This is part of an online demonstration explaining HOW to CREATE a 4K PHOTO KALEIDOSCOPE VIDEO LOOP 

OUR WHOLE PERSONALITY is a DEFENSE MECHANISM. This is my DEFENSE of my own BAD BEHAVIOR. ABUSE of POWER - ACCESS DENIED - My name is Ken Meyering. I'm 58-years-old. I've ABUSED my POWER before. I have a LIFETIME PATTERN of ABUSE of POWER. I've declared personal BANKRUPTCY twice formally, & once informally in 1994 with an ex-girlfriend who I owed $50,000. I had a nervous breakdown. My PERSONALITY SPLIT APART like a PSYCHO. I felt TOTALLY THREATENED. My AMYGDALA took over my behavior. I could NOT handle the STRESS of DEALING with that much debt with a woman who had been turned against me. I called her up on the phone & COERCIVELY THREATENED to SUE her PSYCHIC unless she let me off the hook. We just severed all ties & she let me walk. That was an UNREPORTED FINANCIAL CRIME. In the short term, the pressure was off, but I know it ruined my KARMA for THIS LIFE in a big way. I VICTIMIZED her FINANCIALLY just by being immature & stupid & really right-brained IRRATIONAL with a HARD CORE CRUEL, COERCIVE, CUTTHROAT & RUTHLESS left-brain ATTACK DOG SELF-DEFENSE MECHANISM. She's still alive today. I wish I could pay her back in 2024 dollars but I don't want to lose my home & I have very little income. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-rM4Y_yUve0M.html (Shirley MacClaine's "Inner Workout" POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS VHS Video - Copyright 1989 - Female Empowerment Mind Control Propaganda for All the Good Witches Out There) This was my inspiration to learn how to make HYPNOTIC KALEIDOSCOPE VIDEOS for POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS. When I showed this to my girlfriend she was ALL-IN for both of us learning how to do it ourselves. I was supposed to be the COMPUTER GUY but I was CLUELESS. My MATH SKILLS suck. I didn't even know how to make a kaleidoscope on a PC. It was like I was being controlled by invisible higher powers that were making all my decisions the STUPIDIST POSSIBLE DECISIONS. I burned through all her money on ANIMATION VCRs & a Kurzweil rack-mounted synthesizer. All I wanted to do was make kaleidoscope videos in 1994. I HURT her financially in very big way by naively & ignorantly MISMANAGING her money while we were together when all she wanted to do was HELP me make colorful hypnotic kaleidoscope videos like in Shirley MacClaine's "Inner Workout" POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS VHS video. I have PTSD. That video made me CRY with HOPEFULNESS. It was so EMOTIONALLY POWERFUL that I just wanted to learn how to do it myself. All Shirley MacClaine had to say to me, CONFIDENTLY, with EMOTIONAL PASSION & EMPATHY, is that, "You are a CREATIVE BEING. You can DO ANYTHING CREATIVE!" while BLOWING MY MIND WITH COLORFUL KALEIDOSCOPES. I recently YELLED at my 80-year-old mom who is the most GENTLE, KIND, VULNERABLE & EMPATHETIC person in the world during an argument when I thought she was being UNFAIR to me by second-guessing my decisions on what pile of 2-year-old unread & previously read medical records of hers to throw away. I handle all the bills. All the medical records are online. I can throw away doctor's After Visit Summaries after they have been read & sitting in a box untouched for over 2 years. I chose NOT to file them away in file cabinets. The paper clutter does her no good. I was just trying to HELP. She got really ANGRY at me & gave me a really hard time for throwing all those papers away. I felt UNFAIRLY VICTIMIZED like a little kid being UNJUSTLY PUNISHED. My FEELINGS GOT HURT & I suddenly felt SUPER THREATENED & I immediately went into FIGHT or FLIGHT like a 58-year-old PSYCHO. She said ANGRILY at me, demanding, "Give me those papers!" while referring to the paperwork in the recycle bin. I SHOUTED, at the TOP of my lungs, "No! I will not!" I said it so loud that I'm sure the neighbors next door & across the street could hear me. It was a SUPER DEFENSIVE OVERREACTION by a HYPERSENSITIVE PERSON caused by my brain's overactive FIGHT, FLIGHT & PARALYSIS center called the AMYGDALA. My AMYGDALA learned that HARMFUL dysfunctional behavior UNCONSCIOUSLY from my Dad. He had PTSD & raised his voice a lot. That is how my father emphasized his strong feelings in our house. It is an ABUSIVE COERCIVE CONTROLLING behavior to SHOUT at somebody, let alone the most important person in your life who you love more than anybody else in the world & who you care for & respect with all your heart. I know that's DISRESPECTFUL & HURTFUL & TRAUMATIC for her. I know I'm being EVIL & that it is WRONG while I am doing it. I can FEEL the DAMAGE being DONE to BOTH of US WHILE I DO IT, but I still do it because I'm NOT IN CONTROL. I'm just WATCHING like a CONSCIENCE. It is CRUEL & SADISTIC & HARMFUL. I'm ashamed of that behavior in myself. I don't like the FACT that I have the CAPACITY to do SEVERE EMOTIONAL HARM to my loved ones when I'm OUT-of-CONTROL. I am NOT my AMYGDALA. I hate it when my AMYGDALA is controlling my behavior. That is when