Therapist Reacts to Falling Away From Me By KORN

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Therapist analyzes the lyrics of Falling Away From Me by Korn to discuss how people often dissociate and try to mentally escape, but Korn calls us to come back into our phyiscally bodies so we can actually escape.
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@petrmilota6398 4 месяца назад

Korn is a reason why I am still here.. Nu-metal and mostly their "sad" songs were ment for us - troubled kids - to cope with situations which we had so little knowledge about.. I'm 35 now.. still fighting my demons from childhood - still single, still enjoying my solitarity but at least I am not suicidal..

@ericklandrud5356 4 месяца назад

Same, 48 now... my first experience ever hearing KoRn was them opening for Marilyn Manson who opened for DanZiG And... as a musician at the time into that, KoRn scratched an itch that Ministry, Manson, Slayer and the harsher death metal couldn't reach... KoRn is hate, and pain, but with Head (let's ignore the stuff without him) it is also Love and Healing from the past injuries life deals

@joegasperoni1466 4 месяца назад

Same bro

@440-6pakroadrunner 4 месяца назад

Same, there was times I wanted to flirt with suicide to get back at my parents and give them a reason to love me

@ColinRichards1 3 месяца назад

I completely understand buddy

@TheMCmace 3 месяца назад

you got this bro

@pystoph3987 4 месяца назад

Something I don't see people comment on with this music video is that the red lights represent all of the other kids that are living in the same environment. As a kid who experienced and witnessed domestic violence & child abuse, it was nice to have that visual representation that I wasn't alone.

@kimjongeil 4 месяца назад

I noticed that detail for the first time watching this video. I must have seen the music video dozens of time.

@pystoph3987 4 месяца назад

@@kimjongeil Awesome to notice something new after so long

@ChrisWierchowski-p8z 4 месяца назад

I love you. As the same, someone needed to say it. Reach out friend. I fucking love you

@pystoph3987 4 месяца назад

@@ChrisWierchowski-p8z Much love to you too! All is well here and hope the same for you ❤️

@pystoph3987 4 месяца назад

@@ChrisWierchowski-p8z Tried to reply to this earlier so apologies if this becomes a duplicate comment. Much love back to you! All good here & just keeping up the fight. Hope the same for you.

@jinxtide2291 4 месяца назад

Korn represented a lost generation of kids. Such an undercurrent of rampant abuse in all of its forms in so many households. So many of us had disassociated by our teenage years. He gave us a voice. Something to stand behind. Brought us to others just like us, and showed us we werent alone. The anger in their music was like a lightning rod for the anger we lost souls felt. Still to this day one of my favorite bands.

@Schmeralo 4 месяца назад

❤❤❤

@travisspaulding9540 2 месяца назад

Represents. They’re still around and doing well.

@BethanyRatliff 4 месяца назад

❤korn helped save my life as a teenager❤

@ideasinthegord3915 Месяц назад

Me too. I'm in my 30s now and their music still helps a lot.

@lxDastanxl Месяц назад

Actually smashing pumpkins had a public interview and a dad speak up about his teenage daughter and give thanks to the lead singer for helping his daughter out of depression

@joelane800 4 месяца назад

Directed by Fred Durst, hes in the video at the end very quickly when Jon is shaking his head at the camera. One of the most important bands of all time!

@heffatheanimal2200 4 месяца назад

I always considered Dust to be another damaged-artist-stereotype. Even though he is a narcissist and an absolute a$$hole, he can be really gifted with his talents creativity

@JenHarris-n6t 4 месяца назад

@@heffatheanimal2200Korn found limp biscut and fred then found staind... imagine that.. just like Trent found Manson

@SvenS2 4 месяца назад

Cool! Never noticed that

@the-postal-dude 3 месяца назад

@@heffatheanimal2200 why is it always in mental health spaces that people use medical terms as insults?

@That-Ginger-Chick 3 месяца назад

I thought that was Fred Durst at the end

@Breekon_Hope 4 месяца назад

I grew up in a very abusive household. I disassociated so much that I can't remember most, if not all of my childhood. When I got stuck in another one, I "flirted with suicide", just wanting out. "No more pain. No more sorrow" is what I told myself. I did get help, hospital and professionals. It's been about 5 years, im so happy I was able to reach out.

@Pikawarps 4 месяца назад

Decades ago the very person who introduced me to these korn songs was my abuser, the irony is palpable

@ZoëGrant-m7b 4 месяца назад

Both my parents heavily used meth and introduced me to slipknot. on a certain level it feels like they wrote their music for the children of their fans. glad you got through it.

