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THIS IS MY STORY | my journey/healing process 

Valentina Damas
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thank you all for watching and for all the support I've received over the years. more to come soon, love you all!
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Комментарии : 149   
@margaretartires9114
@margaretartires9114 3 года назад
thank you for posting this. using your platform to make others feel like they’re not alone is a great thing. a true role model!!
@jasmineortiz7836
@jasmineortiz7836 3 года назад
you don’t know how much i needed this right now. your tiktok came up on my fyp and yesterday i had my first panick attack thinking i’m goinf crazy for not feeling real and that it was going to be like this forever. i had a bad trip months ago and watching this video gave me so much hope.
@AdrianaRodriguez-fz3dd
@AdrianaRodriguez-fz3dd 3 года назад
don't worry! you will recover, I promise you. it takes some time but if I can do it, you can too. stay strong!
@crystalsaldana7388
@crystalsaldana7388 8 месяцев назад
I asked God for an angel today. To tell me everything was going to be okay. You’re my angel. Thank you ♥️
@cyncyn5139
@cyncyn5139 2 года назад
When you said you blamed god, i did the same. I was like why me? Why? I been through enough. I thought i was never going to be normal again. Three years later, im doing better than ever. Thriving. Thanks for this.
@AdrianaRodriguez-fz3dd
@AdrianaRodriguez-fz3dd 3 года назад
everything you described is exactly what happened to me, every detail was my exact situation. I always say that people who recover from DPDR are some of the strongest people ever. it's probably the worst thing to ever experience, but the end result is so worth it. thank you for raising awareness ❤️
@aliciav89fyi
@aliciav89fyi 2 года назад
It is the absolute worst thing to ever experience. To not feel safe in your own mind and to feel as if you’re not real or the world around you is not real. Detached from emotions detached from the physical world. I have never been so traumatized until I experienced DPDR.
@doronyablonka2975
@doronyablonka2975 4 года назад
Thank you so much for sharing. I don’t know you personally but as somebody who also experiences derealization and panic attacks, I know that it’s not an easy journey. I am still working towards the healing process. I’m so so sorry that you had to experience this. Means a ton that you made this video.🤞🏼
@bre619
@bre619 3 года назад
Are you okay now?
@gabriellasoto4532
@gabriellasoto4532 4 года назад
this is amazing YOU ARE AMAZING !! sending lots of love 💓💓💓
@cexiza
@cexiza 4 года назад
this definitely touched my heart i cried, thank you for being brave and sharing your story!
@sabrinac7540
@sabrinac7540 4 года назад
i’m so proud of you vale!❤️
@griselmartinez7411
@griselmartinez7411 4 года назад
Love this, you are truly an inspiration! 🦋💞
@sophiaperezmusic
@sophiaperezmusic 3 года назад
Valentina you’re so brave!!!! Happy for you, keep being amazing and strong! Miss you and love you:)
@immsky9117
@immsky9117 4 года назад
aww this made me cry . this was beautiful . keep spreading that love and light .✨☁️🤍🌙
@xoxoari
@xoxoari 3 года назад
I’m so proud of you 💕 and all those dealing with derealization or any mental illness! I had a bad experience with an edible too, which was very traumatic. I still find myself thinking about the experience but I am able to let it go. I’m in a better place and I thank God sm!💗💗
@alexaczamora
@alexaczamora 3 года назад
❤️❤️❤️ you are such a strong woman you helped people with your story. you are so beautiful btw and i hope you post more on this channel
@rosalygarcia4015
@rosalygarcia4015 4 года назад
This literally made me cry. i’m so happy for you babygirl💖 wish you the best on your journey!!!
@alexaa5890
@alexaa5890 3 года назад
went through the same thing. feels good to know i’m not the only one!! thank u for sharing babe🤎
@mirianflores3265
@mirianflores3265 2 года назад
It feels scary 🥺
@jesus515952
@jesus515952 3 года назад
Crazy to think I thought I was alone on this but now I realize it's happened to others. Thank you for sharing your story, really inspiring and I know I will be better 🙏🏻
@castillonicole
@castillonicole 4 года назад
extremely proud of you!!!! 💕
@saxiiraa9420
@saxiiraa9420 3 года назад
You’re so strong 🥺❤️ thank you for sharing this with us . Thought it was just me but I guess I’m not the only one going through this. Didn’t even know that was a thing tbh . Glad I came across your TikTok love 😭❤️ you gave me hope that this won’t be a forever thing . Thank you so much ❤️❤️
@vannellybenavides5509
@vannellybenavides5509 4 года назад
So brave of you to put yourself and your story out there like this. Very admirable. God bless you for that. I would love to watch a video on how you overcame derealization.
