me I had a TBI in 2014 and started watching then in my bed..and then i had a vascular stroke so basilly Ms. Hayward has kept me going oh and my sub dural hematomas happy days love you Em forever.
Carolyn Bertram I watch one practically every day. Makes it seem she is still with us. Have you all realized that when Emily left us she had 57K subscribers and she now has 61K. If at all possible, I am convinced she can still read her vlogs. I once asked a medium what do you do over there. She replied, "Anything you want" So she really is still with us and participates with us in many different ways until we meet her on the other side. My boyfriend died 4 months ago. His telephone has never been turned off. I send him a text once in a while.
This one really got to me. You can see that poor Emily is totally sick of the cancer, the meds, the treatments. Yet she soldiers on like the good soldier, and with Aisha by her side always.
Still watching these videos after 2+ years of Emily being gone.. these videos help me to keep fighting when I want to say goodbye to this life.. thank you for inspiring the world, Emily. ♥️
RIP I'm so saddened by the news. You are the reason I'm living my life to the fullest now and not letting my deep depression hold me back. I'm living my life for you since your life if as now ended. Thanks for all your videos. You have helped so many.
dennis Martin this is what Emily did for everyone she is the best Love her so much and have never met but gosh she and Aisha have changed the way many of us are living love you too Aisha hope I spelled her name correctly
dennis Martin me too. Panic disorder. Depression and chronic pain. Im 38 but fit and young at heart. Emily has kept me strong and will continue to do so. Just push through it all 😊
Same here, so with pain and depression, I have Emily just blows the Cobb webbs away, and what a star she still is xxxxxx love u Emily and aisha xxxxxxxy
I think the royal marsden should make these all into a film to give some comfort and support to fellow cancer patients, even tho the ending is extremely sad the whole journey is amazing and uplifting 💕💕💕 love and miss you Emily x
Her videos did help many people all over the world, I started watching them when my wife got breast cancer my wife got so sick I thought she may die from the chemo, two years cancer free, her videos helped me so very much the great friend I never meant, thank you Emily and Aisha and all of your family
Emily was a beautiful ball of positive energy, I don't believe that positive energy disappeared when Emily lost her battle with cancer.... I truly believe that she's still around, just in a different form.... cancer free and still full of positivity.
I watched my dad through 16 years of cancer. He never let it define him. He worked till the end. It was emotionally hard seeing my dad struggle more and more yet give his all to be here. I’ve also had cancer myself and so I don’t tend to watch ppl on RU-vid in the same struggle yet em popped up one day and I clicked and then here I find myself odd times popping back not sure why as it’s a sad ending yet I’m drawn in to ems life and willing her on to live even though I know she’s not! None of us know how long we have and any struggles we might face. So many beautiful souls have fought to live and it reminds me that I’m blessed to still be here to make something of everyday to honour those who aren’t here. I wish Em and my dad were still here living a good healthy life. To all who have lost a loved one I send a hug and lots of love. To all reading this I wish you a happy healthy long life❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Nothing brings tears to my eyes quicker than watching one of Emily's vlogs.... not because they have a negative effect on me, not at all. They have the opposite effect.... they inspire me. The tears well up because I'm a dad of girls Emily's age and I cannot imagine what it must be like to lose such a lovely girl... I breaks my heart and I didn't even know her.
I’m so sorry that I didn’t discover you until it was too late. I love watching your videos and have been binge watching them. I must say that u were a very brave, strong, encouraging, inspiring, beautiful young woman. Another life taken way too soon. RIP Emily and just know that you are still very much loved 💕
just heard the very sad news of emily passing away..she sure was an angel in her own right. she was an amazing person my heart is broken for Aisha and her family sending love from all of her fan base we love you beautiful sleep tight xxxxxx
I am going to miss Emily very much ,,I watched her from the beginning I really thought she was very brave and I felt like I knew her I had a tremendous respect for her. She taught me to be positive and strong! I’m sending my love and prayers to her family and they should be very proud of her.❤️😥
Punch a wall, wail, you don't have to be strong all the time. Let it out, it's a huge blow, you have every right to be angry & utterly pissed off. I really hope all those meds blitz the pain and that there is a treatment out there for you. We don't expect you to be chirpy all the time, when you are low we'll try to lift you, when it's dark we'll strike a match. Keep the faith xx
I've only just recently found you, Emily. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. Your attitude is amazing. I have a serious brain condition which is life long and can be life threatening if not dealt with on time, as well as other serious illnesses, but to deal with cancer the way you are doing, is beyond admirable.