@Shitsmearingbandit 4 месяца назад

Not so much irony as much as it's likely passed down most of the abused become abusers and keep the cycle going cause its all they know by how they where raised themselves

@gloriabell8772 4 месяца назад

I’m sorry

@lyleprater8306 2 месяца назад

The person who abused me almost daily while my mom just stood there because she was afraid to stop him afraid she would get hurt just started listening to korn and told me he sees why I did now when I was a teenager in the late 90s

@MindSawProductions 4 месяца назад

This video is the embodiment of "find your tribe". The idea that family isn't blood [RED], but rather those who free you from pain. She stays behind until KoRn comes back into the box, The band represents her inside energy and will to escape her situation, the driving force that helps her finally open the window to make her escape into the arms of her new/true family. You're absolutely right where it continues off from Freak on the leash because it's a continuation of the idea of using art and creativity to release and/or understand the pain of life. Infact that's literally Jonathan's whole though process when it comes to KoRn lyrics in general. He's stated in many interviews before that they want to be the voice for the voiceless, a place for kids to understand they're not alone, that what they're going through isn't right, and that there is a way to escape it.

@dsggoodbar 4 месяца назад

The saddest part is that Jonathan Davis has first hand experience in abuse as a child. I've been through my own trauma, but fortunately it wasn't this severe. My favorite aspect of this video is that the kid ultimately used the box (music) to get away. Music saved my life many times. I deal with mental health diagnoses. Music can be a huge safe haven for relating to or working through emotions. Music is the heartbeat of my life.

@Budsandsuds75 4 месяца назад

This needs to be a live talk show. She's so smart , She could be great on TV if given the opportunity

@superblahman 4 месяца назад

TV is a dying platform. RU-vid is where it's at.

@Cyan1de1312 2 месяца назад

@@superblahman true dat

@Quizzy0000 4 месяца назад

i did flirt with suicide like 20 years ago but not cause of this topic in the video but still. never told my mother tbh i dont think she could take it now so its my painfull secret i share to all of you. korn actually saved me from this feeling. it felt like i wasnt alone feeling all these feelings. my aunt kinda saved me she had korn on in the car 20 years ago and i looked them up and a whole world opened up for me.

@lithiumkc8 4 месяца назад

Korn was my version of a therapist growing up. So grateful for them. I’m glad you are stable. Thoughts of suicide are so heartbreaking. Everyone should know that they are loved and everyone deserves positive support. 🙏♥️

@olafurjohannsson5165 4 месяца назад

Holy shit this woman gets it. Korn saved thousands of people from going the suicide way. Me one of them.

@Z3ROTH3RT33N 4 месяца назад

I saw Korn live for the first time on the Twisted Transistor tour. It was like going to church. I felt all this negativity purged from my soul. Korn is definitely great for helping you deal with difficulties in life.

@yyyyyk 2 месяца назад

I'll be seeing Korn live for the first time TODAY! In literally just a few hours! It's something that I have wanted to do since I became a fan of theirs in the 90's, so I am super excited...!

@Z3ROTH3RT33N 2 месяца назад

@yyyyyk Rock on! And of course arrre you ready?!

@yyyyyk 2 месяца назад

@@Z3ROTH3RT33N Yesss!!! I hope they open the show with "Blind", and that line... It would be so awesome... But really, I'm such a huge fan, I want them to play ^all^ of their songs... 😅 I love so many of their songs that even if they sing 10 songs that I love, I'll wish they sang even more songs that I love...

@martincastrogiovanni812 4 месяца назад

I love how you, as a therapist, do not disassociate your feelings from what you are experiencing. I can imagine that in session, you have now choice, but to see your genuine reaction, you are probably a huge asset to your patients. Let me thank you for them

@frankthedukes1564 2 месяца назад

i love korn ...never abused...im a sport guy, baskeball, football swimming...high school was a breeze and actually fun for me.(college as well) but always appreciated jon and korn's music and message. My friend turned me on to them early on when before the came huge...... This song does hit hard. Seeing the kids outside pumping their fists and coming together gives me chillllllls. Top 5 band for me ever.

@noided583 4 месяца назад

Lorna Shore - The Pain Remains parts 1-3. Could even make it a triple feature for the channel. It's really quite popular among people who tend to watch music reaction content and it deals with some incredibly painful subject matter, chiefly loss, grief and powerlessness and what that could lead a person toward. Might make for some very interesting discussion points!

@kaynesheldon4905 4 месяца назад

Absolutely!

@AnthonyBusted 4 месяца назад

She react to first part

@noided583 4 месяца назад

oh awesome!@@AnthonyBusted

@JenHarris-n6t 4 месяца назад

Austin blows my mind

@shabeba86 2 месяца назад

their song "Alone I break" will always have a spot in my heart and soul... dealing with depression and Borderline and some ptsd issues it hit al the right spots.

@rustysh1tbox652 4 месяца назад

A thing I feel that is overlooked is the fact she has the band/music in the box and seeks them out in her worst times. Basically the music is there when you need it, also it can be a release/protection for those times and ultimately can help you escape the situation. It never leaves her and she carries the music with her. That’s my interpretation of the band in the box.

