lyrics:
[jon]
i feel bad, that you feel bad
about me feeling bad, about you feeling bad
about what i said, about what you said
about me not being able to share a feeling
[karessa]
if i thought that what you thought
was that i hadn't thought about sharing my thoughts
then my reaction to your reaction, to my reaction
would have been more revealing
[jon]
i was afraid that you'd be afraid
if i told you that i was afraid of intimacy
if you don't have a problem with my problem
maybe the problem's simply co-dependency
[karessa]
yes, i know, that now you know
that i didn't know, that you didn't know
that when i said, "no," i meant, "yes, I know"
and that now i know that you knew, that i knew you adored me
[jon]
i was wrong to
[karessa]
say you were wrong to
[jon]
say i was wrong about
[karessa]
you being wrong
[jon]
when you rang to say that
[karessa]
the ring was the wrong thing to bring
[jon]
if i meant what I said
when i said, "rings bored me"
[jon & karessa]
i'm not mad that you got mad when i got mad
when you said i should go drop dead
[jon]
if i were you and i'd done what I'd done
i'd do what you did
when i gave you the ring
having said what I said
[jon, (karessa)]
i feel bad, that you feel bad (i feel badly)
about me feeling bad, about you feeling bad (about you)
about what i said, about what you said (feeling badly about me)
about me not being able to share a feeling (feeling badly about you)
i thought (if i thought that what you thought)
you thought (was that i hadn't thought about sharing my thoughts)
i reacted shallowly (then my reaction to your reaction, to my reaction)
when i reacted to you (would have been more revealing)
i'm not mad, you got mad (i'm not mad that you got mad that i got mad)
go drop dead (when you said i should go drop dead)
if i were you and i'd done what i'd done (if i were you)
i'd do what you did when i gave you the ring (but i'm not you)
having said what i said (said what I said)
[jon]
but now it's out in the open
[karessa]
now it's off our chest
[jon & karessa]
now it's 4 am
and we have therapy tomorrow
it's too late to screw
so let's just get some rest
18 мар 2022