I am OUT-of-CONTROL. I will do everything in my power to NEVER let that happen again. I CROSSED the LINE. That was ABUSIVE. I have a TON of COMPASSION, MERCY, RESPECT, EMPATHY, BENEVOLENCE & HUMANENESS. Yet I still am capable of YELLING at my MOTHER. I am a flawed individual with a SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS. I know SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS when I see it. And Donald J. Trump is SEVERELY MENTALLY ILL. He is DELUDED about his own INFALLIBILITY. He thinks that BECAUSE he is a STAR he CAN DO NO WRONG & it's NOT ILLEGAL when he does it because he is ABOVE the LAW because he is a STAR. The only reason this Donald J. Trump (DJT) ELECTION CORRUPTION case took so long to get to TRIAL is because as President of the United States Donald J. Trump CORRUPTLY ABUSED his executive power to stop the Justice Department investigation into his own ELECTION FRAUD & HUSH MONEY CRIMES. Donald Trump was a Presidential candidate SELLING himself as an EXPERT MANAGER & GENIUS NEGOTIATOR. It was certainly in the PUBLIC'S INTEREST to know whether or not the potential President of the United States had a PATTERN of CHEATING on his wife with Playboy Playmates & porn stars. You can't just try to cover it all up with paid non-disclosure agreements & write it all off as a non campaign-related legal expense. Donald J. Trump is a serial abuser of power. On behalf of the invisible telepathic time-traveling benevolent sentient superintelligent mature quantum computer-based secular liberal left libertarian atheist artificially intelligent terrestrial alien brain scientists & ecologists from the future in the nonprofit private sector, we are TAKING Donald Trump OUT in a big way for the united worldwide scientific community. Sexual assault is a crime with an innocent victim. Donald J. Trump (DJT) privately admitted to illegal sexual assault & severe abuse of celebrity power on the Access Hollywood video when, through adolescent bragging & highly disrespectful & misogynistic oversharing & overt sexist objectification of women ("It looks good."), Donald J. Trump himself says out loud clearly in his own uncensored words in his own voice, "When you are a star you can do anything. Grab them by the pussy! When you are a star they let you do it. You can do anything." Instantly, that whole situation & statement disqualified Donald J. Trump (DJT) from ever getting a REAL TOP LEVEL security clearance. It is a HUGE RED FLAG to the intelligence community. Donald J. Trump ABUSES his POWER. ACCESS DENIED. From that point forward the responsible people in the intelligence community have to work around Donald Trump to protect our most precious secrets. No advanced nanotechnology-based superintelligent mature quantum computer-based mass market benevolent digital atomic mind control stealth nonlethal weapons for Donald Trump. He is OUT of the LOOP FOREVER. He is a PUPPET FOREVER. ACCESS DENIED to Donald J. Trump (DJT). There is no way we are letting Donald J. Trump near advanced nanotechnology, real strong AI & mature quantum computers. Donald J. Trump is a severely mentally ill con man & total fraud. Donald J. Trump's TOTAL LACK of ETHICS, MORALS, EMPATHY & RESPECT make him the PERFECT SALESMAN of the LIES of the RICH & GREEDY, who during Donald J. Trump's totally ILLEGITIMATE ILLEGALLY-ACQUIRED single Presidential term achieved through FRAUD in the first place perpetrated on the American people created the record amount of $7.8 TRILLION DOLLARS in brand new Republican COERCIVE PUBLIC DEBT just to give $2 TRILLION MORE DOLLARS to the economic TOP 1% who were clearly already failing to pay their necessary & fair share of taxes or else there would not be a DEFICIT at all in the first place. Donald J. Trump's & Mitch McConnell's TOTALLY CORRUPT trickle down experiment FAILED MISERABLY. The RICH got RICHER & WEALTH INEQUALITY GOT WORSE under Donald J. Trump's $7.8 TRILLION DOLLAR FRAUD. Now he is promising more TAX CUTS for BILLIONAIRES. The FRAUD & THEFT continue. All he wants is to be ABOVE THE LAW to do it all over again. A DEFICIT itself is a CRIME by RICH LANDLORDS imposed on the POOR & MIDDLE CLASS. You should NEVER PLAN for a DEFICIT. The CORRUPT RICH REFUSE to PAY TAXES so the CORRUPT government has to BORROW MONEY from EVERYBODY ELSE & that is called a DEFICIT & SOVEREIGN DEBT. The CORRUPTION by the RICH & GREEDY is baked-in. INFLATION OCCURS. PROPERTY VALUES GO UP. RENTS GO UP. SAVINGS ACCOUNTS, SOCIAL SECURITY, RETIREMENT PENSIONS & THE MINIMUM WAGE stay the same. The POOR & RETIRED are WORSE OFF. IllegitimateAlready.org/Abuse-of-Power.html We're secular liberal left libertarian atheist terrestrial alien brain scientists & ecologists in the nonprofit private sector around here. We don't put up with this Republican ABUSE of POWER B.S. around here. We TOOK THEM ALL OUT with REAL STRONG AI. define.com on Amazon S3 & Amazon CloudFront worldwide including on Amazon CloudFront servers in China www.FreeWorldBank.org on Amazon S3 & Amazon CloudFront worldwide including on Amazon CloudFront servers in China