@Wiaskme 4 месяца назад

I've been there. Floating away from myself. Korn and family saved me. Truly. Keep doing these vids!!!

@bobsmith613 4 месяца назад

Jonathan Davis wrote this about his childhood. The final track is "Hey Daddy"... I strongly recommend finishing the trilogy.

@digthis18 4 месяца назад

i was gonna say this but i thought id look first haha yeah hey daddy is for a lack of a better word intense

@kristians07 4 месяца назад

As a kid that delt with child abuse constantly your memories of happiness and childhood are gone. Suicidal thoughts were what kept me going in very dark times! I’m 42 and the happiest I have ever been.

@danielbeard7045 4 месяца назад

In the end, music saved her ❤

@frankhermansen243 4 месяца назад

exactly

@EVENMETAL 24 дня назад

Man, this one got me. I am sitting in my old room visiting my parents watching this. I live out of state and am helping my Dad after a heart surgery. Listening to this in my old room again opened up a lot of emotions as I was a terribly depressed young adult when this song was new. This was so therapeutic for me back then and am glad KoRn’s music still helps people today. Your videos are great btw. Keep it up 👍🏻

@xMXWLx 2 месяца назад

6:28 her having the band in her room and all the kids outside chanting is like a huge metaphor of how this music connected so many kids. even though we were in pain, we were in it together. we all made it through.

@I-hate-swifties 4 месяца назад

Been waitin for this react….. I LOVE KORN AND THE SONG AND THIS CONTENT

@williammann376 4 месяца назад

Crack The Skye by Mastodon. The drummer's younger sister, Skye, took her own life. The band wrote the song as a tribute. Brann (drummer) sings the clean vocal parts too.

@Burning_Rocket 17 дней назад

Recently, after watching this clip, I couldn't hold back my tears. As a child, I was physically abused and lived in fear, expecting it to happen again every day. I was able to leave there and live separately from my parents, but I still can't forget it. I don't think about it, but the reminder of those times can awaken emotions in me. I just wanted to share it.

@Uschinatir 4 месяца назад

Please more Korn ❤

@davidward9737 4 месяца назад

Thank you Taylor for reaching out to us. You are the best.. From my husband and i, we are sorry too. You make a difference

@ericklandrud5356 4 месяца назад

Survivor... when you flirted too closely, you know what it means to have pushed yourself out of life in this world and woken up changed. It hurts, but living thru the attempt hurts more, so it heals... eventually Lost count of my battles, but never lost yet. I am alive after them for a reason ...to help guide others, apparently, in some ways Creativity is a way out of pain!!!!!!!! Falling away, from this world, to come into our own

@bethsline 4 месяца назад

KoRn's music has been a therapeutic outlet for my for more than 20 years. Thank you for backing down their songs. I'm happy to have found your channel.

@thedarkestmindvlogsandgame7323 4 месяца назад

Korn mudvayn and tool have helped me a lot throughout the year's interesting to watch your reactions

@paulkepshire5056 Месяц назад

5:07 The trauma-related disassociation and out-of-body experience you mention is so palpable... That's exactly what I feel (vicariously) when watching this video. I think the box represents the inner turmoil/pain/grief/trauma that the girl is looking at from outside and above. Very powerful imagery and symbolism either way.

@pandamanda3182 2 месяца назад

This is why I will always go back to Korn, they are a form of therapy for us. All of these songs came out when I was going through similar things and my only outlet was music. They not only made lyrics I could feel and relate to, but the rage is something I understood. Even if I go years without listening to them consistently, I always come back and it's usually at a time I need to work through something. I sleep listening to them at times. People always told me 'If you listen to that you'll just get more depressed and angrier', but it helps me get that out. I've learned how to disassociate whenever I want to now. I'm in therapy now but this still helps.

@bradhaines3142 Месяц назад

that's always been so weird to me. people in dark times can listen to dark music, and feel comfort know other people have made it out the other side of the same pain. but people who dont seem to understand the pain, it makes them sad.

@MrChrisrabbit 4 месяца назад

I was a teenager when all these groups came out. It was all I listened to and that anger/raw rage was the only thing pushing through those years of apathy/depression/suicide attempts. Without it, I just curled into a ball, unable to move. As I found my footing and purpose in my 20s, I was able to let go of the heavy music. Still love the classics!

@stephensutton2546 7 дней назад

KoЯn got me through so much growing up, they are, to this day my favorite band. Someday i hope to meet them and thank them for helping to keep me here.

@djmastergroove946 2 месяца назад

Jonathan Davies had a very painful and traumatic childhood. The 2 song's Freak on a Leash and Falling away from me, the video's we're an expression of that time! Powerful, Raw, Emotion.

