theres nothing wrong with being alone. when you’re alone and away from any sort of external influence, you learn a lot about who you are and what you want in life. not only that but, understanding to be alone and independent is extremely important and it’ll greatly benefit you later in life. i hope everything works out for you, take it step by step and you will be okay.
I knew that sound before and when i was playing batman Arkham knight i heard that "there's something different about you" and i said WHAT THAT SOUND CAME FROM THE GAME? XD
from the bottom of my heart i hate even the idea of existence, i hate living, i would hate if anything beyond this planet was happening, i hate this whole constant movement, i hope i die man, i hope my death will be beautiful, just painfully vanishing away