@tiffanydiaz1739
@tiffanydiaz1739 4 года назад
Yess mama! Keep moving forward, ❤️🤙🏼💪🏼😭 love that you had the courage to share you story and not let people make you feel like any less of a woman for battling a mental illness(es). Your beautiful, your kind, your talented and you can do whatever you set your heart own! 💛
@anaprado179
@anaprado179 4 года назад
You’re so strong & beautiful!! Keep your head up 💓 you’re amazing
@brendacontreras22
@brendacontreras22 3 года назад
I’m so happy that you’re still here 🙏🏼 you’re exactly what this world needs 🤍 never change ✨ i also got diagnosed with ptsd bc i found one of my family members dead and they commit suicide, it’s been hard, but it gets better... not completely, but better. i always felt alone bc i felt that only people who go to war get extreme ptsd, but no.
@arely9061
@arely9061 4 года назад
Can’t wait to watch you grow 🤍✨ god bless u girl keep up with the positive vibes
@emely8998
@emely8998 2 года назад
This is what I’m going through rn and it makes me happy that someone actually understands
@connor_grouss
@connor_grouss 2 года назад
how are u now?
@miranda7099
@miranda7099 3 года назад
This is seriously so inspiring. I’ve had severe anxiety for almost 5 years now and I’m still battling it daily and learning how to live with it. Except for me I use weed to help with my anxiety but I understand it’s different for everyone. It’s so admirable that you came out with your story and I hope one day I can get the strength to do so too 🥺🤍 I would like the see more videos on ways or techniques you use to cope with your anxiety!
@MariaGonzalez-nf6qo
@MariaGonzalez-nf6qo 3 года назад
Wow I found you out of no where and I literally went through the same thing in 2015. Bad trip, first panic attack, never feeling the same, then de realization + de personalization. It is very very very scary and I still feel it to this day sometimes. It scared me the most when I saw that it could probably never go away. Thank you for sharing your story. And you’re so right, bad decisions always lead to bad things. Period. Stay strong xx
@ccja5342
@ccja5342 3 года назад
Are you okay now?
@vianacastro3383
@vianacastro3383 3 года назад
Pls do more videos on this and anxiety and panic attacks! I am currently trying to heal from this and my experience is very similar to yours, ppl do not talk about this enough and this video has helped me and brought me joy. Keep doing more!!
@sabrinagomez1058
@sabrinagomez1058 4 года назад
this is so inspiring 🥺wish you the best !
@Ara0324
@Ara0324 3 года назад
Literally made me cry.. she’s so beautiful 🤍 God Bless 🤍
@cristalruiz1391
@cristalruiz1391 3 года назад
You are so pretty 😍! & we absolutely appreciate this video from you 💜thank you !
@stephanya975
@stephanya975 3 года назад
After hearing your story and seeing others went through it as well I’m so glad I wasn’t the only one who went through it alone. Thankfully I over came it and I’m better now. Thank you so much for sharing your story 💛
@giaboyer5659
@giaboyer5659 2 года назад
How did u over come it ;(
@rubired143_
@rubired143_ 2 года назад
You seem like such a great soul I don’t know why I’m barely seeing this but bless you heart 🥺💗
@savannahmontijo2043
@savannahmontijo2043 2 года назад
So excited you’re on RU-vid now!!❤️🙌🏽 I love your content on every platform! ❤️❤️
@mileyguzman4262
@mileyguzman4262 3 года назад
Thank you so much for posting this , it brang me into tears but thank you so much you do not know how much this video ment to me ❤️ remember you are not alone come on this platform and we will support you throughout anything ❤️
@ashleyperez3888
@ashleyperez3888 4 года назад
You’re beautiful 💗✨✨ god bless u and wish u the best always stay light 😅 thanks for sharing you’re story is the start something great and to help someone else 💓
@thereasonswhy09
@thereasonswhy09 4 года назад
I appreciate you sharing your story, you’re amazing so many people needed to hear this, thank you for being you. Que Dios te bendiga❤️🙌🏾🙏🏾
@nick-ho9pc
@nick-ho9pc 3 года назад
i got derealization from weed too, almost the same exact situation. this happened a couple years ago. thankfully it only lasted a couple days.craziest shit ever tho
@sflrio3287
@sflrio3287 3 года назад
Thought I was the only one. that’s crazy
@ccja5342
@ccja5342 3 года назад
Same
@taylormcdaniels5994
@taylormcdaniels5994 2 года назад
do you still smoke weed?