@masonyuzwa8717 3 месяца назад

Damn..i just found your stuff and you're already diving pretty deep into the nu metal scene !! Welcome to your nu rabbit hole..these bands have some of the most diverse and somewhat touchy messages !! But I'm sure as a therapist you've heard some of this before and are well equipped to dive into the deep end of this !! I'll be watching !!

@dandugan6852 24 дня назад

KoRn has saved many many people's lives with their songs....you need to listen to ALL their songs !!!!!!! EPIC !!!!!!!!

@dylancrosby6891 4 месяца назад

I've always taken this song to be a "we know, we care" type message, released in 1999 that's pre smartphone, and pre internet for most normal families, these days if you're a kid being abused you can google and seek help or forums and find support, back then, you kept it to yourself in the fear that anything you said would just get back to your abuser, this was Korn saying, we've been there, we get it, and we're going to get you through this

@fyisic 13 дней назад

As a teen i was really into Korn and while i didnt have abuse issues i had a lot of insecurity issues and suicidal thoughts. What Korn did for me was with the brutally honest lyrics come down and grab me and with the instrumentals give me strength and help me proccess those intense teenage emotions. In other words, with lyrics say " hey your not alone" and with the instrumentals "lets fight together".

@timhmetal3499 4 месяца назад

Some scars never heal, some memories never fade, you just try to become numb to the pain and pretend it's ok.

@Jermusicislife84 День назад

Like most ppl, I discovered Korn at a perfect time. Their music saved me. I had just left high school where I was being bullied and I had just got out of an abusive relationship with my then girlfriend who was abusive towards ME. I wish so much I could thank the guys for helping me through and preventing me from committing suicide.

@GTBAnime 23 дня назад

In first grade i was "touched" by an entire classroom of 8th graders and no one believed me, not even the psychiatrist. It made life hard for a while, and made it so i listened to people.

@LJ-yz4ob 18 дней назад

Korn is so good! They sing songs that are uncomfortable, and force it into the limelight, which is good. It needs to be out there and talked about. I wasn’t abused as a child, but at 16 I was pregnant and got married. My former husband mentally, physically, and sexually abused me. At 21 I left and got divorced. I did start standing up for myself and fighting back.

@chetnolan7496 4 месяца назад

First of all I love your channel and I love you !🤟❤️. I really feel a connection to you and your understanding of the songs that you listen to and your ability to express yourself to the viewers !

@RikkeMyE 3 месяца назад

Hi, 37 year old woman from Denmark here / this is still my favourite song, 20 years…. And yes its the continuation and they are next to each other on the album 😅

@dextercree1 27 дней назад

Korn is a dope band love their music!!

@kaylzshter6153 Месяц назад

Look fam, I typed out some shit and honestly? My formatting was terrible and I lost my train of thought, so I deleted it. In any case, you seem like a better human than me by far, and in my short time on this channel so far, I have come to admire your outlook on the music that was such a big part of my formative years. OP, you have heart, and you seem to care about people, and you don't seem to let cynicism or despair run your life. That's whats up. You just reminded this jaded old girl that every tunnel has light at the ends, even if you have to dig through collapsed rubble to get to it. Much

@Djcimofficial 4 месяца назад

Came home from school one day and this was the first music video I ever saw on MTV2

@danlesieur 4 месяца назад

Love your natural responses to Korn's music 🤘✊ Also, I just realized Korn comes in to protect & rescue the child! #storyofmylife 🥹❤

@tsubject164 4 месяца назад

Alone I Break and Thoughtless are also amazing

@paulkepshire5056 Месяц назад

To me, the "falling away" part is the time between when we let go and pull away from the hurting, and when we finally splashdown into the unknown and surface anew. The moment right before rebirth.

@synshenron798 4 месяца назад

I was never "abused" by my family. I was never in domestic violence or anything like that. I just felt so broken inside all the time and I was my own abuser. I would mentally berate myself day in and day out. My inner voice would just come screaming and hollering at me as Id lay on my floor crying. After my first failed attempt I went to my bedroom and wept on the floor as I could hear my inner voice screaming that I was so pathetic and worthless that I couldnt even take my life without messing it up. All through my teen years and into my twenties ive lived like that. People would always tell me "dont beat yourself up, mistakes happen" and things of that nature. Meanwhile in my head all I could do was berate myself and make sure I felt as shitty as possible for making mistakes or just not being good enough. Ive never been abused by either of my parents. But if abuse is anything like the way I was treated in school and at work. I can definitley say I understand being abused. Too anyone like me, you arent alone. I get it, many days it feels like everyone says that but theyll never truly understand. They will. And even if they dont there are those who want to help because they shed a tear for every person who suffers in silence. I am that guy, I know how bad some days can be. And I want to be the voice that talks someone down from that ledge. I hope and pray no one ever has to go through that shit. Sadly I know they will, but I hope they have a friend to walk with them through the shit storm. Good luck to whoever reads this and I hope you have an amazing day🫰

@ozmatazbuckshank8090 4 месяца назад

I have experienced abuse resulting in a myriad of mental health issues, PTSD etc. How you say that it feels like you're disembodied, like you're floating outside of yourself, that is so accurate. I've never been able to put it into words. Thank you. It feels nice to see people like yourself feeling the music the same way I, and I'm sure many other people feel it. Your reaction to this song helped me to feel just that bit more understood. Love your work.

