile: @hirowinglessangel Thank you so much for reaching out and being completely open and honest about this particular situation and all that has led up to this moment. We are all human and with that comes emotional reactions to things that we are dealing with. I can't count the number of times that I reacted wrongly and felt guilty about it. What im hearing is that you realized that you could have reacted differently and thats important to note. When we ise those moments to take a look at ourselves and vow to become better, that shows what a truly caring person you are. It sucks when the timing of life turns out to not be in our favor, but understand that people grow and sometimes they grow apart. It sucks, but dont let that get you down. Use every opportunity to grow. Who knows, there may be a time that you two have an opportunity to speak again and you can show that you realize you could have said things or reacted differently and that growth and honesty can be seen. Dont give up on yourself, you are a good person and I know that by your admitting that you learned something from this time apart. With love Eric
From twixremix: @hirowinglessangel hey friend, thank you so much for being here and trusting this community with what weighs heavy on your heart. i’m so glad you are here today to share your story and for fighting hard to make it to this moment. it’s understandable how a large move to a hometown you have issues with could have been jarring for you and caused that reaction. the timing with her dad’s hospice transition and sudden passing must have been so difficult so all around, it was a stressful time for everyone. that pain, shame, and guilt you hold on your shoulders is no doubt overwhelming. i believe in your healing journey to know that you can grow and fight for a brighter tomorrow. you deserve all good things this world has to offer and nothing could make that untrue. you were stuck in such a chilling moment with fears of great loss and when we find ourselves in that spot, we do things we wouldn’t normally do. her decision to block was in her control but you have the control and power to learn, grow, and thrive. i believe in you fully and unconditionally. wishing you all the best in your journey, my friend. you got this. love, twix
I commented on another of your videos about recognizing, owning, and accepting that dark side so that you control it, not it controlling you. Years back this was my secret theme song. It spoke to the underlying rage, the years of feeling like I'd been held back and denied outlets of my emotions. I was always the nice guy. Being taken advantage of, etc. Today, I've become good with myself. I'm good being me and I'm just fine as who I am. I make mistakes, and make dumb choices now and then. But, I can accept that they are my choices and I take responsibility for them. Being capable of being dangerous if needed, doesn't mean you have to be dangerous. It just means you have it within you to protect, not destroy. You come to realize there are precious things that need protecting, but they also need nurturing and encouragement. You want them to grow without necessarily getting your own selfish desires in the process. But grow and be authentic because it's the right and beautiful thing and that matters more than selfish desires.
What a great explanation. Society teaches us that those dark feelings are bad and we must not acknowledge them. They are part of who we are and if we don’t acknowledge them and try to work through them they become the thoughts that control us. Thank you for putting things in perspective.
The censored version of this song is not why I watched this video , the only reason why I decided to watch this video was to see how she was going to react and what she was going to say about the part cut out from this censored version.
READ THIS BEAUTIFUL STORY!!! I been living in a motel for 4 years. Lebanon, TN... When l first started living here, a family of four was staying here. A man, women, brother, & sister. The daughter was named Daisy... nickname Daze. Starting out... I'd walk out of my room. Just randomly see what's going on. There were allot of children when I got here. I live in a middle room. So, there was allot of children outside of my room. I'd open my door, stand in my doorway. Daze would be near & become intimidated. 6'... 200lbs... stranger danger looking mofo! Starting out... Daze would see me, & start walking back to her mother. It was the cutest thing. Index finger pointed up... as she walked away... walking forward... arm at 90 degrees... I literally acknowledged... "Okay." ...& stayed in my doorway. There is a difference between special needs & learning disabilities. I have ADD & ADHD. I decided to develop our rapport. I went with the ...wah ah ah ...ah ah at the beginning of this song. This is how I would greet Daze. ...after the ah ah ...one ah baccochew then... ah ah ah baccochew(as a close). We talking a 4 & 5 year old; who couldn't talk yet. She was a slow learner/talker. I developed a rapport with Daze. A few times, later in our rapport... she would randomly reply... "ah!" ...like a hello, to me. Here is the beautiful part... one day, she tried to talk to me; without knowing how. It was like she thought talking just happens. "wuh uh wuh uh wuhuh" ...was her attempt at talk. It looked like "The Rock" making fun of the "The Big Show". ru-vid.comxBy-c_Hmygk?si=ZS_tJaJPPLH3dGr5 She kinda shook her a little... & looked down... like talking worked like that. A day or two later... I'm walking by & she randomly says... "ah" I looked back & she replied with a... "grrr". "ah ah ah baccochew" Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson is an ENFP Champion temperament. keirsey.com/temperament/idealist-champion/
Your clarity and openness of perspective and the way you intelligently listened to both the lyrics and the energy they are infused with was so refreshing and very much appreciated!! Coupled with your feeling the vibe and physically getting into the music with your personality and smile was infectious and fun as hell to watch lol absolutely amazing reaction 🙏🙌😁
Hi, I want to say i really apreciate the whole Heartsupport community, and I've been following you for some years now. It's always a pleasure to watch Taylor's videos and to hear some of the things I've probably missed in some songs. As we are all in the metal(core) scene, I'd suggested if you,please, may react one day to Imminence, Infectious, Alleviate, Chasing shadows, Erase(or any other song) Just as an extra note, they were inspired by August burns red, especially in their first album :)
Learning all about DBT to reframe things. There are some workbooks that walk you through some skills. If you Google DBT workbooks, you're bound to find some. Learning things like how anxiety can paralyze us but can also be there to warn us of things we need to be aware of. It isn't completely bad or good; it can be two things. Anyway, I never saw this song in this manner. Appreciate the framing.
Wow this is new to you? Man there are so many bands you need to hear if you want I can recommend so many bands metal and punk male and female singers!!!