@Cassieeexo
@Cassieeexo 2 года назад
I cried hearing your story:(, I’m so proud of you vale you’ve came such a long way. & you made it! I look up to you soooo much, I love you you’re such an amazing human being, you’re the cutest ever! Your smile is the most prettiest. Thank you for sharing your story.. I always go through depression and it really does suck… I feel alone and I feel like I have no one by my side, like no one loves me… depression is no joke💔 when I’m sad I always go to yours & jaycos channel because you guys make me laugh, I never miss your Vlogmas videos!! You guys are so cute 🥺💕
@ellasss
@ellasss 3 года назад
thank you for sharing your story with us. life always gets better, it’s all about trusting God’s process. you’re such an inspiration and i am happy you’re here to inspire many others. you have a pure soul 💓
@lol-pt9tu
@lol-pt9tu 2 года назад
I watched this .. and you’re so amazing , so strong!💛💛 this video was really inspiring towards me and I know to others
@skye3830
@skye3830 3 года назад
YOU ARE AMAZING. I had an experience with a gummy 4 weeks back and it sent me into major derealization, it's coupled with a lot of my childhood trauma and precious emotional repression habits to land me in a very bad place right now. Mine took a more existential turn into my ocd, but I'm so relieved that you were able to make it through this and share your experience so that others don't feel so scared hopeless or alone. Thank you so much, god bless you.
@leslierg1356
@leslierg1356 4 года назад
Wowwww thank you so much for this video, you are so strong
@karrieduque
@karrieduque 4 года назад
such a beautiful video and you have a beautiful soul! keep pushing pretty girl! 🥰
@VALAPONTE
@VALAPONTE 4 года назад
So proud of you chiquita and how far you have come
@b0binsky
@b0binsky 3 года назад
Thanks for this ♥️ im glad im not alone
@_mariaaa__15
@_mariaaa__15 2 года назад
I love people like you ❤️ keep doing what you doing boo 🥰
@marypantaleon8401
@marypantaleon8401 3 года назад
thank you for being vulnerable with us
@lala-wd1mx
@lala-wd1mx 2 года назад
I’m so glad you stayed, I’m so thankful that you now know what you’re capable of and your purpose. You’re here for a reason. I love you.
@samanthaiglesias5379
@samanthaiglesias5379 3 года назад
SO proud of you!!
@esmeraldaquiroz675
@esmeraldaquiroz675 2 года назад
So so so happy for your growth! I’m tearing up! You’re such a sweet soul I hope we cross paths some day! Sending you my love always, subscribed 🙌🏼🤍🤍🤍❤️❤️✨✨
@jackiebeaver979
@jackiebeaver979 2 года назад
Oh my god I’m crying, I had the exact same experience and I thought I was all alone until now. Thank you so much for telling your story.
@ryanarcia2555
@ryanarcia2555 4 года назад
Couldn’t have said it it better 🙏💛 congrats
@daisyarroyo4447
@daisyarroyo4447 2 года назад
I love her omg I’m crying cause I relate so much I’m in a bad place rn but she makes me feel like I’m going to be okay 🥺💖
@tvt3331
@tvt3331 2 года назад
I freakin love you 💕💕💕 you’re so humble and a great person. You’re strong af look at you now 🥳🥳🥳🥳 Girl I support you as long as you’re always yourself and stay humble. Don’t become like these other RU-vidrs that let money get to them 🙄 (Ik you’re gonna blow up w subbies) Bc the minute you do that you’re life will not get any better stay humble and be happy ❤️ love ya girl thanks for sharing ur story 😊🙏
@diamelisynfante9801
@diamelisynfante9801 3 года назад
I am very happy that you are still here much love for you ❤️❤️
@livinlikelexii1186
@livinlikelexii1186 2 года назад
Vale you’re so inspiring! ❤️ I had the same experience with a bad trip on edibles, twice. I was stuck in derealization and was wondering if i would be like that forever. Thank you for sharing your story and showing us we are never alone!
@Alien87_
@Alien87_ 2 года назад
I wish I can tell my story but Thaank you for sharing, I feel you girl. Keep it pushin’ 💪🤞
@jameswebb375
@jameswebb375 2 года назад
Thank you so much for this. Really needed it
@melissxaguilar
@melissxaguilar 3 года назад
I’m proud of you 💗
@fridainzunza6378
@fridainzunza6378 6 месяцев назад
I was feeling super down today and I came across your video and you made me realize so much. Thank you for sharing your story with us, you made me feel much better
@myfriendscallmejosh1491
@myfriendscallmejosh1491 2 года назад
Love u even more! Your beautiful inside and out girl!