@Lymsley 2 месяца назад

Was a Korn fan from the jump… yeah I’m old. When Falling Away from Me dropped, it was one of the first times, I can remember, feeling a part of something larger than myself… probably a mixture of timing & Korn’s popularity reaching a critical mass… but, people around me where starting to wise up to this music, that it wasn’t just angry, angsty self indulgence. This music has soul, intelligence, emotion & a message. 1st time seeing your channel, hope to see more soon.

@SuperMikeAttack 18 дней назад

When this song came out, I was in the midst of an abusive relationship. This entire Korn album was there. One other album, Limp Bizkit "Significant Other", was there to help save me. I eventually had to seek help. I had to be medicated. Then one day I got so angry i broke free of everything. The abuse. The meds. Everything. Now i listen to these song a full volume. I lose my emotions almost every time. Sometimes I have to pull over and just rock out in my car until it ends. Without them, I wouldnt be here today

@kaceylinne344 4 месяца назад

keep up the amazing work. make me bad, here to stay, alone i break, narcissistic cannibal, lets go, get up, never never, rotting in vain, black is the soul, a different world, take me, cold, you'll never find me, the darkness is revealing, idiosyncrasy, finally free, can you hear me, h@rder, this loss, let the dark do the rest, start the healing, worst is on the way. also what it is by jonathon davis from his solo album

@SpielkindFR 3 месяца назад

That opening chord still runs a shiver down my spine. Even after so many years.

@Momma_Gee 4 месяца назад

I'm 52 years old. My father was a narcissist, so i spent my early childhood either being adored(i was the show pony child) or in fight/flight/or fawn. Ages from 14-17 were bad, real bad, and sadly predictable. The closet i ever came to false escape was a handful of acetaminophen. It wasn't a big enough handful, though. Made me sick as hell, and I remember laying on the couch and watching my nailbeds turn blue. I had to have an abortion 2 days before my 17th bday, and it scared him enough that he left me alone. I have never had any kind of therapy until the first of this year. Initially, it was for adjustment disorder to my recent multiple sclerosis diagnosis. Once I started talking about my emotions in general, everything else bubbled up. It turns out that cptsd has been a big contributing factor to my horrid health over the last decades. Ulcerative colitis, multiple sclerosis, anxiety, depression, and insomnia. I've never been able to regulate my emotions. I dissociate. I thought I was empathic by how well I read people's emotions and could quickly figure out what people need but no, I'm just scanning the room because everyone has to be happy so I don't get in trouble I'm happy now though. My family and I have our usual issues but my relationship with myself, my brothers, my husband❤❤❤, my sons, my DIL, and my grandsons is AWESOME. I'm so unimaginably happy it was not a large enough handful. Please talk to somebody. Staying is worth it. Find your way to happiness out of spite if nothing else. ❤❤❤

@MegsD79 4 месяца назад

Sending you love, light and hope you are able to find some peace thru counseling! Also, sending positive thoughts and virtual hugs! You are a SURVIVOR - and you are not alone (your comment hit me in my soul and I can relate to a good portion of what you talked about.)❤❤❤❤

@thevilifyingforce 4 месяца назад

I'm 40 and was diagnosed with MS last year and it'll be what gets me into therapy finally. I did a better job of trying to off myself, but it failed as well. Light and love.

@Momma_Gee 4 месяца назад

@@thevilifyingforce sending you strength and perseverance, and wishing you all the best!!!

@Futtbucker3000 4 месяца назад

Was just listening to the song when I noticed you uploaded, it's my favorite song so thanks for reacting to it

@HeinrichHiedrick-ec7jo 3 месяца назад

My childhood was straight from a Stephen king novel. Almost daily verbal abuse, every other day physical abuse, and weekly blowouts from the “person” who fathered me. Grabbed, slapped, thrashed, spat on. All while my mother was trying to stop it. I would NEVER go back to being a child, I never fantasize about my childhood like other lucky adults. However, I’m grateful I made it through. I can’t verbalize how great it makes me feel to be able to be the dad I wanted when I was a kid. What’s crazy is my kids are SO WELL BEHAVED. Disciplining them is almost completely unnecessary. The love I get the privilege of showing made my childhood worth it. And now, as a father I can’t understand how he could have treated his kids the way he did. I simply can’t even imagine hitting my kids or verbally denigrating them. Anyways. It was a horror at the time, but I’m grateful.