Just found your channel recently: you are the most amazing people I have ever come across and an inspiration to young and old diagnosed with cancer. I’m not sure of your cancer diagnosis and treatment but I will look back at your previous vlogs. Sending love to you both x
Hi Emily, I have been watching your vlogs over my wife’s, Claire, shoulder for quite some time now. I cannot begin to express my total admiration in the way you and your girlfriend have dealt and are dealing with your journey. Your humility, strength of character and humour make you one of the special people, a true role model for all. I look forward to watching many more of your future vlogs.xx
Blimey you could open up your own pharmacy with that lot ! Sending so much love Emily and Aisha, only way you can be is positive like you are. Follow your feelings cause that's all you can do and get back up and dust yourself down you are a fighter Emily ! just look at what effect and influence you have had on people and me ! Lot of people really rooting for you .. Thanks for keeping us updated your a star xxxx
Popped back to re watch some of Emily's Vlogs. She was such a warrior and she fought and fought and fought whilst remaining positive and strong. Heartbreaking she had to go through so much and so young. Sending love to Aisha who is an Angel and Emily's family and friends who all loved Emily so much. I hope you're are watching down Emily and know we all love you so much.
Can't help but keep watching these when they pop up..still being strong and upbeat..like my mum was she never showed her fear and always made sure we were ok..so very brave .god bless .
Thinking of you ❣I’m so sorry you’re going through this. But with the support of your girl you can conquer this. Really love your vlogs and how involved you allow your followers to be. Really admire that, stay strong xxx
Aisha, you did an awesome job of taking care of Emily. I'm so sorry you both had to go through this experience, but your awesome souls shine through in how you support and love each other. That is beautiful. Love you guys lots. PEACE🌻
R.i.p Em... I'm going to miss you so so much.. An Inspiration to us all You put up the bravest fight Aisha an Family, Thinking of you all an sending you so much love xoxo 💜💙🧡
Gosh haven’t watched your videos for awhile, I absolutely loved them, your courage and sense of humor ! Crazy how many views your channel has now. Also the fact you were in your early 20’s and coping better than any 40 year old.
I've been watching you ever since my own diagnosis in April and through out my current treatment. You are such a strong woman and your positive outlook has me striving to not let the cancer beat me.. keep positive 😀😀 love the vids
Emily, you and Aicha are so strong and I have so much respect for you. Keep fighting and stay strong. We're all with you in heart and spirit and when you feel you haven't got the strength, just remember how many people love and care for you.
Been watching/following your journey for a while now. Your such a strong person and the way you are dealing with this is amazing. Stay positive, keep smiling! Love and strength to you both xx❤
ive been binge watching your videos for the past 3 days. Ive cried, laughed, awww, ooooohhh, loved every single bit of it and eaten a lot, cuz ya'll be snacking all the time. Lots of LOVE FROM H-TOWN Houston Texas
Emily - All respect to you for the brave manner in which you have faced up to this latest adverse health situation. May you overcome this set back soon. Aisha you are a ‘Star’ !! Hugs to both of you & my continued prayers of support. ❤️🙏🏻
The strength you show is incredible, still uploading to keep us updated whilst you are digesting all of this shows how beautiful you are inside and out. You will get through this my lovely, enjoy the highs and kick shit out of the lows. You have been in my thoughts and I’ve been praying for good news, you will beat this Emily❤️. We’re all behind you on this journey and sending you both so much love😘. Thank you so so much for allowing us to be part of your journey, you are a truly beautiful person x x x x x
What a beautiful lady Emily was so positive and inspiring for others who are suffering .And Aisha is a wonderful lady.She was her hero all through Emily's illness .I hope life is treating you well because you deserve the best
I love you both, and you will get through this. You are a fighter Em, but you are also allowed to take it out, if you need to cry, cry don't keep it inside. I send you both all the very best vibes.
I am binge watching. Aisha is such a beautiful person. You can see her sitting there all worried and concerned. Emily dont get me started. She is so lovable. i can't tears tears.
I keep watching her videos I can't believe she's gone I didn't run into her videos till here recently but God what a strong young lady she was breaks my heart I don't even know her but I sure do miss her what a bubbly personality she had cancer sucks!