Have you taken the time to research this song? Because the sickness that he's talking about is what's being poured into him by an abusive mother beating him. You absolutely need to hear the uncensored version to fully understand this song
The first part where David Michael Draiman goes awahh in the song was added later on when they were recording the song. He did that when they were going through the song, and the other band members liked that, and it stuck to what it is today. Have you heard Disturbed's version of the Sound of Silance. The song was originally done by Simon and Garfunkel. Once Disturbed did their version, it was so good and powerful that Simon and Garfunkel passed the tourch to Disturbed on this song. You really need to listen to this song because it is epic.
I have to say, i was curious if thiswas the actual song. When i didnt hear "no, daddy, ill be a good boy," my heart sank, coming from a therapist reaction. Dude this song couldve been a match made in the hell it was intended for.
All Fucked Up will definitely be your most hard hit/emotional and definitely most touching music video you will watch when you do 😜 it definitely saved my life and still to this day gets me through my darkest days and moments. I’m not one to show my emotions but the first time I heard the song I bawled like a baby. Bawled even more when I watched the music video.
Me I have generalized anxiety disorder and if my anxiety gets bad enough I suffer from panic attacks. I’ve had to accept the reality of that. I just don’t like how many anxiety makes me feel. But I’m also an empathic individual. Meaning I have empathy that’s not on a normal level it’s above the normal level. But on a psychic level. So my empathy just adds to my anxiety. Sometimes it’s hard to tell if it’s just straight up my anxiety or my empathy or both? But also according to the mayor Briggs test I am INFP too.
Should've reacted to the uncensored version. Huge chunk taken out of this version. Also, this song was huuuge and I refuse to believe you've never hear it before
This is the video editor- We meet every week with the executive director of HeartSupport and we throw songs at Taylor... you have no idea how many songs we have shown her and she doesn't have a clue what it is. She is new to the metal scene and growing.
I mean, shit. If you're going to get into disturbed songs for the mental health part, there are a LOT out there. Off the top of my head, A Reason to Fight, Inside the Fire, The Light. Disturbed is my favorite band, and they have a huge list of bangers.
Do Inside the Fire next, it's a very personal song to the frontman, it's literally about his experience with a girl who they both got hooked on drugs, he was blamed and forced away from her, she eventually died and the song is about how he felt she was taken from him and her death was the result.
I hear your words, I understand what you are saying but, oh, I have a story for you. Depending on the personality, not the character, of a person, the way in which it must be addressed can be a very fine line.
everyone and their mother already commented this and I'm just reiterating but the mv actually cuts the last verse out of the song. You should go back and listen to like a lyrics vid of the song bc it will have the last verse in there. Not to spoil anything (but def spoiling) but the 'mother' is Mother Society trying to get everyone to conform and be one and repress individuality and the kid hitting 'Mother' is them fighting back against conformity and 'societal norms.' Kinda significant bc one of Disturbed's core beliefs (and kinda the origin of the name of the band) was the way society looks at you when you're different and you don't conform to the norm. They look at you like you're disturbed. And that's what disturbed them. Dan (the guitarist) has said that this is prbly their most memorable songs just bc of that intro drum beat. He compares it to 'In The Air Tonight' by Phil Colins tto say just how iconic it is and how everyone can immediately recognize it just from the opening drum beat
I got to see them back in July with Breaking Benjamin & Jinjer. They were amazing and this song live was awesome. Definitely recommend seeing them if they're ever near you.
To me the song has always been about how people stop your growth for personal gain,or the quiet man no longer taking the abuse almost a " you wanted to see what i hid now your going to get it"
You want to watch something to make your head spin check out Watch the world burn by Falling in reverse...Ronnie Radke by his own admission has some "issues". Love the channel !
I just found the channel tonight, and was surprised to not see anything on Falling In Reverse. Voices In My Head would also be a good one to cover here.
Naw dude, you been misinformed or just making shit up. It's fine to have your own interpretation, but it ain't what the band intended. "I'm really talking about the conflict between the mother culture of society, who's beating down the child yearning for independence and individuality, and the submission of the child." -David Draiman
Edited out the biggest piece for a Psychological analysis. It goes into the meat of the Sickness for the man troubled by the growth of his Sickness. "No, mommy! Don't hit me again..." if that's any lead in for ya to check it out...
Love your videos! This is the radio version of the song, there is a large middle section cut out that is VERY important to the theme, give it a listen!
You will never know what you need to do is watch the original version and not the censored version because it will tell you exactly what you need to know
Listen to uncensored song tells how his mothers abuse is the sickness and when he let's the sickness in he kills his mother.Need all the information Listen to whole song please it is scary😢
this song is about child abuse, and abused children who grow up to be abusers, and trying to break that cycle. It's rigth in the lyrics, there is a whole chorous about the abuse he suffers at the hands of his mother that has been edited out of this version
It's fine listening to this version a lot of times the end of the original song Kills people's vibes . Not everybody's So don't come screaming at me .. I've been a die hard disturbed fan ever since the first album dropped When I was a kid And I'm totally fine. Listening to the song Without that disturbing ending
This song is about a betrayal to our inner sense of justice, its about unfair oppression and asking others if they feel the same way. The demon is rightful rage, a way to escape the oppression.
I literally grew up on this genre... Very amazing musicians. I do kind of wonder how it influenced me as an adult... Self titled Korn album being my go to bed CD at 13 years old
For important future context: the subject in the spoken word bit in the bridge that is cut out in the censored version is *not* literal. David has explicity said so.
During the invasion (OIF-1), was pretty harsh on me. In my second tour, (OIF-3) we would blare this song leaving the wire jammin in my gun mount. Last tour OIF-5 was just long as hell-16 month. Been in therapy ever since, sometimes inpatient as needed. CrazyDee heehee