@tonys2683 22 дня назад

I can absolutely relate to this song, I spent years suffering mental and physical abuse at the hands of my ex gf, being hit, stabbed and accused of things i never did, to the point i tried to take my own life a cpl times just to get away.

@artforalex2085 4 месяца назад

Your reaction videos are so wonderful. You have a great soul. Thank you. ❤

@Steve_P_B Месяц назад

Another Korn video absolutely packed with symbolism dealing with similar themes to this is Thoughtless

@PatBlackwell-z3i 4 месяца назад

Thank you for your help resources and support for folks in need of HELP

@jenBuruato 3 месяца назад

This band is so important as some other bands that tell these stories if this band and music didn't exist I don't think I would still be here it makes you feel less alone. I dealt with SA from my Dad until I was 13 and even now as an adult it never leaves you but somehow these songs still help. Thank you for such a great reaction.

@ja7941 17 дней назад

This band This band Saved me more times then you can imagine literally put a gun to my head and was ready to give it all up everything I was everything I could be this Korn saved me no one can save me no one I'm a monster walking along with humanity

@jaylowery5445 4 месяца назад

MORE KORN!!! Bad ass band been a fan since 1994 helped me thru a lot

@blackpanther3912 7 дней назад

All of the songs on the Follow the Leader album blend together from one to the next, so in a way the music never ends while you're listening to the album.

@tankerboysabot 3 месяца назад

I absolutely love how you can analyze the video with the song.

@javidfarid538 4 месяца назад

Been waiting for this react for good while

@Saiyan7R 3 месяца назад

The very first song that got me into Korn. I used to listen to the song to cope with suicidal thoughts and many many other feelings. The chorus beating me down, I used to think of it as if life is just beating me to the ground. When there's no one else, Korn is the safe place to go to. I never experienced domestic abuse, but sending prayers to anyone out there experiencing such horror or any shit overall. There's always light at the end of the tunnel.

@kaylzshter6153 Месяц назад

Probably my favorite mainstream Korn song.. This song is my teenage years in audio.

@chuckgaskins 4 месяца назад

As someone that grew with music as a outlet from King Diamond to death core. Most of my issues an hate stem from being in the navy asking for help an not getting any. Got kicked out an since in 2000 people say its ok but its never ok. An Korn has been one of my outlets. Thank you for all you do helping the lost an misguided like an others.

@adamv1715 4 месяца назад

All the rage, sadness, disassociation, grief etc kids feel can all be worked out within one hour in a pit. It's a place to let it all go and truly be yourself.

@ericpeterson7512 4 месяца назад

Ok I'm seeing this now as an important channel. A therapist who can relate to metal. That's big right there. Music has always been cathartic, and at least somewhat reflective of the inner landscape of the writer. Metal music is there to express pain, rage, frustration, defiance, rebellion. I've often thought of metal as a therapeutic tool. It's a gift to have someone knowledgeable and empathetic to dig into the feelings expressed in metal, and the feelings that arise from it. Metal can be an incredible catharsis. It can be a way of feeling some form of belonging, of being seen and understood. A template for rebellion. A shout of solidarity. I think in the right hands it can be an awesome therapeutic tool. You seem insightful and supportive. I'm excited to see this! Thank you for bringing this channel to the world! Big thumbs up! ❤

@lancemalvey597 4 месяца назад

I've watched this music video during it's release, Though I cried with your explanation.... I don't cry. My abuser is dead (after he attempted to murder me and my mother, it's idk some say it was karma.) I myself now as a man disasociate quickly and i will admit somedays are harder with coming to terms with it.... but I still deal with his slanders destroying my name. His friend's are a rough crew (bikers not chill ones) trying to cope with coming to the realization that i'm a murder survivor actually is heavier to hold then everything else bothering me (ptsd wise or his friends) people sadly don't take men seriously when they bring up this stuff.... well cry and rant over, Thank you. i needed that.

@franzwohlgemuth2002 4 месяца назад

@HeartSupport Korn got me through tons of abuse... I listened to Korn from the first album on. Music is therapy. Never thought of ending it by my own hand. I didn't care if someone else did, however. Which got me into some very dangerous situations (like picking a fight with a biker gang by kicking over all their bikes).....

@TheHuggyzim 4 месяца назад

I love your videos. Another great Korn song. These songs really helped me through my teens in the 90s. I used to record their songs off the radio wirh my tape deck 😂 Korn is my favorite band, and their songs talk about a lot of things that I experienced as a scapegoat. I didn't find the help I needed as a child like in this song. I wish I would have. No one believed me 😢

@yoiitsthenoid9461 4 месяца назад

I've seen this music viceo god knows how many times, but I never really noticed that the box she has is very symbolic. When she opens it up it's all her bottled up emotions coming out, and when she leaves and she turns back and it all goes back into the box, it's her traumas and pain going back inside her because no matter where she goes, it'll always be there.