@ClaudiaLopez-fi4fy
@ClaudiaLopez-fi4fy 6 месяцев назад
Thank you for this & ur platform bc so many ppl deal w this and i was one of them ! This is so real ! Imagine how many kids now a days go thru this bc drugs r so easy to get a hold of these days its so sad ! God bless you !
@kaylee1810
@kaylee1810 2 года назад
I felt this for about a week after I did shrooms, although I didn’t have a bad trip it was a very overwhelming feeling that shook my nerves so much so I felt like I was living in a bubble. Made me appreciate the sober life ever since that day
@fernandasalazqr2597
@fernandasalazqr2597 Год назад
Hey are you feeling better now?
@cicelyspinon8264
@cicelyspinon8264 4 года назад
Thank you for posting this. I’ve gone through this myself, mostly in high school and I didn’t know what it was until I watched this. God bless ✨🦋
@ang1214
@ang1214 2 года назад
Such a beautiful soul. I just found you today. And I just want you to tell you that I’m so proud of you for opening up! This video will help thousands! God loves us all, and he will forever be here by our sides. We are so loved.💗
@esmetrujillo13
@esmetrujillo13 3 года назад
This happened to me recently in October . I had a panic attack while high and did so many home remedies to try to sober up fast and I felt like I was still in that state for like 2 weeks after. Still feel it now but not as bad . I’m glad I’m not alone :) share some tips on how to make it go away faster or what you did ! Also if you still got High after that experience ? I’m scared to now but I miss getting high. Hate how one really bad trip can mess everything up and change your life
@samanthaiglesias5379
@samanthaiglesias5379 3 года назад
I’ve known you for a while!! Went to middle school w you! You are a very beautiful person Vale and you are so so strong ❤️ God is by your side.
@isabellagarciaa2383
@isabellagarciaa2383 3 года назад
Thank you for sharing your story , I go through the same story I got derealization from weed too :) and you helped me because now I know I’m not the only one ❤️
@bre619
@bre619 3 года назад
Is it gone?
@melissas8430
@melissas8430 2 года назад
How am I just coming across this video let alone your page!!! I didn't know you had your own page besides the one with Jayco and also being on his channel. I really needed to see this especially right now with things I'm going through. 🙏 stay strong boo & keep a smile on your face your beautiful and blessed 🙌 xo
@almaj5769
@almaj5769 2 года назад
You made me feel better I thank you 💖🥺
@ninagonzalez9131
@ninagonzalez9131 4 года назад
such a beautiful soul 🤍
@leaharriaga1779
@leaharriaga1779 3 года назад
It is so crazy how I just came across your page. And I want to say thank you for speaking up about it. Not many people understand what this is and how bad it effect us. I’ve been struggling on and off two years now. And it’s so crazy to know someone else is or has gone through this How did you recover?
@madi_iiiiii5
@madi_iiiiii5 2 года назад
Love you Val, thank you for this 🤍
@madi_iiiiii5
@madi_iiiiii5 2 года назад
I started tearing up because I’ve never found anyone who gets me. Thank you Val. I feel so seen and heard.
@danielacardona9983
@danielacardona9983 3 года назад
And fro anyone going through this I just want to let you know that you got this , don’t give up & leave everything in god hands your not alone god got you always!!! He’s ur right hand 🙏🏽dios bendiga a cada uno de ustedes
@danielacardona9983
@danielacardona9983 3 года назад
For*
@janetarrue298
@janetarrue298 2 года назад
you are so strong🙏🏻🤍 God bless you always !
@Marveya.444
@Marveya.444 3 месяца назад
She’s so cute.I’m glad she’s still alive ❤
@vanessagarcia1146
@vanessagarcia1146 4 года назад
Thank you for sharing you are so strong & beautiful ❤️ God is good
@danielacardona9983
@danielacardona9983 3 года назад
Thank you for this you give me hope god bless you 🙏🏽🙏🏽
@nallelybautista9688
@nallelybautista9688 2 года назад
Valentina, I’m so shocked right now . I found you and jayco 3 days ago through santeas RU-vid video. You automatically caught my attention. I followed both you and your boyfriend and I’ve been watching your guy’s videos catching up on your socials since I’m new to your channel. Your smile is so beautiful and you seem so happy all the time . I’m shocked to be seeing this video . I’m so so sorry you went through that.. your such a strong inspirational person. Keep on pushing foward and never give up. We’re here for you.