Aww that sucks. Don’t know what to say.. I hope you will get treatment for it, so you can fight on 💪 you’re doing great. Sending some love to both of you 💜
Dear Emily. I have just watched this Vlog. How heartbreaking, I cannot even imagine how you mist have felt hearing this devastating news. This Vlog really shows how human you were after all, explaining your pain & emotions, something you rarely share. My heart really broke watching this. Who would believe you would pass away 5 months later. Such a dynamic young lady, missed dearly by family & friends & all of us watching your Vlogs. Very Sad. So glad you are at peace now & pain free 😭😢😭😢😭
So sorry you got exactly the news you didn't want to get. Thank you for keeping us updated during this difficult time, routing for you both, you are so strong xx
I am so sorry Emily, so so sorry. Hope you get the CT soon! And that the pills will help without the side effects. I love you both so much, I wish there was a way how to send health in a physical sense (e.g. like giving money)... You know, I would buy some extra health and send it to you guys so you can be cured. All I have now are best wishes, hope those help too in some sense. Thinking of you everyday
I’m here! I just started watching Emily’s videos, and it’s June 2022! I was so upset when I saw that she’d already been gone for a few years. What a wonderful person! I hope that Aisha is doing ok without Emily.
I miss these vlogs so much. Can’t believe we don’t see Em every day anymore. I’m happy Aisha posts stories quite a bit on ig but I still come watch the old vlogs every couple of days. Hope you’re killing it up there Emily ❤️
Oh shit. I don’t want to ‘like’ because the news is poop, but glad you know and can get it sorted. I suppose it’s a tiny bonus they didn’t find it before Florida so you got your amazing Xmas 😀 thinking of you. Stay strong and stay positive. You got this 💪🏼
Still Loving you Emily. Still no better way to charge through life, create memories, eat it all up. Thank you, sweet love, for sharing your amazing-ness with us even through all the shit, in spite of it. I miss you being in our reality, everyone does. Thankful you're not suffering anymore, though. Bless Aisha and your family always. 🌸
Dear Emily i still watch your vloggs i actually cant imagine not watching you have left such an amazing legacy i pray your smiling down from heaven and can see all the people millions that love you ..id say Rip but its a silly saying because if you rested you wouldn't be working out in heaven but peace you have from pain your so loved Emily and forever missed Much Love To you Em your Australian Friend lee 💜🧡💛💚💙💖
Sending you all so so much love and will be thinking of you!! So glad you’ve got such incredible support and love around you, I really really hope you are more comfortable soon. You’re more than allowed to feel miserable about it all - it’s a horrendous situation to be in! But I’m always amazed that you can both pick each other up to keep going with a positive and strong attitude!! You’re both truly incredible, but remember it’s also okay to feel sad and scared - get it out of your system and share it with those who support you so you can all keep picking each other up in the difficult times. I know how difficult getting bad health news can be and I wish more than anything that I could take it all away from you all and everyone else suffering! Sending all my love and support - would love to help or support you all in anyway possible, just let me know if there is anything at all. Hope you’re having the best day possible. Sarah xxxx
HAVING READ SO MANY COMMENTS HOPING THAT OUR EMILY OS WATCHING OVERUS AND LOOKING DOWN FROM HEAVEN ON US!! WELL REST ASSURED, SHE VERY DEFINETLY IS DOING JUST THAT. YES HER BROKENBODY IS AT PEACE NOW BUT HER SPIRIT/ SOUL IS ALWAYS GOING 2 B WITH US, AND CERTSINKY SHE WILL NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER LEAVE HER BELOVED AISHA,( AISHA IF YOU READ THIS). BE COMFORTED BY THE FACT THAT EMILY IS NOW 100% CURED, HAPPY AND THE EMILY YOU HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN AND LOVED HER SPIRIT LIVES ON IN YOU AND HER FAMILY.AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST! LOVE CAN NEVER DIE. THAT IS ABSOLUTELY IMPOSIBLE.S
Emily if only love could heal you would be healed along time ago, all of us will keep loving you on your long trip love you girl.....love to you both...xxx......
I've only just found your vlogs in my youtube feed. Your film style is lovely. Your chosen attitude and cheeky sense of positive-vism (yep, just made that word up) is lovely to watch. Your ' straight at you' strength is refreshing. I really know next to nothing about you and Aisha and we probably have nothing in common. But, I want you to know this girl from America prays for you!
Mc tempest I also was looking for a singers music with the same last name last week. This wonderful souls video came up. I have been watching daily. She was an angel on earth and now in heaven. I pray for her wife. What a wonderful true love story they had.
So sorry I'm thinking of u girls keep positive and take a day at a time let your emotions out if u need to don't hold in always talk to your partner about things talk to anyone who can help u keep saying to your self Im gonna beat this crap shitty cancer out of my life I'm her with you all the way I always watch u now when u come on I watch u when I finish work think of u xxx