@hed_rollins 4 месяца назад

Korn is my favorite band. I give Jonathan the highest respect. There is a video where he talks about how he is struggling with depression. It inspires me a lot!

@scrPRBoi 3 месяца назад

you are great and keep reacting to my favorites bands , love the reaction. appreciate

@fender7695 4 месяца назад

Wait till she reacts to daddy by korn. Jesus falling away from me is a rated G korn song

@PsyberDude69 19 дней назад

@heartsupport I was beaten as a child. I will be 50 years old on May 5 (birthday the day before this was posted by the way), and I still feel the trauma of being beaten by my father, and the next day it was like it never happened. I was conflicted between hating and loving my father. My father died when our video store was robbed when I was 19 years old. I again was conflicted between feeling relieved by his death and feeling sad that he was taken from our family. I still have inner struggles, but I try to keep moving on. I have a family of my own now and I have vowed to never raise my hand to my daughter. I actually have never been in a physical fight in my life.

@HeartSupport 17 дней назад

From chillmortally: @robstolle9695 Hi there, I'm deeply sorry to hear about your father's death in the robbery accident. I can only imagine how terrifying and upsetting this must be for you. It's okay to have mixed feelings about your relationship with your father. I understand how you feel-my own experience with my father was painful and traumatic for me. It's essential to recognize that it's okay to distance yourself from those who have harmed you. You are improving so much by being a better father. During arguments, it's essential to stay calm and open-minded. Physical fights often end up being a waste of time and energy. Trauma has influenced my life in both positive and negative ways. On one hand, it has taught me resilience and empathy but has also brought significant challenges and pain. It took me more than 17 years to move on from my trauma. I genuinely hope that no one else has to endure the same hardships I faced.

@warpony5654 Месяц назад

A lot of Korn's music is about Johnathan Davis trauma growing up. After you hear about what he went through then you understand his music completely differently. When you understand his story then you understand his music. Johnathan Davis is brave and a hero especially for sharing his story.

@bddunks13 4 месяца назад

I found this Chanel last night. And my God it helps thank you ❤

@cabby26 3 месяца назад

I dealt with childhood trauma for so long. Was sa’ed when I was 5 and never told my parents. Always thought that shit like that wasn’t supposed to happen to a boy. Finally did when I was around 32. And that was only because I sat one night with my Glock in my lap and just kept thinking, it will be quick, it will all be over. Just an easy squeeze and it’s all done. But I looked at my bulldog Murphy and he just stared right into my eyes like he could tell what I was thinking. He came over and plopped down on my lap and knocked the firearm off my leg. Afterwards I spoke to my parents about it, sold my firearms, quit my job, cashed my 401, and left the country. Started traveling. Meeting people all around the world. Been to over 40 countries, and have lived in Vietnam for almost 9 years. I’ve worked with orphanages and animal rescue places. It’s done a lot for my mental health

@benjithefox1278 4 месяца назад

Most of my days I often get feeling disassociated with myself because my childhood made me wish I could escape. By the time it was proven that I needed help away from it, I was mostly disassociated with myself. Music has this healing ability to me to help me through my struggles. I did the best I could to hang on and gotten myself therapy when I needed it. Sometimes the isolation abuse has me feel like I haven't had much experience with life enough to connect very well. I just do the best I can to survive and be myself.

@HeartSupport 4 месяца назад

From GaryYounOG: @benjithefox1278 It sounds like you've been through a lot, and I truly admire your strength taken to navigate such challenging experiences. Music’s healing power is remarkable, offering solace and a form of escape when the weight of past trauma feels too heavy. It’s heartening to hear that it helps carry you through tough times. Dealing with dissociation, especially as a result of a difficult childhood, is incredibly tough. This coping mechanism, while protective at times, can make it challenging to stay connected with yourself and the world around you. It’s understandable that you might feel as though your experiences have isolated you, limiting your ability to fully engage with life and connect with others. This feeling of being somewhat outside of normal experiences is a common aftermath of enduring abuse. I'm glad to hear that you’ve taken significant steps towards healing. That’s a powerful decision and a vital part of caring for your mental health. You’re actively working towards recovery, and every effort you make is meaningful. You mentioned doing your best to survive and be yourself-this is incredibly important. Each day you continue to push forward, you are asserting your strength and your commitment to living your life despite the difficulties you’ve faced. It’s okay if the journey feels slow or if the path forward isn’t always clear. What matters is that you are moving, that you are striving, and that you are acknowledging your struggles while also working through them. Perhaps exploring new activities or interests could further assist in creating connections and enriching your life experience. Joining groups or classes that align with your interests, whether they’re related to music or something entirely new, can be a good way to meet new people and form connections. This doesn’t have to be a big commitment-a casual meet-up or even online forums and groups can be a starting point. When I’m under similar situations, I found volunteering to be beneficial as a way to step outside of my own experiences and contribute to something larger. This was incredibly fulfilling for me and it helped me forge new social bonds and add to my life experiences in meaningful ways. Thank you for sharing your journey with such openness. Please remember, your best is absolutely more than enough. You're doing what you can to heal and grow, and that deserves acknowledgment and respect. Keep taking care of yourself, and know that it’s perfectly fine to take things one step at a time.

