I told my girlfriend Karon that she was delusional and she went off all crying saying we weren't right for each other. I called her later and said that I was non-delusional and then I realised my mistake with the words and everything. I went around to see her saying I meant dualistic and not delusional. She wouldn't answer the door. I went round the back and I could see that Kevin was there. I bet the two of them were dualistic with each other the whole night through.
@@Kikifriedmann Hey, friend. Great question 🥰 the “I” died which was the humiliating revelation that there never was one to die. It was obvious this is timeless and the person I thought I was was just a concept that didn’t exist. All beliefs, meaning and concepts died with the “I am,” a loss of everything which revealed that nothing was lost-all there is is everything, one immutable, formless energy appearing as everything which is abundantly overflowing love. You are God and can’t be separate. Just wholeness being imagined as life. There never was an individual. Sometimes when the death seems gradual in the story there can be a “desert” feeling of the noticing the emptiness before there’s the obviousness that this emptiness is full is everything but that doesn’t always happen. I don’t feel lonely but there’s a sense of being in love as if I’m in love with everything. It’s all one and dancing freely. It’s obvious there’s nothing happening and this is just an appearance. It’s empty yet full at the same timeless time. No one can die and no one was born. This beingness is infinite imagination or God dancing with its non self through every sensation. You are this. There is no individual. Only boundless freedom.
Thank you so much Ginny for the clear answer! Your and Emerson's channel are my favourite at the moment. He's giving the same Message like yours! Do you know him? Maybe you can have a talk togther!? 💖🙏😘🥰
