• Trigger Warning • Hi! My name is Eli 💜 This channel is more for me to kind of distract me, cope and share about my life with an ED. I DO NOT CONDONE ANY OF MY BEHAVIORS! They are unhealthy and dangerous, so please don’t copy what i do. An ED is not fun or aestethic, it’s a literal hell and i wouldn’t wish it upon anyone! Please don’t watch if u get triggered by numbers, food or anything ED related!
I struggle so much with the feeling of being useless as well. I wish I had any good advice. You're not alone in this feeling of difficulty to just exist and do small things. I totally get it, no need to apologise, best of luck with finding help <3
Eli, you have no clue what you do for people, i watch you everytime i feel no desire for life, you are a force. keep going. i love you and so many others do. you know what you have to do, do it and let go of the weight on your chest. it'll feel light. sending you love, and strength.
ngl im proud of myself i ate 900 cals today and burned off 400 so i had 500 cals today, today is the first day of me restricting, im proud of myself tho! i had a protein filled meal for lunch and for snack too.
take your time, you’re just coming back to posting. Give yourself some grace, take care and you never need to apologize for prioritizing yourself. come back at your own pace (if you even want) and we are all here for you ❤
You're not useless, I can really assure that! Try not to blame yourself so bad :( you deserve better! I really hope you find a way out of this state soon, and good luck on finding a therapist, it'll hopefully help! Take care, ok?
Hi, i'm sorry for everything that you're going through, for what you're feeling and have been feeling, please please please remember that you're a valuable person no matter what, and you will get out of this mess, i promise you, i guarante you, in a max few years time you will be in so much of a better place. Last year i've also been in a terrible place mentally and im better now, i believe that you will get better too🫂 I'm not sure if it matters, but what helped me was forcing myself to spend more time with my family until i realised that i love them, they love me, and it became the most natural thing ever, also learning to rest, a lot, and religion, and at least trying to love myself for the tiniest things. Lots of love and support for you, remember that we all here for you, we love you and understand you❤🩹Stay as safe as you can
I felt so relieved when i saw this notification. Can't be just me that was wprried when i saw u hadn't posted in months after the last video. Hoping you get better. Just remember: when you're tired, that's a sign to rest, not give up :) It's normal and okay to feel this way, so many of us do. Stay safe
Thanks for sharing this Ik it’s been tough but ur not alone I’ve been in a slump as well I just hope u feel better soon ❤ ur not alone I just been diagnosed with bpd and it’s been rough I really hit rock bottom so I’m in ip for trying to unalive myself but stay strong hun❤love u
Hey I think nobody here is mad at you for not being able to post. Mental illness is valid and it disables peope. I wish you all the best and I hope you get access to help soon <3 Lots of love 💜💜💜
no one is disappointed in you!!! idk how to explain it but even this little update that you posted means so much to everyone and if you do wanna post you can make small yt shorts to get back into making vlogs
Thank you so much for this update. It’s not stupid at all! It’s just lovely to see you, even just for a few minutes to check in. You’re human, it’s tough right now. Don’t hate yourself and you’re not useless. You’re not a machine, we’re not expecting you to crank out content. Do what you need to do for yourself in this moment. We’ll be here if you ever choose to come back! You have support 🤍 I hope everyone else is doing alright too. we’ll take one step each day and count our small victories. Lets manage as best we can. sending you and everyone who needs it a virtual hug 🫂
Take care of yourself, we love you and there's no need to apologize. We'll be here for you whenever you can make it ❤️ I hope the therapy or whatever else you are up to try helps ❤️❤️
As some with high risk of developing an ED , i should say that ed’s can be show in many ways and its different in each people , but the syntomps are the same but show in a different way.