@HeartSupport 4 месяца назад

From Micro: @benjithefox1278 There is no doubt that you are doing more than enough to survive and to keep on seeking what life has good to offer to you, friend. Numbness especially is such a frustrating and difficult reaction to overcome, especially when it stems from trauma. Although it serves us and help us cope in adverse circumstances - or what feels like it in the present. I'm so proud of you for not giving up on yourself and for letting things such as music be a healing funnel to you. It's amazing what it can do. Rest assured that you are not alone. :heart:

@joelporter6743 4 месяца назад

Thanks for doing this and all your videos. You open up the window to these artists' souls and really have incredible insights. I have dealt with suicidal ideation and attempted as early as 7. Thàt is one of the reasons I listen to this group. And other rock bands that talk about it. You are right. I just wanted an escape from the pain. Wow! I'm glad I stumbled on to this.

@andrejsandal2382 4 месяца назад

Loved the video, and love what you do. Just got here from a Ren binge on your channel. Flip side of the coin, but do you know how calming it is for me, knowing I can end myself and no one being able to stop me? It's like I always have a place to go, no matter what happens or how badly I mess up. This realisation has been my rock since early teens, and my further life experiences only solidified it. Ironically it's the thing that kept me alive at my lowest, and after I failed previous attempts. At the bottom I found solace, seeking what I once thought the end.

@Art-By-Aly 2 месяца назад

@HeartSupport . Yes I have felt that falling away feeling durning abuse . It is like disassociating from the mind , body . With huge gaps loss of time .

@phenixfire513 4 месяца назад

@heartsupport you really need to do Korn's whole discography.

@AuroraDizon 3 месяца назад

The music box she opens is clearly a pandora's box parallel whereas it is music that hope is represented.

@daltonmorris8225 3 месяца назад

Love and Death - chemicals It's by korn's bass player Brian "Head" Welch is a good song to look into, it's about addiction.

@gstevenson7781 4 месяца назад

This is genuinely turning into one of my favourite channels due to the content and your reactions. I’d like to recommend “Poet and the Pendulum” live at Wembley by Nightwish. It is not the normal song people start with when it comes to Nightwish, however it is the song that suits this channel the most as it deals with depression and struggle. It was written by Nightwish’s song writer the keyboardist Tuomas during the hardest time in the bands history and he basically ended his life in the song to stop himself doing it in real life, however the new song finishes positively with a new beginning. It is one of the best written pieces of music you will come across and is broken into Acts. I won’t say more about it. Nightwish hold the record for most reacted song in RU-vid history with “Ghost Love Score” (normally what people start their Nightwish journey with. However, as previously mentioned, “Poet” suits this channel perfectly, especially if the research is done on the songs meaning beforehand.

@corbinboller3690 18 дней назад

I remember being 15 or 16 and listening to this album on my discman

@Jim_86 3 месяца назад

Jonathan Davis the lead singer had a tough childhood. His parents divorced when he was three years old. He lived with his mother at first, but, after experiencing bad situations at that home, he moved in with and was raised by his father and former stepmother in Bakersfield, but was made to feel like he "came in and ruined their perfect little family." He did not get along with his stepmom and has accused her of harassing him and doing things like giving him tea mixed with Thai hot oil and jalapeño juice to drink when he was sick. He also mentioned that she mixed tabasco with his tea. Though she was later divorced by Davis's father, the Korn song "Kill You" was nonetheless written about her. In an interview for The Guardian, Davis said that he left home when he was 18 because he felt like "public enemy number one", since his stepmother quoted as "twisted and sadistic" hated him, and his own father was too embarrassed by the situation to do anything. He was also sexual abused as a child.

@CoryGarcia-ck5dd 4 месяца назад

I like the metaphor of the video . Korn is in the music box . So in her abuse from her father she opens up the box and looks to them . And even at her darkest moments of tears she sees korn in front of her as a manifestation of her overcoming her abuse . So korn is saying whenever your down open the music box (records or songs) and well always be here when youre going through your trauma. Been a fan since 94 . I got out of my hopeless abusive situation. You can too . Dont give up . There is a way out

@bhurzumii4315 4 месяца назад

This was the opening track of my workout playlist during my last tour of Iraq. This song always makes me anticipate 2 hours of pain, sweat and maximum effort! It's a banger! Oh, and you should watch "thoughtless" - it's another great track with "abuse and revenge" as its central theme.