tw - Just trying to survive at this point… - food vlog 

hey! I noticed that binging is actually a symptom of blood sugar crashes when I get super hungry even after I just ate a meal high in carbs. Maybe start your meals with savory foods higher in protein (switch the order - eat the tofu and veggies first and then the oatmeal)

In answer to the binge vlogs: if you feel comfortable doing it, I know I personally would enjoy it!

yes id love to see binge vlogs! I'm currently at one of my lowest points with my ed and mh, having 1-3 b/p sessions every day and not being able to keep up with academic or social life, let alone take cate of myself :_) its nice to know I'm not alone with bullimia struggles and binge vlogs would be very comforting imo

Love hate relationship with your ed , can’t related more💀

hey, sending lots of love to you and your gf, i hope you have a wonderful xmas

im watching greys rn too! i just started season 13. also i would totally watch binge vlogs if you posted them

у вас такие комфортные влоги... заказала низкокалорийный конфитюр и шоколад после ваших видео, спасибо ❤ и у вас очень красивая посуда!!

Do you log your cals? I use MyFitnessPal and I go crazy if I don’t log them, it helps me to stop overthinking about it. Otherwise, I just count in my head all day lol 😝 BTW I just finish Wednesday and it was SOOO good OMG !!! Kinda sad it ended, I cried a little in the end 🙈 seems like it could have a season 2 🤷‍♀️ Also I don’t like to watch binge vlogs, I don’t binge myself just restrict, I mostly watch ED videos to get ideas on safe food and stuff like that. I don’t wanna get ideas on what to binge 😆 Hope you will have a good holiday break with your gf and your doggies . Take care !!! 💗

im anorexic and its not like im at an unhealthy weight / according to the internet im overweight :< i dont purposefully go and b/p but it happens bc my stomach is so small ngl i became anorexic by mistake /just happened guys ;-; but now im just in such a wierd position and i dont even know what to do ;-; despite not bieng bulimic this still brings me comfort so thank you 🥺

Sorry for being late to your videos, I have been catching up on RU-vid, but sorry you are going through a lot with b/p, I have been going through some stuff too but mostly with restricting I have trouble with restricting dinner though because mom usually cooks or we go get take out, but I have been buying a lot of safe foods in hopes I get to eat them for my lunches and dinners. And also your dogs are so cute : )

guess whos mid relapse and watching this >:)))

what do you use to edit?

Unrelated but what are your pronouns? I think about you in my mind a lot and don’t want to misgender you there