I’ve had two big experiences not sure who is who in the past but regardless, I believe it might not be this lifetime I accept that and with my growth I’m living my freedom and union with self. They are both in and major out sometimes for 6 months or a year etc. I don’t get excited anymore when they come back in it’s just meh 😑 oh you again. I don’t even respond anymore. ❤
Brilliant, I can relate to the DM dipping in and out, that made me smile in relating to him dipping in and out and triggering me, I can finely see these moments. Awesome. Thank you, since joining your group I feel I've finally got it ...I must have just been on the cusp of getting it.
My plan is to run physically forever, and to ascend without the other person because I don’t need him for anything. I’ve overcome the desire to be with him, then became indifferent and after seeing him one time, I decided I never want to be with him.
This journey is ultimately about you and if there is any waiting energy then it is pushing onto him. Are you focused on your own spiritual awakening and learning to align to soul? You connect at soul, not on this physical plain so you have to do soul work.
I was married, but separated, when I met my twin (in 2007). After 3/4 weeks of pure bliss, he ran. The craziness began. I tried calling him many times, I messaged him repeatedly, and I had someone stalking him for me. I didn't know anything about TFs so I couldn't understand what was happening to me. It wasn't until I accepted that he was gone for good that the pulls and obsessive thinking stopped (5/6 months later). I went back to my ex-husband around that time. I filed for divorce about 2 months later. I developed PTSD around that time as well. I became completely detached from my twin. In 2012, 5 years after he ran, my twin found me on FB. We've been running and chasing ever since. 😅 I was activated again in 2019. This time was a million times stronger than the first. There was no where for me to run or hide. I discovered what the heck was going on, in 2020. I said all of that to say, detox and detach as much as possible! Just try to live as normal a life as possible without worrying about or wondering what he's doing on his end! That's where I am now. After 4 years of intense chasing, I've realized that I don't have control over what happens between us. I'm still balancing my energy and releasing anxiety and tension. We have to accept things for what they are in this present time. If he is your twin, he will return!