Jonah, you look so beautiful and handsome. It's so lovely to hear how happy you are and how this is also leading to open heartedness for you among other things. I've been thinking a lot about change and loss and growth and fear in relation to hormones. Thank you for reminding us these things are essential - sometimes it's easy to forget.
i just hit 2 years on T in march and was so grateful for your videos when i started. grateful to hear how you're doing & how you're processing the last few years. i feel myself settling in at 2 years as well, and grateful for it. i wish i would've heard more people talk about that in the beginning- that it takes what feels like forever to feel settled.
Thanks for reiterating this. Good to be reminded of this, and it's lovely to hear how connected to your emotions you feel. Not remembering being connected to your body is really resonant for me. So much has changed and happened for me this past few months, alongside seeing counselling clients make big changes too. It's interesting to hear how you're feeling more in touch with a more expansive sexuality. I have a sense that I'll feel more in touch with my sexuality myself. I've made my first gender appointment for the end of July. Change in yourself is exciting and change in others too. For me, I couldn't maintain a romantic relationship with someone who didn't change or grow often, because there's too much to absorb in life and too much to do not to be so affected. I'm not even sure I maintain friendships well witj those who try to stay in one place. I do wish for some things to be consistent though, like getting and staying on T, or having a home that's mine. But if I were a vampire I feel like I'd enjoy living for a long, long time. Inspiring video. Keep being you Jonah! Frankie 😊
Hi Jonah, in one of your previous videos you said you were experiencing hormonal panic attacks? I experienced the panic attacks from testosterone too and was forced to quit T a few years ago because my doctor said that it was “clear” they were happening because I was a woman deep down. Did you ever figure out what caused the anxiety on T, and how did you fix it?
I don't think they specified? Wondering if can change gender marker there to X? Here there is not that option. Considering changing to male though because as a nm masc person feels like it makes more sense.
Nonbinary has never been a word that's totally resonated with me. I've always identified as transmasc or genderqueer. I considered changing my gender marker to X, but M felt more practical and potentially safer.