@veronicamanzo
@veronicamanzo 2 года назад
Im so late to this but please do more videos about this. You just gave me that push to finally start my channel.. I hope I have the guts to start posting soon because I know it can help someone just like your video helped me.. thank you!
@Capriangie222
@Capriangie222 3 года назад
Im a year late but :( I wish we were friends. Glad you're doing better. I myself was going through tough times recently im a bit better now bc I talked to a therapist. But you're right just let God take over… he does amazing things!
@jenniferbolanos3195
@jenniferbolanos3195 4 года назад
I just cried watching this.. I’m so proud of you vale! God is going to continue blessing you just watch! I love youu! ❤️
@tvt3331
@tvt3331 2 года назад
Never loose faith in God btw. It’s a test Valentina. Everything bad that happens is meant to happen as bad as that sounds. Just like everything good that happens is meant to happen. That’s life. People have seen their own parents die in front of them and still kneel down and pray that god has them and that their in heaven with him ❤️🙏 Never loose faith , God is good and never to blame. It’s just life.
@mirianflores3265
@mirianflores3265 2 года назад
I’m feeling that rn and it’s scary especially at a young age 🥺 I hope I can get better 🥺🙏🏼 I pray that I get better and be myself again and feel myself again thank you so much for making this video now I know that I can get better thank you much your my angel 😇🥺
@devany.rodriguez4
@devany.rodriguez4 5 месяцев назад
It’s a sign for the reason I’m here your gonna make me cry 🥹🙁🙁
@cyncyn5139
@cyncyn5139 2 года назад
I went through everything you said! It lasted months. Minus the de realization. Only the panic attacks. Where i felt high.. Like i wasnt living my real life. I still get them here and their. I was soo skinny. I think stress was a big factor.
@andreamacedo1504
@andreamacedo1504 3 года назад
I had a similar situation happen to me thank you so much for sharing your story it really helped me 🥺❤️
@hays4671
@hays4671 2 года назад
♥️♥️♥️ may God continue to be with you always love you so much
@giselletaborda5624
@giselletaborda5624 3 года назад
Thank you for sharing this 🙏🏼
@isabel-pd4ts
@isabel-pd4ts 3 года назад
Thank you, you made me feel seen.
@Paula-xc7qb
@Paula-xc7qb 3 года назад
Thank you for spreading awareness for derealization 🤍🤍 you’re so strong !
@yuviasanchez3025
@yuviasanchez3025 3 года назад
thank you so much for this girl omg 🥺🤍 i’ve been going through dp for about 6 months and this gives me so much hope!! but i was wondering if u can make a video about depersonalization/derealization and how you personally overcame it, please 🤍
@daniellaventura5968
@daniellaventura5968 3 года назад
❤️❤️❤️
@evokilo2922
@evokilo2922 Год назад
Why me......? That's always the question huh sis but in reality why NOT you. You that God knows is strong enough to be able to reach other that are just like us 😏 so crazy I never been diagnosed but I know I have something but I know what I've come to except it and I lean on God every day to keep me strong. I'm proud u found help and you found something that helped you out that hole ..... 🤗 Welcome sister I love you I understand I know what it is like just know your not alone and God loves you always.
@Iris-ej5kb
@Iris-ej5kb 6 месяцев назад
❤❤❤❤
@calebrodriguez7937
@calebrodriguez7937 3 года назад
hey i’m currently going through what you went to and i was wondering if you can maybe do a video of how to calm yourself down from a good antic attack or like when you’re feeling anxious and how to sleep it’s getting hard for me to calm down and manage to sleep
@reesemadison2840
@reesemadison2840 Год назад
I’m going through this exact same thing, it’s been 4 days since I smoked & I have constant anxiety, intrusive thoughts, panic attacks, DP lingering on where I can’t even sleep. your comment was from a year ago did you ever get thru it ? If so how ?
@xozellet5412
@xozellet5412 6 месяцев назад
@@reesemadison2840lmk if you ever did
@brendacontreras22
@brendacontreras22 3 года назад
i also heard about your car accident, I’m so glad that it hasn’t been your time yet bc you’re a beautiful soul & we need you in this world 🥺🙏🏼🤍 I hope to meet you one day here in LA ✨
@patriciarodriguez0404
@patriciarodriguez0404 3 года назад
I also experienced derealization from an edible it was something very scary & i do not want to be in that position ever again it was very scary!!
@sydneyclark2422
@sydneyclark2422 2 года назад
i thought i was crazy i’m 29 and i literally deal with this everyday
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